Chapter 32 – My Brother’s Reminiscence – The Story of Me and My Brother 2

A woman who became her brother’s special someone for the first time outside of her family.
However, everyone around my brother, except for my family, had only hurt him without thinking.

The same was true of her school trip incident when she was in middle school. It was because a girl who was a leader among her girls, a so-called Iljin girl, had an eye on her brother. She light-heartedly asked her brother to date her, but after she was rejected, she harbored a grudge against her and she did it.
To her brother, the only special person other than her family was harm. I don’t want her to approach me with light thoughts like like or interested in her. Sincerely.

I decided to meet my brother’s girlfriend and talk.
Frankly, I was surprised. It was because my brother’s girlfriend, senior Yeoni, was a very ordinary person. She had an ordinary face, an ordinary personality, an ordinary family, and was a person who seemed to be quietly reading a book in a corner of any class.
Maybe my brother likes people like this? He was the kind of person who was completely opposite to me. To be honest, it was a little shocking.

The fortunate thing is that Yeon-yi was someone I could talk to. She herself knew that she was no match for her brother, and though she happened to be dating her brother, she said she was content to just watch her from afar.
Like her mother in the drama, Yeon-yi sunbaenim obediently decided to break up with her brother without giving her an envelope of money and urging her to break up. She also talked a lot about her brother’s past and future, and as a result, she promised to cooperate in future plans.
The existence of a classmate who will take care of the surroundings close to the older brother. Senior Yeon-yi was the talent I needed.

Afterwards, senior Yeon-i dutifully hovered around her brother and provided me with information. Most of her problems could be solved with money and personal connections, if she could get the information in advance.
Even after her high school graduation, senior Yeon-yi entered the same university as her brother and created an organization to become her brother’s fence, and she is still serving as an advance guard to protect her brother.

Perhaps because of senior Yeon Yi’s resourcefulness, her organization grew faster than she thought. He was very systematic and loyal.
But even so, she couldn’t have prevented all accidents. There are always angular stones everywhere, and those angular stones always flew only to my brother.

During her freshman year of college, her brother was a stalker victim. The stalker is her brother and her classmates from elementary and middle school. Not only did she persistently pursue her brother, but she also threatened to spread the video if she did not meet her, saying that she had a video taken during the middle school school trip.

Why did such a strange woman only gather around her brother after her death? Is she a trick from God or is she even cursed. It seems like I’m the only decent woman around her brother. Really.

Of course, there was no way that such a reckless threat would work. The woman was immediately placed in police custody.

And my brother was hurt again because of it. And even that, it’s just clearing up the wounds of the past that were just about to heal.
But the brother was not the brother he used to be. She worried about what would happen to her if she got misogynistic, but her brother brushed it off and got up.
Did the scars he received all this time made him hard? My brother wasn’t always a child either. He wasn’t the little, fragile older brother he used to be. My brother is also an adult now.

It must have been my mother who was most delighted with my brother’s growth, but the impression I felt was probably no less. Is this what motherhood is? It was strange that she was a younger sister who felt maternal love for her brother’s growth, but she had no other way to express that feeling.
The feeling of admiration and loveliness that fills my heart. If my brother wants something from me, he wants to do everything for me.

No, it’s not like that. I wanted a brother I wanted to put all of my brother in my heart. I held my brother in my arms and didn’t want to let go forever. It felt like that.

During this time, I belatedly learned to masturbate.
Did you say stealing, which you learned late, is scary? Every day, I thought of my brother and masturbated. It didn’t matter whether I had a schedule or not. My love for my brother, the pleasure of masturbation, were the source of all my energy.

And as I started masturbating, I powered up. No, it’s a bit strange to say it like this. It would be nice to hear that I grew up as well after watching my brother grow up.
Somehow I grew up and rose to the top of the industry. Far from the moderate popularity and recognition that was initially planned, they became one of the most popular idols.
Due to the sudden surge in popularity, there were many side effects. As the number of fans increased, the number of antis also increased, and that level intensified. Unbelievable rumors and scandals plagued me.
I was just a naive 20-year-old female idol whose hobby was to masturbate while thinking of my older brother, but the person called Jinmi-so floating on the Internet became a dog mop who changed her idol boyfriend like earrings and repeated pregnancy and abortion.

But the real problem was different.
Now, it is slowly becoming impossible to be satisfied with masturbation alone.
I needed a real brother. Imagination was not enough. I wanted a living brother.
We’re so close, we’re talking to each other in front of our eyes every day, so why should we be content with just imagining and masturbating?

