Chapter 89 – The Knight Wanted to Run Away, but He Didn’t. (With Illustrations)

I went voluntarily with my own will, not anyone else’s.

A sense of anticipation of what will happen in the future coexists with the fear of the consequences that you do not even want to think about.

But I learned He was even the one who let me know that nothing would be solved by holding on to my worries and staying still.

So I decided to act quickly. If it’s Roman, even if he rejects me, I can understand.

My eyes get moist just thinking about it apart from understanding, but…

If I tell you the truth, even if I refuse, I won’t just do it. I have faith that if it is Roman, he will tell me the reason coolly and make me feel comfortable.

Before drowning in these clumsy feelings, we have to see a decision. I thought it would be really dangerous to leave it like this.

You shouldn’t neglect this emotion that evolves in seconds and becomes difficult to control. It keeps me thinking about things I hadn’t thought about in my entire life, and it changes me from the inside out.

Eclair came to Roman’s house and knocked on the door, hoping to get a prescription for the deadly drug before he said it was four months old.

“···Come in.”

Is that a surprise? Unexpected? What’s your expression?

His expression when he saw himself approaching without warning was very colorful, and he did not know what he was thinking.

“Excuse me…”

I came in for a while when I brought the young lady, but the inside atmosphere of this house is full of human warmth, making my mind cozy and relaxed.

The indelible touch of a woman felt everywhere reminds me of Lady Skadi.

“Guests wait comfortably. Drinks and something to eat…”

“Well.”

I put the bottle of wine I had brought on the table and sat down on the chair. I follow him with my eyes as he walks around the kitchen preparing snacks.

It’s fun just to see him busily preparing something for himself with that size and muscles.

“Isn’t that the drink you drank in Limno?”

“That’s right. I really liked it then.”

Eclair raised the corner of his mouth at his question as he turned his back. Even though the price was cheap, there was no such thing as looking back on that week.

Busy to and fro, he returned to his table with a bowl in one hand and two cups in the other.

“There’s nothing special… That’s all I have at home right now.”

Olives on sliced ​​prosciutto. And cheese and finger foods. It was cleaner than any tavern.

“Thank you. This is an excessive feast.”

Every bit

As they filled their cups, Roman opened his mouth first before drinking.

“You must be busy, can I drink at this time?”

“They said you can take a break for a while because you worked hard above. I got a real vacation that I didn’t expect.”

“That’s great. My brother will be happy too.”

“…Right.”

Braided-

I lifted the cup, bumped it lightly, and passed the drink, and a hot breath came out.

“Paha! Are those three having a good time?”

“There was so much to talk about, the sound of laughter and conversation didn’t stop.”

“Hmm~ I can guess who will lead the mood.”

At the same time, he smiled lightly as if he had remembered a little red-haired girl.

After that, it was different from usual.

I tried to eat the food thinking of the sincerity of the preparation, but my hands did not go out of tension, and as I kept passing alcohol on an empty stomach, my senses began to be disturbed.

Roman looked at himself with the same complexion as usual, as if there was still no problem with drinking or if he had used mana.

This long silence was surprisingly not uncomfortable. Even thinking about the words that it is good to be hit quickly, my mouth did not open easily.

“Roman…”

Tongue drooped in the intoxication that had risen.

“Why.”

It was an indifferent answer, but now it was really good that the answer came back when I called.

“Whoops…Roman…”

“Why are you calling me?”

“I have something to tell you…Remember?”

“Uh.”

As I emptied the remaining half of the liquor in the glass, somehow my courage rose. Wouldn’t it be okay now?

“…I am—-“

“Wait a moment.”

The moment she was about to speak, Roman awakened her drunken mind with a low voice.

“… Hmm?”

His face his, serious enough to be said to be hardened, caught my eyes and sparks flew in my mind.

“If what I’m about to say comes out because I’m drunk and can’t control my emotions, I’ll listen to it lightly. If it’s something I really need to hear seriously, get drunk.”

“…”

Mana that rotates along the trajectory of the body. My senses came back quickly, and I was ashamed of the mistake I almost made.

Seeing himself like that, Roman finally relaxed his expression and smiled cheerfully.

“I tried my best to prepare it, but I didn’t even eat the food. Huh?”

“Mi, I’m sorry…”

“There’s nothing to be sorry about. Would you like some cold water?”

Nodding his burning thirst, he brought cold water from somewhere and handed it to him.

The spirit that comes back clearly in one cup.

Confessing while drunk while hoping that Roman would give a serious answer… If it wasn’t for him, a catastrophe would have happened.

“These days… You only make mistakes…”

“I’m always like that? Even today, I can’t count the mistakes that come to mind on my fingers.”

Is this a common bean pod? Does that figure feel this way because its own judgment of reality is blurred?

