Chapter 456 – [Even for Transcendental People, the Problem of Infatuation Is a Serious Matter]

First of all, the important thing in this matter is yejin.

Even though I haven’t been able to take good care of them lately, I’m giving them affection as a parent. If not, I sent him to another good home for adoption in the first place, but I didn’t take him with me.

But Ye-jin is still a high school senior. Ruri-ya, you must have become an adult now, but Ye-jin is still a minor.

Being a Force user, even though he was physically mature, Baekri was like touching an underage child.

…….Hmm, first of all, I’m 18 years old, so let’s put things off with Shion, at least for now. It just gets complicated. After all, they are both thousands of years old.

“You know you slept with a minor, right?”

“…….Yes”

“Seeing that you don’t make excuses and answer nicely, it seems that you know what you did wrong. Did you use birth control?”

“Oh, I did”

“Well, it’s not that I don’t understand you guys…”

Baek-ri was in shock, and the only thing she could do to relieve her shock was to meet her man and woman in her prime. On the one hand, Ye-jin may have chosen her method well.

But choosing a method well and being nabal is a separate issue. Isn’t it?

“You should be grateful that I am a woman now and that you are a patient.”

“Yes?”

“If it wasn’t, I’d do it right now.”

“……Uh, sorry.”

“I’m sorry. And when it’s all healed, I’ll hit you.”

“You have no intention of not selling it?!?!”

“I’ll bring a shotgun, so when I’m discharged from the hospital, don’t go home, wait in front of the hospital. I’ll go back anyway.”

“How the hell are you going to hit it?!?!”

Honestly, don’t you think it’s a lenient punishment for touching an underage daughter? If I decided to hit one, it would hurt much more than a single shotgun hit, and would put my life at risk.

Ah, bitter, is it because I became a woman? I have a desire to look at you. All women’s bodies are good, but I have something like maternal love, so I tend to get a little restrained. It’s not that this is bad, but personally, I like the male body better.

The gender issue will be resolved once you reach the road…But honestly, you need to have a little different fun like this to reincarnate.

“And one more thing. Even if things work out, you’re not.”

“……..Yes”

Things worked out and things went well, so all that was left was cleanup and peace.

That’s why Baekri’s situation becomes even more serious. She had already exposed what she had done, but people couldn’t stand still.

Even when things calm down and people find peace and happiness again, a hundred li cannot intervene. It is a matter of understanding oneself and the understanding of the world.

“Even if we put a shield on it, at most we can live in Horizon. Any more than that is impossible. You should think of living without meeting people for the rest of your life. Can you do that?”

“I…….”

“Don’t think of suicide. Yejin is crying”

“………..”

I read a look of desperation in Baekri’s eyes. Now that the current situation has ended like this, Baekli may think that he has done what he had to do. And it was obvious what the rest of the people would do after that.

The responsibility he bears now is heavy. It’s a tough road to ignore or shoulder, and I don’t think I’ll be able to take on that responsibility even if I go on for the rest of my life.

“For now, take a break and think carefully”

“…..Yes, got it”

That’s something I can’t say more about. Baekri is not as strong as me, and each thinks differently.

Even if I kill a person, I do not have the heart to atone for that sin. Because I think it’s too late to turn back anyway. That’s why there is a big difference between white and white.

If there’s anyone who can help Baekri… It’s probably only the Great Hero.

I sneakily returned to my place of work.

*        *    *

As I tell the story of Baekri, Gilhyun Choi realizes something.

“Looks like you woke up. Shall I go see you later?”

“On the one hand, he was thinking of suicide, but if it’s a great hero, go and stop him.

“It’s easy to kill people who want to save people, but it’s difficult to save people who want to die.”

“So can’t you?”

“I really wish you would speak differently.”

Gilhyun Choi glared at me with his eyes narrowed. It means you’ve already noticed.

“Even if you’re not particularly provocative, if that’s the case, I’ll go and give you some advice. And if you want something from me, don’t say it like that. Just ask for help.”

“How are you?”

“I think you still have a way back”

Yes, this guy is that kind of guy.

The reason why a great hero is called a great hero is not just because he is strong and punishes evil. Because anyone can stand up for his own justice and reject others.

But he can reach out to others.

I have a hand to extend to a personality-destroyed murderer like me, but I wonder if anyone else will. It’s only when he doesn’t do that that he tries to save someone else.

That will be until we can save everyone. That’s why it’s called a great hero.

“Get rid of that story. Is it nagging every time you meet? If you have mercy to show to people who, if not as much as the earth, but as much as the moon will come out if you pile up dead bodies, do you think it’s the Second Advent Jesuits or something, save the kids that Satan has created?”

“It’s a matter of willfulness and unwillingness. There’s also the matter of whether or not you can pay for that sin. Since you’re a reincarnated person, you’ll have more days to live than the days you’ve lived so far. Won’t the day come when more people will be saved?”

“You sound like a fucking asshole.”

I just cut off the topic of conversation.

To be honest, it’s avoidance, it’s running away, it’s hesitation because I don’t want to face reality.

I’ve already crossed the line From the time I killed people to satisfy my greed when I wasn’t a reincarnated person, I didn’t want salvation anymore. Even the law can’t judge me, so I just want to die to a great hero who deserves to judge me.

There is no peaceful end for me. Just fight and die. That’s it.

