Chapter 52 – How I Ended Up in a Sex Battle With My Childhood Friend

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Returning to the narrow rabbit hole, I felt my current situation even more miserable.
Just seeing me and mentioning my days at the academy caused my mental breakdown. To that extent, the academy days were a big scar and a terrible scar for me.
A private part that no one wants to see. It was like that in my adolescence.

‘Ska Lait’s dog! It’s a mutt Paster!’
‘Does that bastard want to live like that? Don’t you have any pride?’
‘Only the ska rate tails follow you around and only suck on the sweet water. If that’s enough, you could call it a real pet.’
‘I’d just kill myself if I didn’t want to live like that.’

Just thinking back to the academy days for a moment seemed to clearly hear the verbal abuse and insults I heard back then.

Six years have passed, but am I still stuck there?

I looked up and saw the culprit that left me with terrible scars right in front of my eyes. I was angry when I saw it. But without revealing her feelings, he just looked at her with her expressionless expression.

Why did I have to go through something like that?

If you like me, you can just say that you like me. I still don’t understand what the purpose of doing such a thing was. In fact, I didn’t even want to understand.
Still, I wanted to ask this one thing, so I opened my mouth to Scar.

“······Hey.”
“Uh, huh? Why did you call me…?”
“Do you have anything to say to me?”
“That, that… Today was… So much fun. Thank you·····.”

I didn’t even expect her to apologize, but she’s a bitch. Really.

“Under. What the.”
“Eww…”

When I let out a blank laugh, Scar looked at me with her shoulders shrunken uncharacteristically. The eyes of her peering at me were full of anxiety and tension. It looked like a puppy that didn’t want to be abandoned.
When Scar, who has always been confident and strong, shows a weak side like that, my anger subsides and I just pass it over as ‘It’s done’. That was our usual way of resolving conflicts.
But now that I think about it again, that was never a way to resolve it.

I’m just piling it up in a corner of my heart without even knowing it.

Looking at such a weak side, seeing that the anger still doesn’t go away, it seems that my heart has exceeded the limit of emotions.
That means that sooner or later emotions overflow, and when these emotions overflow and become uncontrollable, it was clear that the relationship between me and Scar would change drastically.

I’m talking about the bad side.

To prevent that from happening, Scar and I had to bring out our accumulated emotions and resolve them with each other.
Now, it’s time to talk honestly, ignoring all the backgrounds of Scar that I’ve cared about so far, such as S-class, the Leight family, and social status…

Kwajik!

‘야이 개새끼야. The status itself as a human being is different from Scar Rate and you! People like you are not worthy of being followed!’
‘Oh, uh uh uh…’
‘What, you can’t even breathe right now because you got hit by that one? Seriously… Isn’t this bastard a real idiot?’
‘Cuck! Cool! It’s so… So black.’
‘What the fuck. Phyto in this baby’s mouth? You asshole, you should have adjusted your strength!’
‘Did you know I’d be so weak, I? Let’s jump right away It could end up being fucked like this.’
‘That, yes! OK!’

“······Ha.”

In that brief moment when I closed my eyes, I remembered the moment that shined as an all-time legend among the dog-like things I went through during my academy days.

Then, a broken rib pierced my lung, and for the first time in my life, I coughed up blood.

After a short flashback, I looked at Scar. She was looking at me with anxious eyes, like a puppy that knew it was about to be abandoned.

Scar couldn’t really be directly at fault for breaking my ribs and nearly dying. It’s just that some guys who didn’t like me hanging out with Scar did it out of anger.

As evidence, after the full story was known to Scar, they were not even expelled from the academy right away, so they were stripped of their qualifications from the High School.

Trampling on the back of the head of the family head asking for mercy. ‘I want to rip you limb from limb. I’m going to put up with the pasta because it’s dry. I’m just grateful that she saved her life,’ said Scar in an angry voice.

However, that happened because I was forced to enter the academy, even though I was not qualified to go to the academy in the first place. Scar was still the source of my trauma.

Thinking about it again… After all, this feeling can’t be resolved through conversation.

There is a limit to the emotions that can be resolved through conversation. And in the first place, this feeling was caused by trauma, so it was not something that could be resolved through conversation.
I had to overcome it, not solve it.
Overcoming the trauma on my own was the only way I could overcome this damn past.

Coincidentally, there is a year ahead that can be called the trauma itself. I don’t know if it’s good luck or bad luck, but it’s good to be able to act the moment you decide.

I just calmly asked the main culprit who was the cause of my trauma and still ruining my life.

