Episode 207

“Are you okay?”

Elisha barely nodded her head. How many hours had passed Elisha was lying on Lucerne's hard thighs, eating the chocolate he was feeding her. As the sweetness spread in her mouth, she came to her senses.

It's been a while, so Lucerne couldn't come to his senses. After doing it three times in one sitting, he calmed down a bit.

'It hurts a little more than before. It's been too long.'

Elisha's tender pussy was already slightly swollen and she even tingled.

'How much time has passed.'

It was the first time I felt that way. The feeling that the body and mind become one and you can't come to your senses, and your whole body flows into a rough trickle. His legs were still trembling.

But if there is something different from before……. It was that something filled his heart and overflowed.

'Feel……. Strange.'

Throughout her sex, Lucerne pushed Elisha but kept telling her that she loved her. She moved slowly, caring for her. It felt like something had changed in her.

“This is fine.”

Elisha said in a slightly hoarse voice.

“I'm rather worried about you, you haven't been hurt in a while.”

“It's been three months. I'm almost better now.”

Elisha cut Lucerne's arm as they lay side by side on her bed. Indeed, the scars on Lucerne's face were barely visible in the twilight. It was fortunate. If Lucerne's face had scars as ugly as Elisha in her previous life, she would have volunteered to help him for the rest of her life out of guilt.

“Do you have something to say to me?”

He said, lifting Elisha's hair and kissing her. In an instant, Elisha's emotions were once again blissful. She nodded her head.

“I have something to tell you, a very long story…….”

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And for three days, Lucerne and Elisha never came out of the room. Once again, as if they were spending their first night as newlyweds, they ate in the room and washed each other's bodies, not falling apart at all.

Lucerne's memories of her past life, which she saw through her dreams, were mostly fragmentary.

But he did keep his promise.

All of the causes of Elisha's ruin in her previous life were the people of the Katie family, except for Lucerne. But what broke Elisha's heart the most was her shock that she had been rejected by him after she slept with Lucerne. It includes Elisha's guilt, her broken heart, and her shattered last hope. Everything was intertwined.

“On Jacob's bed……. I was really afraid when the severed horse head was put up. Maybe it's obvious. He slept with a woman like me, who would have liked that.”

He already knows some of her past. Her past has already disappeared, but the reality that she was an ugly woman and a woman who has gone mad has not changed. So Elisha was able to confide her heart to her Lucerne in her calmness. It was about the very old cracks and twists and falls of her heart.

Surprisingly, Lucerne really knew about it.

“I know.”

Lucerne flipped Elisha's hair.

And he told a shocking story. Lucerne found out that Elisha had imprisoned him.

“At the time, I had no memory.”

Lucerne kissed Elisha on the top of her head and said.

“I only recalled very fragmentary memories. Someone locked me in a damp basement or something and touched me. She nursed me and whispered to me constantly, that I loved you and wanted you. Weird, but I didn't like it. Then when I got out of there……. Even then, I couldn't remember anything. It seems that the poison and gunpowder shock caused temporary memory confusion.”

“Lucerne, I said.”

Elisha looked at him and she whispered plaintively.

“I held your unconscious hand and kept talking. I love you And that idiot……. Blind-nosed Effy is not your real mother. And I told you all the secrets of Jacob I knew. I told you.”

“I only saw very fragmentary memories.”

Lucerne spoke briefly.

A dream Lucerne had through hallucinogens and sleeping pills.

Most of the dreams revealed very few memories. But the important thing is that as he assimilated with himself in the dream, he felt the flow of fragmentary memories.

But it was very dangerous. It was also true that his heart stopped once.

But he has found the answer. He had access to his memories of shattering and stealing Elisha's heart from his previous life.

Yeah he did the same. He did it to give Elisha her heart, her heart back.

“I don't remember when I slept with you. But I knew it felt unpleasantly good. And waking up from the dream, I thought my opponent was Carol.”

Lucerne later investigated the scene of his attack and realized that Carola's men were waiting. He thought her carola had imprisoned herself, drugged and raped her in order to steal her own seeds.

“So I got angry……. Jacob cut off the head of his favorite horse and sent a warning.”

“Yes.”

Lucerne spoke calmly.

“I didn't know it was you, if only I knew……. It must have been different. But slowly my memory started to come back and I knew it was you who slept with me. That you kidnapped me.”

“…… What about it?”

“I thought it was better. I should have shown that I didn't mind it. Carola knew. That I like you Since I wanted to hide your worth as a hostage, I thought it was a good thing I sent that 'warning letter'.”

