Chapter 197 – The Idol Who Dumped Me Is Obsessed With Me (#Regret #Obsession #Exhaustion)

The leader of the girl group Spring, to which Miso belongs, Seah Han.
She’s pretty, dances well, and sings well.
He speaks well, his actions are pretty, and he has a good personality.

Everything about Han Se-ah is perfect.
It can be said that he is the most ideal idol, as if he is the ideal type of idol fans.

Even I, who had no interest in idols, automatically became a fan of Han Se-ah after watching a broadcast with a smile.

Han Se-ah and I ended up sleeping together through a strange relationship.
There were complicated circumstances and internal conflicts there, but I will omit them because there is not enough space.

Anyway, I couldn’t say that the first sex with Han Se-ah was that good.
It was because Han Se-ah didn’t have much crush on me, and I also felt a subtle reluctance to hug Han Se-ah, who was thinking of another man.

After that, I had about two more relationships with Se Ah.
Unlike the first time, from the second time onwards, both I and Se-Ah were able to enjoy it in their own ways… I think. At least I did.

When I first met Se-ah, I was relatively naive, and there was a part where I took my relationship with Se-ah too seriously. It was all the more so because Se Ah was his virgin back then.

But now, I don’t take Sae Ah so seriously.

Even though we both have other people in our hearts, we thought that it would be enough if we could satisfy each other’s desires.
I have nothing more to wish for if I can do it with my favorite idol.
I didn’t have to think hard.

In a word, sex friends.
There is no romantic feeling in the relationship with Se Ah.
At least I thought so.

──I did.
Lately, I’ve been thinking it’s a bit odd.

“Mr. It was fun yesterday.
I’ll see you next time I have a chance.^^
-Seah Han』

It was a message I received the day before Christmas, the day after I hugged Se Ah.
At that time, after filming with the Spring members, I hugged Jini and Seah at the same time.
There were many unfortunate incidents because of Jini, but his relationship with Se-ah was not bad.

“Yes. Mr. Sea.
I also enjoyed it.
I hope to have another chance next time.
-Jin Seon-hu』

I replied like that.

For reference, Jini also sent a long text message, but she only sent a cold reply to Jini, telling her not to send such text messages in the future.

It is taboo for idols and actors to exchange private text messages.
Seeing it by others can lead to serious misunderstandings. Above all, it is not a misunderstanding.

However, Se Ah’s text could be seen as a greeting about the collaboration video shoot. Because you can send that much text message to the people you worked with.
That’s why I sent a reply without hesitation.

… Now that I think about it, that might have been a mistake.
A sword cut to Jini, and a relatively proper reply to Seah. Se-ah may have accepted the difference as a “Blue light.”

Of course, that’s just the realm of my imagination… Anyway, after that, I received messages from Mr. Se Ah at a fairly high frequency.

At first, it was just a simple hello.

“Merry Christmas
-Seah Han』

It was just the Christmas season.
There was nothing unusual about a message like that at Christmas.

“Sea, have a good Christmas too.
-Jin Seon-hu』

So I returned the reply without any problems.
I didn’t care too much about the number of text messages I received over Christmas.

“Sir, Happy New Year.
-Seah Han』

“Happy New Year to Se-ah.
May the new year be full of good things.
(Sunrise emoji)
-Jin Seon-hu』

After Christmas, it was New Year’s greetings.
Of course, this wasn’t a problematic message either.

The next topic was drama.

“I watched the drama in which Mr. Seonhu appeared.
I think you came out very nicely.
(Thumbs up emoji)
-Seah Han』

“Thank you.
It will be more fun in the future, so please watch it.
-Jin Seon-hu』

“I can’t wait because I’m already looking forward to the next episode.
The weather is cold. Be careful not to catch a cold.
-Seah Han』

“Thank you.
Seah-san, be careful not to catch a cold.
-Jin Seon-hu』

We exchanged text messages a few times about the topic of the drama.
This could be said to be a good conversation if it was okay between acquaintances.

The problem was the next text.

“This is a picture taken behind the scenes after this performance.
Your smile came out so pretty, I’ll send it to you.
(Attached photo)
-Seah Han』

Here, I thought, “What?”
Because it was the first message with a picture attachment.

The photo was a selfie Se Ah took with a smile.
The appearance of the two beautiful girls in costumes for the performance slightly drenched in sweat after the performance gave off a strange charm.

