Chapter 146 – Don’t Have Sex
“Uh, uh? Are you really okay?!”
Jin So-yoon smiles brightly. Even if she stands up and laughs, she soon becomes sullen and her shoulders slump with a loss of strength. She shrivels like a weak balloon.
“Actually, this isn’t enough… Haa. It’s a pity that there’s nothing else I can do.”
It is an undeniable fact. Because Han Ye-rin is the granddaughter of the chairman of a mega conglomerate that reigns over the academy and transcends Korea. No matter how much Han Seok-joo treats his daughter, the power that he inevitably inherits overwhelms us for a long time, so we can’t even resist.
Null is a tower built with power that does not collapse under any bullying, including physical violence, and Han Ye-rin stands at the center. If so, what is the rest of the way?
There is no such thing as an attack through the mind. If you’re timid, you’re timid, but there’s no sure way other than this. They can’t do grandiose things like breaking down the power structure or making them sever ties with the Null group by unspoken. It’s not because I don’t have confidence, it’s because it’s absolutely impossible when I think rationally.
Null in the media is underrated.
It is Null that brings dismal news every once in a while, but that is just a warning to remaining competitors in order to solidify its position. Nothing more, nothing less. A monster that swallowed Eurasia. It’s because he’s in an overwhelming position enough to use the word ‘reign’.
Then an incident occurred.
A sewer monster that all Koreans know about has appeared. At a time when Korea was on fire due to the uselessness of articles, something big enough to cover it happened, and it barely evolved. Afterwards, as it was revealed that Han Ye-rin hadn’t done anything, she ignited the fairness debate again, and the fire spread so much that even the Null group couldn’t help it.
The main reason was that Han Ye-rin was the ‘senior’.
The position of chief is not simple. The spot that draws the most attention. More than anything, it means the best in the place, so it’s only natural that attention is drawn to it. As much as the attention was attracted, she was attacked by the media and citizens, and to make matters worse, her mind was driven to the end because the chairman neglected it.
This is the only moment when she, who seemed like she would never break down despite external pressure, was shaken.
Her mind was driven to the end, to the point that she clung to me, who had only been harassing me from beginning to end! What this means is great. To be honest, I thought Han Ye-rin’s personality would make it go without incident, but she suffered so much that the proud Han Ye-rin collapsed.
Now that I think about it, it’s nothing short of good news.
Because it’s the only moment where you can see your weakness. How can a sadist who is serious about always bullying others with his own way look so weak!
A gap was visible.
If there is a gap, it must be dug. I want to give back as much as I received. If I see an opportunity, I want to bite. The only way is up and down. It shows hope and shatters it thoroughly.
“Thanks for your help anyway. So… When are you going to start?”
As I slowly sit on the bench, Jin So-yoon asks.
“I have to do it in the near future. I want to do it right away because I’ve been through it too, but there are more than one or two things that overlap with my goals and I’m in trouble.”
“Aim? Oh, that’s right. You… Said you were going to catch Fenrir, right?”
Jin So-yun blinks her eyes and looks at me. When I nod her head, she says, ‘I guess I’m not crazy,’ and she gets a little fed up.
“It takes Han So-jeong. I don’t even know where I am and what I’m doing now. If I get away from you, Han Ye-rin might tell her sister the way it is… Fuck. Either they forcefully attach it, or there will be a problem with their joining. So, right away I can’t get farther away. I’m not an idiot who forgets his goal just to do this one thing.”
“…Really? Then, can I help you?”
“Help me?”
Jin Soyun nodded her head.
“You know? Our company is affiliated with the Null Group. In the past, it was a small business, but now it has grown to the threshold of a large company. I can tell you a little bit of information that comes in between. Or… Spend money.”
“Spend money?”
“Yeah. Do you know Kim Byung-cheol?”
…Kim Byung-cheol?
“He’s an American hacker from Korea, and he’s famous for information both in the dark and in the dark. If you give him money, he’s skilled enough to find out how many strands of hair he has on his nose in a pub in Côte d’Ivoire far from Sri Lanka’s magic logistics.”
