Chapter 70 – Sister Ia (4)

One.

There is such a thing in the world.

‘Bears tear people apart.’

And this woman looking up at me from my arms was the woman who could tear the beast apart.
It means that someone like me has the power to tear it apart in an instant with two fingers.
Of course Ia wouldn’t make me like that, but she was the one who turned the ceiling and roof of my house into stars just because I didn’t treat her like a woman.

I don’t even know what to do when I’m really upset.

It was scary. Ia noona, who looked cute earlier, looked like a ticking time bomb that didn’t know when to explode.
That too is a ticking time bomb in my arms. The moment it explodes, I disappear without leaving a trace.

I don’t know if it will be like that physically or socially.

It’s best to run down the rabbit hole at times like this, but I couldn’t do that with my current condition.
Even if he received treatment now, as long as the two mana in his body continued to collide, it was inevitable that he would need treatment again. I desperately needed her help.

No wait, do you really need Ia’s help that much? Ia is not the only healer in the world. Speaking to Dr. Skana Rafina, even if her skills are different than Ia’s sister, shouldn’t she be treated by a healer who knows her own way?

Scar and Rafi both had a big part in what made my body like this, and there was no way they would let me die. And being dependent only on Ia noona is a bit like that.
The more I thought about it, the more it felt like a good way to change doctors.

Why didn’t you think of this in the first place? Why didn’t I do it, it was because I didn’t know what kind of person Ia noona really was.

If I had known that he was a dangerous person who would break down the ceiling of other people’s houses because he couldn’t control his emotions, he would have come up with this a little sooner. And given the nature of my ability, I never had to get hurt like this.

After answering the question in my mind, I looked into Ia’s chestnut eyes.
Deep in her dead eyes, the ghastly rage from before was creeping up.

However, as long as he knew that he had many places to lean on besides his older sister, those eyes didn’t feel so threatening. Because I didn’t even have a home to fly to. I mean there’s nothing to lose

“Under.”

As the anxiety disappeared, the corners of my mouth loosened slightly, and I involuntarily raised one corner of my mouth.
At the same time, the sound of laughter, like that of a second-generation chaebol, accidentally came out regardless of my intention.

Oh, should I say it was a mistake? I didn’t laugh to laugh, should I say it’s a physiological movement? But is this something that deserves such an apology and explanation? It’s just that the corner of my mouth went up and a blank laugh came out. Ia noona doesn’t seem to be in a bad mood either…

“Yes. Extreme…”

The two brown eyes began to groan with water. At the same time, her white teeth, slightly biting her lower lip, leaked out an uncontrollable cry.

Are you crying? No, why are you crying?! Did you feel bad enough to cry?

“I’m sorry! It’s a mistake! I didn’t mean to do that, and I suddenly heard a sound that sounded like an empty laugh, completely unrelated to my intentions! It’s not what you think it is!”

Surprised by sister Ia’s sudden start-up of juice time, an unconditional apology came out, not only did she not do crab cakes on her own.

Crying like this really pisses me off!

I felt it during Raffy, but I’m too weak against juice. It’s not a real winning method, but at least it worked very well for me.
If my sister cried and said to me, ‘Sex me,’ there was a good chance I would listen.

So, don’t make Ia cry.

I don’t know why he was trying to squeeze juice out of nowhere after setting the mood as if he was trying to immerse me, but the first thing to do was to calm him down.

Wouldn’t it make them laugh if I grabbed it and picked it up and gave it a walalu peekaboo? During my orphanage days, there was nothing like this to soothe my younger siblings.

Honestly, it seemed like it would work for silk blonde as well as Scar and Rafi.
But the one in my arms right now wasn’t the three of them, but Ia noona. He’s older, and he’s also the most mature person because he’s grown up early.
There was no way it would work for such a person to soothe a child like Walalaloo Peekaboo.
And in the first place, those three people would be happy even if I gave them a full stomach, smiling with full gums.
Scarani laughing at the baebanggu. Imagining it made me want to actually see it. I’ll have to try it later when I get a chance…

What are you thinking about! Aren’t you crazy, Paster!?