I am deeply aware of what I hate. Maybe the person he’s trying to save… Maybe this is my inner self.

…….Ah, did becoming a woman make her more sensitive? Anyway, let’s get back to work.

“Where next, Italy? Hey, it’s a pretty friendly place.”

“Come to think of it, I heard that the pope over there is being promoted as a saint because of something with Satan.”

“That bastard is the one who eats mint chocolate in hell. Didn’t he jump out of fear?”

“Originally, Satan is not supposed to be able to defeat good people. Maybe that’s the case.”

Italy has some infrastructure left, but most of the country’s system has collapsed to the point where it is impossible to operate, so they chose to migrate.

If this is the case, they will bow down to us and come in, so if you take care of them appropriately, the conversation will be easier. I relaxed my mind in a situation that was nothing short of a break and let the Italian representative come in as it was.

“Excuse me”

“Uh…….?”

The person who came in is quite unique, but someone who remains clearly on the other side of my memory.

Vivid blonde of golden blonde. In contrast to that, she wore a black eyepatch and covered one eye. Her breasts were small, but her lines were clearly feminine.

A slightly blunt gaze looks directly at me. However, it seemed that both I and she could somehow understand the emotion in each other’s eyes.

“Uh…….”

“It’s Adriana Pacelli, representing Italy.”

I can understand the similarity in appearance, but it is difficult for me to answer hastily about the same name.

My ideal type, such as blonde hair, an eyepatch, and small breasts. If I search the world, there might be at least one person, but if they even have the same name I remember, what should I answer?

There are people like Yong Ha-yeon and Hibiki who were prominent in their previous lives, but it can be said that it is because they were transcendentalists. But now.

Now is…….

“Nice to meet you. My name is Gilhyun Choi. Please sit down first.”

Choi Gil-hyeon, perhaps noticing my condition, secretly took the initiative instead of me and proceeded with the story. In his favor, I step back and think.

Before I became a reincarnated person, the woman I loved in my first reincarnation life, in which I established myself as the worst, was in front of my eyes.

…….No, let’s not think about it. Anyway, she is a stranger.

It was the presence or absence of memory that made me understand that Hibiki was only a being with the same soul as Shuten. Just as Yong Hwa-jeong and Yong Ha-yeon are different people, the memory also varies from person to person depending on who has the initiative.

Even if he were to find his memories, it would be as if the current Hibiki would not be Shuten.

Same looks, same soul… Even so, she is not the woman I know. The bowl is the same, but the contents are not the same.

“I’ll have to coordinate the details, but I’ll understand it by moving for now.”

“Yes, then please.”

While thinking for a moment, Choi Gil-hyun finished the story. It’s something I wasn’t too interested in anyway… It was because what was happening right in front of me was shocking.

But she didn’t get up from her seat even though the story was over. Her gaze is directed at me from Gilhyun Choi.

“And this is a personal business…Have you seen me somewhere?”

“………”

My eyes met hers. No, what are you looking at with me?

Are you sure you don’t remember? Even if there is, it must be the sense of deja vu Yong Ha-yeon showed when he was Yong Hwa-jeong.

Even so, it would be difficult for her to recognize me now. My appearance as a man is a bit different from back then, and my appearance as a woman is completely different to the point of being considered a different person.

“Well, I’m not sure. What do you think someone you know?”

“I recognized it not simply because I heard the story, but because my eyes are used to it.

“That’s right, but what do you mean I’m an acquaintance of you?”

“Because I heard the story from Mr. Ha Baek-ri. He said it was a sense of déjà vu about her previous life.”

Baekri can’t help this kid. I mean, just say it like that.

There must have been no malice towards him, and he wouldn’t have been in a situation where he wished to be noticed…… Instead, let’s see the day he is discharged.

“What if you say someone you know?”

“Then the story is fast. How was I related to you in my previous life?”

“I don’t remember anyway, so what do I do?”

“At least you know what emotions I have.”

“What if it was between enemies who couldn’t live under the same sky?”

“For that matter, you speak Italian quite well. You’re not even from there. Are you learning a language for your enemies?”

“……..Ah”

I was conversing with her in Italian, unconsciously and naturally.

Among the global languages ​​I can speak, apart from the major languages ​​such as Chinese, Japanese, and English, Italian is the only one. It was acquired because she and her lover were.

It honestly doesn’t make sense that my wife is a foreigner and she doesn’t know the country or language. No, honestly, if I lived with a foreigner for 10 years, I would be able to do basic conversations in their language, right?

“If she’s that confident, she won’t know what she’s thinking. Then that’s it.”

“Why are you trying to avoid me?”

“That……..”

Even if she gets her memories back. Even if it brings her memories back and becomes the Adriana Pacelli I know.

Now I am not the me she used to know. She is not the worst of being a mediocre, but the worst of being the greatest demon king. That’s why I’m afraid to face it again.

I wasn’t afraid even in front of the absolute, but I felt that I was weak because I couldn’t finish the relationship in the past.

……That’s why I can’t climb the rod yet. Because this weakness was proof that I still had some humanity left in me.

If I had completely given up my humanity, there would have been no reason to suffer so much. When you think about it like this, it’s a little like that.

“I see we have a lot to talk about. Shall we eat for a while?”

Choi Gil-hyun, who noticed that the two of us had a lot to talk about, evoked the atmosphere.

……Okay, let’s talk while eating.

Because it’s been like that before.