Chapter 84 – Seah Han

Holding hands with Seah Han, we walk through the hotel.
Too many strange things happen these days.
Maybe I’m dreaming too.

A slight tremor came from the hands that were holding each other.
Cruel.
Why is the world so cruel?

After getting on the elevator, let go of Han Se-ah’s hand.

I hoped that the man would dry it.
I hoped that she would see me holding Se-ah’s hand, regret it, tell her that I was wrong, and ask her to do something that never happened.

How could that man let me go?
How can Han Se-ah accept it?
I can’t understand.

“Mr. Se-ah.”

I barely opened my mouth, then I shut it again.
Even if you ask me, even if I hear the answer, I won’t understand.

After that, Sae-ah and I didn’t speak a word until we got to the guest room.
It was the same even after entering the room.
What to say
I was wandering.

“… I will wash first.”

Leaving Sae Ah in the room, I ran to the shower room.

I am a fan of Sae Ah, but yesterday was the first time I actually saw her face.
I’m not a person with a big bowl to the point of being shameless just because I put the two of them in a hotel room with someone like that.
I’m a timid jerk. That’s me

Inconvenient.
It seems that the concrete that was stuffed into my chest in the morning has hardened.

Take a bath in cold water to calm your mind.
But there is no sign of calming down.
Can’t we just keep hiding in the shower like this?

“After.”

‘How long are you going to run away like that? Are you going to wait for mom to save you again?’
My sister’s words hit me.
You must not run away.
It would be Se-ah, not me, who is really anxious.

What should I do?
What is the path for Han Se-ah?

Even thinking about it, the answer doesn’t come out.
It’s time to finish showering.

How are you doing with your clothes?
Wear it out? Or take it off?
How did you do that in the movies?
As I saw somewhere, I wrapped a towel around my waist and left the shower.

Sae-ah was sitting on the bed.
He put on a calm expression, but he couldn’t hide the anxiety in his eyes.

A perfect idol on screen.
However, if you take one layer off, Han Se-ah was also a weak girl.

I sat down right next to him.

Silence for a while.

“… Then, me too.”

This time, Han Se-ah ran into the shower room.
It was on my side that I was relieved there.

“What should I do now?”

I barely resisted the urge to tear my hair out.
If I thought it would be solved by tearing off my hair, I would have gone bald.
That doesn’t mean it’s a sharp number.

The sound of water can be heard from the other side of the shower room.
That Seah Han is taking a shower right there.
And yet, my cock won’t budge.
I was nervous.

Shall we run away while Han Se-ah is washing?
But that doesn’t solve anything.
I’m just going to pick another guy and put him in my place.
In that case, I’d rather be me.
I thought so.

But will it work?
Could Sae-ah get hurt?

Ah~!!!~~!!
It’s annoying!!
Why do I have to worry about this?
That pervert cub! That crazy boss!
It’s all because of that bastard!

In order for my love to be respected, I must also respect the love of others.
I can’t respect this!
Isn’t this
Hurt the woman you love, hurt yourself,
Is it love that can only be fulfilled by doing so?
Is it okay to have this kind of love?

Shit.
I’ll take it away
Han Se-ah.
Don’t even look at that pervert again because you’re flirting with me.
With this cock endorsed by my older sister.
Make that man hit the ground and regret it.
Such a dirty hobby, I can’t get rid of it without fixing it.

Han Se-ah came out of her shower.
Like me, a towel was covering her breasts and vital areas.
Her wet dark hair gleamed.
Han Se-ah cautiously came and sat next to me.

I’ll take it away a little while ago! Where did her mind go?
I couldn’t even look at Han Se-ah because I was as hard as her wooden stone.
What should I say

“If.”

First of all, what do you like the most?

“Are you recording or recording something?”
“… No. Even now if you need it.”
“No. I’m glad I don’t have it.”

Se Ah seems to have thought that I wanted something like that.
I thought maybe he was filming because he said he had that kind of taste.

“… Are you offended by this?”
“Yes?”

I didn’t ask. Sae-ah asked.

“Suddenly asking me to go to bed with a woman I don’t know. If you don’t like…”
“No.”

I can’t say that I’m a Sae-A fan.
I can’t stand Se Ah being here with such miserable thoughts.

“Se Ah is a beautiful and charming woman. He’s so much that any man in the world would want to hug him. Me too, of course.”

Sae-ah shook her head in embarrassment.

“I was hesitant because I wasn’t sure if this was really the right thing to do. I am a person who believes that the person I love should be protected no matter what. So the boss… I cannot understand this way.”

I don’t think I’ll ever know what it feels like to hand over the woman you love to another man.
I don’t even want to know

“Are you really okay, Se-ah? If you have any debts or weaknesses.”
“Whoops.”

Weird.
When I talk seriously, the woman laughs.
Do I look funny?

“Sorry. I think I know why the president asked Jin Seon-hoo.”
“… Why?”
“Usually, there will be no one who takes such a story as seriously as Mr. Seonhu. Just like the former president said, no one would refuse if I offered a ticket for one night with Han Se-ah. However, I heard that Seonhu rejected it yesterday. She said she got mad and walked out.”
“Ah. That.”

It’s not because she doesn’t like Se-ah.

“It was the president’s fault. But I think the president was also convinced then. It’s okay if it’s this guy.”