When an embarrassing situation suddenly came to me, I unknowingly escaped from reality.
But escapism was the worst option in this situation, when Ia was barely holding back her cries, with tears welling up in her eyes.

First, let’s find out why. It’s because you need to know why you’re crying so you can help.

“Hey, over there, sister Ia. Why are you crying I understand being angry, but I don’t understand a little bit about crying…”

In response to my question, which expressed embarrassment by blurring the end of my words, Ia noona wiped her eyes and looked at me with a red, sharp gaze. And then she replied bluntly like a pout.

“Pa-Mr. Paster opened his eyes badly.”

Before I knew it, Ia noona’s way of speaking had returned from her casual language to her respectful language. Without even time to feel relieved, I had no choice but to ask her.

“Yes? Snow? How did I open my eyes…?”
“Oh, like someone who is about to leave! I had someone to rely on besides me, so I appeared like a person who had no regrets about me! If Mr. Pastor makes up his mind and disappears, there is no one in the world who can catch him. If you open your eyes as if you’re going to leave at any moment, there’s no choice but to shed tears! Ugh…”

As she spoke, Ia noona closed her mouth tightly and lowered the corners of her mouth, struggling to hold back the tears.
I grabbed the back of her head as she was about to cry, hugged her, and stroked the back of her head. Then he half-opened her mouth so that she couldn’t see it, and was startled silently.

Oh my god I just thought about it, but you knew it just by looking at my eyes?

I got goosebumps at Ian’s older sister’s ability to observe beyond common sense.
Anyway, if I make up my mind and disappear, I can’t catch you, so I can’t help but cry.
It was obviously true, but after hearing it myself, my heart felt heavy for no reason.

Tears came to my eyes as soon as I thought I was leaving. How many feelings do you have for me to become like this?

If you think about it, Scar, Raffy, Silk Blonde, and Ia noona who is now in my arms. All of them were extremely anxious about my departure.
Even if I act like I’m going, it’s not to the extent of crying and begging right away… Excluding Scar because he never apologized. I was afraid that I would leave or be hated by me to the extent that I cried and cried and begged without scars.

When I first found out about it, I was so surprised that they had such feelings for me, so I didn’t think much deeper. Now, as she soothes sister Ia, she suddenly has the question she should have felt.

Why do you feel that way for me? What am I? Where do I like it?

Come to think of it, I’m good at keeping you up all night.
His cock was big, and if he wanted to, he could have tasted the climax of hell, where he couldn’t even pass out at will from start to finish.
Even if I didn’t use the spark from the rabbit hole, it was clear that I was just a sex talent when I recalled the case of Scar and Raffy.

Because he climaxed almost every time he hit something.

But that’s something you don’t know until you try it, and they liked me even without knowing that I was good at night.

Why do you feel sympathy for someone like me? What exactly is romance in the first place?

Having suffered physically from Scar for 15 years and socially suffering all kinds of slander spread by Scar, to me, who had never liked someone rationally, romance was just a story from a distant country.

However, after hearing Rafi’s confession and seeing Ia noona shed tears at the thought that I might leave, I knew that dating was no longer a far-fetched story.

Is it. Is it time for me to seriously face the idea of ​​dating?

However, the relationship I knew was the law that started when you loved the other person. And I wasn’t in love with anyone right now. There is no one to love.

Her heart trembled with an unfamiliar feeling when she heard that Raffy liked her, but she didn’t think it was love.
I heard that the person you love makes you happy just thinking about it when you were having a drink with the guild leader one day. Just thinking of Raffy didn’t make me feel happy.

Just what It was so cute. Degree?

Even if I think about it, I am an outsider in dating. I’ve never done anything called love Even that common unrequited love.
If I had lived a normal life like everyone else, I would have at least experienced unrequited love, but there was one obstruction in my life, so that was impossible.
It’s not just a hindrance, it’s a real bullshit interrupter.
Thinking that, I felt a fire of anger in my heart once again.

