Chapter 222 – Things to Keep in Mind Before Making a Fresh Start!

One.

I was a body that could become stronger with sex, not with sex.

It was clear that he should be happy that he had found a way to become stronger, but to have sex to become stronger. What do you mean by setting up something like a main character?

For some reason, I was so confused that I couldn’t relax and rejoice like before.

“Wow.”

So I decided to just be happy enough to shake my fist up and down.

When I shook my fist once, I felt excited, so I was getting excited by raising the tension little by little, but before I knew it, Emme, who had finished drinking coffee, placed her cup on the pillar where the coffee came from.

Looking at that elegant and dignified appearance, I suddenly remembered a question I had been so shocked the other day that I hadn’t been able to get a proper answer.

“Come to think of it, Ame, I understand how I have become stronger and how to become stronger. So why not go to the association and get a re-measurement? It’s good because the higher the grade, the more things you can do.”

Being stronger means getting stronger, and the higher the grade, the higher the grade, but I couldn’t understand why that was the reason why the association couldn’t officially re-measure.

If the grade is recognized as being higher, the grade of the dungeon that can be entered without the protection of the guild will increase, and it will have a good influence on the dungeon rescue insurance business that will be done in the future. You will be recognized by people even more than when you were in F-rank.

At least in my opinion, it was expected that more good things would happen than bad things after the re-measurement and the official recognition of the grade increase.

But Aime didn’t think so, as if she didn’t know where to begin, she let out a small sigh before answering my question.

“Rabbit, as you said, if you receive a high grade through re-measurement, you will have more rights, so that’s a good thing.”
“But why…”
“Yes, good for ordinary Awoken. It’s a story that doesn’t apply to a person with ridiculous unique abilities like you, Rabbit.”

Emé, who emphasized the word “Normal,” Told me, “From now on, I’m just telling the truth, and I have no intention of ignoring you, rabbit.” Please don’t be offended after hearing it.’ He started explaining why I shouldn’t be re-measured.

“First of all, rabbit, you are from an orphanage. It is also from an orphanage that is now closed and does not exist. Besides, since you appeared in the Liars Trap this time, you have no affiliation, and the grade that came out after re-measuring with my meter is also C. Even if you look at the whole awakening, it’s a little below average. Right?”
“Right.”

Every single thing she said was a prick in her chest, but it was all a fact, and she didn’t misunderstand anything else, because Emma had already said, ‘It’s just real poetry.’

But even so, being beaten with facts hurts in itself, so I hung my shoulders sullenly.

“I already told you that I had no intention of making the rabbit drowsy, and I was just saying that it was easy for you to understand my explanation, so even if you look so pitifully downcast, I won’t appease you. And from now on, Bunny, I’ll give you the reason you wanted to hear about why you shouldn’t remeasure, so pay attention.”
“Ah yes.”

If it were Rafina Scar or Ia noona, she would have soothed me restlessly in my sullenness, but Emme, the king of intellect and rationality, did not blink an eye.

So I was embarrassed for no reason, and as if nothing had happened, I had no choice but to put my shoulders back and listen to Aimee’s main argument.

“Come on, rabbit. What do you think will happen if it is revealed that a mediocre rabbit who is an orphan, has no guild, and has power that is below the average Awakener has the ability called the rabbit hole?”

Well······. If the world knows that I, who came from an orphan, don’t belong to a guild, and have powers that are below the average Awakener’s, I have a rabbit hole…

“Wouldn’t it be great? It’s down the rabbit hole.”

So far, everyone who has seen my rabbit hole has admired me by saying, “What a cheating skill.”

So, even if it is disclosed to the association, ‘A new monster with unique abilities that transcends the laws of physics has appeared! And even grow up?! My God!’ I spat out, thinking that he would respond, and Aime replied with a deep sigh.

“Haa… No, no. Never. That kind of reaction only comes from people who have a very strong back or already completed.”
“If it’s a person with a solid back and already completed… Like Scar or Raffy?”
“Yes, usually when the heirs of a famous family reveal their unique ability that others do not have, or they add praise. If you reveal that a rabbit with a dubious history and no background has a rabbit hole without fear… It’s a very big deal. It will be on this day.”

Again, the factual violence that came out of Emme’s mouth hit her stomach, but I just nodded her head knowing that even if she pretended to be sick, her seeds wouldn’t be eaten anyway.

Even if I had grown up, it was definitely true that I was an orphan with a C-class pull-up and no belly or anything.

