Chapter 56 – Confession #03

“Are you still willing to accept our offer, Miss Violet?”

Dalgrak.

The sound of a teacup being set down resonates in the cold, quiet salon. However, the expression on Agnes’s face when she said the words were not cold, but rather a look of pity.

“… I’m sorry, I, I think it’s impossible.”

Violet, who was at the end of that line of sight, calmly but sadly shook her head and looked at her teacup her.

With the sparkling light of the chandelier, the black tea calmly illuminated Violet’s face her, like the sea on a dark night. Even Violet herself could not understand the emotions contained in that reflected face in her.

“…Unnie, I think it’s definitely not a bad suggestion for you either. You know how much Artin brother cares for her sister, right?”

Xiaomei is right. How many dangers Artin had passed for himself, how many people he had turned into enemies, and how many times he had saved himself from the brink of death.

Artine, who ardently defended herself with angry eyes toward the entire church, who criticized her for not being able to handle her power properly even after making a contract with the lord of hell, as the devil’s ganja and a fallen witch, is seen in her childhood fairy tales. The image of the knight I dreamed of overlapped.

But, but that’s why.

Violet grabbed the hem of her skirt with her left hand her under his table.

“… Sorry, after all, after all I am. I can’t seem to be sure.”
“…You mean your brother loves her sister?”

Violet calmly shook her head at those words. And after the story started, she raised her gaze, which had been down to the tea, and looked at the two.

“I don’t think I can be certain that I love Artin as passionately as the two of them.”

At that, Princess Agnes put her tea into her mouth her with a bitter expression. Although Xiao-Mei was a bit frustrated with Violet’s attitude to her, no, it was quite frustrating. She couldn’t express it outwardly.

“..The two of you immediately thought of Artin, and you confessed your true feelings to Artin, right?”

But I couldn’t. The words were so bitter that Violet couldn’t get them out of his throat her.

“I didn’t immediately realize my memories of Artin either. Seeing Artin fight, and thanks to that, she was able to recall her memories of her with Artin.”

Agnes said that and placed her hand on Violet’s right hand her. Violet flinched at the warmth, but she couldn’t bear to shake it off.

…Of course, Agnes doesn’t have much intimacy with Violet. Xiao Mei seems to carry a great deal of her guilt for her Violet her, considering her like her own sister, but Agnes has rarely had a deep connection with her Violet her even in her last return her.

“You are not bad. Violet, the value of sincerity is not determined by order or time.”

And yet, whenever Agnes looked at her Violet and felt her sincere expression her for her Artine her, she could feel that she also loved her Artine her. Every time her Violet’s story came out, she could feel Artin’s feelings of her by looking at Artin’s sad expression of his.

So now Agnes was heartily telling Violet to share her artinee love her.

“Can one person give back everything we received from Artin? I don’t have the confidence to do that. So, I want Violet to come back with me by my side.”

Seriously, I was saying let’s pay off our debt and love to Artin together. That’s what she, who arrogantly claimed to be a royal wife, had to do for Artin.

“…I’m not as great as the two of you. I couldn’t confess it first, and like Xiaomei, I couldn’t be a strong source of strength or teach Artin, and I couldn’t be a shield or support like Princess Agnes.”

Violet couldn’t stand next to him. I thought I would become a burden to Artin rather than being helpful this time around. I don’t know if I’m better than two people who are really sincere. When I see two people sincerely persuading me for Artin, I feel humbled for being jealous.

“..Let’s go.”

In the end, Violet, unable to overcome her low self-esteem her, hurriedly got up and headed for the door as if she were running away. Xiao-Mei wanted to hold her, but the moment he saw Violet’s expression of her, he had no choice but to withdraw his outstretched hand of her.

“Violet… But, think again. Artine needs you.”

Rattle.

Agnes’s last words, heard towards the closing door, were too heavy for Violet. So I hated myself so much.

Why couldn’t I have approached you first? Why couldn’t I say I love you first? Why didn’t I find out first?

Violet started to walk, feeling that she would cry if she stood still, and that she would continue to blame herself if she returned to her room her. I just started walking aimlessly.

Oh, I have to go to class today. I have to submit assignments, but if I don’t prepare and review properly, if Artin isn’t there, I won’t be recognized by my grandmother.

“…Let!”

My head was dizzy. If it had rained, I might have cried out loud, but I hated the sunny sky so much. As Violet thought so, dark clouds began to gather little by little.

“Violet!”

Then, someone grabbed Violet’s wrist her, and Violet’s head her slowly moved towards the person.

“Whoa, finally. I finally found it.”

In that place, there was a young man with red hair who looked like a young boy. Even though he did n’t have the trustworthy back figure he showed in his memory, he still thought that smile he showed towards himself was as cool as his knight his.

