Feeling of Alienation (3)

“Are you thinking of leaving already?”

Gilbert’s expression revealed his complicated feelings.

No matter how bad the first impression was, they were on the battlefield.

After confirming our skills, we had a friendly relationship.

It seems like there is some regret left.

“I’m planning on coming back soon anyway. “If you want to go to the demon world, you have to go here.”

“…Okay. I understand.”

After a short goodbye and seeing off, we got into the carriage.

There was hardly anyone to see us off.

The only thing left is Gilbert, Eileen, and their escort.

Paul didn’t even show his face.

‘It’s better not to see it.’

He was such an annoying guy, so it was better to just break up like this.

It didn’t take long to get ready to leave.

Because I didn’t have much luggage to begin with.

Catalina got on the carriage without saying hello and looked bored.

Still, even though we’ve only seen each other for a month, isn’t he being too indifferent?

Because of that, only Malcolm was sweating for one reason or another.

Those who already knew her personality just passed over it.

“Anyway, I’ll ask you to defend the central battlefield in the meantime.”

“Yes. I understand.”

“Okay. “Don’t worry.”

After greeting the two knight commanders, I got on the carriage.

Soon the carriage moved with the sound of the coachman’s whip.

As she gradually moved away from the central battlefield, Celica sighed heavily and began to take deep breaths.

“Haaa… “I think I’ll live a little bit now.”

“I know. The stuffy air disappeared.”

As we moved away from the demon world, the effects of the fog seemed to have disappeared, and the expressions on my colleagues’ faces also improved.

Honestly, I couldn’t feel any difference at all.

The same was true for Erina and Kayla.

“I want to return to the capital quickly. “I miss my kids.”

“Hold on a little. It will probably take three days.”

Celica’s expression brightened at the thought of returning home.

Luckily, I was told that nothing special had happened to the children in the mansion, so my worries were eased.

Although I was a little concerned about having to face the king as soon as I arrived in the kingdom.

As long as she likes me, nothing bad will happen.

“My lord. Would it be okay if I came a little closer?”

“Huh? “What’s wrong?”

“It’s no big deal. Just…”

There is no reason, I just want to get closer.

Recently, as Erina became distant, Kayla was filling the void.

After I refused to sleep with Erina, the atmosphere of the party changed significantly.

Kayla, who always maintained a stern expression, began to smile more often.

Tyria and Celica accompanied with lighter expressions.

However, Erina was the problem.

“…”

Cold eyes staring at me.

Even if I tried not to be conscious of it, I couldn’t ignore it.

She had always looked at me warmly, but her attitude suddenly changed.

Although we didn’t really talk or touch each other.

“…”

He stares at me until I make eye contact.

When our eyes met, I turned my head and pretended not to notice.

Even though he was sitting comfortably, he was fidgeting as if he was uncomfortable.

‘I’m sure Erina will be patient too.’

There was no way he didn’t know Erina’s true intentions.

You want to come right up to me and hug me, but you want to push away your colleagues.

Because of what I said, I couldn’t do anything and was rotting inside.

‘Should I forgive Erina just this once?’

I felt pity for no reason, but I quickly gave up my feelings.

If I comfort Erina first, everything will go back to the way it was before.

Until Erina realizes her mistake and apologizes.

I plan to wait until the end this time.

***

A village stopped by on the way to the capital.

I decided to stay the night at a small rural inn.

Before we knew it, the news of the victory had spread to rural villages and people treated us well.

Thanks to this, I was able to use the large room and even a private bathroom.

Thanks to that, I was able to use a private room for the first time in a long time.

“My lord. Thank you for your hard work today.”

I was able to spend time alone with Kayla.

When Erina couldn’t come into my room, Kayla secretly came into my room.

I started to release all the desires that had been building up.

“Master… I love you…”

I confessed my love, which I had never done before, to the point where I got sick of it.

“Huh… Haha…”

Or being held in my arms in bed.

He even took a deep breath while he was in my arms.

Then, the kiss continues.

As time passed, the intensity of skinship began to intensify.

Finally, we reach the point where we stick our tongue deep and share saliva.

“Master…”

Kayla slowly began to take off her clothes.

I came to my senses when black underwear was revealed on my pure white naked body.

Now is not the time.

There were still too many mountains to pass before I could hold Kayla.

At least until we defeat the Demon King and uncover Erina’s lie.

And I decided never to cross the line until I rescued Yeriel.

“Let’s stop now.”

“…Why not?”

Kayla tightened her waist with a truly regretful expression.

If I give permission, I can sleep with Kayla.

No matter how much I thought about it, I didn’t have the confidence to handle it.

