Chapter 225 – Chapter 11 – Flower

[You’ve been talking a lot since before. If you’re interested in my student that much, fix that damn attitude first. My pupil tends to hate that kind of personality.]

[…What?]

[What is ‘what’? Even if he isn’t my disciple, there won’t be a man who would like a bitch who uses violence and tries to kill people just because he doesn’t like him. Of course, even if you change your personality, I won’t allow it.]

The woman who claimed to be Yuseong’s teacher said that and stood in front of me.

It was the moment when I could get my hands on Yoosung with just a little more.

Even before death. Even after he died and came back to life as a non-human body, the moment he tried to get Yooseong, he was interrupted.

Even though he was ten times stronger now than he was before he died.

However, what truly stopped me was the content of what she said in her nonchalant voice rather than the helplessness of the woman who claimed to be Yuseong’s teacher.

‘Yooseong.. Doesn’t like me?’

…That was something I hadn’t even thought about.

The way Yooseong showed me before he died was an attitude that seemed interested in me to anyone.

There was no way that Yooseong, who was openly kind to me, asked me to call me older sister, and always smiled at me, hated me.

Even if Yooseong hates me, if I pour more affection than that…

– Stop.

‘…Does that mean anything?’

If the other person hates me, what’s the point if I put affection on them..?

The meaning of love I originally thought was definitely not like this.

Such a beautiful act and feeling that each other understands each other and sympathizes with each other must be love.

What I’m trying to do is…

All I could get from doing that was Yuseong’s feelings of disappointment, sadness, anger, hatred, etc., And Yooseong’s body.

Even if no one stopped me.

“…”

– Tuduk

When the power holding the sword in his hand disappeared, he surrendered himself to gravity and made a dull sound.

What did I want?

Yooseong’s love?

Or Yooseong’s body?

‘…Think carefully, Han So-yeon.’

If it’s the latter, it’s not too late.

If you want to see Yoosung curse me and get raped by me with a ferocious expression that I don’t usually show to others, then I can retreat and find Yooseong again and seize the opportunity.

But if the former…

‘…’

“So-so-so! Are you okay? Are there any major injuries?”

“I’m fine now, so don’t worry too much.”

…Isn’t it already too late?

-Sureung

It’s already too late to get the heart, so shouldn’t you get the body?

Pick up the sword again Han So-yeon.

You want Yooseong, right?

If you clear the last obstacle in front of you, you can get Yuseong.

So…

‘…’

…Contrary to the voice that spreads in my head, my real body was still as it was without even picking up the dropped sword.

I’m Yooseong…

…What did you want?

-Fury!

It was the last thought I had as I watched the raging orb of flame approaching in front of me.

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“…”

Of course I thought I was going to die then.

It felt strange to kill a body that had already died once again, but it wasn’t so strange that Jiangshi couldn’t kill it.

I pondered why he kept me alive when he tried to kill Yooseong’s lover, but the question was quickly resolved.

He probably wants information about the vampires who are said to have come from another world.

… Yooseong didn’t seem to remember who I was, so he thought it was unlikely that he would have saved his life because of that.

And if I had memory, I would have killed more.

It wasn’t enough that he betrayed himself and even broke the short circuit, so after 10 years, he’s going crazy saying he’ll even kill his lover.

The head was complicated and the body was tied up, so several days passed without being able to do anything.

In the meantime, Yooseong and the woman who seems to be his lover. And I saw the woman who said she was Yooseong’s teacher.

…Just made it more complicated.

And in the meantime, Yooseong started talking to me.

It seemed he wanted to ask me something.

Of course.

Also about vampires. There will be a lot of questions about what happened in the past.

I had no intention of hiding anything.

All of them answered as Yooseong asked.

However, even in the middle of answering all of them, my mouth couldn’t help but stop the moment I heard one question.

[…What happened between us in the past?]

“…”

As soon as I heard the question, my head stopped halfway.

Should I tell the whole truth? Should I distort it?

I don’t know how much Yooseong lost her memory, but seeing that she didn’t remember anything about me, I could see that she had lost a significant amount of memory.

So maybe…

…Even if I don’t tell the truth, Yooseong might not notice.

I don’t think Master talked about me.

Even Master doesn’t know exactly what happened that day.

It was only Yuseong and me who were exactly there that day, and Master came to hear the news after the work was over.