“Violet, I have something to tell you. I have something I must tell you right now.”

Tok. Tok. To talk. To talk. Shoot it

It started raining. The clothes of the two were cold and wet, but neither of them had the thought of avoiding the rain.

“I didn’t want to hurt you. Every time you think of me, I didn’t want to leave it as a sad memory, not a happy one. So, that’s why I haven’t been able to say it properly until now.”

What Artin was saying, Violet couldn’t understand. In Violet’s memory her, Artin was not the one who made her sad.

You have always been a happy memory to me. You were the warm presence that made me have happy dreams even on a dark night. I was supposed to speak, but my voice choked up, and only a sad expression echoed.

*

When I arrived at the salon, Violet was nowhere to be seen. Hearing from the two that they had just left, I ran frantically in search of Violet using detection magic.

After a while, when I found Violet on a deserted forest road, I called out to Violet in a welcoming voice. Perhaps she didn’t hear me, she approached the unresponsive Violet, grabbed her wrist her, and smiled, saying that she had finally found it.

“I’m not as great as you say, because I’m lacking, because I’m weak. I’ve always been an idiot playing myself…I always feel comfortable when I’m with you, Violet.”

The moment I saw Violet’s sad expression, I couldn’t contain the overflow of emotions that burst out. Emotions that had been suppressed during the last return, that had been killed over and over again, continued to burst forth.

Why am I overdoing it? At first, I just wanted to calmly confess my feelings, but just like I did to Agnes and Xiaomei, I wanted to laugh happily and say I love you.

“Is this my self-righteous foolishness, an arrogant confession, or irresponsible words? Still… But I really wanted to tell you.”

When Violet’s look at me was different from what I remembered, I just thought it hurt that my friend looked at me differently.

That’s probably wrong I don’t remember being hurt by the greetings of the people who greeted me for the first time in every episode.

“I like you Violet, I like you more than I thought.”

But, strangely, Violet’s first greeting her always made my heart ache. She thought it was just the loss of her best friend her, but it was different because Zorba had never felt that way.

And the first time I saw Agnes in this episode, I might have subconsciously realized that. It’s probably because of the lingering love feelings I had.

So, I didn’t want to miss this one. This time, when we are having the same memories, I want to be a little greedy.

So I decided to speak sincerely. I decided to show my pure, unrefined emotions.

“…There’s no way I, I can’t be that kind of undeserved person. Huh? Artine looks so excited.”

Violet smiled and brushed back my rain-soaked hair. Hard laugh. With her low self-esteem, she has little confidence in herself.

As soon as she regained her memories of her, she came to me. What did she want to say then? I do not know. I, who lived as a virgin for decades, can’t be sure of that.

“First of all, go in and avoid rain… Artin?”

I quietly hugged Violet. He whispered softly into Violet’s ear her, who was being held in his arms her.

“Do you remember your promise to grant me a wish in the 3rd playthrough? You said you would grant any wish.”

But I can be sure of my heart. My heart, which I had to lose and throw away in the return, will be rewarded in this episode.

“So, I have to grant that wish now.”
“Stay with me forever. Violet.”

Violet struggled in surprise at my words her, but I held her tight and didn’t let go.

I don’t care if someone calls me a harem monster. Even if someone points a finger at me for being horny, I will ignore it now.

Now I’ll never take mine away I made a firm commitment to myself.

**

“Oh my gosh..!! Look at them hugging each other fiercely..!”

Claire was standing behind a tree, sneaking a peek at Artin and Violet embracing.

While walking lightly on the promenade located behind the dormitory, Claire, who had a lot of dreams, couldn’t stand her burning face when she saw a scene like a romance novel taking place behind a large tree she accidentally found to escape the rain.

“Confession while hugging in the rain..!! The princess must have fallen for that look too! Right Cayenne?”

Quad Deuk!!!

Claire turned her head to Cayenne, who was watching the scenery from the side, and couldn’t help but be started by the roar she heard. It was because it was very unrealistic to see the twigs Cayenne was holding on to be ripped off by Cayenne’s grip of his.

“…But…”
“Ka, Cayenne? Are you okay Cayenne?”

When Cayenne, which had always been like a calm lake, spewed out violent emotions like a stormy sea, Claire panicked and called to Cayenne, but she did not hear from Cayenne.

I liked you first, and I was by your side first.

‘You said you were partners, but you said you’d kill the demon king together.’

Quarreung, Woozijik!

“Kyaaaaagh! Me, lightning in the tree! Let’s run away from Cayenne!”

Claire didn’t know. That lightning was the anger of the spirit that resonated with Cayenne’s feelings for her.

Claire tried to pull her unresponsive Cayenne as hard as she could, but Cayenne just stood there like her mother-of-pearl and watched Artin and Violet.