Chapter 27 – Lapis Julie (4)

One.

My hands hurt. It’s because Lapis Julie is holding my hand tightly as if she would never let go.
Seeing her holding her hand without saying a word and feeling the unusualness of her grip, I cautiously called her name.

“Lapis Julie?”

It was a call with the meaning of ‘Why are you suddenly like this?’. Even so, Lapis Julie didn’t say anything and just held my hand tighter.

Pudeuk. Fast.

Uh? This is a bit risky.
No matter how long and flexible my hands were, it was only natural that they would break if pressure exceeded a certain level. I even started to make noise. The pain began to exceed the level of being expressionless.

“Ahhh! Why are you doing this all of a sudden! With words, with words!”

She protested with a painful sound, and then Lapis Julie loosened her grip a little. But it was relatively loose, but still the same tight grip on my hand.

“······If you say it with words, you will be mistaken.”

Said Lapis Julie, turning her head away from her dog, revealing her ears and the nape of her neck, tucked into her lowtail.

“… What?”
“······It’s a ridiculous illusion that I like seniors.”

Seeing her exposed white skin reddened, I could see that she was very shy. Looking at it this way, she also seemed like a younger junior than me.
Even though it’s only a year difference.

But it’s true that I like it. To hold the bare hand of a man that Lapis Julie doesn’t even like so tightly? Does that make sense

But if I said it straight away, it was obvious that my gripped hands would be crushed as if they had been pressed by a pressure press. To an S-class awakener, the bare skin of an F-class awakener is no different from soft pudding.

That said, ‘Yeah, I know you don’t like me. You’ve heard it a few times, don’t I know that?’ And cutting it like a knife didn’t seem like a very good choice.

If I said that, I think I’m going to cry again.

It was very difficult and unfair to be in this situation where he poured out vicious words at me, but when I actually spoke, I had to cover my words.
Still, the blushing ears, the nape of the neck, and the hard way he spoke to hide his embarrassment seemed a little cute, so I decided to watch it this time.

Because I decided not to do it today. As it is my direct supervisor, I have to keep seeing my face for 3 months. Let’s not make it difficult from the beginning.

After regaining reason, it seemed that true education would have to be postponed until the last moment. If you show your claws early and get it wrong, you may have to taste hell before clearing the S-class dungeon.
So for now, it’s best to hold back and hide your teeth and claws.

Of course, that doesn’t mean you have to endure it for three months.

I apologized to Scar yesterday, but it was only because of the repair cost. Now that Ia Reese said she would pay for the repairs, there was no mercy left for me anymore.

Because the feelings accumulated for them are not small enough to be resolved with cuteness.

For even greater revenge, let’s build up. ‘What? Let’s misunderstand that this is Pastor me?’, Make them look forward to it, and then kick it coldly.
Let’s get revenge like that, get an apology, and leave the guild after being completely free physically and mentally.

Wow… This is real sex, fuck.

Just imagining it was exhilarating enough to make my peripheral nerves tingle. To the extent that it was incomparable to the true education I was trying to give to Lapis Julie earlier.
Having decided that, now I have to crouch for a while.

She didn’t know that she would look into Lapis Julie’s mood and pick out the words she liked, but she thought it was a preparation for a future gig, so she was able to move happily without hesitation.

It’s an answer that will satisfy Lapis Julie’s lofty ego without concluding that she doesn’t like me…

I don’t know what kind of bullshit this is, but it wasn’t too difficult for me, who decided to manage the fishing grounds to drop S-class bitches from high places and give them extra damage.
I said in a friendly voice, placing my other hand on top of Lapis Julie’s hand holding mine.

“Then let’s do this. Because I want to think you like me I’ll think of it as I like. Whether that’s an illusion or not.”
“What?!”

Surprised by her words, Lapis Julie reflexively turned her head this way, as if she doubted her own ears.

“Yes? No, what now, what is it, senior?”

With her eyes wide open, she asked back while placing her remaining hand on top of mine, which was folded over the back of her hand. It was like a girl who heard the words ‘Actually, I like you’ from a senior she likes. .

······Coming to think of it, it’s not like the word “Machi” Is attached, it’s just really true.

Anyway, while doubting her own ears, she told me what she wanted with a relaxed smile on her eager expression, as if she desperately wanted what she heard to be true.

“I hope you like me.”

That way you’ll regret and reflect more later.

What followed was the most important part, but I didn’t say it. If you talk about the most important part, it has become a word that can not help but be mistaken no matter who hears it.

Lapis Julie was taken aback by my words, which were no different from her confession, and began to heat up her happy circuit, turning her face red.

“To. Yeah? No yes? Now, wait a minute, old man. That, that means. Seo, senpai took me…”

There, Lapis Julie, unable to continue her words any longer, lowered her head as if it was hard for her to face me.
If this were a cartoon, white steam would have risen from Lapis Julie’s aqua-colored crown. That much she was red hot.
No matter who saw it, the current Lapis Julie was a girl in love. Even to my eyes, who only learned dating through books or cartoons, she didn’t seem that way.

