Chapter 158 – Senia Reeves #03

After she became Artin herself, Yang Hee-min shut herself up in her room for nearly a month.

Strange body, strange world, strange people. The situations that the main characters in the novel experienced were funny or enviable, but when they became reality, they were neither funny nor envious.

In a world that was certain to be destroyed, he became an extra instead of a main character. She herself is Yang Hee-min, but people around her call her Artin.

As if dying alone, he had a roommate and a name tag, albeit formally, of an aristocratic family.

But the situation was not happy at all.

Five years later, this world would perish, and he had never killed an animal, let alone a person, and he had never exercised properly, so he was a garbage of society.

‘I have to come up with a setting and development, that’s the only way for a bastard like me to survive in a place like this…!’

After being locked in his room her for a month, Yang Hui-min awkwardly asked Xiao-Mei to get three blank notebooks. And in it he began to write down all the details of the novel he remembered.

Like OCD, he wrote down everything that came to his mind his, and Yang Hee-min looked at the note and decided. He said it was impossible for him to save this world.

‘A race that kills people with one hand, a dragon, a lich, even a corrupted swordsman… A guy like me won’t last even for a second..!’

When his objective self-judgment his ended, his actions his had to be swift.

The day after filling three books, Yang Hee-min requested an interview with his homeroom teacher, Senia, in order to drop out of school.

‘Well, the consultation itself won’t take long, because the teacher probably didn’t want to accept a student like me.’

He did not participate in any class and did not speak to the other students except for Zorba and Xiao Mei, who spoke first. Even his roommate never shared more than 5 words a day,

An existence like air, that’s the perfect word to describe the current Hee-min, so the teacher would also like to disappear.

I would have thought so, but…

“Teacher is very happy! She didn’t say anything every time, so I was worried about something, but didn’t Artin finally open up to the teacher?”

In the counseling room where the two of them were sitting together, Artin was a little taken aback when Senia chattered with a bright expression.

Most of the teachers I met showed off that they were annoying when they met alone and didn’t pay any attention.

‘..No, I don’t know if I’ll be this happy in anticipation of dropping out.’

However, the cynical nature brought up another plausible possibility.

Indeed, the only thing he will come to see the teacher for is dropping out, so is he so happy?

“..I am about to drop out. I want to go back to the Ludwig estate.”

Yang Hee-min laughed and floated his luck. It is no different that he goes to the Ludwig estate, and he does not want to get caught up in the accidents that will happen at the academy.

Isn’t Senia Reeves, who is right in front of me, also an NPC who will die in a month? She didn’t want to get involved in something like that. Even if she lives like a cockroach, she wants to survive to the end.

“Go, suddenly? What’s up? Are you sick? Or are you going to miss school?”
“No..It’s just that the academy doesn’t seem to suit my constitution..”

Yang Hee-min laughed inwardly at the conventionally faked surprise. Is he pretending to be so worried about how much he’s seen him?

‘Now, let’s quickly hand out the papers, sign the papers, and part ways. It’s a one-month NPC.’

In the first place, it was a waste to spend time convincing an NPC who would die in a month.

Perhaps after a few rounds of push-and-pull, he would hand out the resignation papers as if he had lost, and sign it.

‘I couldn’t bear to use it in real life, but I’m dropping out for the first time in this world.’

Artin, who thought it was funny, felt an unfamiliar feeling.

“Who is bothering you? There are rumors that Rexton bullied you from the first day of admission, is that true?”
“… Sir, sir?”
“Or is it because I couldn’t keep up with my studies because I was adjusting for a month? If that’s the case, the teacher will help! So, shouldn’t I reconsider drop out?”

She couldn’t help but put on a puzzled expression as she looked at Senia, who was holding her hand tightly with both hands and looking at her sadly.

The reason was very trivial. Because it’s the first time I’ve ever heard of something like this.

“Ah, no, I’m studying, but I don’t think I’ll be able to do that because it’s swordsmanship and martial arts…”
“Then you can do magic! Do you not want to fight? Then there are paths like alchemy, astronomy, and administration! Would it be better to start with career counseling?”
“Oh, no. I just want to drop out.”
“Then what about theology? Or you can become a teacher like a teacher!”
“No, drop out… “

No matter how much she expressed her intention to drop out, seeing Senia sincerely trying to convince herself with her enthusiasm of her, Yang Hee-min began to get caught up in her pace of her.

Yang Hee-min paradoxically felt fear at the first type of person he met, the first words he heard, and the first situations he experienced.

“Me, that. Everything, I’ll come next time!”

Eventually, when the consultation on the first day lasted over an hour, Yang Hee-min kicked the counseling room door and ran away.

Returning to her room her, Hee-min pondered over how to convince Senia-sensei, but in the end, she couldn’t come up with an answer.

So the next day, Hee-min got out of the academy by boat at dawn instead of going to the morning assembly.

