Chapter 147 – Sage Time Is So Scary.

One.

“Eheuk, heeug ♡hehe♡”

As always, she sighed when she saw the cute Scar, who passed out unsightly like a frog, with a red luminous womb tattoo on her lower abdomen, and the pretty Mayna, who was soundly asleep next to him.

“Ha······.”

To think that she had intermittent sex with another woman because her partner had reached out first while having sex. And that opponent is Meina and Scara.

When the blood rushed to his cock and head, the sense of shame he did not recognize showed his presence only after he entered the wise time after sex.

A week ago, I wouldn’t have been this kind of person.

A week ago, when I didn’t know that Scar and other women liked me for the opposite sex, I wasn’t this promiscuous.

At that time, I was definitely a nerd who couldn’t even speak to other S-class Awakeners and talked behind their backs, but I wasn’t trash who took advantage of the feeling that they liked me.

This sex was obviously disrespectful to Scar. It’s a shame because she’s a sex fanatic who accepts anything as long as Scar has sex with me. If she was a person with even a little common sense about relationships between men and women, it wasn’t strange at all that she had tears in her eyes.

Today, while having sex with her and Mei, she came to Scar who was easy to deal with when she stretched her out even though I was not cheap.

The fact that Scar had done this without hesitation even though Scar was not even a tiger during the garbage disposal squad came with great regret and a sense of shame.

But even if I came to know that it was my fault, the fact that I was a piece of trash who did trash things didn’t change.

“How the hell did this happen?”

It was too frustrating to keep it in my heart, so the devastated voice that came out of my mouth spread small in the super suite.

I thought, ‘How did this happen?’, But in fact, I already knew what caused me to become such trash.

There was only one difference between me, a garbage person who did such trash things without hesitation, and me, a junkie who only ordered foot massages even though I had a hypnosis app.

The difference is that I was Ada in the past and I am Huda now.

As they overlapped their bodies through sex and learned about their sincere feelings, they became proud as if nothing had happened.

In the end, I’m not a good person, but a trash who didn’t do trash because she didn’t know how to do trash.

After realizing that, the sage time I always experienced after sex felt even worse.

Is this my nature Is it the ugly nature of a human named Paster that I learned about while having sex?

I was pathetic myself.
So I thought I couldn’t stay like this pathetic guy anymore.

“Yeah, I realized it was pathetic. I have to live without being pathetic anymore.”

Regrets can’t change anything.

Instead, if you overcome that regret and move in a better direction, a person can grow bigger and more righteous.
When I was working as a butler at the old Leight family home, the butler told me that I had made a mistake.

At that time, life was just a mess, so I just took those deep words as consolation and passed them off, but now that I think about it again, it was definitely helpful advice for life.

Thank you Mr. Butler, even though I haven’t seen you for over two years, you still teach me.

After expressing my gratitude to one of the few respectable mentors in my life, I pondered over how to stop living as a pitiful bastard.

And it didn’t take long for that trouble to end.

In fact, it was because I had been thinking about how I could grow further here from before, and I came up with an answer in my own way.

“Certainly… It was about time.”

I got up on the bed, put on the clothes that had fallen on the floor, and looked at the two lying on the bed like real sisters.

I think it’s a bit of an apologetic decision for Mayna I met today. If he knew that I had made this decision, Scar would surely be in a frenzy.

I was worried because they were two people I knew better than anyone else.

But these two were much better than a guy like me, and they were guys who could do well alone.

So I cut off my presumptuous worries, slapped both cheeks with the palm of my hand, and left the super suite, leaving the two sleeping soundly behind.

2.

“Uh, uhhhhh”

I woke up as if I had a seizure, and when I got up, my whole body was drenched in cold sweat.

My heart was pounding, and my hands and feet were shaking.

He grabbed his trembling chest and looked around him. Then, right next to me, a convex blanket came into view.

I almost put my mind at ease at that familiar figure, but upon closer inspection, she was not familiar at all.

The person lying under the blanket next to me was very small compared to the person I was looking for.

Chark!

Roughly lifting the blanket, what came out was not an invisible Paster, but a white, naked, detestable Meina Fucker.

“Why is this bitch like a dog…”

When I saw Mayna, I was almost reflexively filled with anger, but maybe it was after I had such a dream, I felt embarrassed rather than angry.

“No, no. I don’t have time to care about a bitch like this. Paster, I need to find Pastor.”

