Chapter 72 – 71 – The First Time (3)

It took some time for Diana to regain her senses. Meanwhile, I was desperately resisting the squeezing of her inner walls, barely holding on after three consecutive ejaculations.

“Uhh? Yurian?”
“……Yeah.”
“Why do you look like that? You look really exhausted.”
“N-no, that’s not it. I’m not tired at all. I’m fine.”

I forced a smile and pulled my hips back, and Diana’s body followed. …No, seriously. How can her insides be so tight? It’s beyond human level at this point.

“Ahhn… It feels… weird.”
“How so?”
“It hurts.”
“Ah. Come to think of it, it was your first time.”

Diana’s round eyes narrowed, as if she understood my muttered words.

“Yeah. Only Diana’s first time. Yurian’s not a first-timer.”
“……”

I couldn’t meet her piercing blue gaze and turned my head away. To be honest, aside from a slight sense of guilt, I mostly felt relieved, which made me feel even more guilty.

It’s a truly irrational feeling, but when I imagined how I would have felt if it wasn’t Diana’s first time… I’m glad it was her first. Ah, right. If it’s her first time, it must hurt, right?

“Umm… Does it hurt a lot?”
“No. It’s not as bad as I thought?”

Her tilted head didn’t seem like she was lying. I glanced down at her lower abdomen, and there were faint traces of blood, but it didn’t seem like much.

Seeing her looking so cheerful, I felt a bit annoyed and pinched her nipple.

“Ahhn… Why are you doing that all of a sudden?”

She flinched, and as if retaliating, she gently bit her lower lip and tugged, which made me aroused again with her cute gesture.

I can’t end it like this. I can’t let this happen with the ‘Great Tool’ and ‘Peerless Stamina’ traits. Three consecutive ejaculations… I’ll bet my pride as a man that I’ll make her come first this time.

I grabbed Diana’s hips and slowly pulled my waist back. The pleasure was greater than expected, and Diana, who had been biting her lip to endure, tilted her head back, revealing her pale neck. I’m not a vampire, but I can see why vampires like the necks of beautiful women.

I buried my face in her pale neck and gently bit it, and as if a reflex, her legs wrapped around my waist and squeezed tightly. It was quite painful with the strong pressure, and it was hard to pull my body back, but I managed to pull my thing out.

*Pop*, with a vulgar sound, I saw my thing, which was red and swollen from being so squeezed. …Seriously, is her inside a press machine or something? This doesn’t make sense. I was dumbfounded and slightly parted Diana’s vulva.

It was a familiar, intimate place that I had seen countless times, but today, her pink inner flesh felt unfamiliar, wide open as if showing the traces of something large, and pulsating. …How could my grotesquely large thing fit into this narrow hole? Amazing.

I inserted a finger, and it tightened around it as if waiting. After moving it a few times and pulling it out, my finger was covered in a sticky, pale pink fluid. It was originally white, but it seemed to have turned reddish-pink from mixing with blood.

“Uhh… I’m embarrassed. Diana’s embarrassed. Put it back in quickly. It’s not enough.”

I snapped back to my senses and got back into position, and Diana’s legs quickly wrapped around my waist. Her slender legs crossed behind my back kept pressing as if urging me to put it in, and I almost fell on top of Diana. I was going to put it in anyway, no need to rush me.

Just as I was about to grab my thing and align it with her plump vulva, a milky fluid flowed out of the hole.

“Hahh… Don’t tease me~ Hurry~”
“Wait, let me wipe off what’s dripping.”
“Uhh? Dripping? What?”
“Uh… well, my semen.”
“…Ah! No! It can’t drip out!”

Her legs, which had been wrapped around my waist and pulling me towards her, suddenly loosened, and Diana quickly sat up, looking down at her vulva with a tearful face. …Why, though?

“Ah, this is not good.”

Her fingers, flailing in the air, scooped up the dripping semen and pushed it back into her hole. I was dumbfounded by the absurd sight, and Diana, who had blocked her hole with her finger, tapped my thigh with her foot.

“Quickly, quickly, Yurian! Put it in quickly!”
“O-okay, okay.”

Her intense energy made me hesitate, and as I brought my thing closer, she removed her finger, grabbed my thing, aimed it, and then pressed my body down with her legs wrapped around my waist.

The pleasure was so intense the moment I inserted it that it sent shivers down my spine, and I felt like I was going to come any second, so I gritted my teeth and thrust wildly. Using my enhanced physical abilities from the buff, I thrust like crazy, and her fluids splattered everywhere. Diana’s legs, which had been wrapped around my waist, loosened and then shot up into the air, twitching.

“Haaah… Ahh! Haa! I-I like it! Yurian, Yurian! Ahhnn, Diana, does Diana love you?”
“Of course, I do. I love you.”
“Diana too, hnn, ugh! Diana too, l-love, hnn! Love you!”

Diana, who had been screaming, tilted her head back, and then her pale neck tensed up, and her whole body convulsed.

They say a man’s arousal is absolute when it comes to sight, and indeed, the moment I saw Diana like this, I felt a surge of pleasure to the top of my head. On top of that, her insides were squeezing tightly, and I couldn’t hold back and came right then and there.

“Haa, haa, haa.”

I was breathing heavily and brushing the sweat-soaked hair from Diana’s forehead when she mumbled and asked for a kiss.

The intense pleasure had passed, and I thought I was going to feel exhausted, but the moment I saw Diana’s face smiling brightly as she wrapped her legs around my waist again, my thing stood up as if it was saying it was not over yet. I kissed her and started moving my hips again.

