Chapter 41 – 5.3 Sister’s Heart

“Turn it off…….”

Late night.
I was rolling around on the bed in my room, tearing my hair out.

I remember what happened in the bathroom early in the evening.
The atrocities committed against the older sister by blood.
The moment I soiled the object to be protected with my hands.

“Aaaaa!”

The scumbag Knives has finally crossed the line.

I knew Knives was trash.
But I really didn’t think this would happen.

…… No.
Not Knives.
It’s me.
I did.

I ran over my sister, hurt her, and dirty her.
It was I who groaned with pleasure, who rocked her waist, who sowed the dirty seeds.
There is no one else to blame. Because I did.

“Shit…!”

Covers her mouth with her pillow and mumbles.
I couldn’t even say it out loud because my sister would be worried if she heard it.
In my heart, I wanted to cut off even my hair with a full-power moonlight, but I couldn’t because my sister would be sad.

…… And.
It’s not the first time my sister has done this to me.
It was the same for Sana. It was the same with Akatsuki Sensei. It was the same for Chairman Mizuki and Shinoshino. It was the same for Nanami and Reika.

At some point, I was tainting myself the people I was trying to protect.

As if you were possessed by something.
The women involved with me were getting dirty in my hands one after another.

…… At this rate, isn’t it not just imitating a bully, but the golden sun itself?

Aww! Shit!
Why did this happen!
I just wanted to protect everyone…… !

“…… Because this world is a world inside a garbage game…… ?”

Is that after all?
Since the world view is trash, no matter how much I struggle, I get only trashy developments and trashy results?

Did what I did mean nothing in the end?
Is it just that the opponent who humiliates the heroine has changed from a trash rapist to trash knives?

“…… Ha…….”

Let’s calm down.
Life goes on.
This garbage game is still going on, and even now, the rapists are looking for an opportunity.
I am waiting for the moment when I become weak.
If I give up, everything is over.

“Whoa.”

If you have time to regret the past, think about the future.
There will still be a way to turn it around.
A way for everyone to have a happy ending.

What should I do in the future
Think. Knives.

──First of all, about my older sister.
Why did this happen and what should I do next?

“Sister, why…….”

I knew that my sister had strange sex fantasies.
For example, things like rape wishes, being forcibly attacked by my younger sister.

However, it is not only my older sister who has such a fantasy.
Any woman has a sexual desire, and surprisingly, wishing for rape is not such a minor preference.

Most of the girls I meet at the academy imagine being attacked by me.
Maybe it’s because of my bully image.
And many of the women who fantasize enjoy it.

That percentage is unrealistically high.
At least, that quiet-looking Sana-san and Hina-san, who still look very young.
Whether it’s a woman with a boyfriend, a married woman, or a close relationship with me, it doesn’t matter.

When I listen to that mindset, I even feel as if everyone wants me to be raped.

However.
Do not confuse fantasy with reality.
It’s a delusion, so you can enjoy it.
‘Guhehe, you’re actually enjoying yourself too, right?’ Is a story only possible in comics.

For example, so does my sister.
Give me a blowjob…… Doing so
There was no feeling of joy or pleasure in the mind handed down from my sister.
There was only concern and consideration for me.

…… However, that was making me even more confused.

If it was because my sister wanted to do it, I could understand.
But she could only feel pity for me from her sister her.

If that’s the case, why did my sister do that to me?
If my memory isn’t distorted, it wasn’t that I attacked my sister, it was that she attacked me.
Catch me running away saying I don’t like it, and forcefully.

Even if you listen to your sister’s mind, ‘If you leave it like this, Knives might do something bad! It can only be interpreted as saying, “I’d rather me before that happens!”

I don’t know why the conclusion that ‘If you leave it as it is, Knives will do bad things’ came out.

No, the thought process itself is understandable.

As soon as the semester started, more than 10 men died because they were involved in sex crimes.
Since the number of male students, which was already small, has plummeted, it must have been discussed at the faculty meeting.
It wouldn’t be strange if the notorious Knives was the first candidate for the next scapegoat.

But I’m different from the humiliation bug!
It was me who killed those scumbags!
Why does the older sister not trust the younger brother!

Besides, even if such a conclusion has been reached, why does it lead to the story of ‘Before that happens, I’d rather me!’?

If that’s the case, wouldn’t it be better to let me die?
No, wouldn’t it be better to kill me before I get into trouble?

My life and my sister’s purity.
There is no need to compare which one is more valuable.

Why didn’t you kill me!
Why is my sister’s chastity…… Did you dirty it…….

…… No.
My sister’s chastity has not yet been tainted.

Who is it? Who doubts his sister’s chastity?
I vouch for your sister’s chastity!
If there is only a hymen, it is definitely a virgin!
There is no doubt that this is what I, the representative of Unicorn, say!
It’s no use even if you curse at me! Because my sister is pure!

…… However.
This alone must be pointed out.

At this rate, the older sister would repeat the tragedy of the original story.
That’s why I had to tell my sister for sure.
My sister’s chastity is heavier than the earth.
I had to tell him that it was not something I could give up so easily just for the sake of such a trashy younger brother.

I made up my mind and stood in front of my sister’s door.

-Smart.

“Sister.”
“Knives?”

After that act in the bathroom.
My sister was spraying a mind full of loneliness and regret.

It wasn’t that he regretted what he had done with me, but rather that he had hurt me with a sudden act.

It must be because my attitude when I left the bathroom wasn’t very welcoming.
Because I was sullen as if I were the victim.

