Chapter 125 – 124 – The Peeping Woman, The Wounded Woman, The Child-Like Woman (6)

I was angry.

I was angry that he couldn’t recognize my worth even when I was right in front of him, that he was fooling around with a married woman, at this shitty situation, and at myself for still having a shred of expectation.

Most of all, I’m angry at myself for being here like this.

Cha Hyewon leaned against the wall and laughed hollowly.

Maybe it was because it was night, but when she leaned her head against the cold wall and closed her eyes, the heat that had been rising seemed to subside… no, it just made her even hotter with anger.

‘Okay. At least I came to my senses, even if it’s late.’

She snorted at Yurian’s rejection now that he knew she was married, but at least he had come to his senses. It would have been better if he had been like this from the start… it was a bit late, but at least he hadn’t crossed the line.

It was a bit of a shame, but Cha Hyewon decided to give herself a pass for not being caught.

‘Men are all the same. If a woman who seems even a little bit decent comes on to them, they can only think about sex.’

She was trying to forgive him, but then he fell for that vixen who started complaining about her woes.

‘That, that idiot. Does he believe that? No, even if he does, what does it have to do with him?’

How could he be so clueless about women? It was unbelievable, but her excellent hearing picked up the sounds that followed. Cheesy words were exchanged, the sound of something being sucked, the sound of skin rubbing, the sound of something wet and liquid… sounds that reminded her of the three people’s fleshly feast she had witnessed yesterday.

‘What is that? How do they make those sounds?’
‘That’s, that’s too explicit! How can a woman say those things…!’
‘They must be enjoying it so much. How do they do that?’
‘Are they really going to pass out? They’re really going at it.’

Cha Hyewon’s fingers, which had been listening intently, unconsciously moved towards her legs, which were curled up. A bit of alcohol and the accumulated stress were encouraging impulsive behavior, and her heated body was restless.

Her body was hot. Her lower body was tingling, and she wanted to rub it with her hand right away.
Just a little… no one would know anyway, right? So, just a little bit…

The sense of guilt and tension from secretly listening to the intense and primal sounds of two people… two people she knew well… having sex. The vivid sense of reality, as if the scene was being replayed when she closed her eyes. The relief and thrill of knowing that no one was watching or knew.

All of this, combined with the alcohol and the accumulated stress, pushed Cha Hyewon’s back.

She leaned against the wall, closed her eyes, and listened to the sounds of the two people having sex. A vivid sense of reality that made her imagine the scene of their sex.

Every time her fingers rubbed between her legs, sticky liquid dripped down her wet crotch.

‘Ah, it feels so good.’

She closed her eyes and imagined. The sound of their conversation, the sound of their bodies colliding violently, the screams without restraint.

Naked Yurian was moving. Just like she had seen him yesterday, he was shaking his disgustingly huge thing and teasing the woman.

In her imagination, Yurian was roughly digging into the woman’s flesh, panting like a beast. The image of the woman shamelessly spreading her legs and accepting the horny beast gradually became familiar.

‘Haa… here… yes, here. Right here. More… do it more.’

Cha Hyewon’s hand movements, which had already superimposed herself onto the woman in her imagination, gradually became more intense.

‘I… I have someone I like… ah, I shouldn’t be doing this. While having another man I like in my heart… with a man I’m not even dating… but it feels so good. I’m going crazy. It’s so… so good…’

Yurian asked where it felt good. I was burying my face in the bed, my ass raised like a beast, being pounded.

What a vulgar position. Being toyed with in a submissive position, no different from a beast. Giving my body to a man I don’t even like or date… and getting asked this kind of question.

“…My pussy. My pussy… feels good.”

A trembling voice, faintly leaking out like a sigh. I… I’m saying these words. Uttering such vulgar words with my own mouth.

The unbearable pleasure surged as I saw myself saying these words while giving my body to a man.

Cha Hyewon’s fingers rubbed intensely over her clothes.

It was after the intense climax that Cha Hyewon, who had been having sex with Yurian in her imagination, came to her senses.

‘……Ah. I’m crazy. Cha Hyewon, you crazy bitch!’

Cha Hyewon, who had been panting and banging her head against the wall, suddenly stopped moving. The window was flung open. Her heart felt like it was dropping, and she even stopped breathing for a moment.

Fortunately, Yurian didn’t seem to notice. Even her sigh of relief was trembling, and she shuddered at how humiliating it would have been if she had been caught.

The feeling of her wet fingers and crotch became unpleasant belatedly.

“Sandra. I don’t know if I should be saying this, but… you’re very attractive. Really. You said your husband doesn’t have erectile dysfunction, right?”
“……Yes.”
“Then it means he doesn’t have a problem with his sexual function. Could there be a problem between you two? Maybe he’s intimidated by having such a capable and attractive woman as his wife? Surprisingly, there are many men who get erectile dysfunction when they’re intimidated by women.”
“Hmph. That man? I don’t think so… no. …Maybe he could be.”

The sound of them chatting. Cha Hyewon thought she should get up soon. Doing such embarrassing things again today, after yesterday… The moment she got up with a depressed feeling.

