Chapter 134 – Olga Virtus #03

Seeing the status window threatening me, I was able to make up my mind.

..Of course, it wasn’t easy to spit it out.

I could feel the desperation in Olga’s eyes as she looked at me.

‘Olga’s eyes like this… Is this the first time she’s seen me in the dungeon and asked to run away with me?’

To Olga’s words that let’s run away even now, and that if I run away alive, all her comrades her will help me. At that time I…

“—I can’t run away. I’m sorry, Olga.”

She had no choice but to refuse, just like the time when she had firmly said she couldn’t.

“…Why…Why don’t you run away? Artin?”

Olga’s crying voice made my heart ache. Even then, Olga held onto her bars and cried.

“Then and now. Why do you only make choices that Artin suffers every time! That’s…! It’s stupid.”

Olga grabbed my clothes and began to weep bitterly. If someone sees it, it’s sad and heartbreaking enough to want to wipe away those tears without even knowing it.

But I couldn’t change my choice.

“…I can’t run away, abandoning everyone who loves me. No, even if you take everyone with you. I can’t run away.”
“…Why? Anyway, anyway, the hero is Cayenne..! You’re not a hero or anything… You’re just an ordinary person!”

That’s right. I, Artin Ludwig, are just a supporting character who dies before passing the first semester.

And I, Yang Hee-min of reality, is just one reader who liked this world. I’m just a person who happened to be forcibly possessed by this world.

So no one can force me to protect this world.

“..But you said that? It is very painful.”
“Yes, I don’t know how many times I have to die. So, what Artine needs to do is… “
“You can’t leave such a difficult task to your partner alone.”

Cayenne, that damn gay guy. There wasn’t much good feeling left for the beggar main character.

The guy who always gets in the way of my dating business, the guy who picks up useless sweet potato events, the frustrating guy who says he’ll take care of anything I ask and helps.

“…I was the one who reached out to be a friend to that lonely guy.”

My first meeting with him was an extremely calculated approach.

After the world was destroyed in the first playthrough, I approached Cayenne who could protect this world.

The first reason was simple. Just to survive.

“It’s too cowardly to entrust all the painful and difficult task of saving the world to a friend after offering to be his friend.”

I know. The feeling of being used, betrayed, and abandoned by the only friend you knew.

“..So, what is the difference between me and other people who only see you as a saint?”
“…!”

Yes, I’m a bit stubborn even when I think about it.

The reason I didn’t run away with Olga who came to rescue me in the third playthrough was because I was surprisingly naive.

──For a girl less than 20 years old, writing her love letters is absolutely not a crime. Even so, the people of the Inquisition, who said it was bad and claimed it was corruption, were so disgusting that I couldn’t stand it.

So I stayed there. Because I wanted to let the Inquisitors and the people of this world know that Olga is also a person like you.

In the end, they couldn’t get the answer they wanted from me and recklessly burned me at the stake——

I don’t regret what happened back then.

It is the same this time. I can’t stand doing things to the Cayenne guy that I don’t want to be subjected to.

The real Yang Hee-min hated and put down himself, and denied it endlessly. As a result, I had no friends, no lovers, no family. Only a 5,000-word novel has been the joy of my life.

I couldn’t live like that here.

“I will not run away, Olga. I will confidently subdue the demon king and make sure to create a world where my women and friends can be happy.”

…And I remember the oath I made earlier. In this episode, I will definitely give Cayenne a shot.

‘If I live peacefully in the countryside, I’ll never have a chance to hit him.’

It’s one thing to betray a friend, and another to punish a friend for doing something disgusting. It’s a friend, so it’s something I should rather do.

“…Okay. Artin and Seobang-nim are, of course, strong people. A woman like me… Can’t reach it.”

Pop.

I could feel the hot liquid dripping down the back of my hand.

After hearing my story, Olga was crying silently, her shoulder shaking.

Glancingly, the status window that was still remaining in one corner of my field of vision caught my eye.

‘Refuse Olga’s request and reject her love her. La.’

I declined Olga’s request her. Even so, the reason why the quest completion does n’t appear is probably the silent compulsion of the status window to completely reject her love her.

“Olga.”

I called Olga slowly, but she didn’t answer, as if she didn’t hear me because she was sobbing.

