Chapter 233 – Can You Bear to Watch This? #03

After a few tries, I found out that we were trapped in a nightmare hallucination.

“It can’t be done with magic… It can’t be done physically, but there is no hostility.”

If there is one peculiarity, usually the hallucination of the dreamer is a power used to collapse or corrupt the other person’s mind, so of course people trapped in the space lose their judgment and lose their power.

However, such hostility was not felt in this space. Rather, the scenery seen through the window reminds me of faint memories of the real world.

‘Sircane, damn it.’

One such answer. A dreamer with no hostility would be able to induce a hallucinatory dream of this level. If it was Selca, who was Lilith’s second-in-command, it would be possible.

But why does he fuck his master if he keeps being careless, and perhaps his loyalty to his to Lilith is still left? I don’t think so, but is it just a nightmare?

I do not know. Later, deciding to catch me and scold me, I turned my head and saw Karen staring at me with a flushed face as I was looking out the window.

“So, when you came to your senses, you said you were here too?”
“Yeah, I was doing evening training at the Moon View Hall, right? But when I came to my senses… “

According to Karen, when she opened her eyes, she was looking around because she was amazed by the unique furniture in the landscape she was seeing for the first time in her life.

“I see. Then you don’t know either?”
“Yeah, I’m sorry… I’m sorry I couldn’t help… “

Karen lowered her eyes and muttered her voice as if she was really sorry. She was in hell last time, so does it take to be unhelpful this time around?

‘Well, it might be a lie.’

But I was 100%, no 1000% sure that Karen’s words were lies. Why?

‘There’s no way Karen will leave me sleeping and leisurely enjoy the scenery.’

Neither in her church quarters nor in her own room her, Karen, who did strange things to me whenever I slept, couldn’t have left me alone. In the first place, I was in a student uniform, but why is Karen wearing lingerie and a silk gown?

The intention is so obvious that it makes me laugh out loud. Can I get out of my dream if I point this out?

“..What’s wrong, Artin? Did you find out something?”

Knowing this, when I look into Karen’s anxious eyes her, I can see that that anxiety is not about an unfamiliar landscape or situation, but that I might really find out something.

Contemplating whether or not to report what I noticed, I immediately shook my head and put on a look that I didn’t know.

“No, I don’t remember anything. My head is also freaking out. I should take a break and think about it.”
“Is that so? Now, would you like to sit next to me and rest? Or you can lie down, you like lap pillows? Right?”

Her expression noticeably brightens at my answer, and Karen carefully puts her legs together to prepare a pillow for her lap her.

Naturally, I was about to refuse, but my eyes suddenly turned to Karen’s tight thighs on her.

The lines of her buttocks that were barely covered by her tee pants, her skin smooth like a mirror, and her unrealistic, muscular thighs wrapped around her superhuman muscles of her.

Of course, I am not a man who is seduced by such things. In the first place, Karen is a man, and his temptations her can’t work for me…

“What do you think? Are you comfortable? Can you bring her knees her a little closer?”
“What.”

There was. Before I knew it, I was lying on Karen’s thigh of her, looking up at Karen’s voluptuous breasts of her.

Hidden by her breasts her, Karen’s face her was barely visible when she lowered her head towards me, but she came to think of it, but what I was used to was the side of her where I could n’t see her face her.

To give one excuse, accepting her lap pillow is not to satisfy my selfishness. It was only for Karen.

“It reminds me of the old days, right, Artin? You gave her a lap pillow like this when she was attacked by rock bugs and desert sand bugs while passing through the desert. Right?”

Karen, who suddenly brought up old stories in a pleasant voice, did not have the darkness in her voice that had been felt lately.

“I remember, it was the second playthrough, and it wasn’t like this, it was when everyone was dying because there was a hole in my stomach, right? If it wasn’t for the elixir I accidentally obtained a year ago, I would have started the third time that day.”
“Do you know how surprised I was then? I thought I was really going to die and took out the elixir with trembling hands, but I almost spilled it on the desert… “

I was well aware that Karen’s condition had been strange lately. She must’ve been really insane herself when she suddenly put on a woman’s bathing suit with a man’s body.

Maybe he didn’t feel the impatience of me gradually building relationships with other lovers. There is no doubt that she was a guy who had a crush on me steadily.

Rather, instead of the blunt Cayenne since she turned into a woman, she strangely appealed to her sexuality and femininity of her and showed a more talkative side.

“Do you remember going to the world tree leaves to save Unicor? I said it was okay to go alone, but Gearko Artin said he would go himself, right? In the end, when I lost an arm to the Witchbeast, I actually cried without Artin knowing.”
“Karen.”
“Yes?”
“Don’t take it too seriously. Being kicked out of hell without being able to do anything.”