“Are you a little relieved now?”

After the sex, as I lay next to Diana, the thought from earlier came to mind. It doesn’t matter now, but you never know.

I thought I had shown my sincerity, but if Diana herself perceived it differently, it would be pointless. It’s best to ask her directly rather than making assumptions.

I asked her, wondering if Diana might think differently, and Diana’s bright eyes rolled as if asking what I was talking about, and then widened slightly as if she remembered.

“Ah. Well… I knew from the beginning that Yurian loved Diana… but for some reason, I still feel uneasy. It feels like Yurian might leave at any time.”

She looked at me intently, and I smiled gently at her, and she smiled back.

“Yeah. I’m okay now. I’m relieved now.”
“What’s the difference?”
“……Hmm. I don’t know. I just know when I look into your eyes.”
“Is that mind-reading?”
“What’s that?”
“It’s nothing. Just a simple joke.”

Cha Hyewon would have understood right away, right? …What am I thinking? Why am I thinking about Cha Hyewon when Diana is right in front of me?

“Then, can Diana be jealous?”
“……What are you talking about all of a sudden?”
“Uhh~ Now that Yurian is mine~ Diana has to manage you a little. There are so many bad women around Yurian~ Is that okay? Huh?”
“……”

What a terrifying load of crap.
Diana, who had been lying with her head on my arm, snuggled closer and started whispering in my ear. …So pillow talk is this dangerous. I almost said yes without realizing it.

Her soft, squishy, and warm body was pressed against mine, and she was whispering sweetly in my ear, making my mind go hazy. She subtly took my hand that was around her and placed it on her chest, making me fondle her, and I only realized it after a while.

‘Oh, when did my hand get here!?’

Get a grip. If I give in here, the harem is over. It’s been a long time, but I suddenly thought of my friends from modern times. They were such cheerful guys, but after they got married, they looked like wilted spinach…

That can’t happen! Jealousy! What about Irian?
I can’t give up until the day Diana and Irian are both lying naked with their heads on my arms. Yes, jealousy is out of the question.

“No.”
“……That’s too much.”

She quickly became sulky and buried her face in my neck, rubbing against it, which was so cute that I wanted to burst out laughing, but I held it back. Diana clearly wants this reaction and is doing this on purpose. She’s a clever girl who knows my reactions better than anyone. …I shouldn’t be twitching my lips like this.

I want to say yes right now, but I can’t. She’s cute now, even if she’s a little scary sometimes, but Diana being jealous… I can’t handle that.

“Uhh. Why not?”
“I always say it, you’re the best, Diana. So don’t be jealous.”
“But still.”

I turned Diana’s body to the side, thinking that it worked. Her hot breath kept touching my neck as she spoke, which was making me feel a bit creepy. I rolled her over and hugged her from behind, burying my face in her neck. Hmm, Diana’s scent.

“Why is our saintess so insecure? I tell you every day, but are you still insecure?”
“Uhh~ Don’t breathe on my neck. It tickles.”
“You do it to me all the time. How does it feel?”
“Don’t be mean~”

Thank goodness. She’s acting cute as usual, so it seems like she’s calmed down. I hugged Diana’s slender waist and buried my face in her neck, and her familiar scent lingered at the tip of my nose. Diana’s body odor. A scent that makes me feel at peace.

When you start a game, one of the main NPCs’ personalities is randomly determined. The basic fixed personality doesn’t change, but the randomly determined personality in each game allows you to see a variety of NPCs, which is an advantage as a game, but it becomes a rather difficult situation when it becomes reality like this.

Diana’s fixed personality, which is kind and has a cunning side, was the same even in reality. However, I still don’t know what her randomly determined personality is.

Obsessive? Spoiled? Blindly devoted?
Even though I’ve raised her since she was a child, it’s hard to know a person’s inner thoughts. Especially with a clever girl like Diana, it’s even harder to figure out, but after spending so much time together, there are things you can guess.

After realizing Diana’s past through the incident a few years ago, the conviction that what I had been carefully thinking about might be true is getting stronger.

I was lost in thought and stopped moving for a moment, and the soft body I was hugging wiggled and escaped my embrace, then turned back to face me. The moment I met her blue eyes, an old concern that I had buried deep in my heart came out.

“Am I a substitute for your father?”

Why is my mouth moving on its own? I’ve been holding it in well until now… Is it because I’m drunk on the feeling that I finally had my first time with Diana?

I resented my mouth for opening on its own for a moment, but I realized that it wasn’t the answer to just avoid the old question that I had been trying to ignore. Now that things have come this far with Diana, it would be better to get rid of all the awkwardness. No matter what answer I get, our relationship won’t change.

This is just… yeah, I’m just curious. A simple curiosity. That’s all.

Diana is Diana.
That day, I already decided that. What if I’m a substitute? What’s wrong with her seeing me as a father figure?

In the end, what Diana likes is me.
All of her cute and spoiled behavior is only for me to see. The pure and noble saintess’s naked body, her expression when she wants to do something naughty, her expression when she’s feeling it, her expression when she reaches her peak… all of that is only for me.

Just like the way she looks at me now… the end of her gaze that craves love is always directed at me. That’s enough. Diana has already become a ‘precious person’ to me.
That’s enough. I don’t want to hurt her again with something like this.

……Then what about me? Is it okay for me to get hurt? I tried to ignore the old thoughts that were resurfacing and stared at Diana.