Chapter 92 – Date With Sua 2

“Ahaha! Seonhu, wasn’t it really like a movie just now?”
“What? Are you Sua?”

In my eyes, Sua was like a movie from beginning to end.

“When Seon-hoo held my hand and ran!”
“Ah…”

Right after Sua shouted, ‘I’m sorry, mom and dad~’ on the beach.
People around her recognized actress Hwang Soo-ah and flocked to her.

After judging the situation, I immediately grabbed Sua’s hand and ran away to the car.
Because even one accident shouldn’t happen.

“It was like Kevin Costner and Whitney Houston in the movie Bodyguard! It’s the first time in my life that I’ve been so excited!”

Bodyguard?
Another old movie.
It’s a movie that came out before I was born, right?
Like last Roman Holiday, is this a generation gap?

“Don’t you know the bodyguard? Enda~ Ya~!”
Haha.”

I laughed when I saw Sua singing clumsily while being possessed by Whitney Houston.
I haven’t seen the movie, but I feel like I’ve heard the song somewhere.

The sea date with Sua ended just like that.
After brunch with bread and coffee in the car, we went back home.

“So Whitney Houston~.”

On the way back, the story of Sua’s bodyguard continued.
Starting with the part where Whitney Houston, who is acting freely despite receiving a threatening letter, and Kevin, who is anxious about Whitney, quarrel.
Whitney, who is in danger, falls in love as Kevin rescues her in a wonderful way.
However, the conflict between Kevin and Whitney, who do not want to have personal feelings with the escort.
Kevin even gets the sniper shot at Whitney instead, but in the end, they go their separate ways.
I felt like I had watched a whole movie.

It’s a love story between a beautiful female singer and a male bodyguard.
It was like that on Roman Holiday too, but it certainly didn’t have anything to do with our relationship.
Princesses and newspaper reporters, pop stars and bodyguards.
An actress and her manager may have a similar relationship.

However, in both films, the leading men and women do not connect.
Maybe we are too.

“Thank you. Mr. After Thanks to you, my heart is relieved.”

Arrive at the apartment and take the elevator up the way.
Sua gently held my hand in the elevator just for the two of us.

Sua’s hands are warm.
Sua’s body temperature and tension are transmitted through his hands.
I know that Sua did not hold this hand lightly.
So I had to shake off that hand.
However, it did not come off easily.

“I am Sua.”
“Sir, if you are tired, would you like to sleep over at my house?”

My house is right next door, why?
However, I could tell just by looking at Sua’s blushing face that I really didn’t mean to just sleep.
Maybe that’s what he meant when he said, “Eat ramen yesterday.”

How much courage did it take for Sua to say this?
As much as I knew the heart, I couldn’t accept that invitation with a light heart.
If I couldn’t take responsibility until the end, I had to cut it off.
Decide. After Jinseon.

“… Mr. Sua. I’m sorry. I didn’t mean to mislead you.”
“To? What?”

Mr. Sua asks me questioning me for suddenly apologizing.
I gently removed Sua’s hand that was holding mine.

“It wasn’t Sua who said I had someone I love. She is not officially dating yet, but she is already in a deep relationship with him as a man and a woman.”

He must have never thought that he would be rejected.
As if shocked, Sua blurted out her words infrequently.

“Ah… I am just… You must be tired, I think…”
“Because I was indecisive, I couldn’t speak in advance. Sorry.”
“I’m just… Not really, she had a deep meaning in it…”

Thick water droplets fall from her pretty eyes.
I bowed my head deeply because I couldn’t stand watching Sua shed tears.
It wasn’t actress Hwang Soo-ah’s tearful acting.
These were the real tears of human Hwang Soo-ah.

“Sorry.”

All I could do was apologize.

Ding.
The elevator stopped.

When the door opened, Sua ran out, covering her face with her hands.
Standing in the elevator, I just stared at Sua’s back.

…
… Sorry. Mr. Sua.
…
… Reel?

Sua, who had reached the front door of the house, ran again and returned to the elevator.
Sua stretches out her leg at the elevator door that is about to close.
Sua’s leg was caught between the two doors.

“What!”

I quickly put my arm through the door and forced it open.

“Miss Sua! What are you going to do if you get hurt?!”

Instead of answering, Sua pulled my tie.
And with an angry expression, he cried out.

“Sleep! Song!”

* * *

I never thought Sua would have such a compulsive side.
Sua grabbed me by the tie and dragged me home.

Where does such a small body come from?
I couldn’t resist strongly because I was afraid that the excited Sua would get hurt.

“That, Mr. Sua, please calm down.”
“Are you calming down?”

Not calming down at all

“Mr. Sua. Don’t be like this, talk calmly.”
“Are you calm?”

