Chapter 158 – With the Ancestors (4)

“No. No. You’re not doing anything wrong. Huh? You’re always kind, that… You’re a very nice person, but we forced you to overdo it! Yes, it’s because I’m sorry for overdoing it!”

Eve tried to placate Sieri. At the same time, he felt that he had changed a lot. It was because she had never in her life ever been soothed and comforted in this way. Eve felt restless in her heart, yet fresh in her own situation. Sieri asked with a slightly surprised face at Eve’s excuse-like words to her.

“I’m sorry… Did you?”

“Yes. Yes. Yes. I’m sorry.”

“However…”

But Sieri didn’t seem to like her Eve’s expression. She said, still looking at her Eve with a disgruntled expression. Eve was a little afraid of what would come after that ‘but’. So Eve urged Sieri without even realizing it.

“However?”

“Ha, but… Then I’m just, the way I am.”

“As it is?”

Eve opened her eyes wide because Eri’s remark to her was unexpected, and she could n’t help but be surprised. She shook her head and fell into her thoughts once more. For she had no idea how to persuade her. Eri was at a loss when Eve shut her mouth. Eve asked, who had been frowning her for a moment.

“What do you mean stay the same? Isn’t it good if you don’t change?

“But then I’m nothing.”

Eve couldn’t help but be perplexed by Sieri’s words her. Why is it nothing? Unknown to Sieri herself, Lucius was relying heavily on her Sieri. To the point where Eve watched her beside her and sometimes became jealous, like a thirsty refugee looking for an oasis, Lucius was taking a break from Sieri’s innocence or goodness itself.

Recreation. Even though Eve thought to herself, she thought that the way Lucius treated Sieri was close to a vacation. A retreat that perfectly fills the elements she cannot fill herself. So Eve couldn’t understand Sieri even more. Why is it nothing If she is nothing, then what on earth is she herself or Sellu who has been a nuisance in this estate so far?

“Why are you saying you’re nothing? You, that is to say, you are a very important person to the groom. Didn’t you feel it while looking at you? Didn’t you feel anything when you looked at you or when you saw him adjusting every little thing to you? I don’t know why you’re being so demeaning. , You are a great enough and wonderful person right now, huh?”

“But, that’s not enough.”

“Damn…Why? What’s lacking?”

Eve tried to curse, but she barely held it in. She felt the need for an explanation when Sieri kept saying that she was not enough.

“Because I, I want to change.”

“You want to change?”

“Your lord is the hero who defeated the demon king.”

Siri asked. Eve nodded her head. He is the hero who defeated the demon king with the hero, the priest of Daecheonsingyo, and the rare master who annihilated the demi-humans of the north. If you look at the scandal related to his private life his, people’s evaluation of Lucius was like this.

“And, Mr. Eve swims incredibly fast in the water, and he’s also strong… That’s right. When the lord says that now we have to catch a very scary wizard named Evangeline, he’s sure to help.”

That was right too. Because Lucius’ intention to take him to the dungeon in the first place also implied that. Eve nodded. She listed the others one by one.

“Elsie is very strong because she is a beast, and Sonia Yaivan is developing this territory more with her magical talents. But what about me? If so…”

“That’s an exaggeration, isn’t it? Our groom is strong.”

Eve could understand some of Xie Li’s insecurities of hers. But she still thought that the concerns she had were exaggerated. Whoever he was against, Lucius was not a vaginal person. He was a human who would survive even if he put up a warrior as a shield, and would survive to the end even if he crawled under Evangeline’s feet on her. Sieri shook her head.

“I’m not worried that you’ll die by grabbing the lord’s ankle. I’m doing it because I’m going to become nothing. I’m nothing. I know the lord loves me, but I know he’s not the one to abandon me, but I’m I don’t want to be left behind like luggage.”

Siri said in a firm tone. Eve’s expression of her, which she was just trying to dismiss it as her old age of her, became serious. The words that she did not want to be left behind pierced her heart. For some reason, Eve was revealing her own past her in the words of her Sieri her.

“Even if I do nothing and continue to be a nun of the Archangel Church, the lord will still consider me as his wife and love me. But I will not be able to walk with him. “Can you trust me and entrust me with important responsibilities? I want you to continue to be an important person to the lord. I hope you will continue to rely on me in difficult times and love me.”

