Chapter 198 – Catastrophe (2)

One.

“Oh, come to think of it, Mayna isn’t there. I’ll bring Meina, so stay here.”

After saying that, Pastor disappeared with the spark, and the four people who turned all kinds of despair circuits at the word to see the end and Scar, who didn’t even know what was going on, fell into a great depression.

“What, what? What? Why is everyone’s face bruised? What happened to Pastor, everyone…”
“······Ska Lait, there is no time to explain. We need to come up with a solution quickly.”
“Uh?”
“Right. I don’t know what Mr. Pastor meant by saying such nasty words. If we stay still, we might all… Die.”
“Eh?”
“Either you wear it or you get out. I’ll never… I’ll make sure you never finish it.”
“Oh, is it over? What’s the end! At least a little…”
“First, Doctor, tell me. You’ve been scouted by Passy, ​​so you don’t know why Passy is acting like this all of a sudden.”
“What else is a scout…”

Scar, who had been excluded from 5P, was pulled behind her, and when Pastor said, ‘Let’s see the end,’ the girls chose to put their heads together and find a way out rather than sit down and cry.

But before they could even talk about something, two figures appeared in front of them with the sound of a crack.

“Brother? It’s okay if my brother suddenly visits me… But it’s a bit out of the ordinary to arrange a meeting like this.”
“Sorry, Mayna. But without you… No. There is no point in telling this story without one of the people here.”
“What are you talking about?”

The moment they saw Mayna talking with Pastor and giving out a questionable voice, the girls who had been here first realized that what would happen from now on would be far more serious than they thought.

In this situation where even Meina felt an unusual atmosphere and had no choice but to shut her mouth in front of her rivals who had to be defeated, Pastor opened her mouth to everyone.

“Then……Why did I suddenly bring everyone together? I’ll tell you about that.”

And what came out of Pastor’s mouth were the words that signaled the beginning of the end of this ruined relationship that had been misplaced from the start.

2.

“I won’t take it out saying it’s cringy or hard to say with my mouth. I’ll just say it the way it is, and I’ll use slang from now on to make it easier to say, so please forgive me.”

After uttering a warning that I would only speak raw words, I broke the heavy silence.

“I know very well that the feeling that everyone here has for me is love. That, too, is not light, and it is a love affair that is so heavy and serious that no one can distinguish superiority or inferiority.”

Words that I would never have been able to say on my own came out of my mouth.

However, since this was an important moment in my future life, which was not usual, I was able to spit out any embarrassing facts right away.

“It wasn’t long before I realized everyone’s feelings for me. Yeah, it’s been less than a month. A lot has happened in the past month, and I was able to understand what feelings everyone had for me and how heavy they were.”

Looking back, it was a really, really long month.

Each day seemed like dozens of days, and events of that dense density came over me.

In the time when the mind was confused by the simultaneous occurrence of numerous events, I came to know the feelings of the women they are facing now.

“This is the first time for me. I found out that someone likes me rationally.”

It was the first time I realized that someone liked me.

Starting with Scar, Ia noona, Raffy, Silk sunbaenim, Ame, and even Mayna.

The love hearts sent to me by the best geniuses, who are incomparable to me, an F-class awakening person, which I have a hard time handling, were sweeter than anything else to me, who did not know love and wanted love, but that’s why it didn’t suit me even more.

“It felt like my head was going to explode, but it was still great. To think that great girls like you would like a guy like me. Not just liking it, but loving it like crazy. It was so sweet to me, who didn’t even know what love was.”

So I got greedy.

I had an undeserved thought, ‘Since everyone likes me, if I like everyone too, wouldn’t I be able to have all of these precious feelings for me?’.

“It was so good that I was so popular, so I was greedy without even realizing it. You did something inappropriate. For example, taking turns having sex several times a day… I mean something like that.”

But it was a handshake.

The romance that I couldn’t handle from the beginning became bigger and heavier through the sticky body conversation, and eventually, the love affair that grew too big gave birth to obsession and jealousy that blinded people and blocked my life’s path.

“But in the end, we got closer too suddenly and quickly, and the jealousy that arose from getting close too quickly ended up being excluded from the S-class dungeon raid entry.”
“That, that.”

When I mentioned the exclusion of the S-class dungeon raid entry, Raffy let out a terrified voice.

I didn’t say this to judge her right or wrong, so I looked at Raffy with a smile on her face and said it so that she and others would not feel uneasy.