At those words, Karen’s thighs her trembled. She could n’t see her Karen’s expression her now, but for some reason she imagined what expression he was making.

“… Did you know?”
“How many years do you think I’ve seen you? If you listen to it for 16 years, you will notice that you always talk insipidly with a dull expression.”

The last time I came back from hell, Karen comforted me when my mental was shaking after the Olga incident. She tried to hide her agitation with it, but she couldn’t fool me.

“As I said beforehand, I originally intended to go alone. You were the one who followed me, and I was the one who created the incident because I couldn’t properly talk to Mephisto. Who did I say? Don’t feel guilty and don’t be frustrated. It feels like eating sweet potatoes.”

This is the bad habit of the hero Karen. The subject is always expressionless as if he has no emotions, but he deeply empathizes with the pain, emotions, and events of others and wants to help others.

So I always had to stay by his side. A guy called a friend told me not to be deceived by a worthless swindler and get involved in strange things, and not to do good deeds more than necessary because I am foolishly kind.

Maybe that’s why I got the title of the hero’s companion.

“…”

Karen didn’t say anything. Instead, he placed his hand on the back of mine and listened quietly to my story.

So I decided to keep talking. After all, if I didn’t tell him when I had the chance, this guy would live my whole life without knowing it.

“Every time, don’t ask for favors from friends you’ve never seen before. They’re trying to use you. If a noble is good to you, be suspicious. In the 3rd playthrough, while suppressing the rebellion in the kingdom, you got fucked a few times like that. It’s good to help people. Take care of you.”
“… Artyn, I… “
“I told you. We are people who deserve to be happy. Do you think I’m rolling over to die with you just to see another fucking ending?”

The hero Kaien, Karen is such a guy. He tries to do good to the end despite any hardships and misfortunes, but in the end, the worth of the good deeds, the warrior who is defeated without being rewarded.

I had a guilty conscience towards Karen. It’s because it’s as if I’ve absorbed his lovers and colleagues of her, who can be said to be the only reward for his good deeds of her.

Karen may have become strange because of me, and lovers may treat Karen as a strange person because of me. In the end, even nobles and transcendents pay attention to me, and not many people pay attention to Karen.

So it comes to mind Am I just a thief stealing the rewards Karen deserves? That’s what I think.

‘It’s an exaggerated idea, because without me, Karen will end up miserably with the demon king again.’

I know, but my heart doesn’t move the way I think. Also, I don’t know if it’s because I’m a hunk.

Looking at it that way, the two of us might be really good friends. Hogu and Byunghogu. The latter is me Because at least he does n’t think about calculating his own interests his and acts like a Hogu.

“… Artyn.”
“Ehh, it seems that miscellaneous thoughts come to my mind to be in this space. It’s slowly coming out…”
“Artine.”

Karen’s voice calling me began to gain strength. The moment I tried to lift my upper body her, wondering if I was angry because I talked too much.

“Wow?!”

Suddenly, he picked me up and threw me on the bed.

The moment I put on a puzzled expression at the unfamiliar ceiling in front of me, Karen jumped on top of me and began to look into my face her.

“Pa, partner? Why are you like this all of a sudden?”
“Artin, do you really consider me your partner?”
“Yes? Oh yeah, of course not Rather, release this…”

Karen’s grip on me with the pods in both hands was unusual. It’s not easy to shake off Karen, perhaps because she’s focused on training while I’m away.

No, on the contrary, when I tried to shake off her hand, she even pressed her waist her with her thighs and hips.

“In the previous life when I first met Artin, Artin told me. A partner is a soul mate. They are soulmates who will never betray each other.
“Yeah, I did, but… “
“But why? Won’t you accept my heart? Why? You’re my partner, but you keep ignoring my feelings and avoiding my eyes? Other girls jump right over me, but am I the only one who refuses? Am I not that attractive?”

If you attack me, you’re probably referring to the last time you dragged me to your room?

At that time, I just endured with superhuman patience, but it was n’t that I did n’t think Karen’s current appearance her was unattractive.

The reason for the patience is clear. Yep…

“Mae, it’s not without charm. The problem is that you are a man! I hate the TS tag!”
“Even though you said that, you liked it then. I liked it even when I touched my breasts! I loved it while kissing! I know that you glance at my body even in normal times!”
“That’s an unavoidable physical reaction! No matter what, what to do with a man!”
“Why not? You can love non-human horses! Even the devil can love! Demons can love too! You even accepted that bitch Shion, but you fucking nailed me? Just for that reason?”