Still, isn’t photography a bit risky? I thought so too.
However, the reason Se-ah sent the picture was ‘because her smile came out pretty’, and as a fan of Spring and Mi-so’s older brother, I had no reason to refuse if I could get a rare picture.

“Thank you.
Her smile is pretty, but Se Ah also came out very pretty.
Thank you for your precious photos.
-Jin Seon-hu』

It’s not that there wasn’t sincerity in what he said.
It was true that both the smile and Se Ah were pretty.

But, could that be wrong?
From then on, Sae-ah started sending pictures quite frequently.

“It’s a smile that eats rice. Cute right?
(Attached photo)
-Seah Han』

『One cut on the go.
(Attached photo)
-Seah Han』

『Today was so hard~ ㅠ.ㅠ
(Attached photo)
-Seah Han』

“Everyone took a picture together before the performance.
Go for it!
(Attached photo)
-Seah Han』

At first, it was a photo of a smile or a group photo with a smile.
Every time I did that, I sent a reply saying thank you, pretty.

Then, at some point, Se Ah started sending photos of herself.

“I took a pictorial today!
It’s a Greek goddess concept, but the smile is below Hestie!
(Attached Photo 1) (Attached Photo 2) (Attached Photo 3)

Then which goddess am I (^^?)
(Attached Photo 4) (Attached Photo 5)
-Seah Han』

Hmm.
Actually, I knew the story from Miso beforehand.

Hestia, the goddess of family, Aphrodite, the goddess of beauty, and Athena, the goddess of war.
The point of humor is that Jini is Artemis, the goddess of innocence.

Of course, I am not a simple human being to answer that I already know.

『If you are Mr. Seah, wouldn’t it be Aphrodite, the goddess of beauty, or Hera, the queen of the gods?
-Jin Seon-hu』

If you think about it now, you can see it.
That my reply was careless.

If I received a text message like that when I was younger, it wouldn’t be strange to think, ‘Does he like me?’
It was obviously a word that could be misunderstood depending on the listener.

『Ding dong deng! Answer!
I was Aphrodite!
(Attached Photo 1) (Attached Photo 2) (Attached Photo 3)
-Seah Han』

Hmmm. Also, Se Ah is pretty.
Even Jini, who is usually ignored, looks pretty in a pictorial like this, so Sae Ah, who is usually pretty, has no choice but to look prettier.

I was looking at the pictorial photos Se Ah sent me with a happy feeling.

The problem was the message that followed.

『Jin Seon-hoo who gets the answer right will receive a small gift.
(Attached photo 3) (Attached photo 4)
It’s a secret photo that doesn’t go into the pictorial.
Never leak!
-Seah Han』

When I opened the attached picture without much thought, I thought my eyes would pop out.
This is because the attached photo was Se Ah’s exposed selfie.

One photo was taken by pulling the breast side of her goddess attire lightly with her fingers, revealing her breastbone.
And another photo of her with the hem of her tunic lifted slightly to reveal the side of her panties and her thighs.

I couldn’t help but be taken aback by something completely unexpected.
It was to the point where I inadvertently made sure no one was watching.

What should I reply to here?
The message read mark has already gone off.
Reading and chewing were the only things I shouldn’t have done.

“Sea. It’s so pretty.
I was surprised.
-Jin Seon-hu』

Thinking back… It seems like I realized too much too late, but anyway.
Should have stopped then.
I should have told you bluntly that you shouldn’t take pictures like this.

If my sister or Miso had sent me a picture like this, I would have done so.
But the opponent is Se Ah. To me, Han Se-ah was not a serious opponent to go that far.

I’ve never asked for a picture like this. Seah only sent it one-sidedly. As long as it doesn’t spill, it’s fine. So I just have to be careful not to leak.

Thinking so, I praised Se Ah. He had given up the praise.

“But, Mr. Se-ah, a picture like this is dangerous.
Of course, I will be careful not to leak it, but there is a possibility that it will be leaked due to hacking or censorship.
Please do not send pictures like this in the future.
-Jin Seon-hu』

I thought it might be dangerous belatedly, so I sent a text like that.
However, it seems that it also sounded like she was worried and considerate of herself to Se-ah.

『Then, should we use a messenger without risk of leakage?
-Seah Han』

Should have stopped there.
However, as a fan of Han Se-ah, I couldn’t resist the temptation of the word ‘limited edition’.
The photos Se Ah sent were ‘limited editions just for me’ that cannot be found anywhere on the Internet.