I approached my brother. Being in the same house, there were plenty of opportunities. I induced contact with my brother whenever I had a chance.
He had Because I’m an idol at the peak of popularity. Because there was a track record of making countless male fans fall in love.
There is also a relationship of trust that has been built so far. I was sure that my brother would love me as much as I loved him.
But… Is your brother a goon?
No matter how much I tried, my brother wouldn’t lay a hand on me.
I learned how to seduce men from other members and tried it, but the effect was not very good.

Due to the wounds his brother had suffered, there was a possibility that he might have become an eunuch.
However, as a result of the investigation, my brother was healthy. He was also masturbating every day.
But why are you not interested in me?
Even though they are not related by blood, does the mental barrier of being siblings stand in the way?

I was gradually losing my confidence.
As a result, idol activities were also hindered.

And I, who had exploded with nervousness, committed the atrocities of breaking into the bathroom where my brother was taking a bath.
As a result, that incident served as an opportunity to dramatically develop her relationship with her brother, but she is still reflecting on herself for doing something crazy.
If she did something wrong, there could have been a rift between her brother and her that could never be repaired. She could have been the same human being as the other women who had hurt her brother. It was a very risky gamble.

But my brother accepted me.
It was the moment when a page of my delusion finally came true.

Even after that, the relationship with her brother developed smoothly.
The bad condition has completely recovered. As if he had taken some strange medicine, he was always full of energy. Is this the power of love?

I even made an appointment to go out alone.
I was worried that her mother would be against it, but her mother also silently gave her permission.

A date with my brother I felt like I was going to cry just being with my brother for nothing. I never thought this day would come It was something I could never have imagined in the past.
Happy. In the last scene of this bliss, I planned to spend my first night with my brother in a hotel. The romantic night that has been dreamed of every day is finally coming true today.

But the plan went seriously wrong.
The worst situation I imagined was to retire from being an idol after my relationship with my brother was discovered, but the reality laughably surpassed the worst in my imagination.

“Haha… , Hee…”

Breathing was strange. The light on my brother’s face disappeared.

“Brother! What’s wrong, brother! Wake! Breathe!”

Sudden shortness of breath. My brother grabbed his chest and collapsed.
I panicked.

Brother, brother dies because of me. Did I?
No. Brother. Can’t die can’t let it die
Shortness of breath What should I do? CPR? No, CPR is when the heart stops. How is your brother? What about the heart? Are you running

Slam!

He hit his cheek with all his might with both hands. It’s not the time to be confused. Are you going to let your brother die?
I shook my head to clear my mind.
Remember you learned What to do if you have a seizure. I remember each one slowly.

“Hey sister! Please call 119! A person collapsed from shortness of breath!”

In the event of an emergency, first ask someone nearby to report it. I told the store clerk right in front of me.

And, and? Check if the patient is breathing and if the heart is beating.
Breath. Don’t rest heart. Runs
After 4 minutes of stopping breathing, brain cells are destroyed. Before that, you need to do rescue breathing.
Okay. It’s rescue breathing. You don’t have to press your heart. ‘Cause I’m running right
Secure airway first. I undid the chest button, which might be frustrating, and unfastened my belt.
And artificial respiration. Cover your nose and close your mouth tightly to prevent air from leaking out. And breathe in at intervals of once every 5 seconds.

“Hoo-wook.”
“Hoo-wook.”
“Hoo-wook.”

It was different from kissing. My brother had no reaction. His tongue was stiff and his lips were cold. The unusual touch stirred fear in my heart.
“Brother. I’m scared please wake up Please breathe.”

Tears flowed endlessly.
I took rescue breaths without stopping. Once every 5 seconds. Once every 5 seconds. Once every 5 seconds.

“Please don’t take pictures. Sorry. Please. Please do not take pictures.”

Many people surrounded me and my brother. Everyone was holding a smartphone in their hand and pointing the lens at us.
Those lenses, those cameras killed my brother.
It felt like my stomach was boiling.
But now was not the time to be angry. Because my brother comes first. Because I have to save my brother first.
Continue rescue breathing. Once every 5 seconds. Once every 5 seconds. So much that my heart aches.
How many times did you do it how many minutes has passed

“Brother!”

Finally, my brother started to breathe on his own. As if what had been hardened until now was a lie, he began to breathe.

