Chapter 1090 – [The True Story]
Jihee was that girl too. Even if a girl who was not a female martial artist and a high school student hit hard, even if it hurt a lot, it only tingled her cheek for a while.
But the important thing is that her child beat her parents.
That is, a child who had listened to her parents well on the outside. Ji-hee, at least Ji-hee’s parents knew, was a quiet child who listened to her parents.
It would be unimaginable for such a child to slap her parents, much less. But it actually happened.
“………..”
“Jihee, you……!!!”
There was silence for a moment in the tumultuous situation. Ji-hee’s parents, who seemed to have seen an impossible situation, were embarrassed and forgot their anger from before.
But even that is short-lived. Her father, who had been beaten directly by her daughter, was paralyzed by her pain and bewilderment, while her mother, who was scolding her child for his behavior, shouted.
“What have you done to Daddy?!”
“You punched a man who did nothing wrong!!!! No one here did anything wrong, but it’s strange that you have to be beaten!!!”
“We came because we heard that you were involved in sexual crimes!!!
“So you said there’s nothing wrong with you!!!! You didn’t do anything to me!!!! It’s all because of a misunderstanding!!!!”
Ji-hee’s emotions exploded. The screaming voice showed no signs of abating.
I decided to leave it as is. That was a natural thing Jihee had to do, and it was a roar. I had no right to stop it and those parents had no right to deny it.
All matters must be dealt with between the parties. And all parties are gathered here.
“It all happened while I was secretly working part-time.
“What? Part-time job?
“If you said it? What if you said it? If you said it, would you have said that you could do part-time work? It would be fortunate if I didn’t send you another academy during my part-time job!!!!!”
“Hey, wait a minute, Jihee, what kind of habit are you saying to your mom right now?!”
“Don’t get caught up in the pods with such a habit of talking!!!! I have a lot of things piled up right now!!!! I have more things to say in the future!!!!!”
Jihee now was no different from a runaway locomotive. The brakes don’t work, and everything that gets in the way is smashed. All it can do is runaway locomotives that just can’t wait to burn out all their fuel.
And the fuel is the emotions Jihee has accumulated over the past ten years.
At least it’s not a short story.
“The reason I worked part-time was because I needed money to get out of the house after I became an adult!!! I didn’t want to be in that damn corner of the house anymore!!!!”
“Hey, are you sick of it?”
“Isn’t that so? Studying cram school studying cram school every day!!!! You’re just repeating that!!! I’m a human too, so you think you can survive living like that?!”
“You’ve done well so far!!! And you just have to study a little more, just a few more years to succeed, but you can’t stand that?!”
“Of course I can’t stand it!!!! And it’s not that I didn’t do well until now, I just endured it!!!! My mom and dad will be happy if I study hard!!!! But what the heck, in the end, if you study well, let alone praise, they push you to do better! !!! It’s too hard to run right now, but if you push your back there, it’s only natural that you’ll fall!!!!”
Tears were flowing from Jihee’s eyes.
When emotions run high, tears are bound to come out. And Jihee’s tears contained the emotions she vomited as well.
“I also wanted to do something other than study!!! Do you know how envious the other kids were when they said they had traveled abroad? Do you know if Eden from the house next door thought it would be nice to see his friends having a birthday party once or twice?
“That’s because you didn’t say that…”
“How can you say it!!!! When you collapse in pain, ask if you are faking it, and when you are having a hard time with your first period, how do you say that to someone who brings up the subject of academy!!!! They would have told you to study more!!!! They should have told you to go to the academy!!! !!!”
Jihee’s roar was already being watched by everyone in the office.
But not a single person can stop it. Even the police officers who were interrogating us in a repressive manner just now are just staring blankly at Ji-hee.
It is inevitable that the child who has endured for ten years spreads his wings and vomits out his whole emotions. This wasn’t just a fight, it was a declaration and a roar.
Ordinary people are pushed out of spirit to dry that. Perhaps, even if you are an unmanned person, unless you are a first-class unmanned person, you cannot even shout in front of Jihee now.
Ji-hee was an ordinary human being, and that didn’t matter. It wasn’t just learning this ability, it was something everyone had in the past if it was will.
“And do I have to say that? Do I have to say that after becoming a parent?!!!!! For ten years of living together, without asking or noticing properly!!!!! And then what?! Didn’t I say it?! I could have said it with my body. There’s a lot without it, but you didn’t notice a single one of them!!!!!!!!!!”
“……..”
At this point, Ji-hee’s mother, whom she was dealing with, also became silent, her complexion pale.
Ji-hee’s shouts are enough to make the opponent feel down. Besides, what Ji-hee said was the truth, so he couldn’t even refute it.
Who was indifferent to the child?
Who forced the child to study?
Who hasn’t asked what the child wants?
Who didn’t notice that the child was having a hard time and didn’t comfort him?
Who are the people who made it hard and ruined the child to this point?
The answer was already given by Jihee.
“You know what? Eden has an expressionless face, but she’s surprisingly kind. Seeing her comforting me when I’m sick and tired from my period, I knew that no matter how young I look, she’s a kind person.”