Even the pantyhose Se-ah left in my room is me. I couldn’t miss this precious opportunity.

That’s how I started exchanging secret messages with Mr. Sae Ah through the foreign messenger that I had previously used as a secret messenger with Miso.

“Click before going to bed.
I’m a little shy because I’m naked.
(Attached photo)
-Seah Han』

“I feel like I keep gaining weight in my armpits.
I need to work harder. ㅠ.ㅠ
(Attached photo)
-Seah Han』

“How do you like the costumes for this performance?
It might seem a bit erotic…?^^*
(Attached photo)
-Seah Han』

『Today’s underwear is pink!
Doesn’t it seem too childish?
-Seah Han』

The photos sent by Se Ah were gradually raising the level.
In addition, I was sending obvious replies that seemed like compliments but greetings, such as pretty, cute, sexy, and so on.

Just in case one in ten thousand or one in ten thousand was caught.
I replied to make it look as if Han Se-ah was sending me a photo unilaterally.

But I also have a job and a life.
I couldn’t just stare at my phone all day.

As a result, I was unable to respond to all the text messages Se Ah sent.
There were times when I just read it and skipped it, or didn’t read it at all until the next day.

At such times, Mr. Se Ah would send a high level picture the next day.
Take a picture of your underwear openly and send it, or take a dirty pose.

Like I’m addicted to my compliments.
Seeking my reply and compliments, Sae-ah sent me more and more provocative photos.

I’m fine… No, can I really pass this off as ‘I like it’?
Couldn’t the truth have already reached a fairly dangerous point?

Having come up with such an idea belatedly, I decided to send a message to Se-ah asking her to stop.

“Sea. Also, this picture seems a bit dangerous.
Why don’t we stop sending this stuff now?
-Jin Seon-hu』

“Did I send messages too often?
I’ll try to shorten it a bit in the future ^^;;
-Seah Han』

I texted and got a reply within a minute.
Isn’t Sae Ah busy?

I texted again.

“No… I’m not trying to cut it down, I’m just saying stop.
I’m careful, but I don’t know what might happen.
I think it would be better to go this far for Sae Ah’s sake.
-Jin Seon-hu』

“I’m OK.
I believe in Mr. Sun Hu!
-Seah Han』

Weird.
Why is this reply coming back?
Did I write the words hard?

I read the text I wrote carefully again, but there was no problem.
I said it euphemistically, but Mr. Se-ah is a smart person, so there’s no way he doesn’t know the meaning behind my words.

This time, I’m going to send it a little more straightforwardly.
I was about to send a text message asking me to quit once again, but Sae Ah’s text message arrived first.

『I’m sorry, Mr. Seonhu!
I’ll just send this far for today and try to reduce it from now on!
(Attached photo 1) (Attached photo 2)
This is meant as an apology… I’m sorry (__)
-Seah Han』

I almost dropped my phone when I opened the photo Sae Ah sent me this time.

In the first picture, she put her index and middle fingers on both breasts and only covered her nipples.
The second picture was a picture of her nipples exposed by opening her fingers in a V shape.

I’m at a loss for words. I also erased all the text I was writing.

What do we do?
Even if I texted him again to stop sending it, I didn’t think I could convince him.

10 minutes to think about it like that.
Another text came from Se-ah.

“I’m sorry, Mr. Seonhu.
Didn’t like the picture?
-Seah Han』

Seeing that I was only reading and not replying, Sae-ah seemed to get anxious.
What else should I reply to?
After thinking about it for a while, another message came.

“If you don’t mind, can I take a picture and send it to you?
-Seah Han』

Again? What? Naked pictures?
Before I could say anything, another text came in.

“I tried again!
You will love it this time!
(Attached Photo 1) (Attached Photo 2) (Attached Photo 3) (Attached Photo 4)
-Seah Han』

… The picture did not open.
I was afraid to open it.

Where did I go wrong?
Han Se-ah must have been a smart and proud idol.

At first she apparently refused to even kiss her. She even turned down the offer to meet seriously.
Han Se-ah of the world, how did she become so corrupted?

… Can not help it.
If left here any longer, the real problem might grow.

“… It’s a smile Can I talk to you for a second?”
“Huh?”

Thinking so, I decided to ask Miso for help.