“…… Then.”

It was such a big shock. But I understood the situation. At that time, the situation of the Cartier family was in a state of confrontation with numerous people pointing knives at each other's throats. Lucerne could collapse by exposing one small weakness.

I knew how hard Jacob and Carola were trying to put a woman next to Lucerne.

Cartier's people instinctively know how to explore the opponent's weaknesses. They must have known That once Lucerne has a woman he loves, that will be his absolute weakness.

No matter how stupid and degenerate it was, it was like their instinct. Like a beast that can search for prey in the dark.

“I was with you once……. I acted like that, but you just let me go. It could have looked that way in their eyes. So I understand what you're doing…….”

“Are you going to keep running away?”

Lucerne spoke slowly, pulling Elisha's arm and looking into her eyes.

“I told you. I've been watching you for a long time since my previous life. I have liked you for a long time.”

“Nonsense.”

Elisha believed most of Lucerne's words, but she didn't believe them no matter how many times she said them. Maybe Lucerne said she was coaxing, fearing that Elisha would leave him in this life of hers. Elisha thought so

“You didn't even know who I was.”

“I pretended to be like that. Can't you see it now?”

“What?”

“I was sexually attracted to you, on and on.”

“Not even lies.”

“There was a day when Carola used you to lure me to the Red Club.”

Elisha's body stiffened. It really was. Since that day, everything has gone awry. Lucerne hates Elisha…… She turned away Her whole body trembled at the thought of the wounds from that time.

“That's when Carola probably found a way to use you.”

“Why…….”

“At the time, there were rumors that I was a pervert who couldn't show normal sexual desire. Carola would have liked to know what I was excited about.”

He said calmly.

“I don't know if you remember, but then the assassins prepared by Carola attacked me. Actually, the purpose of the attack was to stab me with an aphrodisiac. It worked.”

Elisha blinked her eyes. I was so confused then……. Elisha was all about Lucerne and was thrilled.

'Did I observe the situation objectively and correctly?'

It's strange, but she thought that Elisha might be attacked by Lucerne that day. She really was The day Lucerne killed all the assassins and drove Elisha…….

“At the time, because of Merha, I wasn't normally aroused by women. It was a mental problem.”

Lucerne did not waver in the slightest.

'A man like you?'

He has such a personality……. So she knew she had never had a woman around for long. Although he knew he wasn't promiscuous at all in that way.

'He doesn't leave people alone like this?'

It was Elisha, who had just been teasing how hard he was pushing her as if he had been unleashing her libido for several months.

Lucerne, oblivious to her complex thoughts, continued. Lucerne became agitated for the first time after killing the priest who had been mentally abusing her a long time ago. After that, he said, he developed a habit of getting excited after killing people on the battlefield.

“The priests told me,

I said. They also said that I had to take a much larger amount of aphrodisiac than normal people because medicine doesn't work well. But I didn't. Is there any reason to keep a woman by your side?”

“No way……. Then, at the Red Club.”

“Carola, that crazy woman stabbed me with a needle that had 50 times the normal aphrodisiac.”

“…….”

“Okay? After slashing people to the fullest, I saw you with a huge amount of aphrodisiac. You who have been watching from before. If I had lost control that day, you wouldn't have been able to walk out on your own two legs. Perhaps he was kidnapped by me.”

Lucerne did not raise an eyebrow.

“But I sent it without running over you. I don't know if it's fortunate or unfortunate.”

“No, no. I can't afford that. Really.”

Elisha's face went white.

“Then…….”

“Okay. From then on, you were a woman who was like a painting magazine walking around with me. I almost went crazy every time I saw you.”

“…… Stop. Wait a minute, I can't handle it.”

Even now, there is a difference in status between the two, but the difference in status between Elisha and Lucerne at that time was a bit exaggerated, so it was about the difference between the lower class and the royal family. That Lucerne had left her without even touching him. To survive on an aphrodisiac that is 50 times that of the average person. Besides, Elisha didn't even notice his condition at the time.

“You really have great self-control. Or maybe it was just the way I looked.”

“Look?”

Lucerne's expression was full of spirit.

“I also saw fragmentary memories, so I can't remember everything.”

Lucerne continued.

“But I never thought of you when I saw you. I thought that she was so thin and small that if I held her the wrong way, she would shatter into pieces. If it wasn't for that, she would take you somewhere in the shade, tear your dress off, somehow kidnap her and take her as my woman…….”

“Stop it.”

Elisha shut her Lucerne's mouth. Oh, he was truly a man who was dizzy in everything.