Chapter 65 – 65. A Hero Who Wants to Make a Baby.

I left Chloe’s house and returned to my original dorm.
There was no reason to stay any longer because I had done my business.

Ash did not hesitate even when he saw the relationship before his return.
After repaying the favor in my own way, I left without looking back.
I was in awe of his resoluteness.

“Will the child be born safely?”

Chloe was already in a body that was close to full term.
If nothing else, he will give birth in less than a month.

It cleansed the womb that had been encroached on by demonic energy, and purified the fetus that grew there with the power of the Elyos.
Still, he cannot be sure that he will be born healthy.

“I came here after doing something in my own way, but I write.”

Ash also clicked his tongue and shook his head.

Ash did his best for his former teammate.
From now on, it was a matter that left Ash’s hands.

“I hope you are doing well.”

They are the first people I saw today.
There is no relationship that I want to be special.

Because they want to live a happy life.
I want to live well and not be unhappy.

I hope Eric, who will be in Chloe’s belly, grows up healthy as well.
So I hope you give me a fuck about my worries.

We returned to our original accommodation.
I threw Grape’s head roughly into the corner and sat down on the bed.

“Puppy, shall we think of a name for the child too?”

Ash naturally came into my arms, and I did not resist Ash’s power.
He hugged her soft body and rolled over on the bed.

It was okay to touch Ash now.
Even if I hugged her by the waist or rubbed her hips lightly, Ash just calmly held me.
Didn’t react at all.

It was an unspoken permission.
I wrapped my arms around Ash’s back and buried his face in the nape of his neck.

The smell of ash lingering on the immaculate skin.
The lower leg twitched.
The pressure of Jeongjodae was clamping down on his cock.

“I’ve been thinking of a few names…”
“Aha, how many do you have in mind?”

When I didn’t know anything, when I didn’t properly recognize the weight of marriage and parenting.
When I give birth to a child, I have to give it this name, and there are names I thought of.

Ash took an interest in the names.
It was the first time I heard it even after returning.

“Why do not you know? Didn’t you talk to me?”
“…”

A story before the return.
I asked if I had ever had a conversation like this with Kang Ah-jin in the first episode.

Ash gave a bitter look and let his limbs hang limp.
As if he had nothing more to say, he drained her powers.

“I didn’t. I avoided it because I didn’t want to admit my feelings. The problem was that I thought I would stay by your side forever.”

The large breasts pressed against my chest and were crushed.
Ash mumbles something, it seems like he’s saying something sincere.

Didn’t hear her
I grabbed Ash’s hips.
The desire to be cheap was boiling.

“Hey.”

I found out that I wasn’t listening.
I couldn’t tell because she was rubbing her own ass.

I’m talking about something serious, but you’re ignoring me.
If it were me, I’d be pretty angry.

“Ouch…”

Ash immediately moved to impose sanctions.
He propped himself up on the bed with his arms and lifted himself up, folding his hamstrings and raising his knees.

The sharpened knees went to a position that was absolutely impossible.
Between my thighs, under my crotch, anyway just above my balls.
Ash began pressing his knees against my cock.

“Ah, Ash… !”
“What did I just say? If you can remember it now, I’ll look at it.”
“…”

I should have heard something, so I would have pretended to remember.
Since I hadn’t heard from the beginning, I couldn’t answer Ash’s question.

“Haha.”

Ash laughs.
Admiring my appearance, they laughed at me.

“… Seeing Chloe unnie and her husband made me feel strange? I mean, it was very embarrassing. What is Chloe going through… I know how hard you endure… “
“That and this, this and what…”

It’s a whole different dimension than picking it up by hand.
Knees are much worse.

“I think that’s why I became emotional without even realizing it. You’re a puppy who can’t understand what you’re saying if you don’t whip it.”
“… Talk too much…”
“Is the dog talking back?”
“I’m sorry… !”

Violence is inflicted on them for not listening to them.
What a violent owner.

However, I didn’t have a choice.
Ash’s knees were gradually closing the distance, and he had the momentum to seriously strike his balls.
Beg and beg again

It was the only way I could survive.

“Bruise! Bruise! Bruise!”

Barked like a dog
When dealing with Ash, whose eyes turned upside down, he had to shout bullshit unconditionally.
And that was the answer.

“Do you know what I did wrong?”
“Bruise!”

Ash stroked my hair.
It was a gentle touch, but you shouldn’t be vigilant just yet.
You never know when it might go wrong.

“Now you know what to do. I lost all my excitement.”
“… Bruise… ?”

There is such a thing as atmosphere.
The atmosphere is perfect for telling a story.

Ash has no intention of repeating what he said earlier.
For me, the opportunity to hear Ash’s inner thoughts was gone.

“Annoying.”
“Bruise…”
“Don’t make a pitiful face.”
“Bruise… ?”
“Ugh, I can’t just rip my balls out.”
“Bruise… !”

I’m used to this stuff by now.
I never thought that an awkward day would come.