“Brother… !”

Feeling relieved that my brother was alive, I clung to him and wept bitterly. The paramedics arrived late and put a respirator over her brother’s mouth. Then, I put my brother on a cot and moved him to an ambulance.
I cried in a mess and followed my brother to the ambulance.

“Teacher, teacher, what about your brother? Is my brother okay?”
“Are you okay. My brother is breathing properly. You don’t have to worry.”

As the ambulance rode away, I let go of my voice and cried. The paramedic sister and brother would have been in trouble too.

“Miso saved my brother. Thank you for your effort. You can rest assured now.”

I cried endlessly. There may have been more tears shed at this time than shed in her entire life.

There were dangerous moments, but my brother survived.
First of all, I called my mother and informed her that her brother was admitted to the emergency room.

Her mother flew in right away. With such momentum that she wondered if she had been waiting in front of the hospital.
She was trembling because she thought she would get scolded, but instead she was comforted by her mother.
She was scared, it was hard, she said and hugged her.
I cried out loud again.

According to the emergency room doctor’s opinion, my brother was quickly transferred from the emergency room to a general hospital room.
It’s nothing now. I couldn’t even breathe until just now. As if this much is nothing. It’s like a quack.

I couldn’t stand looking at my lying brother. The brother decided to leave her with her mother and return home.
I had work to do on my own. Up until now, I had dismissed it as a fan of Antido, but this time it was different. I couldn’t forgive those who made my brother like this.

“Oh, what a smile. Where are you? Is it a hospital?”

Just then, the president of the agency I was trying to call called back.

“President. I’m going to post a post on social media, so please review it. And this time, please clean up the bad guys properly. If I don’t handle this job properly, I really can’t do this job.”
“Uh, okay. I will mobilize the entire legal team to respond, so don’t worry too much about smiling. Take good care of yourself.”
“President. Do you know that it was the boss’s fault that my brother became like this?”
“Ah, no, that was a situation where the situation was bound to be misunderstood.”
“My mom will call me later, so prepare yourself.”
“Mi, it’s a smile…”

I hung up the phone and wrote a post to post on social media.
After thinking about how to write it for a while, I decided to just write it as I felt like it. If you write it appropriately and send it, the agency will correct it for you.

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Everyone knows who my parents and older sister are, even if I don’t tell them. It’s a very famous story.

But you probably don’t know who my brother is.
No wonder. I’ve never talked about my brother before.

My brother is a person who should not receive attention from people because of his mental illness.
So I deliberately hid it. However, my heart is heavy because it seems that the situation like today happened because of that.

My brother is an adopted child who came to our house when he was 6 years old.
My brother was severely abused by his birth parents from a young age, and he suffered severe psychological as well as physical scars.

(Wikitree link: Incheon child abuse case in **)

I was 5 years old at the time, and I was the youngest daughter who grew up receiving lots of love from my family.
I was a child who did not even know what abuse was or what a disability was.
I just remember being happy when I heard that I had a new brother.

An older brother who suddenly became a member of a strange family one day.
At first, there were many difficulties.
However, my older brother is my family that I love no matter what anyone says, and he is my only brother in the world.

Today was the first date with my brother.
I’ve never been out alone with my brother.
This is because my older brother easily gets sick when he goes to crowded places or receives attention from people.
It has been my lifelong wish to walk the streets, watch movies, eat out, and shop with my brother.

So I insisted. Let’s go out together on my day off.
Oppa, you’ve improved a lot, so are you okay now?

My brother was worried that something might happen, but he tried to make my wish come true.
I was really happy. Enjoyed. I was happy.

But I think what I really liked was the mask.
Many people who recognized me mistook my brother for my boyfriend.
I wish it would have ended with just an illusion. Misinformation constantly spread on social media, and many people criticized me for secretly dating my boyfriend.
My brother was devastated when he found out. I ended up thinking that the criticism against me was my brother’s fault.
My brother passed out from shock and stopped breathing until he was hit dangerously.
Even at that moment, many people were pointing their cameras at the fallen brother.

I am an idol.
I am ready to accept the blame and responsibility given to myself for my actions.

However, I have no intention of wanting to become an idol by hurting my family.
If my precious family’s privacy is invaded and hurt in the future, I will retire immediately.

Please. My brother is a person who needs to be loved more and become happier.
Please don’t hurt me anymore Please protect my brother.

Brother. Sorry. Please wake up

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