Randomly dragged away, I hurriedly took off my shoes on the porch and entered the house.
And then to Sua’s room.
When I first saw it, there was only a blanket in an empty room, but now there are a bed, a table, and lots of things like ornaments and cosmetics.

Entering Sua’s room, Sua throws me onto the bed.
… I tried to throw him down, but there is no way that the slender Sua could easily knock over an adult man.
I awkwardly sat on the bed and looked at Sua.

Her eyes are stained with tears and her expression is full of anger.
I still feel beautiful.
It’s hurtful

“Mr. Sua.”
“You said you were in a relationship, but you weren’t dating yet, right?”

Sua sighed and began to unbutton his clothes.
He throws off his suit jacket and then unbuttons his blouse.

“Mr. Sua.”
“Then, if I can have a relationship with a man and a woman too.”

Take off your blouse too.
A plain white bra.
And the breasts hidden there are revealed.
It was a small heart like Sua.

“So, am I the same?”
“Mr. Sua.”

I got up from my seat.
And one step closer to Sua.

Flinch.
I did it because I was angry, but I couldn’t think of it until the next day.
A small fear rises in the angry expression.

“… Please put on your clothes.”

I picked up the blouse that had fallen on the floor and held it out to Sua.

“No, I do not want!”

Could it have come from my attitude?
Sua threw away the blouse I had given her with a angry expression.
Even the small fear that had slightly raised its head was suppressed by resentment.

Sua puts her arms behind his back and tries to take off her bra.
I sighed and approached Sua.

“Mr. Sua.”

Hugs Sua.
While trying to reduce the contact area of ​​the skin as much as possible,
Grab the hand that was trying to unhook the bra behind your back.

“If this happens, only Sua will be hurt. I don’t want to hurt Sua.”

Sua likes it.
Pretty, kind, pure.
Every action is cute.
Since she is the daughter-in-law chosen by her mother, there is no doubt that she is the best wife for her.

However, my liking for Sua is different from what Sua wants from me.
I can’t only love Sua.
Can’t love you the most
Even if you enter into a relationship irresponsibly, it will drag on and eventually leave you with scars.

As much as I like Sua, I hope Sua will be happy.
I didn’t want to hurt Sua with this impulsive action.

“Why, why not? I only have Seonhu-ssi left. Why are you not accepting it?”
“Miss Sua…”

Sua buried her face in my chest and sobbed.
I couldn’t offer any consolation.
I just looked up at the ceiling and sighed.

* * *

“Have you calmed down now?”
“… I’m sorry, Mr. Made it difficult.”

After a while.
Sua and I, who had barely stopped crying, were sitting side by side on the bed.
Sua was still wearing a top bra, so she covered my top.

“Mr. Sua. Stop wearing clothes…”
“No, I do not want.”

Mmm. Why are you so stubborn?
It doesn’t matter to me, but it’s obvious that Sua is shy.
You don’t know what a woman’s heart is.

“Anyway, Mr. Seonhu doesn’t mind looking at my body.”
“It’s not like nothing.”
“Sure? Are you excited?”
“That… Hmm…”

How should I answer this?
Isn’t it a bomb that explodes no matter which one you choose?

“… Yes. I’m excited. What kind of man wouldn’t be excited to see Hwang Soo-ah’s body?”

When you’re confused, it’s best to be honest.

“Then do you want to touch it?”

Why are you talking about this again?
I can’t either.
Let’s run away.

“… I’ll just go.”
“No!”

As I try to get up, Sua hangs on my arm.
The top she had been wearing also fell off in the wind.

“Don’t leave me alone… I am so lonely alone.”
“Mr. Sua.”

I couldn’t help but feel weak when I saw Sua crying while looking up at me.
It was not for nothing that she was nicknamed the Queen of Tears.

“I’ve been alone ever since her parents died. Seonhu appeared there. Are you going to tame me like this and then leave me like this?”

Her heart aches
Eyes full of tears sting my guilt.
There is no way I can leave it when I see it with these eyes.

“Just go to sleep tonight. I’ll do my best to work tomorrow. I won’t waste it from now on.”

How can I leave it hanging like this?
I finally raised the white flag.

“… Then only today. And I will go to sleep.”
“Thank you, Mr. Seonhu!”

You barely smile
I breathed a sigh of relief.

Sua’s tears are really scary.
Sadness is also contagious to the viewer.
Watching Sua cry over and over was stressful.

“Then I’ll wash up. You can’t go anywhere, Mr. Seonhu.”

What is it
Sua left the room with light steps.
As if the crying just before was acting.
Okay. As if it were smoke…
… Could it be that it was acting?

…
What to do
I have only a disturbing feeling of foreboding.