Chapter 56 – Chapter 5 – The End of the Wait

Ever since she was little, he was often called cute around her and grew up.

If I was that cute, I wondered why my parents abandoned me, but I didn’t resent them.

I thought they must have had a reason.

Still, thanks to the looks they inherited, I was able to live somehow.

I don’t know what I look like, but I could tell from the reactions of the adults around me that my appearance is pretty cute.

I also knew that I could get pocket money or something to eat by acting cutely to the adults around me or running errands.

“Thank you!”

“Yes, Yoosung.. Have a good trip.. You must come tomorrow as well..?”

“Ah.. I have a place to go tomorrow..”

“Hey, wait! I’ll double your pocket money!”

“Ah. Then I’ll come back tomorrow!”

Even if it was an errand, it didn’t matter.

It was to the extent of doing jokes, talking to her, or giving her a massage because she was sick.

I didn’t know why, but there were many cases where my older sisters gave me pocket money to come again next time.

‘Does he think of me like a younger brother?’

I went back to my grandfather’s house with a smile and a big pocket money in my arms.

At this rate, I felt like I could buy meat for the first time in a while.

I went to the market and replenished food and rice that I could eat today.

Mostly young women here. If you go to a place run by older sisters, you can get a lot of bonuses.

“Grandfather!”

“Cool.. Cool..”

I packed something to eat and opened the door to find my grandfather lying on the bed, coughing dryly.

“You seem to be coughing too often these days. Have you eaten?”

When I looked at the food I had prepared before going out, I could confirm that it was cold without any trace of eating it.

“Even if you don’t have an appetite, you have to eat to get better quickly. Today, I bought meat for a long time…”

“Yoosung..”

As she put the food she bought on the table, she heard her grandfather’s weak voice.

It was a voice that was no different from usual, but I felt an ominous feeling along the day.

“..Grandfather?”

“I’m sorry.. I see.. I’m not good at this old lady, so you… Cool! Cool!”

“Ha, grandpa… If you have trouble talking, talk to me later.”

“No.. I have to say it now.. Listen carefully, Yooseong.. This old woman’s last request to you..”

Blood leaked from her grandfather’s cough.

In an instant, my mind went blank.

I’m not a doctor, but I know hemoptysis isn’t normal.

“Ha, ha ha..”

“I want to smell the scent of plum blossoms on the volcano…”

– Took

Those were the last words I could hear from my grandfather.

After his grandfather’s funeral, he packed up and headed straight to the volcano.

Since my grandfather died anyway, there was nothing I wanted to achieve in the world.

The admission test was very difficult.

It was a test to climb a mountain that even a child with a good build and a lot of muscles would fall on a fictional day, but how could I pass the test in the usual way, let alone have muscles, and have a weaker body than girls of the same age?

“Heo-euk… Heo-euk…”

After realizing that I couldn’t get through the normal way, my choice was quick.

“Please let me go up the mountain!”

“Now, wait! What are you doing now…”

It hung from the leg of the person in charge of the test.

If the opponent was a man, he wouldn’t have even tried.

Adults in the meantime. In particular, I left everything to the fact that the women looked good on me, and I began to explain the situation while clinging to her legs and crying.

His grandfather, who was the only family member, passed away, and his will was that he wanted to smell the scent of plum blossoms on the volcano.

“..It’s a pity.”

Thanks to that, I was able to enter the mountain safely.

I wondered if it was possible to climb the mountain so easily, but I didn’t think I could understand it, so I thought it was a good thing.

‘Grandfather..’

The only family’s last will.

I will listen no matter what.

* * *

Master went in to practice.

It was dangerous.

In the meantime, even if my emotions ran out of control while watching Yooseong, I managed to suppress my emotions while thinking about Yoosung or Master’s face, but now that Master was gone, I was worried that I would be able to suppress my emotions even if they ran out of control.

I felt that the level of emotional outburst was increasing these days.

It was also a job to endure when Yooseong did cute things, but especially when I thought of the scene when Yooseong was talking to another woman in a friendly way, her murderous intentions rose to the point.

By the time I realized that I had dared to gouge out the eyes that saw Yooseong’s face and cut off the tongue that had hit her tail with Yooseong, I felt afraid myself.

‘When did this change?’

It wasn’t like this originally.

She wasn’t good at interacting, but she was kind to others and even thought that she had fun, but she was afraid that she had such a creepy thought.

Would it be okay to go see Yooseong in this state?

What if you run out of emotions again and you can’t stand it?

So what if it hurts Yooseong a lot?

