Chapter 90 – Come Home

The day I bumped into actor Joo Jung-hwan.
The shooting that day ended there.
This is because the lead actor, Joo Jung-hwan, returned as it was.

The actor himself doesn’t even answer the phone.
The dedicated manager also said he did not know where he had gone.
He used to find out at his agency, but it seemed unlikely that he would return during the day.

“Sorry.”

I just walked around the set apologizing.

“What is there to be sorry for, Mr. Seonhoo? I didn’t do anything wrong before and after, so don’t worry about it.”
“Isn’t that person really crazy? What will he do if he just goes away?”

Sua and her mother sided with me, but my heart did not change.
Because of the thought that I had an accident and ruined the filming from the first day I came as a manager.

Under. Why did I do that
I could have just ignored it.
Why did you have to accept that fight?
I don’t know if I’m alone, but I’m in a situation where my mom and Sua will also be harmed.

‘Take a hit. Hit me, bastard.’

If you really swing your fist then.
Then, even her mother and Sua would become criminals.
I become a suspect in a violent case,
Mama would have done anything to not turn me into an outlaw.

… What did Joo Jung-hwan ask for an agreement?
Maybe he was trying to be like that.
Horrible.
I am disillusioned with my stupidity for not even thinking about that much.

I didn’t build my body to swing my fists according to my mood.
Why am I so thoughtless?
His teeth tremble at his own stupidity.

“Mr. Cheer up. The man got angry and left alone. There is no need for Mr. Seonhu to feel responsible.”

Eventually, the filming was stopped that day, and I drove Sua’s car home.
On the way back, my mood was down the whole time.

As a result, Sua took care of me all along.
As a manager, I would have to take care of Sua.
I really can’t lift my head.

“Mr.

When I arrived at the apartment, I took Sua to the front door.

“That… Do you want to go eat ramen?”

Ramen? What ramen?
In front of the door of the house, Mr. Sua suddenly invited me to do so.

“Do you have ramen at Sua’s house?”
“… No.”
“Do you want to eat ramen? Shall I buy it? Oh, but we’re filming early tomorrow morning. Won’t your face swell up?”
“…”

Sua seems somewhat dissatisfied with my answer.
It’s easy to buy ramen and boil it, but for an actress, her face is her life.
No matter how much I want to eat, I think it’s better to be careful about eating ramen at night.

“That’s Okay. I just want to sleep.”
“Ah yes… Good night Mr. Sua.”

Mr. Sua looks a bit sulky.
I guess I really wanted to eat ramen.

“… Still, thank you for today.”

Side.

“Good night. Mr. Seonhu.”

Sua quickly opened the door lock and entered the house.

Uh?
What?
Did Sua kiss you?
Uh? Why?

I couldn’t help but be embarrassed by the fresh feeling left on my lips.
Even after Sua entered the house, I stood there for a long time.

* * *

After taking Sua, I also returned home.
All the lights in the house were off.
Miso seems to be sleeping already.
I quietly knocked on the door of my mother’s room.

“Mom. Ruler?”
“Are you here?”
“Huh… I’m sorry today, Mom.”
“Seonhu, would you like to talk to your mother for a second?”

Go into the room
Mom in pajamas was sitting on the bed under the dim light of the nightlight.
I went to bed and sat next to her mother as she beckoned me.

And hugged her mother.
She needed her mother’s temperature.

“Mom, I’m sorry.”
“What? What are you sorry about?”

Mom strokes my back.
Mom is not angry

“The fight on set. And left without saying anything.”
“Are you okay. Originally, boys grow up fighting. On the contrary, it was good to see the seonhu stand up confidently without fear. Are you mad for her mother? Thank you, Seonhu. It was very cool.”
“Huh…”

My mother’s hand stroking my back is warm.
Mom forgives everything.
But if you really hit me then…
Even if my mom forgives me, I can’t forgive myself.
To make a mother bow her head to such a person.
Even for the sake of her mother, she should never do such a thing.

“And the decision to become Sua’s manager is also supported by her mother.”
“Really?”
“Then. If Su-ah had forced her, she would have been angry, but if the seon-hu had chosen on her own, her mother would support her too. If the seonhu do anything with enthusiasm, she will be happy. I was just a little surprised earlier.

Mom’s body temperature warms my cold body.
Her mother’s scent fills me.

“I’m sorry, Seonhu. She should’ve let her mom give her more options and let her choose before and after. Because I can’t.”
“What are you talking about? It was your mother who introduced you to Sua. If she wasn’t a mother, she wouldn’t even think of doing something like that. I thought that her manager job might be useful to her mother someday, so I was trying to do it.”

My mother laughed happily at my words.

“Thank you for your words. However, if the seonhu becomes a mother manager, she will feel sorry for her, so she will not let her mother do anything. Wouldn’t it be better for my mother to be the senior manager?”
“That’s the most extravagant manager in the world.”