No way.
The Kim Byung-cheol I know… Isn’t it? It’s strange to hear a familiar name here. No, he talked all over the neighborhood about becoming a hacker… And he’s become a tycoon before he knows it.
“Because people who know me are famous enough to know. If you give me a little more money… I’ll give up what I’m doing and help you right away.”
Jin Soyun confidently bangs her own chest with her fists. Now that the conversation is over, I get up from my seat. That time when we exchanged phone numbers for a while.
Hit the class paper.
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I won’t go far, just to the point.
Please stop fucking me Stop having sex and be a normal friend. At least if you love me, don’t do what I hate. You just have to say it out loud.
“Whoa…”
Run her hand over her chest. It’s time for the last class. I think while pressing my temples with a pen.
If things go wrong, it will be a problem. You can’t live without being hurt forever. Aside from helping me, having a heart for me, and being a good person as a human being. A relationship where I only see losses every time is not right. Especially if it’s being eaten.
If you’re hungry for sex, find someone else. If that’s not the case, please solve it with masturbation.
I’ve been squatting too much all this time. It shouldn’t be like this. It’s because if I keep getting fucked forever, I think I’ll make her pregnant later. It’s a kind of brake.
“Hey, Taeho over there…”
“Yes?”
Han Ye-rin taps my arm with her finger. Then, she shows something of her on her cell phone.
“This time, the search practice… The test date has been set.”
At las? Looking at the screen… It’s next Friday.
“Thank you for letting me know.”
“No, no… Whoa.”
Han Ye-rin smiles and puts her cell phone in her pocket.
“By the way, Taeho. Do you have time this weekend?”
“This weekend?”
“Yes, I… I was looking for a delicious bakery, but… I was wondering if we could go together…”
Han Ye-rin hesitates at her and avoids her gaze with her cheeks blushing. Classes are ripe, and the cold December wind blows against the classroom windows. Bakery?
“I don’t care.”
“Really?!”
Han Ye-rin smiles broadly.
“Ho, if it’s too burdensome… You don’t have to go…”
“No, I’m really fine. I don’t mind going with you.”
“Oh, okay… Really, really…?”
“Yes. Really, really.”
Han Ye-rin lowers her head with her cheeks blushing. Then she mutters something like ‘I need to get the plan right… Get it right…’ Or ‘mobilize a few hundred people…’ Fidgeting
Is this okay?
After listening to the class for a few minutes, the bell rings before I know it. As soon as
“Well then, see you tomorrow…!”
Han Ye-rin grabs her bag and runs out of the classroom in a hurry. Before she can stop her, she walks out the door, and she disappears from sight.
‘No, sir, I have to tell you…!’
A very important person has escaped. No, no… Just text me later or whatever. Evidence will remain on her, but since she is already flooded with footage from her mansion, she doesn’t feel that much of a burden.
After school is fast approaching. She tells her heart, she puts on the brakes.
If she ignores her and continues to be eaten, she won’t have as much horror as that.
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After school.
Except for Han Ye-rin, who has already left, the other three are gathered on the roof of the academy.
“Tae-ho…? Why did you suddenly call me…?”
Seol-ah naturally sticks by my side and asks. She forcibly removes her tongue from her side and opens her mouth.
“I’ve been wanting to say this for a really long time, can you listen?”
She holds the chunky Seol-Ah by her side and slowly sets her down on her seat. Now her sister is silent, looking at me. Seol-ah, who seemed to be bothered by her forced removal, hesitantly took her place.
Everyone is looking at me. After taking a deep breath, I opened my lips.
“Can you please stop fucking me?”
Emotions that had been lingering in her heart for a long time come flooding out.
“Uh, uh, what…?”
Senior Socheon is perplexed. Lee A-rin and Seol-ah, who were next to her, held their breath.