Ash frowned and stood up.
I just let go of my balls.

“Whoa…”

I sighed in relief and massaged my cock.
It’s to check if it’s okay.

“I’m going to sleep, so wash up.”

Ash pointed to the bathroom and sat down in a chair.
His breathing was rough, as if his anger hadn’t subsided yet.

“… Okay.”

It was difficult to speak out.
Serious answers or jokes.
I felt that no matter what I said, it would act as poison.

I quietly went into the bathroom and washed myself.
I wrapped the dog collar and leash around my neck and wiped every nook and cranny of my body.

When he finished washing and came out, Ash was sitting at the table with a more relaxed attitude.
After wiping off the water, I took out my underwear from my backpack and put it on.
After putting all of her clothes on, Ash called me.

“Puppy, how do you like me?”
“Uh?”
“It literally means. How do you like me?”

Ash looked at me with more calm eyes than usual.
The light blue eyes that calmly subsided shined as if they could see right through them.

“If you ask me how…”

Do you want me to give you an evaluation of yourself?
Why did she suddenly ask such a thing?

Her mind was complicated.
For a moment, I heard that worry.

“… I don’t intend to leave me… ?”
“Yes? No? Why am I abandoning you?”

The moment he is abandoned by Ash, everything just ends.
I don’t have the confidence to live alone in this harsh world.

Ash suddenly asked out-of-the-box questions, amplifying her needless concerns.
Contrary to my worries, Ash didn’t seem to have any thoughts.

“Just answer the questions I ask.”
“… What do you think?”
“Yes.”

What do you think of Ash?

Without Ash, I would have been sold as a sex slave.
In the first episode, Kang Ah-jin became Baron Gertong’s plaything and had her butt open.
Ash was my benefactor in that he saved me from such a situation.

“Not like that.”

As if he didn’t like my answer, Ash shook her head and furrowed her eyebrows.

“As your woman, your wife-to-be… What do you think about that?”
“Ah.”

What Ash asked was simple.
Apart from all the conditions, how do you think as a person to person?
Kang A-jin seemed curious about whether she thought Ash was a good woman.

She said, “Before her regression, she only saw Chloe and her sister, so she didn’t know much about it, but seeing her with her husband… She feels weird Seeing her older sister Chloe, I became curious too.”
“What do I think of you?”

Ash nodded her head.

“I remember the times I spent with you. But you’re not Kang Ah-jin, I unilaterally drag you around, so I have no choice but to adjust to me…”

Ash looked like she was uneasy about something.

I don’t know what she felt when she saw Chloe and her couple.
Once you understand

Before her return, I confirmed with my own eyes the relationship that I had only heard of in words.
A woman who goes against providence to save her husband and son.
A man who loves her like that.

Ash seems to have realized that there is a limit to her one-sided exchange of emotions.
Or maybe she was jealous of the real couple.

Her relationship, which requires giving from only one side of her, is bound to be meager compared to the give-and-receive relationship from her two sides.
It is natural.

‘Is that a problem to be so anxious about?’

I looked at Ash’s expression on her face.
She tries not to show it on the outside, but it was clearly visible to my eyes.

Tight eyes and twisted mouth tail.
She tried to smile but couldn’t laugh at all.

I looked up as I waited for my answer.
He seemed very nervous about what to do if he said something negative.

What answer should I give to reassure the other person?

‘It’s not a normal relationship.’

From the beginning until now.
The word mediocrity has become a bit distant.

I’d like to know what that has to do with it.
As a regressor, I thought it might be bothersome.
Because Ash’s affinity for himself and the emotions I’m building are completely different.

We need to suppress the anxiety that comes from that gap.

‘What words?’

I do not know.
Let’s spit out the words that have filled up to the end of our chin.

“I like Ash.”

I like ash
Depending on the interpretation, the expression “I love you” Seems appropriate.

Even though it was absurdly light compared to the feelings Ash, the regressor, had.
However, the feelings I feel are not lies.

“I think my tastes are weird, but that’s not bad either.”

My body has lost its taste.
Gertong turned Kang Ah-jin into a shit gay in the first playthrough, and Ash turned Kang Ah-jin into a mazo bitch in the second playthrough.
No comment on who is worse.

Anyway.

“It’s only been about a month now. Do I need to worry about those feelings? It will get tighter with time…”
“…”
“Didn’t you become too emotional just because you saw Chloe and his wife?”

If it was the Ash I knew, I would have worn a leash and a chastity belt, even with shackles.
He said he would let go the moment he truly fell in love.

“Anyway, if Ash doesn’t let go, I can’t even run away. Are you going to abandon me?”
“No… ! Never… !”

Ash shook her head.
It was a dori dori that I felt sincere.

“Isn’t that enough?”
“Is it?”

He thought for a moment, then relaxed his expression.
Ash quickly regained her original form.

“… Probably not. I have to go to Alfheim and stamp it.”

We spent the night at an inn and headed straight for Alfheim.