“It’s not that I’m angry. And even if I hadn’t missed the S-class dungeon raid, I would have left soon after. It hasn’t been long since I left, but it became clear after I left.”

Excluding the S-class dungeon raid entry was just a small opportunity, in fact, I had been thinking about leaving the company ever since.

“Until I realized your love affair, I wanted to leave the company because I wanted to get away from you guys who were talking shit to me, but after I realized my love affair and apologized and forgiven, I wanted to leave the company for my own freedom. In any case, I was destined to leave.”

After realizing love and having sex with everyone, I thought for a while, ‘Isn’t it okay to just stay in the guild without leaving the company?’, But it was really short-lived.

Excluded from the dungeon clearing entry, I learned that I had to live my life as the subject, and that small opportunity became a huge emotional flame toward freedom.

“So I thought I left the company a little hastily, but not rashly. It wasn’t. Even if I resigned, I couldn’t be free. Right from your obsession. I resigned, but there was nothing different from before I left. The only time I realized that was when I saw Raffy crying and hugged him without realizing it.”

Then, everyone’s sharp, resentful eyes turned to Raffy.

There was no way everyone here wouldn’t notice that my words were not specific to Raffy, but they seemed to want to somehow find out the culprit behind this problem.

“Sir, senpai… Then, really, because of me… Ugh. You are trying to end everything like this now…

Raffy, who continued to speak in a voice full of regret as if he couldn’t believe it, ended up crying without being able to say anything.

At that fragile and cute figure, I let out a peek and laughed, then slowly approached Raffy without using the rabbit hole and stroked Raffy’s head.

“It’s not because of you alone. Really, if it was because of you alone, we wouldn’t have gathered everyone here like this. It would be over if you just called and talked to yourself.”
“That means…”
“Yeah, since I said I was being honest earlier, I’ll be honest. Everyone here, just like Raffy. It’s all unbearable.”

As I said what I said I would say, the faces of everyone in the room were shocked.

To be honest, what I just said was harsh.

If the person you love, whom you had sex with, kissed, and made love with just a moment ago, spit out the words that you can’t handle it, even if it’s me, you’ll make a face like that.

However, since I can never break this persistent and disgusting chain if I look at it like that, I deliberately added more spiciness to my words.

“I definitely told a few people here why I was leaving, and even if I didn’t hear it out of my own mouth, I would have heard it somehow. Right?”

The answer to this yes and no question did not come out. Just didn’t say anything It was silence that meant affirmation.

“Yet you found me. Along with the question of why did you scout Emery? Honestly, can anyone think of an answer to this question? It’s eme The world’s greatest genius Aimee. Anyone who wants to be a teammate. That’s why I recruited Because Aime is the most trustworthy work colleague in the world.”
“Ah… It’s a rabbit♡”
“Emme, I’m just stating the facts, and it’s a story that also includes Eme anyway, so don’t be unnecessarily impressed.”
“Ugh.”

Of course, he makes things difficult for the people around him by inciting and fabricating for his own purposes, but now that he knows so much about Emme that he can immediately spot if she is doing something wrong, even if he does something like that, he can block it in advance and punish him. It didn’t matter.

“So I tried to talk about it in a kind way like I have been doing until now, but that didn’t work either. In the first place, you guys didn’t even intend to listen to me, and you just got angry because you were dissatisfied with choosing a woman other than yourself. Even if that’s a reasonable choice.”

As I vomited out the raw feelings in my heart, my heart felt relieved, and at the same time, I felt three pairs of shocked eyes and three pairs of eyes that seemed unfair.

The three pairs of shocked gazes belonged to Raffi, Noona Ia, and Senior Silk, respectively, and the unjust gazes belonged to Scar, Mayna, and Ame, respectively.

And Mayna, the most unfair of the unfair people, opened her mouth as the representative of the three.

“Oh, brother. Isn’t that the same story for me…? Isn’t it? It doesn’t make sense for me to be treated the same as the bitches who treated my brother like a dog!”

Maya was definitely regretful.

She took me away from Scar in an instant, and I barely met her after about 9 years, and she couldn’t help but feel unfair to be treated like this.

Yes, from Maya’s point of view.

I just smiled bitterly as I looked at Mayna, who was shining with tears because of how unfair my eyes were.

“Mayna, I know you’re unfair, and I’m really sorry. To be honest, right now I am not a vessel for any of you.”

This was the only thing I could say to Mayna.