Chapter 52 – The Day Of The Violet Full Moon (7)

I won’t let her think about any other man ever again. I’ll hold her hand all day, kiss her, whisper sweet nothings, and make her think only of me.
How can I… how can I do it? I desperately think, swaying my hips.
How, how, how! How can I make you mine?

“Aaaah! St, stop! I’m going crazy!”

…If I have a child. If I have our child, can I make her mine?
Why was I foolishly holding back?
I unleash the pent-up sensation I had barely been holding back. Deep inside the lovely Lilith, as deep as I can, as close to the womb as possible, I pour out my seed.

Not yet. Not yet.
It’s still not enough. Even after ejaculating, my hardened member doesn’t rest, and once again burrows into Lilith’s flesh.

“Y, you came! That’s enough, hyaaah! Stop! Again, again!”

Is it thanks to my peerless stamina? Even after exploding, my still-firm member continues to thrust, and soon, a great torrent of fluid flows from Lilith’s groin. Liquid spills onto the floor. Even as the mixture of semen and vaginal fluids pours out, my member doesn’t stop moving within her.

‘More, more! I have to ejaculate deeper. So it doesn’t spill out!’

Successive climaxes.
It no longer matters who is reaching the peak. Both Lilith and I are reaching climax after climax, endlessly coming, coming, and continuing to pour out.
My body, beyond my control, continues to ejaculate while burrowing into Lilith’s flesh. A bizarre sight of thrusting while coming.

There was no time for complex thoughts.
My mind was filled only with the thought of needing to pour myself out inside Lilith, and that was making my body move. My vision turned white from the excessive pleasure, and my whole body trembled as if in convulsions.

No. If my hands lose their strength… I won’t be able to hold Lilith. I don’t want to let go. Lilith is mine. I’ll never let go.

…I can’t think. My head is blank.
My reason has flown away, but my pleasure-filled body doesn’t stop. Craving even more pleasure, I pull Lilith close and continue to pound into her, and finally, a beast-like sound escapes Lilith’s lips.

“Aaaah! Master! Master! I told you! I told you, whyyy!!”

* * *

My head is blank. What is this? Where am I… Lilith!? Where did Lilith go?
Dark vision. As soon as I realize that I can’t feel Lilith’s presence, a sense of unease… unease…? I don’t feel it?
Ah. Only then does my reason return. …Damn it. I couldn’t hold out after all.
I knew it, yet I was played by Lilith. It’s been a long time since I felt this shitty.

It wasn’t like I was tricked without knowing, the self-loathing of having fallen for it even though I knew everything fills me.
Fuck. Fuck. But why is it so dark?
…Ah, I had my eyes closed.

Then where am I? …Am I lying down?
I feel a soft yet bumpy floor behind my back. This familiar feeling is… a tent? I’m lying in a tent. And the familiar presences around me are… Diana, Irian, and Karsilla?

‘What happened? Did I escape from the dream? Or did Lilith send me?’

I retrace my last memories.
I pounded like a beast, and I howled like a beast.
After the moment when both of us, swallowed by pleasure, became beasts and endlessly sought each other, howling.
Clearly… we both collapsed onto the floor like that.

My reason flew away from the excessive pleasure, and my body convulsed endlessly, beyond my control.
Thanks to that, both of us experienced our final climax almost simultaneously, and then I remember collapsing onto the floor, covered in semen and vaginal fluids, convulsing. …Ugh, thinking about it now, it’s a bit disgusting.

The sight of the floor being so soaked that it flowed down the stairs and pooled on the floor.
How many times did I come? It feels like more than 10 times… I’m a beast, but Lilith was like a water tank. She came several times more than me, and each time she came, she poured out so much. I wonder if she didn’t dry up.

If that were the case, what a ridiculous and absurd death it would be, even in this situation, a hollow laugh escapes me. A man who defeated a succubus with sex and even caused her to die from it! Wow, a proud yet vulgar title.
After that… the two of us collapsed.
While collapsing, somehow we ended up facing each other. The memory naturally surfaces in my mind.

“Y, you bad… bastard. I told you to stop.”
“Bad? Looking at you still convulsing, it seems like you enjoyed it a lot.”

Perhaps because the heat in my head has subsided, a bit of my reason has returned.
…What a sight. The surrounding scenery and… Lilith too.
Since we’re facing each other, it’s easy to see what state we’re in.

Lilith’s eyes, which had been half-gone, are gradually becoming clearer, but… is that drool on her lips? It seems she doesn’t know yet. …Drool on lovely Lilith’s face, I should wipe it off, right?
I give all my strength to my unmoving hand, and barely manage to wipe Lilith’s lips.

“Wh, what!”
“Drool.”
“What!?”
“You were drooling.”
“…N, no. That can’t be. Don’t lie!!”

It seems she’s quite embarrassed to be struggling in her collapsed state. Right next to the struggling Lilith, a translucent status window floats in the air, showing that her infatuation level is over 90%. …I see. No wonder every aspect of Lilith looks so lovely, this is a problem.

My mind is clearly thinking that, but my body is starting to move on its own.
I wipe the drool from Lilith’s lips with my finger, and then… why, why is it going to my mouth…!? No! Don’t do this! You damn it!!

“Y, you, wait, what are you… hey! Hey!”

I’m getting dazed.
It should be disgusting, but why does it feel sweet? …I’m shuddering at the horror of the infatuation level, but Lilith’s eyes are also shaking uncontrollably.