The worse news for them is that we lived in the house across from them.
There is a comparison target right in front of you without having to go far. It is not just a comparison of family environments, but also parents, and only Ji-hee knows the emotions and thoughts Ji-hee went through. I can only guess and understand.
“I thought that Eden would be happy growing up with a mother like that. But as soon as my mother came back after I menstruated, she started talking about the academy.”
From the parent’s point of view, it will happen someday, and to the mother, it is an ongoing process, so she would not have cared too much.
No, she paid attention, but it would be far below the standard. Even if it is the same thing, each person will have a different appreciation, but for the sake of the child, it was necessary to understand and care more deeply than there.
But they did not even try to understand the child. It is their fault and their sin that they handed over the child because it looks okay.
“And Eden, do you know how good Mr. Eden is? It was Mr. I agreed and said I would help!!!! That’s why I gave you a part-time job at the store!!!!”
“You…….”
How does it feel to hear that children cannot trust their parents?
It is said that it is an affection that has a different direction, but they still loved Ji-hee. Even if the father seemed indifferent, it was because he worked hard for the child, and the mother gave the child too much love in the wrong direction.
But the results were the worst. The child was accepting the parents who should be closest to them as untrustworthy. To Ji-hee, the uncle and aunt who lived next door were more trustworthy than her real parents.
Being a better parent than anyone else You don’t know that feeling until you experience it. And I don’t even want to go through it.
“Today, it happened while I was doing my part-time job and gave me a ride to the academy. There was nothing like what mom and dad think of!!!! What’s going to happen? If the old man who has a lot of trouble can’t get hurt because of me and even gets hit, what am I going to be!!!!!!!”
At this point, the police also hardened their complexions.
A child spews out his sincerity like that, but even if he is half right, my innocence is an obvious fact. No, it’s not the level of innocence, it’s innocent.
Of course, there are other things besides prostitution of minors. Ji-hee forged the parental consent form and worked part-time.
That’s what I’m responsible for, so I’ll take responsibility. Well, with a good lawyer, you could end up with a fine. Even if there was damage, there was no one other than me and Jihee.
“Do you know how happy and good I was while working part-time at this uncle’s shop? Even though I was tired, it was much better than when I was nagging me to study at home and go to private academies!!!! He said he would introduce me, and lately I’ve been learning a little bit about cooking!!!! They talked a lot about things I couldn’t do at home and couldn’t do!!!!!”
Ji-hee’s voice, which had been screaming continuously, soon cracked to the point where it stopped. But even though her throat was dry and painful, her lamentation was not over.
And Ji-hee’s parents who heard it also did not allow them to leave their seats.
Because that’s the original sin they have to accept. It’s a problem that parents who thought their children would grow up well alone, and who thought that their children were about the level of their avatars, should of course be dealt with.
“You treated me like that for ten years and now you want to be a parent? Then you should have done that from the beginning!!! You should have done well from the beginning!!!! Did you know what would change if you did that now?!”
“Ji-hee…”
“Don’t call my name!!!!! It’s disgusting!!! I feel like throwing up!!!!! Why am I your child?! Why!!!!!!”
Ji-hee’s father barely came to his senses and called her name, but it was rather counterproductive.
Once the emotion exploded, it could not be stopped. No, rather, the hole was too small compared to leaking out.
What will happen to the emotions that cannot be released? I knew the results very well after watching several people.
If the accumulated emotions do not come out, they will be revealed as violence. However, if you know that a good child like Jihee can’t harm or trouble others, there is only one conclusion.
If you can’t destroy others, you have to destroy yourself. Emotions that have nowhere to go lead to self-harm.
“Aaaaa!!!!!”
Jihee went mad and scratched her forearm with her fingernails. Each time her fingernails passed, a solid red line was drawn across Jihee’s skin.
Surprised by the sight, Ji-hee’s parents rushed to grab Ji-hee’s arms and tried to stop them. But they couldn’t. It was because Ji-hee backed away in fright when she saw her parents approaching her.
“Don’t come closer!!!! Don’t touch my body!!!!! Don’t come!!!! Don’t come!!!!!!!!!!”
To Ji-hee now, they were no longer like parents. Worse than their parents, they became the button itself that triggers trauma the moment they see it.
At least, if it’s treated as a cockroach, I’ll avoid it, but anything that stimulates trauma is even worse. And, in the end, the treatment was nothing more than Ji-hee’s parents’ self-employment.
And Jihee finally said something she shouldn’t have said.
Ji-hee’s mother also did something she shouldn’t have done.
“I wish I didn’t have my mom and dad. I’d rather… I’d rather have Eden’s uncle and aunt as my parents.”
Damn!!
The sound of denying parents through the mouth of a child. And the mother of the child who was furious after hearing that, and the emotional hand-judge.
It’s okay to say who is at fault in this situation. Ji-hee was also in a very excited state, but she denied her parents, but in the end, Ji-hee’s mother also beat her emotionally, not discipline.