Eve thought of herself. She had Lucius go to trial for killing the grand duke’s son. Because of the fact that she married him, Lucius was notorious for having sex with mermaids. But what did Eve herself do to Lucius?

She hadn’t done anything right for Lucius besides being strong. Rather, Lucius himself was taking care of her Eve. I wonder if I might have the wrong idea. Could it be that it causes problems elsewhere?

Even at the ball right now, Lucius said clearly. He said he had no intention of going.

Even though Eve was Lucius’s wife, she was an existence that could not even follow her to the ball. Eve looked at Sieri again. Nancy Eri was looking at her Eve and her with her clear expression. She said, turning her face red as her Eve her stared at her.

“It’s a secret from the lord.”

Eve shut her mouth and she was lost in thought. She didn’t change Even though Sieri, who felt perfect, tried to change, she was still hot-tempered and cursed, and was a bomb that even Lucius worried about.

“It’s true.”

Eve opened her mouth. It was not her usual gruff tone her, so Eri straightened her posture and listened to her Eve her. Eve said, pointing her finger at Sieri.

“I was envious of you. Because, you… So you have something I don’t have. Discreetness. Shyness. Kindness. Things like that.”

“No, Eve-san is enough…”

As Sieri tried to stand up for Eve, she said Eve shook her head.

“I know that I’m trash, so don’t force yourself to defend it.”

“Yes…”

Eve spoke again.

“Anyway, so. I really envied you. I was jealous too. To be honest, when you went to the prom, I wanted to go too.”

Xie Li lowered her head slightly. She was at a loss. She was at a loss as to what to say to Eve’s sudden story of her. Eve didn’t expect an answer from Sieri, so she went on with her.

“So, you were a very perfect ‘bride’ to me. The reason I stopped you was for no other reason. So, if I explain it like this, you won’t understand, but people who once crossed the line lose their limits in everything. Now “You’re content with whipping, but once you enjoy the violence, you go beyond that.”

Eve said she pretended to cut something. Sieri understood what Eve was copying, put on a puzzled look, and then turned her head away.

“Change is good. But your being violent doesn’t help anyone. Neither you nor us. What the groom wanted from you. Strictness to hit the wrongdoer without hesitation, not to enjoy beating others.” .”

“Yeah, but the lord seems so happy when he hits others…”

“It’s crazy. Are you going to be that crazy too?”

Sieri frowned and locked herself in her thoughts of her. After thinking about her for a moment, she pretended to hit her whip her with her own hand her, then trembled her fingers and averted her Eve’s gaze her.

“That too… So… That… “

“Fuck! If you can’t, did you know that it can’t?”

Eve urged Sieri, who couldn’t let go of her lingering feelings of her. Sieri let out her tantrum and she nodded her head hastily.

“Yes Yes!”

“So you understand? I understand your desire to change and it’s good to change. This is not the direction right now. Huh? I don’t want you to be like me or my husband.”

“Yes…”

Sierra looked a little depressed. Eve said she stopped being angry and she loosened her expression a little.

“Sierri. Neither my husband nor I are trying to tie you down. It’s just that your direction is wrong.”

“Understood.”

Cerri grinned. After brushing off her troubles her, her face her brightened a little. Eve let out a sigh of relief when she saw that Sieri had taken her shade off her. And she smiled and said.

“And, that… I’ve been thinking about it while listening to what you’re saying. After all, I need to change too.”

“Yes?”

“So, I’m trying to be patient. Because I’m also the lord’s wife. Just like you. As much as you want to become the lord’s wife. I want to be a proper lord’s wife too. So I’m going to have some patience.”

“Eve is still like the lord’s wife.”

“If I look like a lord’s wife, you look like a grand duchess.”

Eve found it amusing that Xie Li tried to comfort her. Sieri laughed at Eve’s joke. At the same time, Lucius was shaking her legs, begging Eve to bring her good news.

Beside him, Aira was eagerly moving her papers of her, and Lucius was reading a letter. The letter, stamped with the royal seal, contained a message to Peta Lucius, the southern priest of the Archangel Church and the lord of Peta Territory.

The content was simple.

– We inform you that Peta Lucius has been permitted to enter the Holy Land of the Elven Kingdom through consultation with the Elven Kingdom.

It was really time to go.