If I stay in the silence, it feels like the terrible things I saw in my previous dream are playing over and over again in my brain, so I forced myself to get out of bed.

There was a red cervical tattoo on my lower abdomen, a trace of Paster’s vaginal ejaculation, and the kiss mark engraved by Pastor, who was excited after lifting me earlier, was also clearly visible on my collarbone.

However, even though I saw such happy traces, the anxiety in my heart did not fade in the slightest.

“It’s a dream that Pastor is leaving. To say that is a dream in which you leave without ever looking back at me… That, such a terrible thing can’t happen.”

The reason was precisely because the dream he had while sleeping was so horrifying that just imagining it made him shudder.

In fact, if Pastor was sleeping soundly next to me when I woke up, I would have just passed it off as a dream and dug into his arms.

But when he woke up, next to him was the world’s most hated bitch Maya, and Pastor couldn’t even see the tip of his head.

“No. It won’t be. It shouldn’t be.”

The longer the time Pastor was out of sight, the clearer the things he saw in his dreams became, and the anxiety in his heart gradually increased in size.

Even though it had only been two minutes since I woke up, I was so scared and anxious, but I felt like I would really go crazy if I didn’t find Paster here and more time passed.

So I grabbed the cell phone on the shelf with trembling hands and dialed Pastor’s phone number.

Turururu. Turururu.

I think I didn’t turn off the phone because the beep sounds normally.

Yeah, I must have gone to the bathroom for a while. I’ll be back soon. Is it beeping like this? It’s just that I’m anxious because I have nightmares. Yes, it will.

Just when I was trying to suppress the growing anxiety by turning all the happiness circuits with just one beep, I heard a vibrating sound from behind that I shouldn’t have heard.

Ugh-

“······Ah.”

Like a broken robot, I turned my head and looked behind me to see a familiar cell phone vibrating on top of a small drawer with a mood light next to the bed.

Looking at the cell phone, I couldn’t help but feel nervous and hung up the phone. The cell phone on the drawer also stopped vibrating.
It was Pastor’s cell phone.

“Oh, no. No. No no…”

Pastor’s cell phone on top of the drawer was a will to no longer hold on to me.

The transparent chain that we put on Pastor, with the fake hypnosis application installed, was neatly cut right here.

The moment I realized that fact, my legs gave out and I collapsed.

There is no one in this world who can catch Paster who has decided to run away.

He left me, I can’t see him anymore.

There was no time to think about why Pastor had left me.

There was nothing I could do except tremble in fear of the fact that he had left me and repeat his name in vain.

“Pastor… Pasteur…”

With such a watery voice, like a lost child, he only calls Pastor’s name.

Clap.

A small door on the side of the bedroom opened, and Pastor, with a towel wrapped around his head, jumped out casually.

“What, Scar, why are you doing that?”
“Far, Paster?”
“What are you looking at? I’m covered in sweat from having sex, so it’s natural to wash up. But the bathroom here is really nice. Soundproofing sucks. I couldn’t hear a single sound from outside.”
“Ah, ah…”

Yes. Pastor had gone to wash up.

I turned my head away from the embarrassment and shame that washed over me like a tidal wave, and wiped the tears from my eyes with the back of my arm.

It was because Pastor would surely ask why I was crying if he saw my tears, and it was obvious that I would confess all the embarrassing things I had done during the three minutes Pastor was not there.

If you hear ‘I woke up and I couldn’t see you… That’s why I cried.’, Paster’s personality is such that he can’t hold back his laughter and smiles mischievously, ‘Oh my, my ska cried because I couldn’t see me? Fuch, yes, yes. Looking at Scar now, he’s really a baby, right?”

Pride wouldn’t allow it.

No, actually, it was something I wanted to do that made my heart race just by imagining it, but Paster wasn’t the only one in this space.

I didn’t want to die to see Meina Cheoryeon who happened to be treated like a baby by Paster.

So I was able to turn my head to Pastor only after rubbing my eyes and restoring my face by concentrating the natural healing power around my eyes with mana.

“Nothing happened. He just fell asleep while sleeping.”
“······Okay? That’s it.”

Fortunately, Paster passed without a doubt.

Just as he was about to let out a sigh of relief at the fact that he almost cried because he hadn’t seen him for three minutes, he heard a calm voice from him.

“Oh, Ska, I’m thinking of resigning after my vacation this time.”
“What?”