However, if you ask who did more wrong, it is Ji-hee’s mother after all. What the child needed now was warm comfort and loving kindness, not an emotional handshake. But that wasn’t the case, because he gave me the exact opposite… The child’s heart could only be torn apart.
“Ji, Jihee, that, that’s not it…”
“Huh, haaaaa…!!!!”
Ji-hee’s mother, the person who hit her, was embarrassed by what she did without her knowledge, so she tried to make an excuse, but it was too late.
The relationship between Ji-hee and Ji-hee’s parents has already been irreversibly broken. All their deeds in the past are coming back right now.
I made a mistake, so I have to pay the price. That’s what parents who misunderstood the happiness of their children say.
No one thought to stop Ji-hee, who sat down and cried sadly like a five-year-old child. At least for now.
It was 30 minutes later that things were sorted out to some extent.
* * *
Jihee decided to go to the hospital first. The nail marks on his arm were too deep to be treated at the police station, so he decided to go to a hospital near the police station to receive treatment.
First of all, Ji-hee’s mother tried to follow her in the name of a guardian, but Ji-hee was frightened and ran amok.
And the only ones left are me and Jihee’s parents. Ji-hee’s mother was staring blankly into space, and Ji-hee’s father was sighing heavily.
For them, the issue now was not whether Ji-hee and I did something like original dating or not. Under the fact that the future parent-child relationship has broken down, other problems are of no concern.
Ji-hee’s father, who was only sighing, asked me.
“……Where did I go wrong?”
“That’s been wrong ever since Ji-hee’s father didn’t care that the child grows up well by himself.”
“…………”
I hit him with a fact. It relieves my feeling of frustration because I have not been able to interfere easily even though I know that Ji-hee is in such a family environment.
And still cheap. If you are a parent who has not given proper love to your child, you will not even be able to refute it even if you are treated that way.
“The important thing for a child is attention and love. You can’t give too much, and you can’t give too little. In the case of giving too much, I think Ji-hee’s mother did it, so you know what it’s like.”
It is like a plant. If you give it too much water, the roots will rot and die, but if you give it too little, it will wither and die. It’s important to give in moderation, but the two of them were so polar opposites.
It would have been perfect if we had talked to each other and compromised. Shion and I also consult with each other if it’s not personal, and we stop each other from crossing the line or doing excessive things. It’s natural for a couple to be like that.
“Huh…”
Ji-hee’s mother, who had been staring blankly into space, flinched.
She also hoped for Ji-hee’s happiness, but it was her mistaken happiness. A child’s happiness does not come from getting married into a good family.
For the rest of their lives, the two will have to think of what they did to Ji-hee as a burden. And that burden never gets lighter even if you live that whole life.
“For Jihee, I thought it would be good to make sure that she doesn’t lack anything…”
“I won’t say that money isn’t important in raising a child, but love is more important than that. Even if you fill in the rest without the most important thing, you won’t be able to fill half of it.”
Raising children is hard without money. Isn’t that why the birth rate is declining these days? If you have a good life, people will take care of their children without having to worry about it.
But that doesn’t mean money is everything. The most important thing in raising a child is love.
“I heard that you took care of Jihee until now.”
“About two years. When I heard that Jihee was running away from home, I wrote her part-time job as a part-timer and took care of her part-time job. Maybe by the end of this year, I’ll give you a little more, so I’ll be able to stand on my own with about 20 million won.”
“20 million won or so……”
“They say they gave Albabie a little higher, but it’s all the money Ji-hee worked for. Ji-hee is smarter and more sincere than you two thought.”
I wonder if two people who are both parents know that fact. Even if I know, I can’t do it better than I know.
Parents who are worse than others What a sad story.
“Of course, this happened before the exam, and it would be natural for Jihee to ruin this exam. Maybe she should think about luck.”
“Yes……..”
“Wouldn’t you like to let Ji-hee live on her own until she gets back to school? My wife owns an officetel building, so we can lend it to Ji-hee at a low price.”
What is already broken is broken. What matters is getting over it.
Although Ji-hee is mentally devastated right now, she will eventually feel relieved as time passes because she vomited out what she had stored inside. And you will be able to live with a much lighter mind than before.
The mindset itself is different between keeping it inside and bursting it once. And even more so if you get a legitimate freedom by doing so.
“The current situation cannot be resolved by talking. We need time together.
I didn’t mean to see you in a few months when we were getting divorced in family court. Divorce is an important thing, so it was to dilute the feelings and reduce the possibility of divorce by taking the time.
Now, Ji-hee and Ji-hee’s parents also needed that time. Of course, it will take much longer than a few months.
“How long should it be…?”
“Ji-hee lived like that for almost 20 years.”
Twenty years is a long time for an adult, but for Jihee, it was like a lifetime.
Even if you leave a tum, you will need the same amount of time. Rather, I feel a little lacking.
For them now, it’s a long enough time to become old. At my age, that was a time when I could have died even if medical technology had improved.
What can I do though?
You should suffer as much as the time the child went through.