“Ah, Yurian. Is there a problem with the magistrate?”
“Hyewon? No. There isn’t.”
“Huh? Is the magistrate’s name Hyewon? Ah, is it a nickname?”
“It’s her name. Her surname is Cha and her given name is Hyewon. What, didn’t you know?”
“That’s a unique name. I thought the magistrate’s name was Cha Hyewon, and she was hiding her surname. Or that she was from a commoner background.”
“That’s how it is in our hometown.”
“Then is Yurian’s surname Yu too?”
“…My surname? Yu… that’s right. It was Yu.”

Huh? Did he remember her name?
Cha Hyewon’s ears perked up. Her name was mentioned, and then the name of the guy who had forgotten it was also being discussed.

“Hee~ But the magistrate has been acting a bit strange lately. Do you know? The magistrate is very conscious of you.”
“…Huh? Sorry, what did you say?”
“I said the magistrate is very conscious of you.”
“Her of me? I don’t think so.”
“Anyway, men are like that. Then what about you? What do you think of the magistrate?”
“I think…”

She reflexively held her breath. Even though she knew it wasn’t true, she was afraid that her breathing would be heard.

Cha Hyewon pressed herself against the wall and listened intently.

“A friend I can tell anything to?”
“What’s that? If you’re friends, you’re friends. What do you mean, ‘someone I can tell anything to’? Does that mean you’re the best of friends?”
“Hmm… rather than being close, I’d say we’re comrades who can understand each other. It’s complicated to explain.”

…A friend.
Comrades who can understand each other. She felt a sense of relief, but also dissatisfaction. Cha Hyewon pouted and bumped her head against the wall.

“Huh? Did you hear a sound just now?”
“Not really?”
“Maybe it was an insect.”

Oh, my god.
Cha Hyewon, who had been clutching her pounding heart, let out a sigh.

“To put it simply, a unique understander in this world… something like that?”
“…What is it? Is there something between you two? That’s more than just friends.”

A unique understander.
Cha Hyewon chuckled. It sounded good, but in the end, they were nothing more than people who shared the commonality of being modern people. Well… still, I guess he and I are the only modern people in this world.

A unique understander. Not bad.
Her depressed mood was slightly diluted. She thought she could sleep well tonight, and she smiled faintly as she was about to walk back to her room when she heard voices again.

“It’s not just friends. Why? Are you jealous?”
“Jealous? I don’t expect that much. It’s just… the day hasn’t even ended yet, and my head is getting complicated. Someone said they would make me forget everything today…”
“Who was it that was begging me to stop? That’s right, the day hasn’t ended yet. Then I’ll have to make sure your head is empty for the rest of the time, right?”
“Kyaa, go ahead and try.”

……You beasts.
Cha Hyewon glanced at the open second-floor window. They were at it again. It was disgusting.

Listening to the sounds of pleasure again, she quietly leaned against the wall and squatted down.
…Should I stay a little longer?

“Haaam. There’s no rush, so why are we leaving at the crack of dawn?”

He must be sleepy.
At dawn, as the sun was rising, Cha Hyewon glared at Yurian, who had come to see her off. After all that shit he did all day yesterday, he wouldn’t be human if he wasn’t tired. That beast.

“Magistrate. I’m ready.”
“……Your face looks good?”
“Pardon?”
“Your skin is very smooth.”
“Oh my? Really? That’s strange, I thought my skin was getting rough lately.”

Sandra, who had been speaking nonchalantly, glanced at Yurian. Cha Hyewon turned away when she saw them smiling at each other.

‘They’re just dripping with honey.’

Yurian, who had quickly followed Cha Hyewon as she grumbled and walked towards her horse, whispered softly.

“They say that envoys from the Empire are coming today… are you really going to go like this? You know. You know that a large-scale meeting is being held because the Holy War has been declared. You have to keep your place as one of the representatives of the Empire, are you just going to throw away this opportunity?”
“I don’t know. Tell them to do whatever they want. I’m not interested in that kind of thing.”
“No, you idiot. If you keep your place as one of the representatives of the Empire, it’ll be easier for me, and your status in the Empire will rise.”
“Ah~ So you want me to wait for you?”
“Why are you twisting my words? I’m not saying it just for my benefit, it’s a good opportunity for you too. Win-win! Don’t you know?”
“Forget it.”
“Hey! Cha Hyewon! Are you really going to do this? Why are you being so difficult?”

Cha Hyewon, who had been carelessly putting her luggage on the saddle, turned around and faced Yurian.

“Who are you to tell me what to do?”
“What?”
“You. What are we to each other? Why do you keep telling me what to do?”
“Well…”

Cha Hyewon’s gaze, which was staring intently, was like a laser beam aimed at Yurian’s face.
That’s right. Say it. Say it. Ask this body, your unique understander!

Yurian, who had been stammering with his lips moving, opened his mouth carefully at her expectant, sparkling eyes.

“Rivals?”
“……Huh?”
“Well, that’s right. We’re rivals who are competing in good faith… aren’t we? Haha.”
“Why, why? Why are we rivals!”
“Well… we’re friendly, but not so friendly that we can call each other close. And we’re definitely not on bad terms. A moderate friendly relationship, similar positions and circumstances. A relationship where we’re subtly conscious of each other. Isn’t that what rivals are…?”
“……Okay. Let’s be rivals. Rivals are good. Okay, fine. Let’s see who wins. Huh? Let’s see who wins.”
“Why, why are you like this? Huh? Hey, are you really going to go like this? Huh? Huh? Are you running away?”
“Ah, shit! Fine, shit, I’ll attend that damn meeting! Are you happy now!”