“You called me… a slut. You called me a bitch.”

I did. I didn’t even know those words would come out of my mouth. They were words I blurted out half-unconsciously, without thinking, and now I regret them. Even so, it was too much. What did I say to such a lovely girl?

I should apologize… no, should I even be apologizing? In the first place, it was Lilith who dragged me here and tried to control me. Let’s get a grip. I need to maintain my reason.

“So?”

I replied curtly without realizing it. My head is still hazy, and I’m having complex thoughts, so I was surprised after I spoke.

“…I, isn’t it dirty?”

Lilith was also startled by my cold tone. She seems uneasy, and her shaking gaze can’t even look at me properly, which makes me feel sorry for her. Such a lovely child being dirty. I’ve gone mad. I should apologize for my mistakes even if it means dying… I’m really crazy.
It’s hard to maintain my sanity when the infatuation level is over 90%.

“It’s okay since you’re my personal bitch. You called me master.”
“……I did? A, aah!”

Ah, this is really dangerous.

◉ Status Ailment: Undying Archduke’s Mark (Physical Stats -20%)
                                Succubus’s Invitation (Resistance -25% due to hostile environment)
                                ▷ Transforming due to Succubus’s Infatuation (98.1% ↗)

The figures of Diana, Irian, and Karsilla become blurry.
What was I doing? Clearly… a quest… Demon King… what was it? Why am I here? Lilith… I need to go to Lilith.
…No. This is because of Lilith’s infatuation… but… even so, she’s so lovely it’s driving me crazy.

The faces of the people who filled my mind become faint, and what fills their place is Lilith’s lovely face. …Damn it. I need to get a grip… I need to, but. Ah, looking at Lilith’s lips, I can’t hold back.

I can only think of wanting to overlap my lips with those beautiful lips.
LilithLilithLilithLilithLilith…

“……It’s over.”

Lilith’s complex gaze. Why is she looking at me with those eyes? Is she sad? Regret? Ah, no. I don’t want to see Lilith sad. My lovely Lilith, why are you sad?

“Yurian. When, and how did you find out my identity…”
“Ah, Lilith. Of course, I’ll tell you. Please, allow me to kiss you. Huh?”

I cried out with a desperate heart, looking at her lovely face, but Lilith only stared at me with complex eyes. Why? Why!?

“……It’s okay. This look is boring, so go away.”
“Huh? Lilith? Lilith! Lilith!”

Her lovely figure gradually fades. Wh, what is this? Why is Lilith disappearing… huh?

* * *

‘Ah. Black history, fuck.’

I remember. The last image of me acting disgracefully. My figure, crying out for Lilith in the collapsing world.
……It’s fucked up. She must have seen everything.
No, that doesn’t matter. How could I have forgotten about our kids? Diana, Irian, Karsilla… and if I add one more, Cha Hyewon.

Haa… Now that my head is working, I’m going crazy thinking about how pathetic I was. What was I going to do with my divine power, having sex there?
No, let’s put sex aside. How could I refuse when Lilith was seducing me? I should have done it moderately and used my divine power to escape, but why did I keep pounding like an idiot and end up like that?

While having sex, if it seemed like I couldn’t handle the infatuation level, I should have exploded my divine power to escape. Or… yeah, I could have tried purifying with divine magic. If I had used purification or detoxification magic, the infatuation level would have decreased, or at least the progress would have slowed down!
I could have enjoyed it and just escaped, but why! Why?

‘……Did the infatuation level rise, and I instinctively refuse to be separated from Lilith?’

I thought I was maintaining my sanity, but it was all an illusion. In the end, I was played by Lilith.
…She’s more dangerous than I thought. If I meet her again, I’ll definitely kill… wait.

‘But why did she let me go? I was almost Lilith’s slave… she just let me go? Why?’

It doesn’t make sense. The infatuation level was close to 99%. In just a few minutes, I would have become Lilith’s loyal slave, yearning for her love. It was an opportunity to make a capable priest her slave, not to mention the information she wanted so badly, so why did she give up? What was she thinking?

I can’t get the question of why she just let me go at the very last moment out of my head.
Suddenly, her eyes, which had a glimpse of complex emotions, came to mind. What was she thinking? Why was she looking at me with those eyes?

‘And what did she say? Clearly… she said it was boring. What? What was boring?’

Trying to force my unresponsive head to turn to figure out Lilith’s true intentions gives me a headache.
Ah, my head hurts. But why do I keep hearing whispering sounds… ah, it’s our kids. Are they not asleep yet…?

“Sniff, sniff.”

A small rustling sound and then a strange noise. It sounds like someone is smelling something… what is it?

“Karsilla, what are you… you shouldn’t do that.”
“Yeah. But it’s weird.”
“Huh?”

Diana’s voice and Irian’s presence. But what is Karsilla smelling… why do I feel weight on my thigh…….

“Uh… this is… thaa…….”

Irian’s hesitant voice.

“What is this? Did Papa pee?”
“……No, I didn’t.”

……Pee? Now that I think about it, my pants are wet… wet? Why are they wet? Why, why are they wet!!

“Th, this is that. That… Karsilla. Men, when they’ve been holding it in for a long time, thaa~ it’s called, uh, a wet dream.”
“Irian. Karsilla is still a baby.”
“Saintess. Shouldn’t she know at least this much? She, she saw everything, it’s not good for her education to just let it slide.”
“Wet dream? Papa wet dream?”

……I want to kill myself. Lilith, you bitch.