“Well, if you let them know that you are friends with Nana Scar Late, Lapis Julie, Ia Rhys, or Silk Blonde, they might be able to support you in their own way, but there is a limit to that. In the world of the Awakened, friendship is not much different from a candle blown out by the wind.”
“But me, Eme… And everyone else don’t have a relationship that can be blown out by the wind.”

In the first place, if it was a relationship that would go away if it was a little windy, I wouldn’t have been this hard, fuck.

How much trouble I’ve suffered because of this relationship my whole life, but people only perceive our relationship as a ‘friendship’ that will go out when the wind blows. Suddenly felt sad

Emme nodded her head and stroked my hair, as if she understood my feelings.

“But people don’t know our relationship. Unless we’re married, no… Unless we’re in a romantic relationship, externally, our relationship is just a friendship.”
“Oh my gosh.”

If you think about it, I’ve never experienced the Awoken world raw since I was forced to be dragged by Scar since entering the academy.

At least, it was to the extent of using the Awakened Community through the Internet, but there was a difference between that and experiencing this world by running on your own feet, as much as heaven and earth.

So, I couldn’t help but be surprised to hear the value of ‘acquaintance’ in the world of Awakened from Ame’s mouth.

“So, Awakeners form guilds and bind their friendship with a string of contracts so that they cannot betray each other, and then become strong supporters of each other. By the way, rabbit, are you an independent Class C Awakener from the guild? But he also has the ridiculous power of being a rabbit hole? What is this…”

Match!

Aime cut off her words for a moment, clapped her hands loudly, and concluded with a grin.

“It’s no different than protesting that they’re bigger and want to step on them before they take away their spoons.”

After listening to that, I could understand perfectly why Ame said she shouldn’t have me re-measured.

“Of course, even if I cover the cover well externally, in places where the name is known, I won’t be able to touch the rabbit, but… I’m different from trivial things that don’t have a chance to be associated with me. There will definitely be hyena-like guys grabbing the rabbit’s ankles and dragging them down. It will be very annoying.”

Is it. Is it that I, who has no back and nothing, is the perfect target for Gensei to the world?

I was trying to despair a little at the cold and heartless reality, but I suddenly discovered a contradiction that arises when I combine the words I have heard so far.

“Wait a minute, Emma, ​​if I get checked because of the rabbit hole… Wouldn’t it be impossible to start a rescue insurance business in the first place? The key to this project is space movement through the rabbit hole. Even C-class Awakeners are kept in check, and F-Class Awakeners are more, if not less, right?”

In response to my question, Ame said, ‘You don’t know what, rabbit.’ Then she let out a laugh as if I was cute.

“Rabbit, it was two years ago when the association first measured grades, right? The last measurement was six months ago.”
“Yes. Yes.”
“So, how has your growth been in the past two years? Going from the bottom of the F class to the top of the F class was the end, right?”
“······Yes.”
“Look, look. Awakeners are not called the same Awakener, but lucky ordinary people are called F-class, but will the Awakeners really care about the business of F-class? Would awakened people who transcend humans be afraid just because a gun was put in the hands of an ordinary person?”
“······No. I will never.”

The awakening pride of the Awakeners, especially the fucking pride of the Awakeners belonging to the famous family, was deeply engraved into their bones during their academy days.
Since they don’t treat ordinary people like themselves, they can’t treat F-class Awakeners, who are called honorary ordinary people, as human beings either.

I know this because I’ve experienced it myself. More than anyone else.

That’s why I was able to hear and understand Aimee’s words.

No matter what I do as an F-ranker, the Wieets won’t even care.

“If it’s not going to be this or that, you can just take the extreme. The guys in the middle don’t care about the things around them and ignore the people at the end, saying that they have nothing to do with them.”
“Certainly… I think so. No, it’s obvious.”
“Okay, so now you know? Why did the association say I shouldn’t be re-measured?”
“Yes! I got it. As expected, Amenye even explains everything one by one.”

I grew up, but I had to hide my growth and stay at the bottom until I could use some strength.

“Oh, by the way, I have to reveal only a fraction of what you can do down the rabbit hole. For example, even if there are restrictions on space movement or if you lie.”

Even that wasn’t enough, even the rabbit hole had to be restricted. To live while hiding the power I can generate and pretending to be much weaker than before.

“That is fine. I wanted to try it once in my life.”

Pretty good. This.

So, after being guided by Emme on the Magi route that I can show people, I decided to end her long vacation and take the first step toward living a new life for real.