“Olga. Raise her head her.”
“…Sorry, was I being too selfish? Sooner or later, the tears will stop…”

Called again, Olga lifted her head, wiping her tears with her fingertips.

What is it that you are so sorry for? I felt very disgusted by Olga’s lips as she kept saying that she was sorry.

“…Huh?!”

So I kissed her lips to scold her reproachful lips her.

“Ugh… Yup…!”

Olga seemed surprised by my sudden action of her, but I tried to say something, but I hugged Olga by the neck and continued kissing her of her.

Olga’s hand her tapped lightly on my chest, but not strong enough to push her away.

Olga’s struggling movements she became more and more passive, and then she slowly closed her eyes and began to accept her lips her inside her.

-Titling! Tring! Tring!

The status window kept popping up, covering my view as if asking what I was doing, and the item called forced return in case of quest failure was shining brightly.

I couldn’t be bothered by that status window, so I closed her eyes and continued kissing her.

After several minutes, the notification sound on the status window stopped being heard, and only the sound of Olga and me breathing and kissing could be heard in the room.

Jjoook. Satisfied with the silence, I slowly parted his lips her, and Olga, blushing and unable to open her eyes, clutched at my clothes her.

“Oooh…”

Her appearance her, trembling with a voice that could not tell whether it was resentment or joy, did not match the image of the iron woman in the original work.

As expected, the woman I kissed in front of me was not a great saint after all, but a girl in love.

“..It was my first kiss, Mr. Seo.”
“Know.”
“..Seobangnim is my first love.”
“I know that too.”
“…The West is an idiot. A greedy fool.”
“You know that very well.”

Olga, as if trying to hide her blush her, buried her face in my shoulder and began to bruise me in a playful manner.

However, I couldn’t help but deeply sympathize with the last fool.

‘…Forced return.’

Sooner or later, a quest failure notification window will appear. I don’t know what will happen next.

Die painfully? Or will I go back to the first day of the academy when I close my eyes and open them?

Either way, from the deletion of memories to the deletion of perks, I may regret this decision.

Agnes and Violet greet me as if they are seeing me for the first time. When I see Xiaomei shouting, I may secretly cry because I get emotional.

..Therefore?

‘Fuck everything, the status window, the development of the original story, and the system.’

Living as Yang Hee-min in reality, I surrendered to society. For an orphan like me, things like discrimination and abusive language were natural, and everything flowed quietly if I endured alone.

──That’s why, while living as Artin, I endured or avoided the arrogance of that cheeky Rexton many times.

There were times when I was told to die by myself in order to keep the development of the original story as much as possible, and there were times when I was unable to stop the irrational happening in front of my eyes.

‘So, you made up your mind. I will not live like that from now on.’

I made up my mind and swore that I would no longer succumb to tyranny and absurdity.

Rebuilding relationships with loved ones and favorite friends from scratch is definitely a scary and difficult thing for me to die for.

But what I fear more than death… Is to helplessly obey the great will, and to give in to the absurdity in front of me for fear of losing it.

Yang Hee-min in reality lived like that, but now I—

—I will never give in to that again.

I will make memories with my friends again.

I have the confidence to make all the people I love fall in love with me again.

It would be difficult and mortally difficult… But I didn’t think it was impossible.

“Olga, you don’t have to be a saint. There is no need for grandiose titles such as the representative of the goddess.”

I put my arms around Olga’s slender shoulders her. In particular, her delicate body was so thin that even my body, which had not yet become muscular, could be hugged at once.

“..But, isn’t Artin in a romantic relationship with Princess Agnes? I’m sure Agnes-sama won’t like me…”
“It’s okay, just get scolded once. You don’t have to worry about that, just follow me.”

I caressed Olga’s hair as she muttered in my arms, then looked up at her ceiling.

I don’t know who the entity that lowers the status window is, but it’s probably watching this scene.

‘I won’t abandon my lover or friend, and I won’t accept your fucking coercive orders.’

I stretched out the hand that had been stroking Olga’s hair all the way toward the ceiling—

──I raised my middle finger toward the invisible existence, towards this world.

‘I no longer succumb to suffering. I’m not the cowardly Yang Hee-min.’

Status window, no matter what hardships and trials you use this as an excuse, I don’t care.

I will destroy all the beings who act like fucks to me—-

──Because it’s a blood punch.

‘Either the devil or the system, tell them to mess with it.’

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