The attitude of naturally burying ugliness with one’s shame. The attitude of waiting without sacrificing the story from earlier touched my heart.

*****

Dreuk-

I watched without saying a word as Eclair pushed off her chair and headed for the door.

“Roman… Can you come here for a moment?”

I got up from her chair and approached her with her back to the door.

“Uh…He came.”

“I think it would be a little easier to secure a retreat, so please understand.”

She held her doorknob with her trembling hand, as if she were going to run away depending on her answer her.

I don’t know why this happened. But I can tell in my gut what she’s trying to say.

One in a thousand. It may be a story that is different from what I thought, but … Considering her personality her, it can be said that she has exhausted all her strength her just by coming this far.

“Eclair.”

“W-what is it?”

Grabbing her chest and repeating her deep breath, she widened her eyes in her startled surprise.

“Remember when I said I didn’t want to see you get hurt?”

“I remember.”

“It’s not just trauma that bleeds and bruises. That includes it.”

As she pointed her finger at her chest her, her hand her, which was holding her doorknob her, fell off.

“… Uh, how can you say something like that so easily!”

The shame that comes from heterosexual relationships. Red cheeks.

Even though she was far from her usual, the emotions that were too far away were clearly visible in her eyes.

“It’s not like I don’t have shame or shame. But I’m going to be patient and express myself without regret. I’m not a mind reader, so how would I know if I didn’t say anything? I think being honest is especially important for people who want to understand my heart.”

“If you don’t talk… That’s right…”

Perhaps she found a sense of stability from my first words of her, and now she faced me without avoiding my eyes.

“…Roman.”

“Uh. Kitty.”

“Key…! Whoa- how did I…”

“Haha! It’s a name and password that only we know.”

Laughing at that reaction, Eclair, who was stiff, smiled lightly.

“Listen seriously.”

“···Say it.”

Eclair Dritna was a woman with so many different expressions.

She, who had kept her smile her, had the face of a girl who was about to burst into tears at any moment.

“I won’t ask if you love me shamelessly… Me… The me who longs for you… Will you be able to truly love me someday?”

Will the verbal answer be the real answer?

As I took a step closer to Eclair, who had her back to the door, she closed her eyes tightly and lifted her head slightly, as if expecting something.

I felt like I would burst into laughter at her clumsy move her, as if she had learned everything through writing.

I decided to fulfill the expectations of the heretic lady.

“… Oops!”

The moment their lips overlap, they make a sound as if they were surprised. With her eyes closed, I fumbled, moving her hand past my shoulder and grabbing her hand her.

As she moved her tongue slowly to lick and touch Eclair’s lips, she could feel her hands her trembling.

When I pushed her lightly and put her tongue in her, she made a clumsy move that I could definitely feel her affection for her.

“Chu-eup, uh-eup… Haa…! Oops…!”

Rather than entangled with mine and mixing her saliva, she carefully sucks my tongue that has entered her mouth her and drinks her saliva.

“Whoa… Whoa…”

As if he had held her breath while kissing her, she let out her pained breath as she parted her lips and let her thread her dangle with her blank eyes.

Then I lowered my blurry gaze and glanced at my cock her, which was towering over my pants.

Climbing up from below, their eyes met, and she opened her mouth urgently as if she had been caught at a crime scene.

“Ki, wait!”

“Did I not say anything?”

“Anyway… Wait!”

Letting go of her hand her, she gathered a small amount of her mana in one of her fingers her and cut off only her hair tie her.

Took-!

As she undid her tied ponytail and showed off her waist-length silver hair, I reached out and touched her end her.

“Your loose hair is pretty too.”

“…Go, thank you.”

She next put her hand on the button of her shirt her, but she looked at me and hesitated, then lowered her hand again.

“Roman. Close your eyes for a moment…”

I had a definite feeling that I would see them all, but I wondered if there was a reason for that. As she said, I closed my eyes.

“It’s closed.”

“… Uh.”

Tuk-tuduk-knock-

The sound of buttons being unbuttoned to the sound of her voice her groaning embarrassingly. The combined sound of her unbuttoning her underwear fills the house.

It was a perfect trio that tickled my ears.

“Listen before you open your eyes…”

“I’m listening!”

As if to listen seriously, she slapped me on the shoulder.

“…Although my body is a virgin, I may be far from the softness of a virgin that men often expect… I even have unsightly scars…”

“It doesn’t matter. I have a lot of scars. It’s a decoration I got while living, so I should say it’s beautiful.”

“That… I really can’t stand it with words.”

Back-

Éclair took my wrists and placed them where they felt warm and soft.

“It’s fine even if you open your eyes.”

“Uh, how is it? Are you even a little interested in a body like this…?”