Scar shit. See you later. If I meet you, I will immediately install a hypnosis application and suffocate you 500 times. It would be like that until he made himself open his stomach and begged for help, not caring about his lower stomach, upper stomach and sides.

“Whoa.”

With a sigh, my anger toward Scar stopped for a moment, and I saw someone who could tell me about my love affair.

“······Sobbing.”

Sister Ia was still sniffing, her face pressed against my chest. It seemed that I couldn’t get rid of the anxiety that I would leave.
I hated it when she, the benefactor who helped me over and over again and saved her life, felt anxious and hurt because of me.
She just gets obsessed with it, and even if she’s afraid because she doesn’t know what she’ll do when she’s enraged, if she doesn’t struggle like this, she’ll be a hundred and a thousand times better off.

“Hey sister. I will not leave my sister. So don’t be anxious.”

I said that while stroking the soft chestnut hair. Then sister Ia raised her face and looked at me.

“…Really? Go, won’t it suddenly disappear or something?”

It was an earnest question that asked me to answer “Yes”.
However, that wish cannot be granted straight away. At this point, I decided to give the reins to Ia-nuna, who was like a time bomb that could explode at any moment.
I gently brushed her hair and engaged her safety devices one by one.

“If my sister confines me in a showcase for pasta, if she destroys my house out of anger, if she pays for repairs and says something else…. I will never leave you.”

I have listed the things that you shouldn’t do based on common sense, so it will be easy for Ia-noona to accept.
It was an act that deviated from common sense to fill the reins with these obvious things in the first place, but I was relieved to have said this.
I met sister Ia’s eyes and asked with a smile.

“Isn’t it easy?”
“…”

But sister Ia avoided her gaze in response to my question and then squirmed to bury her face in my chest again.

No, where is this sister going to just go over?

Dismissed!

I pushed Ian’s sister down her rabbit hole, up her forearm to her elbow area, then grabbed her chin with the hand that had been stroking her hair and looked straight into her chestnut eyes.

“I do not like it? Can’t you accept it?”
“Yes? Ah, ah, that’s it…”
“If you don’t want to do it, there is nothing you can do about it. Instead, if I suddenly disappear later, if you feel unfair…”
“No! I’ll do it! Okay! Gee, don’t put it in the showcase! No confinement! Don’t even destroy the house! Pay for repairs properly! I also canceled the attempt to secretly change the name of the penthouse being repaired to a joint name with me…! Oh.”
“Yes?”

I think I heard something that shouldn’t be heard.

As I looked at my sister Ian with doubtful eyes, she clapped her eyes and nodded her head vigorously.

“Ah, whatever! I won’t! I won’t do anything Mr. Pastor would hate! Mr. Pastor, can’t you just leave me…?”

When she desperately finished her story, seeing her raise her eyes like her cat in boots, she burst out laughing.
I raised the corners of her mouth and gave her what she most wanted.

“Yes. I won’t leave. Even if I leave, I will tell my sister where to go.”
“·····Yes!”

Paaa. Ia noona nodded her head as she answered with a clear smile that seemed to sound like a sound effect.
Then, as I watched her burrow into her arms again and bury her face in her chest, I felt that now was the right time.

Alright, now that I’ve got the reins on too. Shall we do what we were originally going to do?

I touched Ian-nee’s cheek with the hand that had been stroking her hair, and spoke in a younger voice full of charms, wanting to listen to her as much as she could.

“Sister. Can you do one favor of me?”
“Yes!”
“Can I just say that I knew that right away? You know what I’m going to ask you?”
“Because I knew that Mr. Pastor would never leave me! Then whatever you do is fine!”

I was taken aback at the cool consent, but the good was the good.
It was a bit embarrassing and embarrassing to say it proudly, so I averted my gaze, scratched my cheek, and asked Ia in a voice like an ant crawling.

“That… I, have sex with me…. It’s better if it’s love love… Sex.”