So now without Master. If I wanted to distort the facts, I could distort them as much as I wanted.

In fact, there was a hidden situation that other people didn’t know about that day, and it’s true that I broke the Danjeon, but there is a misunderstanding about it.

…Under.

‘It’s really ugly.’

The bitch who was blinded just a few days ago and tried to get Yooseong by force, regardless of whether he was hurt or not, now thinks of lying because he is afraid of being hated by Yooseong.

Do you want to be by Yooseong’s side even in that way?

…It is true that I want to be by Yooseong’s side, but I didn’t want to stay until I told lies like that.

If you’ve already lived enough doing what you want to do

Now I have to take responsibility for the inconvenience I caused.

Just as I was taught to get tired of from my teacher since I was a child.

-Pissik

‘Maybe I was more mature when I was younger.’

Rather, I think I was more mature in those days when I didn’t know about the world and other people and only knew what Master showed me and taught me.

Back then, I didn’t think too much about sharing with others.

In the end, all of this started with a twisted rush of desire that he couldn’t give Yooseong to another woman, so it might be true.

Thanks to her having time to think alone anyway, her mind was finished.

I’ll just tell you the whole truth.

When Yooseong was a disciple of Hwasan, I fell in love with her at first sight and stayed close to her, and then I made the wrong choice.

I don’t know what choice Yooseong will make after hearing my words.

A normal person would probably slit this damned traitor right away, but Yooseong must be so gentle and young.

Now that she is an adult like Yuseong, and she has tasted the storms of the world, she will not be as gentle as she was back then.

Although her appearance has only grown enough to make me wonder if it’s really more than 10 years old.

‘…I should apologize to Master as well.’

Although she is a little strict, she was a good teacher, but she must have been hurt a lot by having an ugly disciple.

I don’t know where she is now, so I’ll have to ask later or ask for an apology.

-Walk

“Uh?”

At that moment, blood rushed out of her mouth with the sensation of something regurgitating in her esophagus.

‘Internal injury?’

The sudden flow of blood from inside her body meant that she had suffered a major internal injury.

It’s not just a little bit, it’s still coming out gurgling and the mouth is not enough, so it’s a state of chilgong blood flow from all the holes called nose, eyes, and ears.

When I looked inside to somehow prevent the backflow of blood, I was able to grasp the cause of the current situation in an instant.

‘…Warstein…’

The energy of the vampire race, which was supporting this dead and alive body, was leaking out of the body.

Until he was inside, he was fine, and even after being suppressed, the energy that had been still without any change could only be seen as having something to do with it.

Are you saying that those who didn’t come back will just be killed because they’re going to be taken prisoner?

– Rumble

“Cool.”

As a large amount of blood escaped at once, I felt my body temperature cool down.

In the past, Master sent me with a single knife, so I didn’t know the sensation of death, but it was quite scary as it slowly approached.

Even though it’s the second time, I can’t get used to it.

‘Ah, I didn’t say anything…’

Before I knew it, my body lost the strength to stand up and collapsed on the floor full of blood.

It was impossible to leave letters with blood because there was no strength in the arms or hands.

‘If this happens… I won’t be able to tell Yooseong anything’

…Maybe this side might be better.

From a point of view that doesn’t know the details, it would look like a prisoner who committed suicide because he didn’t want to give out information.

It might not be bad for her to be remembered as just a coward.

-I flinch..

‘…If I were to die, I wanted to die by Yoosung’s hand.’

It seemed that she couldn’t completely shake off her twisted desire for Yooseong until the end.

Still..

[By the way, Yooseong doesn’t have any other friends?]

[I think boys don’t like me very much.. I have a few girls that I’m close with, but I don’t have a chance to meet them unless it’s a special training, and I only put people of the same gender together..]

[…So you’re always waiting for me?]

[…Please come often.]

…Because I feel like I’ve met a lot of nice people now

It would be better for Yooseong if the specter of the ugly past disappeared like this.

– Wow!

‘Ah..’

The cold scent of death, which I had already felt once, was approaching my eyes before I knew it.

Still… Though I’ve done a lot of bad things

Although the direction was twisted a lot

It’s just that his love for Yooseong was really sincere..

‘…I shouldn’t know.’

Who are you really talking to?

Until I died, I was just thinking like a crazy bitch.