Chapter 50 – Chapter 4 – Amnesia?

‘…Who is Han So-yeon?’

It was a reaction I never expected.

For a moment, I thought that if So-yeon hadn’t revealed her identity to him at the time, he might not have known, but that wasn’t the case.

Because in my memory, the image of her jumping up and down and rejoicing at the fact that we had said aloud to each other was clearly visible.

Although 10 years is not a short time, there is no way he has forgotten the woman who was like his enemy who ruined his life.

He also said that he drank to forget the pain of being betrayed by a woman he trusted, and through his drool talk the other day, we could see that he was in great pain over the breakdown of his Danjeon.

So I thought he should know about Han So-yeon…

“I don’t know who it is, but I don’t know anyone in the volcano… I’ve never been there…”

“…”

He acted as if he had never really heard the name.

No, wait.

“Never been to a volcano..?”

It wasn’t just that he didn’t know Han So-yeon.

Not having been to a volcano at all meant that he had no recollection of his past.

‘Memory loss…?’

I’ve never heard of it.

The loss of memory for certain parts of people who have been traumatized.

If he had forgotten all of So-yeon’s memories, no, about the volcano, then it probably wouldn’t have been long.

Since he was with me and Hanam, he was the one who kept revealing the pain of being betrayed by a woman in the past.

After that, if he was shocked enough to lose his memory…

‘..While passed out?’

It was only in Anhui.

Could it be that the Blood Religion bastards have done harsh things to them?

What if I suffered severe torture before I went to my rescue?

So what if you just craved physical pleasure to soothe the pain?

“…Ah..”

It could be a leap, but the possibility was too high.

From the point of view of remembering what happened to those who were taken away by blood bridges in the past, it was difficult to imagine that their torture was something humans could dare to do.

Because they are good at playing with people’s minds, they could have destroyed them without much physical damage.

The anecdote that the peak master who was dragged by them took his own life after one week without enduring their torture was famous.

If he, a mere ordinary person, had been subjected to such torture… It was not strange that he lost his memory and longed for physical pleasure.

‘Then I like that kind of thing…’

He held back the retching that came up again and covered his mouth with his hand.

Disgust and loathing of myself come back.

“Hey… You look bad, are you okay?”

“Ah..”

He was looking at me with a worried expression.

* * *

-Awkward

After waking up, I looked around with a puzzled expression.

Seeing medicine or acupuncture around him, he seems to be a doctor.

I don’t remember exactly what happened, but I think I succeeded in escaping from the basement safely…

‘What was that earlier?’

Sex in the name of therapy was a little embarrassing.

On Earth, I had heard stories of martial arts novels that sometimes reached a state or cured illness through the union of yin and yang, but I didn’t know that I would experience something like that.

And there was something else even more embarrassing.

‘…’

It felt like I wasn’t myself.

The feeling that my body moves on its own even though my mind is hazy and I can’t even properly give orders.

‘I think it was like that when I was Dang Ah-yeong.’

He frowned at the mysterious, unknown sensation.

I was thinking about how to deal with this awkward situation

“Smoothness.”

“…?’

Sojeo Shin called out my name that I had never revealed.

“I think it’s really late now, but I have something to tell you.”

“…Yes?”

What are you trying to clarify?

Is it a fact that is hard to reveal? It was only after taking a deep breath that her mouth opened.

“My name is Shin Yu-wol.

“…?”

As she said this, she closed her eyes tightly.

Why are you suddenly introducing yourself?

No, but after the test?

Do you have a disciple?

‘..How old is this person.’

At least I know that outward age isn’t everything.

After living with Master for 10 years and seeing that he hasn’t aged at all, I thought he must be Moorim, but I never expected to meet such a person outside.

I know it’s not easy to get to the stage called half-way round-robin.

“…Who is Han So-yeon?”

I didn’t know why she opened her mouth, but she seemed to have something to do with the person named Han So-yeon, who I mentioned later, so she asked again.

It was the first name I had ever heard of.

It was a name she had never heard before, although her body went a little chilly the moment she heard it strangely.

She added that if she were her disciple, she would probably think she was a volcano person. She had never been to a volcano or knew anyone.