“It’s literally, senpai. Seriously, ha…”
The sky that has become dark. The starlight that descended below is embedded in the city and illuminates the ground. The sunset, which used to be orange during the season, instantly changes to ultramarine blue, and the air, like the setting sun, swirls around us.
“Why on earth do you keep going when you know you hate sex? Senior.”
Grit your teeth slightly
“I don’t know what the hell you’re thinking. Stop it. No, what’s the point of continuing to fuck and keep having sex even though you know that I have a girlfriend?”
“Tae-tae-ho…”
“Arin-ah, stay still. Looking at it this time, when you had sex in the waiting room today, you had planned it? What the hell… Why are you doing that? What are you thinking about continuing even if you say you don’t like being fucked or having sex? Huh?”
Voice rises slightly My heart is firm. I have a girlfriend… But there’s no way I want to have sex with another woman!
Always forced to eat. I have no will here. I always played the role of the victim, and I was forced to play the role of a rapist who was eaten by a woman – no, Taeyang Geum.
Is this a normal human relationship?
“Everyone says they love me… I love them, but why…!
“Mi, Mia-nae Tae-ho…”
“Hey, you did something wrong, Taeho…!”
“Tae, Taeho. Familiar-“
“Familiar? Socheon-senpai, are you used to sex? That’s right. You’re used to it, but-“
The pain doesn’t go away.
“It’s only natural that I get used to it because I get fucked without a break. But, even so, it doesn’t change that this is an affair, an affair, or an affair. As everyone knows, I love my girlfriend more than anyone else. Even if you’ve become grave, it doesn’t mean you don’t feel pain from being eaten…!”
Frustrated, he thumps her chest with his fist. Senior Socheon realizes what she said, and she puts on a painful expression.
“Guys. Let me ask you. Everyone here… Likes me, right?”
Everyone hurriedly nodded.
“Uh, uh…! Oh, I love you so much…”
Seol-Ah nodded her head, crying a little.
“No, I love you, but why…! Why are you doing that? Huh?”
“That, that’s…”
“At least, at least if you like it…! If you like it, you shouldn’t do what I hate. At least if you have a conscience, if you know what you don’t like, isn’t it normal to quit right away? No, why…! Why are you going the other way!”
Voice rises a little Then, Seol-ah trembles and wipes her tears with the back of her hand and grabs my clothes with her trembling hand.
“Mi, Mia, uh… Tae, Taeho, Mia… I’m wrong, I’m wrong, I’m throwing away, but…!”
“I have no intention of giving up.”
“Huh, huh… Uhhh…”
She clears her throat a bit. Looking around her, Seol-ah is half-stretched and crying, So-cheon senior averts her gaze and mumbles strange words to her, and Lee A-rin closes her twinkling eyes and thinks deeply about something about her.
In an instant, the surroundings turned into a mess. Looking down at her, I see Seol-ah hanging like a cicada looking up at me covered in her tears and runny nose. She slowly stood up with her hand and stroked her hair.
“Because I know that? But from a human point of view, they’re all good people. I really, really hate it when they fuck me…
Even if getting closer to the goal is a secondary reason, it’s all about people who are humanly likable. You mean it’s good if you leave out the rape, it’s no different from sophistry… But he’s also my few friends.
I have no intention of cutting ties completely. Of course, if it harms my girlfriend or puts a hand on her family, I’ll cut it off right away. Except for these exceptional cases, it will continue.
‘If you think about it… Even if I want to quit, can’t I?’
When the thought reaches that point, goose bumps run through her body.
You may be forced to stay by your side. At least looking at the reaction now, I’m relieved to see that they prioritize psychological distance over physical distance… But I’m just afraid because I don’t know.
“You have to stand, now get off.”
“Yes…”
He forcibly grabs Seol-ah and pulls him away from her side. The time has come for her to focus on forced sex.
“I’ll say it again, this is my truth.”
A deep silence.
“Don’t have sex.”
Everyone stays silent, then nods slowly.
Now, just waiting for the brakes to work properly.
The heavy night air swirled between the four.