Chapter 730 – [A Dream That Didn’t Bloom]

I realized the reality.

This place is fake king of dreams. It was nothing more than a dream world created by Nayuta, a dream that could not bloom.

It’s an incredibly sophisticated world, to be honest. If I had been alone, it would have been impossible for me to be aware of myself in this world.

I knew that this world was heterogeneous. But despite this, Ana made me realize that I was blocked in the most important part.

“In a self-perfect world, outside interference doesn’t work, and in the end you have to use your hands from the inside, but it’s impossible for an ordinary human to escape from this world. To be honest, you can say you’ve been lucky.”

“Ana”

“So, how was this world?”

“……It was good. Very.”

I spit out my honest feelings.

This world was very good. It was paradise, no room for complaint.

A dream I wished for… But a dream that could not come true.

It was my dream to live happily without killing a single time.

A life where no one is killed and the Thousand Killer is not even aware of it, just living with a lover and family.

Because he wasn’t even reincarnated, he lived that way and believed that it would end, that kind of life.

That was the true happiness I was looking for. There is no need to suffer anymore, it is a world full of happiness. To the point where I’m convinced that if I said I wanted to leave this world, it would honestly be a lie.

“But this is a dream”

“Yes, but it would have been impossible to be self-aware. In a perfect world, no amount of external interference would have been meaningless.”

“You……..”

“Should I say it’s a bit of a singularity? It seems that the creator of this world didn’t know that you were a reincarnated person.”

Yes, the great demon king of dreams did not know that I was a reincarnated person, there was no Ali.

Even if you had a body, it was possible to reach a transcendent with a body. However, whether reincarnated or reincarnated or possessed, either line was rare.

It would have been even more so if the absolute ruler of fate had also taken a hand. Among the souls that the dream king has acquired, there is no reincarnated soul, and mine must be the first.

So, in this gap, I was able to realize that the ideal of the world was being created.

Well…If it seemed like a strange feeling, I felt it to some extent through one of my abilities, ‘sense’. But recognizing it is a different matter.

“Even I wouldn’t have been aware of the stimulation until you noticed something different. It’s because of various coincidences that we’ve come to this point.”

“………Ah”

Did I notice that I was different in this world, and that I was able to finally realize myself because of Ana’s self-awareness?

Hagisa There was no way the dream of becoming a dream giant, on the same level as mine, and even more complete when it comes to dreams, would not come true so easily. It was really a coincidence after coincidence that it was possible because of luck.

But here a question arises.

Indeed, in this perfectly happy world, could Ana be aware of the opposite of my dreams?

In other words, it is like a puppet that does not move according to the controller’s words. No, it is rather the opposite.

“Simple story. I was made to wish for your happiness. And this world was built on you.”

“That’s what it sounds like…”

“You’re reincarnated. So it means that the me from the first playthrough and the me from before are in a mixed state.”

She is Ana from the first playthrough, and she met Ana in her previous life and lived happily until she died.

The Ana in this dream world is a mixture of the Anas of those two attributes. Normally, one person would be one person, but since I was a reincarnated person, I met two people of the same age and the two attributes were mixed, and this error arose.

This is because only the reincarnated person can do this. Whether it was a possessed person or a reincarnated person, this was impossible.

“If it were just me in the first playthrough, I would have wished for a 100-year relationship with you. That’s why I would never have done anything to make you aware in order to keep you in this world.”

“Right”

“But the me you met in your previous life is different. I already left satisfied… That’s why I wanted your true happiness.

My true happiness.

No, my true happiness that Ana wants.

“Isn’t there someone waiting outside?”

“………Yes”

“If you were just wandering around, I would have kept you here to rest. But right now, there is someone else waiting by your side, not me.

Zion is waiting.

Zion was waiting for me to win and come back.

For that, I can even give up this happy world. It’s what I really wanted… Even if this was real, if there was Shion, I could give it up.

“When I reincarnated and became aware of myself, I considered it a blessing to be by your side again. But that position was already filled.”

“………Sorry”

“It’s okay. It’s no big deal to have a few women in front of infinitely repeating reincarnations. Rather, it’s good that you chose the only unchanging woman in such reincarnations.”

You can think of me as a lack of fidelity, but I am a reincarnated person. I had to repeat many lives in the future.

I definitely loved Ana. But more than that, I love Zion.

If I had to choose between the two, I would choose Zion without hesitation. Even if you swear at someone for being heartless or heartless, that fact cannot be changed.

“You love her. As her reincarnation, she will be the only woman next to you…”

“Sorry”

“You’re not saying you’re here even with empty words.”

“Because I have to leave. I have a place to go back to.”

“Then there’s nothing we can do about it. Once a man has chosen a path, he has to go.”

She knew that too and made me aware. She left it as it was and left the cook named Worst as her husband, and deliberately awakened the Worst, her reincarnation and the Great Demon King.

I have a place to go back to, so I have to go back.

“Still, if you’re a reincarnated person, someday you’ll be connected and meet again.

“No?! What the hell?!”

“It’s not bad to have a mistress once you’ve been with your wife. A secret love affair would be quite fun.”

“No, where did you learn strange things?!?!”

