Chapter 34 – Chapter 3 – Guilt

My body ached more and more.

As time went by, my throat hurt more and the taste of blood mixed with my dry cough.

I felt like I was going crazy with thirst, but I just couldn’t get out of bed.

I don’t know if it’s just a sore throat, but my head hurts and I can’t stop coughing, and being alone made me feel lonely.

“Kelok.. Khehek..”

‘I think I’m going to die..’

There really wasn’t a part I didn’t like about this body.

A body whose life goes back and forth just because of a cold

No matter how much there is no power supply, I wonder if it makes sense that the condition is so bad.

‘Even this is on the better side, but…’

It was even more serious when I just entered this body without knowing why.

Even if I didn’t do anything, the pain came up, and there are not a few memories of me just whimpering on the spot due to the occasional great pain.

To the extent that it was to the point where the vagabonds suggested dirty work using the drug money as bait.

“Collock…”

Because it hurts, I have 50,000 thoughts. It’s not something I want to think about.

I hope anyone can come and help me.

Even if I can’t nurse.. I hope you can at least hold my hand.

When you’re sick, there are times when that alone can be your strength.

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“Ugh…”

A cold touch on his forehead raised his consciousness.

“Master…?”

“I am not your teacher.”

“Ah..”

Come to think of it, it was. Because Master couldn’t be here right now.

“Are you Sozer..?”

“I’m sorry. It’s so urgent that I’m a little late. I didn’t expect you to be in so much pain.”

“Well.. Sojeo has his own business as well.. Kellogg! Heck!”

As she was cut off by her cough, the woman held out her hastily filled water bottle.

I covered her mouth and took her water bottle

– Paddle paddle

Her hand holding her water bottle was trembling.

But she couldn’t ask to be fed here, so she somehow put her mouth in her mouth and let the water flow.

“Paha…”

‘I’m going to live now.’

Even though she drank water because of the cold, she was still thirsty, but at least she wasn’t in pain like before.

“Then… Is Sojeo’s work over now?”

“For now, that’s how it is. I was going to finish it as soon as possible, but I’m sorry I’m late.”

“It’s okay… Sojeo has no obligation to take care of me… Sojeo has his own business…”

They say they’ve become close a lot lately, but in the end, they’re South-South.

She was not obliged to help me until as she put off her own work.

“..I’m sorry if I offended you. Is there anything you want?”

“Because I’m really fine…”

“It’s because I’m not comfortable.”

This person really looks pretty, but the way he thinks is like an older person.

As well as the way you talk.

“Then… After Soju’s work in Anhui is over, please go out with him. Don’t leave him alone at that time.”

All I wanted from her now was this.

Looking at my physical condition, I don’t think it will get better in a day or two.

The plans he had made in Henan had long been discarded in his mind, and now all that was left was to play in Anhui.

Even the mulberries that were not picked in Hanam were picked.

“…Is that enough?”

“Yes.. This is enough..”

“You can ask for more than that. Money or things. There’s enough ability for that.”

Hesitantly, she lifted her head and looked into the woman’s face.

It’s a face that doesn’t look old no matter how you look at it.

At most, he looks like he’s in his mid-twenties, but seeing that he’s so confident, is there a great person behind him?

Come to think of it, it is obvious that at that age, at the peak, that teacher would be a very great person.

“..It’s okay. Soju is enough for me.”

Such a great person must have been burdensome.

This woman is unusual because she’s not a good fit for me.

“…”

“Why do you…?”

“Whoa…”

The woman was beating her heart with one hand and holding her other hand as a fan on her face.

“Okay. When we finish our business in Anhui, we’ll go together.”

“Yes..”

In the silence that followed that conversation, it was over there who spoke first.

“Come to think of it, we don’t even know each other’s names yet.”

“Ah..”

“Can you tell me if there is no particular reason?”

Ordinary people have no reason to hide their names.

But..

“I’m hiding my name for some reason.”

“Is it.”

I wasn’t that normal.

There’s no particular grand reason.

Is it supposed to create a sense of mystery?

