Chapter 685 – [White Church]

Legitimacy by lineage is very important in aristocratic and royal societies. It was not for nothing that the child born in the original wife was pushed more even if the ability was inferior to the child born in the concubine who had excellent abilities.

However, my sister and brother have no plans of getting married, and the second prince has long since fallen behind, so I am the only one left.

………In this case, isn’t Luminus and my child becoming emperors?

What are you doing being the emperor? After all, it’s a 3D job, right? It’s difficult because it’s a country job, and it’s dangerous because there’s a risk of assassination, and sometimes you have to kill people too.

I decided to think about this issue later, and I decided to sort out the civil war for a while.

“Mountains beyond mountains, problems beyond problems…”

Originally, all problems in the world were easy to commit, but difficult to deal with. Given the scale of this case, there was a lot of work to do.

First of all, we have to take his father’s body, which he sent with Duke Magnus to the academy, and give it a proper burial…… Uh, wait a minute.

“Sandtman…Did you do it to set up a base?”

The continental civil war was barely prevented just before it happened. Without me, the civil war would have started long ago and would have been in the midst of a war.

Originally, that was the purpose of Sandman. To cause a civil war in the Empire to keep the White Church from stopping and engulfing the continent in war.

But I stopped it before it exploded with my presence, and Sandman must have predicted that it would too.

Then why did he start an unnecessary incident?

If you think about it, there is only one left in the end. I was thinking of touching my acquaintances at the academy.

“Oh, but I don’t feel anything.”

I thought about each and every one of my acquaintances, but I didn’t feel much. It means safe.

Well, I don’t fully trust my feelings. Sometimes my senses don’t work when the Absolute of Destiny tries to trap me, but if the Absolute of Destiny has an idea, I won’t let my acquaintances die like that.

Even in the worst case, Shion is somehow safe. It is because of Shion that I stand on the side of the absolute ruler of fate, but if Shion dies, there is no reason to stand on her side.

“But I don’t know, so I expand my feelings and think about it when the baby comes.”

“Are you busy?”

At that moment, goose bumps came up behind me.

A voice I hadn’t heard in a while, and an opponent that my senses couldn’t respond to.

My feelings are not absolute, but the opponents who can avoid my feelings are rare, even if they are transcendentalists. First of all, even if you add all the load-in guys, it wouldn’t be more than a few dozen in all dimensions, and among the guys below that, it would be Ryuyeong and Bisal of the Ghost Slayer at most.

There was only one opponent who would ignore my feelings and come in leisurely.

Absolute.

“I’ll see you soon”

Hard.

I forcibly turn my head, which won’t turn, and head towards the woman who appeared behind me.

There, a striking beauty with her green and black hair intermingled and the tips of her hair cut diagonally emerged from a split dimension.

The absolute of denial and contradiction.

Dniel the Negative.

He is an absolute being who stopped by to judge the Tiv civilization in his previous life and then fell asleep there.

“For the absolute, hundreds of years is not such a long time, right?”

“That’s all right. If it’s fun, thousands of years will go by, but if it’s boring, then a year is a long time.”

“Oh, it’s not like that”

“Still, boredom is poison to us. Well, this is common to kids who live a long time.”

Somehow, it seems that his personality is a bit different from the last time I saw him. At that time, there was a slightly drowsy, 4-dimensional feeling, but now I would say the tension is a little higher.

“At that time, I woke up, but I was in a bad mood. Humans say… Well, orthostatic hypotension?”

“Your analogy is human-like. It seems that you have been looking back at the human world for a long time?”

“It’s not”

It feels like Cthulhu has visited the unexpected guest, but I served the tea for now.

It is better not to associate with the absolute, but seeing that he came directly like this means that he has something to do with me.

……..I have an idea about the matter, but I decided not to tell you first. I don’t have a hobby of stepping on a tiger’s tail.

“Anyway, you got caught up in trouble.”

“You see that?”

“Roughly. Ah, wait a minute. Umm…”

She seemed to be focusing on something, but all she was there was empty space. However, she looked at it for about a minute and then withdrew her gaze.

I think I saw something, but it seems to be something of a higher dimension that even I cannot see. Is it something like a causal law if you see that I didn’t even get caught in my feelings?

“I saw some of your destiny”

“Isn’t that the domain of the Absolute of Destiny?”

“That’s true. But we may have differences in strength, but our powers are equal. Adjusting fate and causality is another matter, but if she doesn’t stop it, I can see it.”

Well, to put it in an analogy, I’m similar to the manager, even though the department is different, so if it’s not confidential, I can read the business records of the next department.

I’m a little curious. Gad-Ruri-Ruri is a dim future that can be seen sparsely. What about the future of this episode, which I couldn’t even see clearly the last time we met?

“Umm, since this life is originally a male, I came to receive the seed as promised before…”

“Ahhhhh !!!

It’s really scary to hear that the woman who killed me in Hankyu wants to have my child?!

Besides, everyone is defenseless in bed. When I’m with Shion, I either turn off the force field or keep it to a minimum. In the meantime, with a girl who can kill you with a single finger? Are you crazy?

“Well, it’s okay. Looking at your future, I think it’s better to come a little later.”

“What did you see? They say you’ll come later?”

“I’ll be back by then, so don’t worry too much”

“No, fear precedes worry?! If you stick out like that, three hearts won’t be enough!!!!”

“Oh, how many more can you make?”

“Don’t say that to someone who can really do it!!!”

With the power of the Absolute, you can do almost anything. Turning humans into monsters, or turning monsters into humans. In the end, there is a difference in efficiency depending on the field in charge, but the result is the same.

