Chapter 459 – [Even for Transcendents, the Problem of Infatuation Is a Serious Matter]

The absolute of denial and contradiction. She was persuaded (and defeated) by the phantom, the absolute mode of salvation, and she, who had withdrawn, reappeared.

For a moment, her aura didn’t cool down and froze, so I sent her children and her Zion separately and met her alone.

“I didn’t come here to be hostile. I just wanted to meet you once, so I hope you don’t mind.”

“Huh? Seeing as you can speak Korean, it doesn’t seem like you came here right away, right?”

“I stopped by Earth for a while. I heard stories about this and that, and I came back to see what the guys who worshiped me as a god did.”

“So how do you feel?”

“I’m not very excited”

I didn’t want anything like guilt in the first place. For the Absolute, human fights and deaths are only a part of this world after all, and even if you die, you will only repeat reincarnation.

For the Absolute, such things as guilt are not that heavy. There are few absolutes who value life itself, but even if you end a civilization with your own hands, you won’t feel the slightest weight.

“It’s indirectly your fault, but don’t you have the slightest bit of guilt?”

“It’s natural to live and die anyway, so do I need to feel guilty?”

“Anyway, returning the Earth to its original state?”

“That’s none of my business”

The power of the absolute is omnipotent depending on how you use it. If any one of the absolutes puts their mind to it, the current earth, where the environment has been ruined, will be able to return to normal at once.

“And it’s a problem that will recover after a while anyway, so why me?”

“Giant toughness true”

“Thank you for the compliment”

I want to swear at him openly, but I can’t because I’m scared that I’ll be followed if I do it openly.

Last time I couldn’t even use it, and I realized the gap again, and if I fall behind now, it’s just a dog’s death. The spell of reincarnation in my soul is not absolute, so if the opponent is an absolute, they can forcefully tear it apart and kill me.

No matter how much the soul of a transcendentalist is not easily destroyed the higher the level is… Didn’t you see that the other five apostles died without leaving their souls?

“So what’s your business?”

“To see you”

“Uh, like my ex-wife, being popular is hard”

“I don’t know about other people, but I like it”

“…Ah, wait a minute. Was that the kind of thing you really had to do?”

“Then?”

Suddenly something gives me goosebumps.

No, I am also a person who believes that love has no borders, and since I am bisexual, I can overcome the barriers of gender, but if the other person is an absolute person, the story will be different.

The Absolute is close to being like a concept, and it’s as simple as changing your body if you set your mind to it. Traveling the world with their bodies is just their hobby. Some absolutes are stuck in their own realm and do not come out.

Of course, it’s not like there are cases where absolute people get married… But the person closest to me is someone like a phantom. Because my father was the absolute being of creation and my mother was an ordinary human being.

“You really like me. You’re the kind of person I like.”

“Don’t touch me because I’m the owner”

“No”

“Hey?!?! Where do you say you like?! An unusual person like me can’t get a cover unless someone like my wife!!! Where do I like!!”

“Self-hate”

“………..”

I was at a loss for words in an unexpected part. The green eyes that bring out the disgust that I have seen in the enemy species look directly at me and see through my inner self.

Even if I am a transcendental person, the sight of the absolute can look into the heart of a mere human being. That’s why I figured out some of my inner feelings.

“Self-loathing is the same as self-denial. Few people have as much self-hatred as you, few transcendence among them, and even fewer still alive. It’s not a matter of character, most of them choose suicide.”

“What do you know?”

“Look, it reacts by touching sensitive parts”

I know very well that I am wrong, so there are times when even I do not like myself. No, it just doesn’t show it, it always does.

If it wasn’t for that, I wouldn’t have had to fight Choi Gil-hyun to be judged for my sins. Because no one would hate a guy who is far-fetched, kind, and has a good personality.

“The wall you’re blocking is probably coming from there.”

“…….”

“The agony of humanity that comes from self-loathing… Yes, I don’t hate it. If it wasn’t for that, I might have reached a higher place.”

“That’s not right”

Up until now, I had suffered from that self-loathing in my life, but there were also crises that I could overcome with the belief or pride that came from it.

Putting it all together, I am me. Self-loathing may deny myself, but it cannot deny my life itself.

“…Yeah, I like it as expected. If there’s one problem, it’s the gender.”

“No, I’m not interested in you!!!”

“When you become a man, won’t you make a child with me?”

“It’s not some kind of snowman, but you’re trying to make it that simple?!”

Among absolutes, there is no one who is not a handsome man or woman. In the first place, the standard of mummy itself must have come from them, so pretty much the aesthetic sense is based on that side. That’s why the Absolute of injustice and injustice is also a beauty… But if I had easily passed on that, I would have already set up a concubine.

During my reincarnation, there were times when I set up a harem, but even then, I did it with a person I liked and loved.

“Well, if you say so, that’s fine. There’s plenty of time anyway.”

“Somehow, the thought of launching a time lag attack gives chills down my spine.”

Fortunately for her, she’s not going to stick around. Because I am a reincarnated person and she is an absolute being without life and death. There is a lot of time left in the future.

Later things can be thought of later. At least right now, her crush ended up being rejected.

“It’s a little too much to go on like this, so I’ll give you one personal piece of advice.”

“What are you trying to say again?”

“Don’t think too deeply. What if you throw away your humanity or take it?”

“Isn’t that easy?”

As I often say, I am one step ahead on the road. Do you throw away your humanity and become a Lord, or become a Lord as a human? I’m just thinking about the choice of either option.

As Gray did, this is an important issue. It is to decide the will to use as one’s lifelong banner, and if it is wrongly determined, one’s will and position as the absolute contradict each other and become half-baked.

Just as most high school students take the CSAT as a turning point in their lives, this is similar. No, it’s more important.