At best, the face is hidden, but if the name is known, the identity is identified and the sense of mystery is reduced.

It may sound strange, but it was a reason that could not be ignored as a fortune teller who lived on a sense of mystery.

While I was doing business in Shaanxi, there were quite a few customers who were drawn to the atmosphere of ‘the future seen by a fortuneteller whose name and face are unknown’.

And at best, it’s a bit of a waste to let people know my name so that I can be identified with a means to completely hide my face.

‘If Master chases after me, it’ll be difficult…’

It’s a long way from now on, but sometimes I dream that Master comes out ahead of schedule and chases after me.

If I get caught like that, I’ll probably live in the mountains for the rest of my life.

“My name is Shin Yu-wol.”

“..That’s a pretty name.”

“…”

Yuwol Sojeo was staring at me without saying a word, probably trying to see my reaction.

“Why do you…?”

“..No. And outside, you can call him God Sojeo.”

“Okay, God Sojeo…”

I surrendered myself to the drowsiness that came over me again and fell asleep.

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“Cough… Cough…”

His cough showed no signs of abating, and the fever in his body grew hotter.

All I could do was pass him water or put a towel on his forehead whenever he complained of thirst.

Even though I couldn’t see her face, I could tell where her forehead was.

“..Powerless.”

It was a common occurrence to help those who were blocked by a wall while learning martial arts.

It was the first time that I was nursing a person suffering from a severe cold.

If they had mastered martial arts, most of them would not suffer from these minor illnesses, and if they did get sick, they could quickly get better if they got the right elixir.

Even the elixir she carried without knowing it was useless in this situation.

There was a high possibility that he would be in big trouble if he recklessly gave the elixir to a person who was not an ordinary person and whose Danjeon was damaged.

“Whoa…”

I didn’t want to bring it out, but now I had no choice but to bring out the old memories.

It was a memory of a disciple that I hadn’t been aware of on purpose, but that was the only memory I had of caring for others.

– Kkook

First we held hands.

At the time, I heard that the original disease could be a residual disease or a fatal disease, depending on the mind.

In the end, it is the body that overcomes the disease, but it is the mind that moves the body.

[Are you still sick?]

[Hehe… It doesn’t hurt at all now, Master.]

I painted the face of an innocent and pretty girl that came to my mind with ink.

Biggest mistake in my entire life. The greatest sin I left in this world.

My only undeniable disciple who inherited my martial arts and nickname.

Sword painting Han So-yeon.

The sins committed by the disciple are the sins of my teacher.

Knowing that I had committed an unforgivable sin, I couldn’t be more still.

I had to find out somehow and apologize.

“Ugh…”

She consoled herself by saying that in front of her man, whom she suspected of being her child, her revulsion to herself and to her thoughts about her rose, but she could not help it.

‘Is your name Yuseong Dan?’

As I watched him lose consciousness, these words reached the top of my throat.

If not, this time will end with countless misunderstandings

If it’s right..

What should I do if he is the victim of my sins that I have been searching for for 10 years?

If you dare to harbor your feelings for someone like that…

‘…I guess not.’

Just imagining it was disgusting.

I would be indignant if someone else did it, but if it were me, I would never be able to forgive myself.

Who dares to have a heart for whom?

Commit such a sin.

…

Wait what am I thinking now.

‘Do you have a heart?’

It couldn’t have been.

To have feelings for a man whose name or face you don’t know, no matter how cute and naive they say they do a lot of things, isn’t she a light-hearted woman who can barely be talked about? Heaven forgives those who dare to continue..

‘Ugh…’

The more I think about it, the more I seem to fall into a strange place.

Biting tail after tail, he swung his sword at the thoughts that followed.

I was able to calm my head right away to see if the martial arts I had learned were in vain.

‘I always have to maintain the status of the bright light index.’

It’s been like this ever since I met this guy.

‘Ha..’

The moment she held his hand while putting her hand to her forehead to cool her head.

“Huh…”

With sobs

“I didn’t do it because I wanted to be like this…”

There came a sound that could not be ignored.

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