“She’s never been to a volcano..?”

She put on an even more puzzled expression.

‘Are you mistaking me for someone else?’

She never gave her name, but maybe she did while I was passing out.

There is a possibility that the scene of her being taken care of by her while I was faintly collapsed appeared in her mind.

‘Rather than that, I think I bought it now. What should I do?’

First of all, the purpose was to save me, and I unintentionally (?) Enjoyed it on my side, so what did I do to call it rape?

It’s kind of weird that you’ve done it almost like tempting, and now you’re arguing about it.

‘Honestly, he’s a good person, but…’

Pretty face, good personality, strong, good status. If you look at each one, it’s not enough to be marked as the top 0. A few percentages, but it’s enough to count on your fingers in the midfield.

However, the body still has to go back to Master within the next two years. I couldn’t afford to live here.

And from the standpoint of a person from the modern Earth, of course, the first experience is precious, but I don’t think it’s to the point where you get entangled in important issues that will decide your life…

‘Let’s just leave it as a small happening…’

She tried to talk well with her.

She also has a big heart for me anyway, so she probably wasn’t like that. Although she had developed some feelings for her while going out with her, it hadn’t happened to the point of falling in love.

I was grateful that she was willing to give her body to treat her, but I thought that it wouldn’t be good to put the shackles of her first experience on each other since she had her circumstances as much as I did.

You wouldn’t ask someone you don’t love to be responsible for the rest of your life.

In the first place, rather than me taking responsibility for her, she would go to raise her me.

‘..The age difference is huge.’

..I’d say take responsibility.

When I looked at her after having made up her mind like this, she looked pretty unwell.

The fact that she had her hand over her mouth and her body trembled didn’t make her look better to say the least.

“Hey… You look bad, are you okay?”

“Ah..”

She looked at me and put her hand away, revealing her pale face.

I don’t know what the hell happened, but it seemed like I needed to calm down a bit.

“Wow..”

I pulled her hair and placed it on my chest.

In that state, he patted her on the back.

“What is this…”

“You seem to be getting quite emotional, so please calm down.”

This is the attitude Master used to do when I sometimes struggled alone with longing for the earth.

Master was uncomfortable with her unnecessarily large breasts, but her pounding heart helped calm her emotions.

Maybe because I’m a man and I don’t have breasts, even if it’s not cozy, I can hear my heartbeat better.

“Are you calming down?”

“…Okay..”

“I guess I said my name in my sleep while I was sleeping? You know my name too.”

“…”

I felt like I could hear her swallowing her saliva.

“I think you mistaken me for someone else. I don’t know the woman named Han So-yeon the swordswoman mentioned.”

“…Ah..”

“Come to think of it, what happened to the person who said you were looking for it? Didn’t it go well? If you found it and came to rescue me in a hurry because I was suddenly kidnapped…”

“Ah, no.. No.. It was my mistake, don’t worry..”

“What do you mean by saying that this is really good?”

In the end, Yeji seems to have missed this time as well.

These days, the success rate is pretty good, but I thought it would fail in a place like this.

“It’s a pity. My points aren’t always right… I made you look forward to it for nothing.”

“Uh, huh? Yeah, that’s right… Sometimes it’s wrong…”

“It’s nice to be able to talk because it’s a guru. There were a lot of customers who said they were wrong.”

“Chi, it’s not easy to read heavenly gi…”

I thought the time was right for her and took her out of her arms.

Perhaps because it was hot in her room, she could see that her face was flushed red.

“Are you calmed down now?”

“…That’s all right. Thank you.”

“We’re getting up soon too. It’s like a lawmaker, but if you occupy too much space, it’s a nuisance.”

I got up, straightened my clothes, and prepared to leave.

“I-over there…”

Swordsman hastily grabbed me as I was getting up.

“Do you have anything to say?”

Is there anything I need to say urgently?

I looked at her with an expression of her urgently wanting to say something and asked

“…”

He bit her lip and kept her silent for a long time.

“..No. It was an illusion.”

The answer came back fresher than expected.

She thought it was going to be serious, but she was fortunate.