Yesterday, I spurred out of my seat without listening to the boss’s words to the end.
Misunderstandings and all, but in the end it wasn’t even a misunderstanding. It’s a little different from what I thought.

“I asked if you were okay. I’m OK. Because the man I love is the man I chose. What assurance could be as reliable as that?”
“Love.”

Awesome magic word, love.
If love goes in, is everything okay?

If your loved one wishes
For loved ones.
Because I Love You. Because you are the one I love

When I hear the word love, the first thing that comes to mind is my mother.
Just yesterday, she said, even if the whole world becomes my enemy, my mom will be on my side.
Unconditional and absolute love.

Is Se Ah’s love like that?
Even if the whole world turns its back on him, only Se-ah acknowledges the man’s ways.
… I’m not sure.
Maybe it’s really for him.
Maybe it’s for Sae-ah.

But if you want to.
I just do whatever I want.

I see Mr. Se-ah.
Despite being so close, I kept averting my eyes.
The features are densely clustered on a small face.
Pretty face. It was the face of my idol Se-ah.
Place your hand on your cheek and approach slowly.

“Hey, a little kiss…”
“If you don’t kiss me, I won’t do anything else.”

Mr. Se-ah seems displeased with my words, but he closes his eyes as if he can’t help it.

If you’re going to do it, do it right.
There are things I can’t give up either.
If you have any complaints, go talk to the man who chose you.

Chew… Chuuup…

I kiss Han Se-ah on the lips.
Previously, Miso said that she practiced kissing with her members.
At that time, she said of Han Se-ah, ‘Even though she looked innocent, she was the most active’.

Right now Han Se-ah is not active, he is just touching his lips.
Why is it okay to smile and not me?
Won’t you kiss another guy?
Is sex okay, no kissing?
It’s funny

The towel covering Han Se-ah’s body drops.
Floating on the white skin, the breasts that can be held in one hand are revealed.
It was as if Miso and Jini’s breasts were merged and split into two.
These are breasts that are the right size and ideally shaped.
It’s one of the smallest breasts I know, but it’s probably above average.

Place your hand on the sacred idol’s chest.
It’s soft, but it feels like a sun-ripened fruit.
The reaction is also hard.
Maybe it’s because she’s not used to being caressed, or because she doesn’t like being touched by me.
A lot of men have gone through it anyway, so there’s no way I’m not used to it.
If you don’t like it that much, you shouldn’t do it.

Why are you hugged by a man you don’t even like, Han Se-ah?
Do you love that man that much?
To the extent that you can do it with a man you don’t like if he asks you to?

It must be me holding Se-ah Han right now.
Why am I jealous of other men?
Weird.
I don’t know my heart either.
Is it because Han Se-ah’s love is for that man even now, when I am touching her heart?
I envy you.
Want to steal
Not only Han Se-ah’s body, but also her heart.

He parted his kissing lips and licked his chest.
The response is not very good.
I feel itching, shame, and something that is not enough to be called pleasure.

What do we do?
It’s the first time I’ve ever had such a low response.
What is sex without love?

Until now, I had love, and that love led to sex.
It’s the opposite this time.
Love had to be obtained through sex.
It felt like I was given a test paper that I had never solved before.
I was not confident.
Can I steal Han Se-ah’s heart?

Don’t fret.
Did you learn about the female body?
Have you experienced a lot?

A woman’s body is honest.
If you like it, you like it, if you don’t like it, you don’t like it.
React as you feel.
Doesn’t lie like a mouth.

Gently stroke the neck and shoulders.
Slowly, slowly.
Don’t rush
It is useless to forcefully stimulate an opponent who has a sense of rejection.
Get used to my touch.
So that you can safely accept it.

“Sea.”

Bite the earlobe with your lips
The tongue is not sticking out and caressing weakly.
Chest to chest
At the same time, as if rubbing your fingers across your back and waist.
Find a place that has even a little special reaction.

Mmm. I’m not sure.
Shall we solve it with a conversation? So did my sister.

“Sea. How did you get into that relationship with CEO Choi Dae-seung?”

I hold Se-ah and ask her by her ear.

“… A story like that.”
“Tell me please. I want to know more about you. You’ve come this far, isn’t that enough?”

We are facing each other naked.
What more is there to hide?
Se Ah hesitated for a long time before finally opening her mouth.

“… I didn’t have parents. I grew up with her grandmother. The boss took the place of my father to me.”

Instead of father.
Those words resonated in my heart.

What is this? Kinship?

For some reason, I felt like I understood Han Se-ah’s heart a little.
Because I also came to love her stepmother as a woman who became her mother instead of her biological parents.
He said he was a thief because he was more than 20 years older than the boss.
Come to think of it, me and my mom were more than that.

A feeling came.
Is it here? What is the point to attack Han Se-ah?
People feel relieved when they find common ground with their partner.
Sharing secrets brings you closer.

‘Actually, me too.’

If this is the case, it may be possible to break down the wall of Han Se-ah’s hard mind.

But.
I gave up.

Risk uncovering her relationship with her mother.
A return to win Han Se-ah’s heart.
After weighing the two.
I decided to give up.

There is no way to reveal
Couldn’t put her mom at risk.
If it was a love that could only be obtained that way, I had to give it up.

Is it.
Did Han Se-ah feel like this?
Just as I think of my mother, Han Se-ah too.

I felt a one-sided sympathy for Han Se-ah,
She hugged her little body.
Hoping that my body temperature would reach this weak girl at least a little.