-Shaking

‘I don’t like that…’

No matter what, I don’t want to hurt Yoosung.

He is an innocent and kind child.

If I hurt her because of my greed, she’ll probably be in pain enough to want to die.

‘..Just a little bit.. Let’s hold on…’

In the end, on that day, she decided not to go see Yooseong.

Even though she couldn’t speak to Yoosung, she said Yoosung might wait, but now that she’s gone she met Yooseong, and she couldn’t control herself.

He forced himself to practice all day, trying not to think about Yuseong.

But no matter how she swings her sword

No matter how much she circulated her internal energy, her thoughts about Yoo Seong did not disappear from her head.

I wanted to leave my seat and run to him right now.

I wanted to be in the arms of that child who would welcome me in, I wanted to be in her arms.

I wanted to stroke that lovely face to my heart’s content.

I put my nose to her body that was giving off a fragrant scent.

I wanted to see the frightened expression after tearing the clothes roughly and laying them on the ground and licking the tears of betrayal.

‘…?’

Something was wrong, but I couldn’t figure out what was wrong.

The time when the sun went down and it became night as I forcibly suppressed my mind and continued training.

I lay down on the bed to sleep.

Until now, the thought of Yooseong hadn’t left my mind.

‘..Let’s go to bed soon..’

He hugged her head and begged her to fall asleep as soon as possible.

But no matter how hard he tried, he couldn’t stop thinking about Yooseong.

‘..What did Yooseong do today?’

I was worried that I might have waited a long time because I didn’t say anything.

If it was a meteor I knew, it was highly likely that it would keep waiting for me even if I didn’t come.

What emotions did Yoosung feel at that time?

What did you think could have happened to me? Could she have felt betrayed?

‘Sorry..’

Because my sister is not good

Noona couldn’t control her emotions, so she didn’t have the confidence to go see Yuseong.

If she went to see Yoo-seong, she felt like she would hurt Yoo-seong a lot.

‘Really sorry..’

She pictured in her head the meteor that would have been waiting for me for a long time alone.

Tears came out of her eyes when she saw her waiting for me who didn’t come and riding on loneliness.

And another woman approached Yuseong.

[Why are you alone?]

[Ah.. There’s someone waiting for you, but he hasn’t come…]

[Okay…Then should I go with my sister?]

[But my sister…]

[I left you waiting alone. You probably didn’t even think about waiting. Now, let’s go with my sister.]

[…Is that so?]

-Kwadeuk

Eyes wide open.

She saw that the blanket she was holding in her hand was broken.

“No..”

Meteorism cannot be given.

It’s mine

No matter what happens, no matter who it is, if you dare to covet Yooseong, I will never forgive you.

-Sereung

I put on my sword and headed to the place where I met Yooseong.

There’s no truth to the disgusting imagination I had, but I had to check it out.

My head, which had been hot while running against the cold wind, began to cool little by little.

‘..But. There’s no way Yooseong would do that.’

It would simply be my overreaction.

I could see it by the time I almost reached the place.

– Swish swish

Yooseong was swinging her sword.

It was then that my mind was relieved.

I felt resentful of myself for doubting Yooseong for no reason.

‘Really… I should moderate my overreaction…’

While Yooseong is alone, another woman approaches him, and Yooseong accepts it again.

It was absolutely ridiculous.

“Yoosung~”

Her head must have cooled down too. I was going to say hello to Yooseong even now that I came this far.

-Startle!

When Yuseong heard my voice, she seemed to tremble.

“Who, is your sister here?”

“Yeah.. I have work today.. Sorry. I’m very late, right? I’ll explain everything.”

I approached Yooseong, who was making an awkward expression with her arms wide open.

– Slow down

As I approached, Yoosung hit her back.

“..Why avoid?”

“Nu, noona… I’m sweating a lot right now…”

“My sister said that Yooseong smells like sweat too? Come on, come to work quickly?”

“…”

Is it because of my cold voice?

Yooseong came to me with a trembling expression and hugged me.

“Haaaaa…”

He put his chin on her shoulder as he smelled Yooseong in her arms.

Seriously.. Why is Yooseong so sweaty and her smell so fragrant..

Depending on the day, I have a different scent than usual, it seems like someone else’s scent is mixed..

-Boom!

“Ouch!”

Yoo Seong’s body fell headfirst into the ground.

My hand was on his head.

“What year is it?”

“Uh, what is that…”

“What year is it!!!”

It smelled like another woman.

The disgusting, repulsive smell of a woman was on his body.

By the time he realized that

-Kwajik

It was after there was nothing to stop my runaway.