With one sentence I spat out of my mouth, Lapis Julie, an S-Class Awakener called the flower of the Julie family, became just an ordinary girl. I couldn’t help but admire that fact.

And fuck. Does this happen like this? How much do you love me like this? Legend really.

As I was admiring it, a small concern suddenly came to my mind.

Wait a minute. This is a problem even if the build-up is too fast. What if he confesses before the day of attacking the S-class gate arrives? Fuck, did you suddenly rush out for no reason? Should I have built it up a little more slowly?

Originally, when it comes to fishery management, it should have a subtle taste that makes you move away when you get closer and approach when you get away, but what I just said was no different from an open confession.
It’s so tight that you can’t even think of it as an illusion.

I said something I shouldn’t have said because I was drunk with useless leisure. As evidence of that, now Lapis Julie was muttering her extremely dangerous words with her head bowed.

“You want me to like you? It’s no different than just saying I love you outright. Can I just run over it? Is there a table that you would hate to put a spoon on a table that has been set? No The dining table is made for serving rice, and if you come with a spoon and enjoy the meal on the table, it will be the greatest joy for the dining table. That, yes OK. I don’t like senpai, but it’s rude to refuse a table that has been set for you. It’s against manners. As a member of the Julie family, you cannot act against your manners. Yes. Great. According to manners, there is no choice but to attack the senior…”

This crazy What kind of bullshit is the greatest joy for a table.

Lapis Julie was also very fine on the outside, but on the inside, she was just a crazy bitch. Somehow, all the female S-class Awakeners I’ve met have only lost their heads.
I had to stop once. Lapis Julie was muttering dangerous things like ‘How can she eat her seniors so that rumors that she ate well…’ Were muttering.

But how do you stop? Should I use a hypnosis app?

However, since both hands were held by Lapis Julie, it was difficult to secretly take out his cell phone.
You can get out of it if you go down the rabbit hole… But it’s strange to go down the rabbit hole when you’ve said something that’s nothing short of a confession. You risk ruining the buildup.

Shit. I can’t use a hypnosis app to make it stop, and what the heck should I do…

Just as I was trying to think of a way to stop Lapis Julie, I suddenly remembered a fact I had forgotten.

······No, wait a minute. Come to think of it, didn’t I already hypnotize him?

The situation was so chaotic that I forgot about it for a while, but Lapis Julie had already looked at my hypnosis app and even acted hypnotized.

But Lapis Julie’s performance was broken when I asked her if she had any presents, and I poked at her to see if she liked me, and we both forgot the word hypnosis because I was embarrassed by the emotional juices. .

This guy and I are fucking lax.

First of all, later, Lapis Julie said, ‘What? Come to think of it, wasn’t I hypnotized? So why didn’t her senpai have any doubts?’ She felt like she should remind her that she was hypnotized.

I’m not sure if reminding you that you’re hypnotized makes any fucking sense, but whatever.

After attracting attention with clearing my throat, I let go of my rhyme as naturally as possible.

“By the way, Lapis Julie. There’s something a little strange about it. Please don’t misunderstand me?”
“Senior, what position do you like… Hot?! Yes Yes? What, what is it?”
“That……Why can you mutter normally? Now that I think about it, it’s strange. She used to be still like a doll until she was ordered to serve.”

Hypnosis, which had been going well for half a year, was caught in a form I had never seen before, so I acted with a sense of wonder. I was able to realize again that perfect acting comes from shamelessness.
Lapis Julie heard me, she was dumbfounded for a moment, then opened her mouth wide in amazement.

“Like a doll… Ah, ah!?”

Then, looking at my eyes as if greatly embarrassed, I cautiously opened her mouth.

“Choi, hypnosis might have developed resistance to it. That’s why I’m conscious, but I’m hypnotized… Uh, that’s the situation.”

I was wondering what to say, but the words that came out of Lapis Julie’s mouth were far more ridiculous than I thought.
But I was in a position to accept that bullshit. So I had no choice but to nod my head and agree with her words.

“······I see. I will have to go to the doctor and ask him to adjust it.”
“That, yes. Be sure to ask for an adjustment.”
“Yes.”
“Yes.”
“…”
“…”

And a very awkward air enveloped the two of us. It was because what Lapis Julie said and what I agreed to was just nonsense, even when I think about it again.

Even Lapis Julie, she probably knows what she said is so ridiculous, and she’s dumbfounded that she said it.

Then, can we break up by taking advantage of the awkwardness now? Isn’t this a perfect situation? It’s getting too awkward to do anything else here. Ok then After saying that I have to go out soon, if I send it back…

“Here, senior.”
“Uh, huh?”

Lapis Julie, who cut off my thoughts, looked straight at me and continued her words.

“I was hypnotized at best. No orders? Although he is conscious… It is true that he is hypnotized. I can’t resist whatever my senior wants.”

Saying so, Lapis Julie’s eyes were filled with heat that did not fade away from her awkwardness.

·······It would be impossible to send it back like this.