‘… Yes, this is enough. There’s no need to waste my energy on NPCs.’

The memory that came out as if running away from the academy, that was the first and last memory of Senia in the first playthrough.

*

After the first round of hell ended, Hee-min returned to the academy and was a little different.

It was because he realized that the people of this world were real people, and that destruction would repeat itself if he did not make an effort.

So Heemin began to learn hard work. He went to the teachers and learned everything he could, and he struggled not to die, seeking as many chances as he could find.

However, Hee-min, who visited numerous professors and teachers, was the only person he did not visit.

“Hi Artin! The weather today is really…”
“Sorry. I have an assignment to write today.”
“Artin! I had a delicious lunch today.”
“I’m sorry! I have to go to swordsmanship training right now.”

Senia Sensei constantly approached Artin in this episode, but Hee-Min refused Senia’s approach her.

‘…The person who will die during the midterm exam. I can’t protect the teacher with my own strength yet.’

At the time of the first playthrough, he had a bad habit with Hee-min, who had suffered the deaths of many people. He refused to be friendly with people who would die in development and started to distance himself.

Maybe it’s just a matter of course For Artin, who felt the experience of a close friend dying for the first time in this world, the pain of the shock was too heavy.

Hee-Min’s mind became exhausted and withered toward the second half of the first playthrough, so he didn’t want to experience that again.

‘..Two weeks, only two weeks left.’

However, as time passed, Hee-min’s mind was filled with terrible tragedies that would happen during the midterm exam.

A terrible tragedy in which the teachers who were the first to reach out to them, the students who learned their faces, and all of them die in an accident. Heemin wanted to give up, but he couldn’t.

*

Artin lightly said that he tried to save Senia Sensei himself, but Artin tried his best to save Senia’s life her on the 3rd opportunity.

Meeting every five years, she tries to save Senia’s life by giving her bone-breaking efforts and unremitting attention to overcome her guilt over the person she caused her death.

However, in the last 4th round, when Senia teacher died while he was away, Artin, who was in despair, made the worst choice.

‘..I’ve never been close to Senia-sensei, it was hard to find, and I can’t help it, she’s dying too soon.’

Little by little he began to weave his memories of Senia from his own mind. It was so hard that I couldn’t stand her efforts and gratitude her.

He thought so and promised. In the next episode, he said he would not take care of Mr. Senia.

‘..I’m going to die anyway.. It can’t be helped, right?’

But what Artin did n’t know was that in his 5th return his, which took place four years later, he would even get involved with Senia Sensei.

– “Boo, red-haired boy! Stay still and raise your hand! Don’t resist, surrender quietly!” –

Senia Sensei, as always, she started coming to herself and becoming a part of her life even though Artin didn’t want her to.

*

Memories of her past her came to mind. The past that I erased, cut out, and killed, that I didn’t want to recall.

“… You know what? Are you really always a good person?”

The teacher said she was a nice person no matter how many times I met her. It was like a field of pure white snow, and I might have subconsciously refused to see that field of snow.

But the funny thing is, the teacher always came up to me, and she always had ridiculous happenings, so me and her teacher her became close.

Just as the teacher’s death was described as fate, this may also be destiny.

“Yeah, I like Artin too! Aren’t you the lifesaver who saved me?”
“..She said she was a nice person, but she didn’t say she liked it.”
“Ugh! Does Artin hate you?”

With that said, I was a bit troubled.

Could it be that I was simply drawn to her body her and tried to accept her teacher her?

‘…That’s stupid, it’s an idiotic idea.’

It can’t be. If she really hated Senia-sensei, she would have cut off her relationship with her with her teacher in this episode.

If I hadn’t cared so much, I wouldn’t have worked so hard to find a teacher.

If I had just thought of him as a good person, I would not have come to my unconscious like this and tried to know his heart.

“..I will answer that in real life. Teacher.”

However, it was not an answer to the teacher’s subconscious.

Leaving the unconscious teacher behind her as I let go of her embrace her, I shook her hand and started to walk out of the unconscious.

“Sirka. Will you hide yourself in reality?”
“Huh, are you going to make a nice confession, master?”
“..It’s noisy, it’s embarrassing if someone is next to you talking about your heart.”
“Yeah~ Will you get the reward for today properly later?”

In a way, it’s thanks to Sirka. Thanks to that, I recalled forgotten memories, so I should repay it.

“I’ll date you all day after the midterms, isn’t it okay then?”
“Whoa♡ Do you think you will have to pay the price for falling in love with the dreamer?”

I nodded and kissed Shirka lightly on the cheek.

Sirka didn’t expect my surprise kiss, so her face her turned red, which was very cute.

“Let’s go, to reality.”

*

“…?”
“…?”

What the fuck is this?

“Teacher? What are you doing right now…”
“I… That, that… I, I can explain everything… You know Artin…?”

When I opened my eyes, the scenery I saw was Senia teacher riding on top of me lying on the bed.