“What is Knives doing this night? …… Ah! Perhaps!”

“Hmmmm, come in.”

A voice trying to hide a happy expression.
What kind of expectations do you have?
I don’t really want to know.

-It’s sweet.

When I opened the door and went in, my older sister in pajamas was waiting for me.

To put it bluntly, it’s disgusting.
There was nowhere to look.
If it was my sister’s body her, I’d seen her inside her a while ago, but that does n’t mean it’s nothing to see her in pajamas that are no different from underwear.

“Mother. I will become a woman today.”

…… Noona is originally a woman, but why are you becoming a woman again?
Not even Yuuki.

“Nives. I’m sorry earlier. My sister suddenly got scared too…… But, it’s fine now. My sister is ready too.”

For some reason, my older sister is trying to loosen the chest strap of her pajamas.
I tied up the spirit that she was trying to get away.

“…… Sister. I didn’t come here to do that.”

He grabs his sister’s hand her and prevents her from taking off her clothes.
The hand she is holding is slightly cold. And was trembling

“I came because I wanted to talk to my sister.”
“Story?”
“Okay. Please listen to the story Don’t just blindly try to do dirty things.”
“Knives! Don’t talk about your sister like someone who only wants to do naughty things!”
“If you don’t want to be treated like that, listen carefully to what people say!”

I sighed lightly.

Thank god.
Since that happened, she was worried that it would create an awkward relationship between her sister and her.
The atmosphere lightened a little.

I sat next to my sister on her bed.
Just keep the distance that each other’s hands can’t reach.

“Sister. Just know this That the most precious person in my life is my older sister.”
“Nives…….”

It’s embarrassing, but I have to say it properly.

Because it’s difficult to convey people’s feelings.
Even I, who can read thoughts with mind runes, can’t properly understand people’s minds.
The more important the story is, the clearer it must be.

“So, sister. No matter what…… Please don’t use your body reccklessly. Please.”

I chose to choose my own words.

“…… Knives. Do you think Noona is a woman who uses her body carelessly at any time?”

My older sister asked a little angry.

I know at least that my sister did not do that to me lightly.
I added to correct my sister’s misunderstanding of her.

“It’s not ‘anytime’, it’s ‘anytime’. For example, if you want to save Knives…… Don’t give up your chastity or fall for such tricks. No matter what. Never.”

At my words, my sister kept her mouth shut.

“Why is Knives saying this? Could it be that she has already committed such a great sin that she will not be able to say anything even if she dies?”

“…… It’s obvious, but I’m not saying it because I committed a mortal sin. Because I hate seeing my sister go through bad things more than seeing myself die. Whoever it is, even me.”
“Really? Just be honest with your sister. In case you already have Nanami…….”
“Sister!”

When I seriously cut off my words, my sister smiled and said,

“It’s a joke. I know you’re not my sister.”

I know. While I was suspicious

“Promise me, sister. No matter what happens, I will not disrespect her body.”
“He is. What do you see your sister as?”
“It’s a serious story, promise me.”
“Okay. I’ll promise. No matter what happens, I won’t do it carelessly. Okay?”

My sister’s tone is still light.
It was clear that she didn’t take it that seriously either.

“…… Sister. For example, for example.”
“Yes?”
“Armed terrorists have taken over the academy.”
“…… Yes?”
“And that terrorist is talking. ‘Guhehe. Teacher, are you a beauty? Where to take off your clothes Otherwise, I’m going to blow his head off.'”

I made a gun with my fingers and pointed it at my head.
Like a student held hostage.

“…… In this situation, what will you do?”

My sister quietly looks into my face her.
As if looking at my intentions her.

And she opened her mouth.

“…… If it were me, I would do anything, so please, as for the students…… !”
“Oh really! Sister!”

He also grabs her sister’s hand her as she tries to take off her clothes her and dries them.

“Where the hell did you hear me? I told you not to do it no matter what!”
“What? Didn’t Knives want to do this kind of image play?”

I saw my sister tilting her head cutely and tore her hair out of her.

“Oh, my God.”

My older sister laughed out loud when she saw me like that.

“Okay okay. Are you telling me not to do that even if that happens?”

My sister’s tone was light, as if she were joking.

“…… Sister. I’m talking serious right now.”

Ordinary people don’t know either.
A purebred and a unicorn heart.
Weigh these words.

And we don’t know that that could actually happen in the near future.

“I promise, promise. Now, cross your fingers~ Is that enough?”

Noona promises with her little finger her.
But I don’t feel any sincerity in his actions.

“It’s true, sister. If my sister breaks her promise her, I will die on the spot. I’m serious.”
“What kind of scary things is he talking about? My sister is sincere too. Okay?”
“…… Done. I’ll go to sleep.”

Hearing my sister’s affirmation, I got out of bed.

Because I knew it wouldn’t work if I said more anyway.
And if I continued to be in this room, I felt like I would keep getting a bad feeling.

“Good night, Knives.”
“Sleep well, sister.”

I sigh lightly as I leave the room.

I could hear her mind her a little warmer and more relieved than when she came to this room.

Although it is fortunate that my sister’s heart seems to have become a little lighter.
I didn’t really like the content.

“Nives, I’m sorry. Just as an older sister is more important than life to her younger sister, her younger sister is more important than her life to her to a younger sister. I don’t think I’ll be able to keep that promise.”

…… Also.
Before that happens, I think I have no choice but to kill them all.