“Scar, are you still going to apologize to me?”

I don’t know why Scar doesn’t apologize to me.
It could be just because of pride, or it could be because he got a disease that would kill him if he apologized, or he could have received a prophecy that the world would end if he apologized to Pastor.
In any case, even I, who had known her for 15 years, could not fathom this issue.

In fact, I didn’t even wonder why he was doing this now.

So, this question was not to ask ‘why?’, But only to ask positives and negatives. Yes. Or a simple question that requires a simple no answer.
Perhaps understanding her intentions, Scar hesitated for a moment, then she cautiously nodded her head.

“······Yes.”

It was an answer as expected. In fact, this question was asked to elicit an answer.
The real purpose of this question was to prevent me from expressing dissatisfaction about what I was going to do from now on, and it was a confirmation to make a final decision.

And now that I’ve confirmed it like this, I can just do it without hesitation.

Scar’s very existence was my trauma, and I am now determined to overcome that trauma.
In other words, I have made up my mind to fight Scar now.

For me, Scar was the cause of trauma, trauma itself, and a wall that could never be crossed.
Even the adjectives attached to her, such as her S-class awakener, world number 2, the power of the Leight family, and the 1st team leader of the Liars Trap, I could tell that she was a mountain that I, an F-class awakener, couldn’t even dare to look up at.
But even so, I had to fight Scar. Fighting her skar and winning, overcoming her she was the only thing that would bring her peace to me.

It’s a decision that doesn’t suit me, who always thinks of running away first, but even though I made this decision, I was not afraid for some reason.

Did he subconsciously hope this would happen, or was Scar no longer seen as an insurmountable wall, or both.

Actually, none of that mattered. What’s important now is that I’ve made up my mind to fight Scar, and that I know how to fight and defeat Scar.
The most important thing before fighting is to secure a justification. To inform that, he opened his mouth to Scar.

“Scar, you said you didn’t want to apologize to me, right?”
“Yes······.”
“I want to apologize to you. Were your opinions divided? Do you know what to do in this situation?”

When that happens, you have to fight. Since ancient times, when there was a difference of opinion, people proved themselves right by fighting each other.
It was a question I asked because I wanted an answer, but Scar grabbed my T-shirt sleeve tightly, shaking as if he had misunderstood something.

What. Why is he like this all of a sudden?

I panicked and pulled her back slightly, and Scar’s enemies filled with tears like chicken droppings. She said with a slight trembling of her shoulders, as if pleading.

“Bur, don’t throw me away… Please don’t say goodbye…”
“Uh? What are you talking about all of a sudden? Who says goodbye.”
“·····Yes?”

Scar seemed to have misunderstood something.

I even made up my mind to fight with you, but what kind of separation is separation?

I frowned and cleared up Scar’s absurd misunderstanding.

“I will not fall with you. Don’t be mistaken. Do you think I’ll come and run away from you? The moment I run away from you, the game called my life stops at that moment. Can’t progress any further. So don’t be mistaken like a dog beggar from now on. Because it sucks.”
“Uh, uhhhhh…!”

Scar smiled happily and nodded at her, even though she got angry and became much harsher than she thought. He seemed more happy not to break up with me than angry at me for saying shit.

“All I wanted to hear was that when opinions differ, you have to fight each other to prove yourself right.”
“······Uh? Does that mean Pastor, you want to fight me…?”

Scar asked me a question, putting on an expression that seemed to question her own ears. It was only natural for me to react like that, since I, an F-ranker, was attacking myself, an S-ranker.

But fighting doesn’t always mean fighting.

I thought of the only way to fight Scar and win.

In order to win a human-to-human fight against Scar, a human-shaped disaster, I had to compete in the event that I had been thinking about for a long time but never thought I would be able to do this.

No one else would ever accept this challenge, but Scar couldn’t refuse.

In the first place, competing with me in this sport would have been what Scar wanted much more than I did.

First of all, before challenging Scar, I had to set up a safety net so that the meaning of this fight would not change. I took her smart phone out of her pocket and pointed her fake hypnosis app at her.

“Aww…?!”

Scar effortlessly erased the focus from her eyes as she was really taken aback by the hypnotic app.
The fact that she is hypnotized means that from now on she will give me control of the situation.

I mean, whatever I do, I’ll do it.

I commanded Scar to lose focus and wait for my command.

“Scar, when I snap my fingers, you become hypnotized and return to your original self. And if I release the hypnosis, you will forget everything that happened while you were hypnotized. Okay?”
“······Yes.”