“I am the Absolute of negation and contradiction. Negation is negation and negation of negation is affirmation, but I do not ignore the chaos in the middle. Although we seem different, we are closely related.”

“Chaos?”

“Sometimes there’s a way to choose the middle.”

“Is this a story where you can choose the middle?”

It’s easy to talk to others. Because it is impossible to sympathize with oneself as if one were not the person involved. Moreover, it is even more so if you are an absolute being who does not understand the human mind.

What she says is like asking a poor person why she is poor, as long as she earns a lot of money.

“Choosing the middle means choosing neither, and there is also the law of choosing both.

“If that’s the case…”

“I don’t hate either way. Whatever you choose, I’ll watch over you.”

“……I don’t recommend joining the faction of the Absolute of Fate.

“I don’t mean to. I knew roughly what Fate was thinking because we had exchanges in the past.”

“Am I just guessing?”

I can only speculate why the Absolute of Destiny gathers forces and schemes while antagonizing even the strongest Absolute like Phantom. In fact, I know it’s absurd, but I’m cooperating with it.

The majority of people don’t know her intentions… But at least the Four Heavenly Kings under her (even though I’m the weakest) guess or are convinced as well.

The absolute of denial and contradiction said with a smile.

“I’m looking forward to what you will choose from what will happen in the future.”

Her conversation with her ended just like that.

*        *    *

After shocking me with her sudden appearance, I sighed when she finally returned.

It’s good that at least there was no other additional damage. I just checked my SAN level and it’s over.

“Is the story over?”

“Ah, yes. It feels like Cthulhu came out all of a sudden, so I’m resting right now after finishing it.”

“I was surprised that an absolute person invaded.”

“If you’re shocked when you watch a horror movie, then you’ve said everything.”

You may think it’s not a big deal, but what Zion is afraid of when watching horror movies is not creatures with monsters, but occult parts with ghosts or evil spirits.

Hanon is weak against ghosts… No, to be precise, he’s weak against Aregish, one of the same dimension species.

If it’s a tribal part, if you watch a movie with ghosts, you can see a very cute wife. It’s just that I rarely see it because I don’t want to see it.

In any case, Shion is not easily surprised unless that part is surprising. He always maintains a calm expression, but this time, I wonder if it was terrifying.

“And what did you say?”

“Didn’t you hear?”

“I couldn’t eavesdrop because I was afraid of being found out.”

“Then it’s good. I just talked about personal things. Things like my career problems and factions.”

If you told Shion that the absolute should make a child, then you would be angry for a while.

Since Shion’s lifespan is infinite, he says that he will win in the end, but he is also an absolute being with no lifespan, so if he comes out as a rival, his merits will be blown away. Besides, since you can’t win by force… I’d rather not talk about it if at all possible.

“Did she go to that girl…?”

“What, why haven’t you gone yet?”

Ruri, who still had a halo, or to be more precise, the God-Ruri-Ruri that had descended on her body, was carefully examining her from behind the door.

“I haven’t finished talking about the temple yet, so I haven’t gone yet.”

“What about that…”

I don’t like religion and gods very much, but people do more if they don’t. If religion could be prevented by banning it, Christianity would have been eradicated long ago.

That’s why I’m confident to admit something like religion. However, only after confirming that the god of that religion exists by personally visiting and obtaining permission.

I’ve met Jesus before, and Buddha has met a phantom, so it passes, but Islam or that side is an exception. Who believes in a god whose existence is not even confirmed when there is a real god?

So, as long as the character or doctrine of God doesn’t bother me too much, I’m willing to allow it. God-Ruri-Ruri is a top-level deity, so it’s okay because it has humanity.

To be honest, none of the gods I know are relatively unkind. I killed all the bastards like that.

“Okay, I agree. Your doctrines are a bit promiscuous, but it’s still a good religion. Instead, do you leave family affairs to you?”

“On the one hand, I’m okay with infidelity, are you okay?”

“If it was just like that, I would have beaten you a long time ago.”

God-Ruri-Ruri’s divinity is sexual intercourse, but pure love is added in front of it due to a matter of personal taste. In short, I like pure love sex.

What she hates is sex full of forced elements such as NTR and rape. If she hadn’t, wouldn’t her religion have become a very promiscuous religion that pursues pure pleasure full of orgy sex?

If so, of course I would have killed him.

“It’s okay because I know which side you’ll take.”

Suppose there is a couple named A and B. But B had an affair with C.

Here, if A was loyal to her family and truly loved B, God-Ruri Ruri would punish B and C. She must have been pure love, at least to A, so it is natural for her to punish those who betrayed it.

However, on the contrary, if A is not properly faithful to the family and is indifferent, she will rather punish A. Love is not a one-way street, but a two-way street, so it is the responsibility of those who do not love, or do not love. I even got married, but then it ended up being a catastrophe.

On the one hand, it would be more accurate and fair for Gad-Ruri Ruri to punish her god rather than for a machine that is hard to understand emotions to solve the problem of infidelity.

In addition, it is possible to show flexibility in this and that in more complicated matters of love, and since it is a judgment made on humans from the position of God, there is no choice but to accept it. In a way, it’s a proper cutting edge, no, it’s a new line.

If the opponent is a human, I will reject it, but the opponent is a god. At least as long as the divinity itself does not change, she will remain the same and fair.

“It feels like a family court. All NTR gangsters, rapists, and other sex offenders, this God-Ruri-Ruri will destroy them all, so don’t worry!”

“Thank you! God-Ruri-Ruri… Ah, the friendly lines stop without even realizing it!”

Where is the old Raccoon Man mask?

Ah, now it’s a raccoon girl!

“It’s Big-Racoon Girl”

Shion corrected my words as he kneaded my buttock.