Mom and I hugged each other and laughed side by side.

“By the way, is the seonhu going well with Sua?”
“I’m like that with Sua… Because it is not.”

… Isn’t it? Meanwhile
I could have said that confidently by this morning.
It’s a bit confusing when I think of the kiss from Sua earlier.

It must be strange if a young man and a young man can spend that much together without feeling anything.
Besides, I even spilled a condom at Sua’s house and left.
It is natural for Sua to have a strange misunderstanding.

Strange misunderstanding… Isn’t that just a misunderstanding?
It’s true that Sua is attractive.
Yes, he naturally thinks like that as a man.
However, it’s because I had a first impression that my mother introduced actress Hwang Soo-ah to take me away, so it’s hard to see her as such.
For some reason, there was a sense of resistance deep inside.

“Really? Did anything happen?”

Mom playfully asks.

“Mom I… Would you like me to go out with Sua?”

I don’t doubt her mother’s love.
But maybe her mother has no attachment to me.
It was as if she wanted me to leave her mother’s arms as soon as possible.

“Did you tell me before? My mother’s wish is to marry a good lady and give birth to beautiful grandchildren.”

Pretty granddaughter…

Imagine a mother holding her child.
It is a picture that makes you happy just by imagining it.

But that’s because she’s my child, but she’s also my mother’s child.
Children, not grandchildren.
It is a child born between me and my mother.

After this shoot… Shall I ask your mother?
To have my child

… No, no.
I’m not ready for anything
No money, no power, nothing. Didn’t even finish school.

The economic burden, the burden of pregnancy and childbirth, and society’s strict gaze.
All the burden is passed on to the mother.

At least my mother, me and my children.
You must have the ability to take care of a family.

But… How long does it take to get there?
5 years? 10 years?
As time goes by, childbirth will become a burden on the mother.
Furthermore… I hate to think about it, but there is also a real problem called menopause.
In 10 years, her mother will already be over 50.
When is menopause in women?
Can she last to 50?

“Is it Seonhu? What are you thinking so seriously?”
“Mom…”

Reality is harsh.
There were so many barriers between me and my mother’s love.

I give strength to her arms that hug her mother.
I didn’t want to give up.
I want to love my mother more.
I wanted to enjoy more happiness with my mother.

“Mom…”

Kiss mom
A kiss that has now become as natural as breathing.
It was now natural for her to reach for her mother’s breast as they kissed.
Mom’s touch excites me every time.

As I was about to put my tongue in my mouth, I suddenly woke up to the smell of toothpaste.

“Oh, sorry mom. I haven’t even washed since she came back.”

I wandered around outside and came in.
It didn’t do anything great, but it wasn’t clean.

“Are you okay.”

This time my mom kissed me.
Still, it’s embarrassing if it smells strange.

“Where is the mother who thinks her son is dirty?”

Mom is always like that.
Accept my all
Love everything

“Seonhu. Shall I discharge all the hard work today to my mother? And when you wake up, you forget everything.”

Does my mom think I’m troubled by what happened on set?
It’s not like that.
However, her mother’s offer itself was an offer that was hard to refuse.

“Laugh.”

My mother’s hand caresses my lower back.
It is a gentle touch, like soothing a crying child.

“After you, didn’t you stand like this in front of Sua?”
“No…”

Maybe it would have been fine
It’s because I’ve been working hard on my own.
Even when I was practicing the script or driving, I was tormented by the scent of Sua right next to me.
I am no longer a middle school kid.
I am an adult who has learned to be patient.
Maybe… It would be fine

“Ah.”

This time he started sucking on his cock, not on my lips.
Chululoop.
My cock goes in and out of my mother’s mouth.
The sight was so erotic.
Maybe it smells would it be dirty?
I was worried, but I couldn’t stop.
There was no way I could stop such a pleasant act.

“There is also a smile at home, so let’s finish with your mouth today. Understand?”

Mom admonishes me as she caresses my cock with her hands and tongue.

Her mom’s mouth is good.
Nothing feels as good as a fellatio from a mother who sincerely wants my happiness.
But I didn’t like feeling good on my own.
I wanted my mother to be happy too.

She puts her hand down, which was touching her mother’s breast.
Inside the lingerie panties, there was already a flood.

Prick.
As I put her finger inside her, I could see that her mother’s body was already preparing to be inserted.

“Ughhh.”

Mom also bites my cock and makes her snort.

“Mom. Let me put it in.”
“… No, it’s good. Mom, I don’t have the confidence to hold back my voice today.”
“I’ll cover Mom’s mouth with her mouth.”

Without waiting, I overlapped my mother and her mouth.
At the same time, I lowered my mother’s panties and inserted my cock into them.

“Uhhhhh——.”

Mom’s voice echoes in my mouth.
Into the hot, sloppy mother’s cunt.
I fall into a swamp from which I cannot escape.

That night, I had sex with my mom all night, forgetting to shoot the next day.