“Sorry. “Not now.”

“…I understand.”

In response to my decision, Kayla calmly put her clothes back on.

Skinship is limited to kissing. I couldn’t allow anything more than that.

After relieving our desire to some extent, we lay down on the bed and held hands.

True happiness. A happiness that I had never felt before filled my body and mind.

I even felt like the pain in my left shoulder had disappeared.

‘I need to reach the ending quickly.’

Daily life with Kayla.

A world where Erina, Celica, and Tyria are all together.

We have worked tirelessly so far to create the happiest ending.

“Kayla.”

“Yes. “I’m listening.”

“Is there anything you want to try if a peaceful world comes to you?”

Then Kayla answered without any hesitation.

“I want to be with my lord for the rest of my life.”

“That’s natural. Anything else?”

Then this time I thought about it a little more.

“…I want to create a world where everyone is equal.”

“An equal world…?”

“Yes. A world where humans, elves, and dragons are all equal… “I want to make it.”

It hasn’t been long since I lived in this world.

It’s finally getting close to a year.

Therefore, I was quite ignorant about conflicts and discrimination between races.

But Kayla was different.

She had been arrogant about the innate strength of her race.

On the contrary, there was a time when I was chased my whole life as a result of my arrogant personality.

She was sick and tired of racial discrimination.

He no longer wanted the same thing to happen again.

“If I had the chance, I would like to gather all the dragons and tell them.”

“What do you want to say?”

“Get rid of your arrogance, we are not strong or superior to all. “I definitely want to tell you.”

How many Yongin survived?

What is certain is that, except for Kayla, there is not a single dragon who lives among humans.

Like the dragons I met before, Ellie and Lily, they may have become fugitives or are living a secluded life.

If the Demon King dies and a peaceful world comes, Yongin will be able to escape from being a fugitive.

Maintaining bonds with other races was another problem.

“I will help you.”

“No. Because it is my responsibility… “

“Kayla. “You are my wife.”

Then, Kayla’s cheeks instantly turned red.

I couldn’t help but laugh when I saw that.

“If such a world comes one day, I will have to help.”

“Master… Thank you.”

Another kiss.

Her emotions were clearly conveyed between their lips.

Defeat the devil so as not to miss out on this happiness.

We will uncover Erina’s lies and even save Yeriel.

And I could sense that that day was slowly approaching.

***

“Tyria. Wouldn’t it be too dangerous… “

“Shhh…! Wait a minute…!”

Tyria leaned against the wall with her long ears pricked up.

Right next to it is Seohyun’s room. Inside were Seohyun and Kayla.

Tyria strained her hearing to find out what they were saying.

Because the soundproofing was better than expected, I could barely hear the voices.

I couldn’t even hear the conversation properly.

Tyria did not give up and continued eavesdropping.

Celica looked at that with an anxious expression.

Anyway, isn’t eavesdropping a bad thing?

Even if you try to stop Tyria, she remains steadfast.

Somehow, Celica ended up watching and helping.

“Huh…?!”

Suddenly, Tyria started and fell from the wall.

Then Celica was surprised and approached her.

“What’s going on…?”

“Oh, no. That’s… “

Tyria looked around and whispered in a low voice.

“It feels like we’re kissing… ” It’s not just a kiss, it’s a very deep kiss… “

“…”

Celica closed her mouth without realizing it.

Unlike Tyria, who surprisingly had a wealth of s*xual knowledge, Celica was quite pure.

Not only did I have no immunity to s*xual activity, I had no experience at all.

Therefore, Celica’s imagination began to unfold in her mind.

Knowledge about the relationship between men and women started floating around in my head.

Let that partner be projected onto Seohyun and Kayla.

“No…!”

Celica slapped herself on the cheek and came to her senses.

I was busy shaking off distracting thoughts while reflecting on the goddess’ words again.

In the meantime, Tyria’s crimes did not stop.

In order to hear the sound as clearly as possible, I focused all my attention while holding my hand against the wall.

Therefore, they could not at all notice that someone was approaching.

“You guys.”

“…?!”

“Ah…!”

A cold voice that came suddenly.

At that moment, Tyria and Celica’s minds turned white.

When they looked back, there were red eyes looking down at them.

“Oh, no… That is… It’s not a big deal…”

At least Celica made an excuse.

Tyria couldn’t say anything.

I have already been caught for a crime before.

As much as I still can’t forget the slap I received back then.

My body froze with fear that I would not be able to cross safely.

“Both of you, follow me.”

Erina calls out to the two in a frozen voice.

The two could do nothing and had no choice but to follow.