Chapter 114 – Why? Why? Why?
You want me to take your daughter away?
A cold autumn wind like winter brushes your collar. Fallen leaves sweep the floor. Kang Geon-ha, who had already returned, looked at the seat where she was sitting with her blank eyes. As soon as she finished speaking, she barely caught Kang Geon-ha, who was about to leave her seat.
‘I have a girlfriend…!’
It was confusing. Something went wrong before the mamulbak. So… The reason why it seemed difficult until now was because I was confused about whether it was a father-daughter relationship or a heterosexual relationship over my daughter? She is already a complete person as a father, but something is twisted.
You’re asking me because you’re afraid you’ll commit an affair. I will turn I have to say that she has a girlfriend, but I thought I would despair if I did, so I didn’t fall in my mouth. Still, I had to do it. After all, she told the truth.
‘I have a girlfriend.’
As soon as he heard her words, Kang Geon-ha’s expression changed every moment. Embarrassment, bewilderment, reality-denying eyes wriggling back and forth along with the corners of her mouth in variations of her heartbeat, foolishly ‘Are you lying…?’ She kept saying the same thing over and over again.
Judging from the atmosphere, I seem to be the ‘hope’ and the way out to block the only man’s abnormal sexual desire, but it doesn’t work. She had to say If you stay still, if you go over like this, you will only be tortured with hope.
“Ha…”
Maybe I had an intuition of the strong reality, and I went into it more and didn’t push myself like last time in the lagoon. However, I had one request.
‘Can you make friends with my daughter?’
I love you very much.
Please, please, stay close to Seol-ah. You asked me, not a request. Unable to refuse this, she nodded her head.
Like waves, the wind that comes in periodically as if following the ebb and flow penetrates the school uniform. It’s already fall, but today it feels especially cold, so my mouth is slightly steamed. Let’s go home, we still have work to do.
“For now… Let’s go back.”
I walk down the street rubbing my hands in the cold wind.
The night has come.
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It’s evening.
I can’t control my throbbing emotions.
Since that day, puppies, no. After realizing his feelings for Taeho, the back of his chest aches. After feeling love, everything looks different, so Taeho’s little actions and every little word are of concern.
“Huh…”
Tae ho is good
After being convinced that the monopoly and possessive desire toward Taeho was actually love, I can’t stop feeling this. It doesn’t stop like a 4-ton truck with broken brakes going downhill. And when I feel this kind of emotion, I think of the vicious things I did to Taeho, and my emotions draw a downward curve.
Like manic depression.
Going back and forth between dreams and reality, sometimes begging Tae-ho for love, and sometimes telling Tae-ho what he did wrong, the crazy situation is repeated. I keep wanting to fall into a dream, but I want to commit suicide because I am so selfish in my longing for love. Being saved over and over again, this time without fail… I have no choice but to fall in love.
“Ha…”
I can’t turn away from this feeling. Right now… I just want to be by Taeho’s side. When I’m thinking about that, my phone rings. Looking at the sender, it was Kim Tae-ho.
The person I love the most My heart beats loudly once again. My eyes are pounding in the waves of passion rushing in.
A text came. Again, like an idiot, sucked into a dream. Even if I knew that Taeho actually hated me, no, even if I knew very clearly that the feeling of hatred could not have developed. Can’t stop.
– Is everything okay?
“Huh, huh…”
That tone of voice that seemed to be genuinely for me. Every word that feels kind and considerate inspires me. Lead me to a dream misleads me It keeps me hopeful.
– Nothing happened.
Text in a hurry Since then, whenever Tae-ho has free time, he sends and receives text messages to check on what has happened to me, and listens silently if something happens. Originally, the spirit would have collapsed a long time ago, but thanks to Tae-ho… They are holding on. It would have been very difficult without Taeho.
– Thank god.
“Eww…”
Face turns red Really, it does so well. I just ignore what I’ve been doing up until now and focus only on myself. At times like that, I feel like I’m alone with Taeho, and the corners of my mouth go up in a smirk.
After that, the conversation flowed normally.
From simply liking each other to asking for a text message whenever something happens. He cared for me as much as possible and supported me throughout the hour so that I wouldn’t feel lonely. My heart hurts. My heart beats with happiness. Pulse with love.
“Keep… If you keep doing this…”
You get… Hope.
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I regret taking care of Han Ye-rin.
“Should I even do this?”
Do you have to appease Han Ye-rin through text messages? More than that, he suddenly came to his senses, and when he texted me, he breathedly said that he was wrong and that he was sorry dozens of times over and over again. I honestly don’t know. When I even called and apologized for the damn things I had done, I doubted if I was out of my mind on the contrary.