This is a dream world. It’s just an illusion created based on me.

A happy, opportunistic world. It is a world in which I am the main character, where everything revolves around me.

The Ana in front of me was just a resident of such a world. But she chose her own extinction for my true happiness.

Yes, when I leave this world, everything in this world will disappear.

It was determined and acted upon. Even if a person is only an illusion of the created world, the past is definitely something I know, and I couldn’t ignore it.

I have to go back to Zion.

I will go back and make Zion happy.

“Awareness and escaping from this world are two different things. At least it’s possible because you have a high level, but it’s impossible unless you have a higher level than that.”

“I know.

“I’ve seen quite a few. But isn’t there too many women in this life anyway?”

“Uh oh oh oh, I think so too”

The atmosphere was lightened with a brief joke.

And the moment I decide to leave this world. Two of my younger brothers showed up.

Although they say they can’t use their power properly as transcendentalists, the younger siblings who appeared without any sign of presence were very heterogeneous. But on the contrary, very naturally, my younger siblings grabbed my arm.

“Tongue…”

“Brother, are you going? Why?”

“Shin-ah, Myung-ah”

Latest, Myung Choi.

Two younger brothers whom I loved.

They are my blood relatives whom I remember even in my long reincarnation, but I have no choice but to leave them behind. Because someone who loves them more than them is waiting outside.

It’s a cruel story. But it’s normal. I will leave this place and go to see Zion.

I slowly hugged the two of them. Even though it was in a dream, it was very real and I felt the warmth.

“I love you guys too. That will never change”

“But why are you leaving?”

“It’s because there’s someone I love more than you guys. Because that person is waiting, I have no choice but to leave.”

“Brother……..”

Unlike Ana, the two younger siblings I had only seen once tried to catch me until the end.

Of course. This is the world of my dreams. So it was clear he would do anything to keep me.

Of course he’s trying to use his younger siblings to catch me. But I’m already ready to leave.

“Let’s meet again someday. Just like how Ana and I met. If we repeat our lives as reincarnated people, maybe we can meet again someday.”

“…Yes, because you always sacrificed for us. Find your happiness.”

“Someday, see you again. It’s a promise.”

It is a promise without promise. In fact, I don’t know when we’ll see each other again… If you give a monkey a typewriter and give it infinite time, it will write a novel.

Given infinite time, the two younger siblings might be able to meet again someday.

Then the younger siblings scattered like a mirage. The world in dreams is unreal but realistic. If you think about it, the disappearance of the two is heterogeneous.

It seems to have disappeared because it was judged to be a contradictory existence when it accepted that I was leaving, even though it was there to hold me.

The promise with the younger siblings and the memories that have been revived for the first time in a while remain in my heart. I was very happy to see them again.

And that feeling becomes one of my driving forces.

“Go back… No, that’s not what I meant. Then go. Don’t come here again, let’s meet me outside.”

“At least until this world collapses, let’s go together. See you off.”

“Are there any regrets left?”

“I won’t be able to see you for a long time, so it’s okay to take a walk?”

Walk the world

As I realized myself, this world began to crumble.

Even if it’s not that, the very convenient world centered on me is very heterogeneous to me now. China is so large that it is called a great country, Japan acknowledged its past atrocities and apologized extensively, and the Western powers apologized and compensated the countries that were colonies in the past.

It is such a world that cannot happen in reality. It was an ideal world that could not be fulfilled even though humans had greed.

And although I don’t have any abilities in this world, the fact that I reached the other side of the world with just a few steps is proof of that.

“Actually, you don’t want to send it on the other side of your heart, do you?”

“……….Right”

I wasn’t just walking through a collapsing world with Ana.

It is said that the memories of Ana in the second round that I met in my previous life are the basis, but it does not mean that I do not have memories of the first round of being my lover. Even now, she must be telling me not to let go of her memories of the first playthrough.

At least, the reason she doesn’t disappear like her younger siblings is because she has memories from the second episode. That memory must have resolved her contradictions and maintained her existence.

There’s nothing wrong with going somewhere in the middle.

“Pretending to be strong is the same as it was then and now… But Shion is a bit different.”

“Do you talk about other women in front of your lover?”

“That would be the opposite. Talking about a lover in front of a woman.”

“I’m a lover too”

“Are you upset?”

If it was Shion, if I asked him bluntly if he was angry, he would have gotten even more angry… Ah, I think Ana is the same.

Anyway, that’s how I went around the world. It took only ten minutes.

The crumbling world was in such an unstable state. It is as if it is divided into fragments, and the humans other than Ana, who come out of the world that is breaking apart, do not notice anything more and disappear along with the world.

Now it’s time for her to really leave her.

I move forward, and Ana ends here. Can’t take The Ana here is technically not even the real Ana.

But nonetheless, in my dream, Ana waved her hand at me.

“Hello again. Let’s meet again with me outside of her. And be happy with her.”

“Okay, someday again”

Her side, her and I handed her a light kiss of her parting.

Even if it’s a dream and an illusion, there’s a feeling. Although not as cheery as Shion, she was given strength.

Relationship between beginning and end.

I intend to take it and go to a new level.