It was an emotionless, but slightly mixed answer. I snapped her fingers and told her.

“Okay, then go back to normal.”

Right.

“Uh, uh huh… Huh? What, what is this? What happened? There’s something awkward…”

I snapped my fingers and Scar returned her focus to her eyes and awkwardly stretched her.
The setting that it is the same as when she was hypnotized but not hypnotized must be unfamiliar even to her who has been acting hypnotized for half a year.

But it didn’t really matter to me how Scar felt about the situation.
All that mattered was that what would happen from now on was something that Scar couldn’t get out of her mouth.

Great. Now there’s nothing to get caught up on.

With the last safety net in place, all that’s left is to challenge Scar.
I looked straight at her scar and told her why we had to fight.

“Scar, did you ask if we were going to fight earlier? Yes. Will fight For me, the only way to overcome my past is to fight and win against you, the trauma itself.”
“Are you really going to fight me? You? Do you think that would be possible?”

Even Scar, who had been paying attention to me until now, seemed to have hurt her pride a bit when I said that I would fight, but she returned to her usual harsh tone.

“Fighting isn’t just about hitting and taking. A verbal fight is a fight, and a snowball fight is a fight. And I’m going to fight you… With my cock.”
“… Hehe.”

However, that hot momentum immediately shrank in response to my answer and became Scar again.
I moved closer to Scar, who blushed in embarrassment at her sudden rash, and continued her words.

“Why are you complaining about beating your pussy with my cock?”
“Well, I don’t have any complaints… That, what does that mean? Pasteur…”
“You will prevail in all other fights, and the only thing I can win is running. Neither of those things is fair. Right?”
“Ummm… That’s right, isn’t it?”
“So we’re going to have sex, which neither of us have ever done before, but where strong will can be the difference between winning and losing. Of course, there are physical differences. The one who climaxes first doesn’t lose, the one who admits to losing first loses.”

I said it with my own mouth, but it really made my head dizzy. But it must have sounded different to Scar, as she glared at me with her hazy eyes, swallowing her mouthful.
Scar asked me carefully if I needed to point out this one thing.

“Well, by the way, Paster… Wasn’t the first experience to be with someone you like? You don’t like me…”

Scar hates to admit it, but she says I don’t like her as if she has no choice but to admit it. That was right. I don’t like ska But not everything she said was right.

“It’s true that I don’t like it. I don’t really care about the first experience. Rather, if I can overcome my past by taking away my virginity, I will do it a hundred times. And Scar, do you like me too? That’s huge too.”
“Yeah, that’s right, but……. Don’t you think having sex with someone you don’t even like? I can’t be without you You don’t have to be me…”

I thought he would accept it if I asked him to have sex, but, unexpectedly, Scar’s concept of chastity was solid. But now I didn’t need anything that had a solid concept of chastity.
I just wanted to get this bitch subdued by my cock right away, win the match and get over the past.

It’s because it’s a setting that you can’t even remember if you get hypnotized anyway. Why don’t you just scream?

I grabbed Scar’s chin to make quick progress and kissed him.

Chun.

It was a one-time bird kiss that only touched the lips and then fell, but the stimulation was too strong for Scar, leaving her face red. To? I was perplexed.
After I pushed her onto her bed, I laid on top of her and whispered in her ear.

“Then what do you like from now on? I think it’s a love-hate relationship.”
“That, what is that…”
“Okay, now let’s open a plate of pagurina. Get ready to rob the dog. You bitch.”
“Hee hee ♡”

Roaring!

Scar, who couldn’t refuse my kisses and whispers, agreed to my words by making each other naked by burning their clothes like last time.

One.

That’s how it happened… Now that I think about it, I’m having sex for some fucking stupid reason.

Having hit Scar once, I recalled how this happened.

It’s a sex battle. What the fuck is that

Although it was absurd, a confrontation was a confrontation. A noble duel to overcome my past, which took place by mutual consent.
If I win this fight, I will find true freedom. You can free yourself from the bondage of the past.
So, I could never lose. Scar’s cunt was so stimulating that she could ejaculate immediately after being fucked, but she had to endure it somehow.
I said to Scar, who was covering her face with the back of her arm, forcibly holding back her ejaculation.

“Huuuuu can’t wait to move now, so look around. This bitch…”
“Loss, let’s get it right… Fughit♡ S, Scar’s dog cock-premature virgin pussy… ♡ I’m going to be completely defeated by Pastor’s Crown Prince… ♡”
“…”
“Again, go again♡”

Push shot! Push!

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