“… Han Ye-rin isn’t that kind of person.”
The Han Ye-rin I know is Gumilbokgeom, Inmyeonsusim, and Yangduguyuk. She came back as a completely different person, as if she had been hit in the head somewhere. Even though she apologized, she couldn’t hide her embarrassment because there was sincerity in her voice.
“Are you serious?”
It can’t be. She can’t feel sorry for the crazy bitch. It is something that she will not see even after she dies. She can’t believe it can not understand.
“Ha…”
After supporting Yerin Han for about an hour, I can finally see the end. She texts her roughly goodnight and then turns off her phone screen as soon as the 1 disappears. She lets out a long sigh, and lays her body down on her floppy bed. The pure white light from the white lamp hanging from the white ceiling pours pure white light into her eyes. Closing her eyelids in her tiredness.
Ugh-
The phone vibrates again. I used up all my stamina to take care of her, so I don’t want to look at my phone at all anymore. I try to keep my phone away from her and ignore the text message.
Woo-woo-woo-woo-
I turned her body the other way and forcibly ignored her with the blanket covered.
‘Who the hell is this…’
When you turn on your phone screen…
[Seolah Han 115]
“What…”
Should I stand?
– Why aren’t you texting me? It’s Taeho.
– Hey Taeho, look at the text.
– Is it Taeho?
– Taeho, where are you sick? Look at the text
– Where are you? Are you at home
– Shall I go…?
– …Tae-ho?
– Taeho, please text me. Please text me…
“Write…”
My head is dizzy. I turn off my phone for a moment, close my eyes, place my palm on my forehead, and try to cool my head.
‘What…?’
Did I see something wrong? Even if I rub my eyes and look at the screen again, nothing changes. Fear runs down the spine and up to the tip of the spine. When I press the text with trembling hands, it stops updating as promised.
– …Tae-ho. Do you have time tomorrow? I want to play with you.
Ah…
– No.
Reject right away I need a little break.
As soon as my answer is gone, my phone vibrates randomly again.
– Why why?
– I was going to play and study with him… And help him with the test… But I thought he’d listen to everything he wanted.
– Why?
– Taeho You know there will be a search test soon. I was going to help with that, but can we meet together?
– You want to study together, but why can’t you?
– Why? Why? Why? Why?
– By any chance… Did you make an appointment with your girlfriend? Or did you make an appointment with another woman?
– I can’t accept it. That kind of thing
– Why are you playing with someone else when I’m not playing with you?
– I want to study with Taeho, but I want to be by Taeho’s side. Why?
– Why? Why? Why?
– Why?
“Now, wait.”
Text messages pour in without a break. Without a chance to respond, text messages come flooding in. The cold sweat doesn’t stop.
‘I love you very much.’
It’s not love, it’s obsession. It is also a very sticky and slimy obsession. I doubt if this is the Seol-ah I know, and the soggy emotions are conveyed as they are in the text. A terrifying text wave that made me a little worried that if I refused like this, I might get hit by a knife later. Still, I have to say. Because I’m really tired.
– I’m just a little tired, so I think tomorrow will be hard. We’ll go play together later, so let’s take a little break tomorrow.
– Oh, it’s hard… It can’t be helped. Then you’re really going to play later, right? Really? Really?
– Huh.
– Hi-Hi. Are you really going to play? Just the two of you
– Okay.
Text is cut off I try to hold my heart beating in the sudden wave of text with my hand. I’m going to rest a little now, so I’m going to stretch and lie down on the bed. I can’t stand it, and my phone vibrates once again. I will turn
“Maybe again…”
Seolah?
Now it’s scary Hurry up and turn on the screen.
– Do you have time tomorrow?
Irene is there.
– No.
Reject right away My phone vibrates randomly, but I ignore it all.
I’m so tired.
Eyelids droop heavily.
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Go now
“Uh, unnie… Taeho doesn’t text me…?”
“Okay…”
I need to seduce you as soon as possible, but the person in question doesn’t see the text message. I was going to bring them outside and have fun with this and that… I was going to seduce them, but if I do this, they get twisted from the beginning.
“Ha…”
He let out a long sigh and looked at her brother. Her sister looks confused as well, taking turns looking at her cell phone and me, sighing briefly. I would do anything once I dragged it out, but it’s frustrating because I can’t even put on the first button.
“I don’t answer any calls or texts, sister.”
Arin sits down on the bed. Same if I text. She’s already asleep. She doesn’t read a single text. As she was wrapping her head, an idea came to her mind. Since we’ve captured Fenrir, if we somehow appease him with equipment or money…
“Arin, just tomorrow.”
Will you pull me out by force?