It’s just that, that’s why it’s so important to me.
I don’t know how it may be for others, but for me, gender differences are more important than race differences.

How could I be attracted to a guy with a bigger pepper than me? Just imagining it is disgusting.

“You said the status window too. Artine: It’s something you’ll like, by the way. But can’t I? I’ve been with you for 16 years, doing all your requests and fighting together!”
“Kaien, you are so excited. Calm down for a second… “

I couldn’t speak any more. It was because the tears that started to fill Karen’s eyes covered my mouth. Watching him cry doesn’t count as ten fingers in my life.

“I can’t do without you! I’m a woman now I can do anything you ask! But, am I really no good?!”
“…Card…”

First, I tried to calm him down. But strangely, no words came out.

Because I didn’t know whether to call the woman crying in front of me Cayenne or Karen.

“So far… So many things have happened. I did my best to help you, Artin, every time… But it still doesn’t work…? No matter what I look like, can I not be loved by you?”
“That…”
“Embrace me as a woman Artin, or rather push me away and leave this space.”

Those words surprised me quite a bit. It was because her resolute request was more direct than anything she had ever said to me.

The strength of the hand holding my hand was also slowly loosening. Perhaps now is the perfect opportunity to shake it off.

‘…What can I do?’

But I couldn’t get it out. If I solve this, I will have to read him, and I will have to tell him my heart. Because I didn’t even know my heart his.

It even made me feel sorry. To a guy who maintains the appearance of a woman just because he wants to be loved by me, I couldn’t treat him sincerely and always treated him in a calculated way.

She would have been more comfortable if Sirka had hit the dreamer sex beam, or if the candle lit over there had been an aphrodisiac.

Somehow, there was no excuse left in this space. So I felt the weight of choice even more. Can I take this guy as a lover and feel her love her?

Why did he stop feeling disgusted with her skinship and obsession her from a certain moment? Quietly thinking about what to do with him.

He never refused my unreasonable requests.
He has always been by my side. Other people looked at me as if it was good.
Come to think of it, I think she always cried when I was hurt or sick.

When I lost my arm, when I was dying, when I had a hole in my stomach, when I was consumed by demonic energy, when I was crying out to God for not being able to save people.

She always looked at me and wept together. I always felt the weight of that love.

“Karen.”
“Yes.”
“If you become my lover, it will be hard to die for. Are you okay though?”
“…Uh?”

Karen’s expression changed at my answer, which I came up with after a long thought.

“Other women might see us both really disgusted, lovers might check us out. It would be impossible to monopolize it.”
“I will continue to roll around like a dog, and maybe accept another woman. Because I’m a greedy person who can’t refuse. You might feel disgusted with me and regret it.”
“Are you okay though? Do you really want to be my lover?”

I dared to say a story that Karen must have known. To hear her definitive answer to her to her.

But Karen didn’t answer right away. This time, it seemed like she was struggling with herself.

I decided to give Karen time to think about it.

“…It’s okay if I can’t answer right away. It’s a tough story, right? So next time… Yup?!”

Soft lips pressed against mine. Sweet kiss. Unlike the way I always brush my teeth before kissing to look good on myself, there was no artificial scent to Karen’s kiss this time.

Instead, I felt the taste of Karen’s breath and her saliva. It wasn’t a pretty bad feeling. Her body odor was a good feeling even if it was my taste.

“Whoa, whoa…”

Finishing her kiss on her her, Karen wiped her mouth with the back of her hand, then looked at me with her intense eyes that flashed her madness her. Those eyes were terrifying.

“Harem? I like that. If Artine accepts you, she will win you out among those lewd prostitutes.”
“…What? What are you doing right now…”
“Put your cock up, Artin, I’m giving you my all today.”

It was scary. Now, as if her limit had been lifted, Karen began to approach with enthusiasm. Wasn’t this expected?

Apart from my thoughts, Karen began to take off my cadet uniform as if she were about to tear it off. I had to expose myself, defenseless, to Karen’s touch her, as helpless as her maiden on her first night.

“What, what are you doing?! Stop the rape!!”

Somehow, the femininity inherent in me seemed to come out, so I hurriedly reached out to her and tried to stop Karen.

However, Karen showed no signs of stopping even when I touched her. She smiled provocatively at me as she ran her tongue over her own saliva-stained lips.

“I’ll be the first to give you the first experience that other prostitutes couldn’t. The first time you can’t forget…”
“What, what? What are you trying to… “
“Artin, you haven’t done it back yet, have you?”

My expression her contorted at her provocative words her. It was a very strange feeling to hear her words from Karen.