I have a strong heart that doesn’t feel fear or fear because I’m pretty, but my heart beats every time I do something in front of the absolute.

I value humanity. However, the opponent is a being without such a concept of humanity. Some Absolutes have something close to it, but in the end it was only close.

Therefore, it cannot be measured by human common sense. It’s scary because you don’t know what will come out.

“I’ll tell you something, but this life may or may not be the end of your reincarnation”

“Who can’t say that?”

“The right to decide is up to you. In the end, it means it’s up to you. Do your best.”

“Then would you bless me?”

Transcendentalists of a certain level can bestow blessings. In my case, the signature is confirmed. It is a blessing that can limit the person’s cause of death within the law of cause and effect that I bet.

If she, who is the Absolute of her denial and injustice, gives her blessing… At least it won’t have a bad effect. In any case, it’s a blessing in the end.

………Ah, I thought that suddenly turning into a monster in the Cthulhu mythology was a hasty judgment, considering that it was a blessing from their point of view.

“My blessing is a blessing that makes it easier for the person who receives it to gain the favor of all kinds of negative beings and to do things that go against the law.

“I know the front, but I don’t know the back.”

“To give a simple example, it means that the consumption of power required to change the basic laws of physics is reduced.

“Isn’t time speeding up?”

“It’s a different direction.”

Anyway, it’s a blessing that won’t hurt to receive it. After becoming a transcendent and putting the load in front of him, there was a period of stagnation in his military power, but it wasn’t bad to gradually become stronger in this way.

After thinking about it for a bit, I decided to receive the blessing. It feels like receiving the blessing of Cthulhu, but it is not that easy to receive the blessing of the Absolute.

“『May the blessings of the inverted reason be with you』”

For a moment I felt a great will, then it was gone. It was very little that the huge causal rate that moved me was being adjusted, but I felt it.

Even I am a blessing that changes my destiny to die, but how much does the blessing of the absolute change the causal rate? I don’t know, but I know it will be huge.

“By the way, I’m curious about one thing. What do you like about me that makes me like you so much?”

“Ah…Didn’t I tell you?”

“This is our second meeting, so what?”

Unpaid kindness is rare in this world. She was there, but I didn’t think she was that kind.

At least it’s because I like her. But I don’t know why.

“Human beings have both narcissism and self-loathing.”

“Uh… That’s not true”

“Even if the self-hatred is strong, a person can survive if there is some degree of narcissism.

It was not uncommon for stories of people committing suicide because of depression due to self-loathing.

Why am I so ugly, why am I not like this, why am I……. Everyone has such self-hatred.

However, on the other hand, there is self-love, which is unfounded confidence that says ‘I’m as good-looking as I am’ while looking in the mirror. So humans can live.

“But you are different”

“……?”

“Your self-loathing has long gone too far. If you let even the most transcendent people feel the self-loathing you feel, they’d probably commit suicide.”

“Ah, it’s not that much. I have to exaggerate enough. Isn’t it the level of saying that the bracken picked from the hill behind the neighborhood is the bracken dried in the misty valley?”

At that, she gave a very decadent and alluring smile.

“You don’t have to hide your true feelings by pretending to be bright in front of me and making funny jokes.”

“…………..”

“You know, actually? The more people who look at you favorably, the more self-loathing grows, asking, “Why do you like me?”

She was stabbed in a pretty painful spot.

I know very well that I have a problem with my mind. And so is its source.

……… I wondered why there are so many people who like me in this episode, but it seems that the absolute of fate is doing something wrong with me. So what are you going to do with the reminder of your self-loathing?

This is why I hate that bitch. It creates an unreasonable reality without telling us without reason. That was the absolute destiny.

“Originally, it’s self-hatred that wouldn’t be strange even if you died a long time ago. Besides, you don’t have a lot of self-love, but your self-hatred is unreasonably large.”

“Therefore?”

“Isn’t it because you, who ended up committing suicide, are still alive because there is something that supports you?”

That is definitely Zion.

Because Zion is alive, I cannot die. As long as she is there, I will always be by her side.

If she chooses death herself, I might give up my beliefs and choose suicide. No, it’s almost certain from what I’ve heard now.

“Your self-loathing will continue to grow, at least as long as you’re alive. It’s not diminishing.”

As she said, self-hatred is living by overlaying it with self-love.

But my self-loathing is pacific, and my narcissism is the palm of my hand. It is impossible to cover it, but Zion supports it.

“I want to die, but I can’t, a person who is overflowing with self-hatred and self-denial more than anyone else in the world.”

She smiled broadly.

The sight of an absolute level beauty laughing is a sight to behold, but I felt rather terrified than that.

“How much can I, who is the absolute of denial and contradiction, not hate (love) you?”

“……As expected, all absolutes have gone out of their minds.”

“There are probably very few people like you. That’s why I want to have your child.”

He blessed me easily, so I tried to see it a little better, but the absolute was the absolute. An absolute that cannot be measured by human common sense.

I don’t know why there are so many strange women around me. To be honest, Shion is kind of like that too.

………Ah, come to think of it, if it’s not a weird girl, you wouldn’t like me!!!

“But, do you like daughters or sons? What is your race? What is your talent level?”

“Even if a transcendental being higher than Lord can determine the birth of a child, it will be random like the absolute being of creation… But what if I keep rejecting it?”

“Shall we play the rape game?”

“No, don’t you fucking hate it?!”

“Yeah, that’s the way it is”

No, this bitch?!?!?!

The day will come when I will live and be raped by a woman?!?!