Chapter 259 – Interlude (8)

He bites his lower lip until it hurts.

The owner has changed.

Normally, he would have accepted the sexual acts that were mischievously demanded and the caresses using his body ‘as if he couldn’t help it’. Perhaps he had a change of heart in the meantime, but he was sincerely rejecting everything.

‘It’s seriously dangerous…’

I glanced at the owner sitting next to me. Every time I watch him from start to finish, my heart pounds like it’s going to explode. Since I wasn’t doing ‘important work’, all the female members, including myself, were testing the limits of their patience.

‘Everyone… Has dedicated their bodies and souls, so why aren’t they coming?’

I am. I, Han Ye-rin, made a mistake.

So she’d be happy just to be by his side, but she’d be content just to give her all and take a seat next to him…But not the other women.

It was because I was hoping for everything, including the recently joined wolf child Kim So-jin, the original member, the witch, and even the smallest of Kim Tae-ho.

There are so many ‘hopes’ that you can’t even compare to me, who feels joy in being treated like a dog in an enjoyable relationship. The love that was so thick that I couldn’t breathe… I was literally going crazy when I rejected everything.

‘Everyone is insane.’

Just like I did in the past.

Defeated by him who kept refusing, just like when he was strategized as a dedicated dog. Everyone is pushing their minds to the limit.

It’s not just about rejecting the body.

Even holding hands, hugs, simple skinship, and sometimes even conversations are restricted.

It was like extreme reading.

‘Witches are the biggest problem.’

I heard that you make up for what you lack by collecting conversation books you don’t know when they were recorded and listening to them before going to bed. Playing the videos he had collected through the past memory magic during class, he fell into his own world… Even with the eyes of his rival, he was insane.

‘It’s the same with Iarin.’

I heard you covered the room with pictures.

At this point, I’m a little suspicious that the owner is enjoying this kind of play. Of course, I have wallpaper too… But I also have audio files, and all the sex videos I recorded in the past that I don’t throw away… Oh, and there are also dakimakura. Also, there are hair and nails… Anyway. Everyone was suffering from a lack of interest.

‘…Maybe it’s because he’ll come back soon.’

One week.

There is only one week left.

In a week from now, ‘Yoo Seo-ha’ will return.

Master’s actual ruler. A true victor who monopolizes his master’s love, lust, mind and body.

She comes back

The plan was proceeding smoothly. It was only cut off at the end, but the ‘body’ that had been built up so far was so successful that it succeeded in eliciting a certain amount of reaction. But still…

‘There is no hard evidence…’

There was no evidence to convince us that we had won. I was sure it drove them crazy.

I can see the owner for more than half a day from the seat right next to me, so it’s okay because I’m a nobleman… Ah, Choi Si-yoon. The junior started hurting himself again. He no longer makes suicide threats that he speaks as if he is breathing.

‘Why do you keep refusing? Senior.’

Maybe he was sure that he wouldn’t die, but he escaped like a mudfish despite the natural threat of his junior… In the end, he stopped caring at all.

‘It’s okay if I engrave senpai on my body… Hehe.’

I almost grabbed him by the back of the neck after seeing him carve his master’s name on his stomach with a knife.

Me, I wasn’t even that far…

“…”

Because of this, Choi Si-yoon is now sick. He had medical personnel on standby at all times, and was reported every hour to see if he would die, so his mental strength was different.

‘Why am I so concerned.’

Maybe, it might be because of bad luck.

So did the other women. Whether it’s because of the uniqueness of sharing the same goal, or just because we met often, we’ve been face-to-face for a considerable period of time, and now we have a relationship that we can’t abandon each other.

Sometimes they quarrel, but even that is because the owner cuts off their interest… Now they have reached the stage where they depend on each other.

‘…What is Lee So-cheon’s family head doing now?’

I heard she’s delusional.

She is the one who has been away from her master for the longest time. The last time she called, she said the master was there. Then, when she asked what the person right next to me was, the answer that came back was spectacle.

“…They said it was a doppelganger.”

She said to kill quickly.

My mind couldn’t stand it, so I created a different world. In a way, he was similar to me. Because I also made a similar choice when my mind was driven to the end. As a result, it’s nice to be the owner’s dog, but if he refuses even that…

‘…I don’t want to even imagine what would have happened.’

Wouldn’t it be crazy like that

I think so.

‘In this case… What is she going to do when her girlfriend comes back.’

Eventually you have to get away.

That’s how we decided.

Let’s not scratch and make a boil. There’s nothing good about standing out. I’m sure he’ll tell you to leave, but if you don’t, you’ll only live against the owner. I promised to do so…

‘I can’t even last a month. What should I do?’

It was a very difficult story for us, who live on the owner’s interest and nourishment.

It’s good if you don’t go crazy or commit suicide.

So we are now ‘preparing’.

‘Sounds, images, touch, conversations, smells, parts of the body.’

Gathering everything related to the Master in one form or another…

It is preparing for the ‘future’.

They are here more sincere than ever. I am at the forefront. Because the person who is physically closest to the owner is the one. Even the smallest dead skin cells dropped by the owner are collected and stored in the ‘ark’.

I miss even a simple greeting.

I don’t know why I suddenly made that choice. But for the owner, that would be the ‘best choice’.

Because the owner truly loves Yoo Seo-ha.

It is to minimize the movement of the mind.

“…Ah.”

I try to hold my master’s hand, but I am coldly thrown away. Slightly, our eyes met. Then, a feeling of extreme happiness covers the whole body.

“…Flaw.”

You won’t even feel this afterward.

He attends classes with the mindset of a patient sentenced to death. Every time the clock’s second hand ticks, I feel my heart break. The more you do, the more you become obsessed with the present. From the smell to the words, the gaze, you focus on each one.

Because I know that in the end, it will disappear like a mirage.

“…”

Paper hits

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‘Tae-ho…’

It’s so stupid.

It’s stupid, but I can’t stop.

I’m lost in the image in my head right now. The aquarium I went to together with Taeho flickers in front of me.

It’s like being on drugs.

The touch, smell, and every word were all Taeho. Tae-ho, but not Tae-ho. It’s the past. Not current It wasn’t even the future.

Still, it was so good.

It’s a substitute for Taeho, who is right next to me but can’t reach it, but I’m at the end of it right now to the extent that I’d go crazy without this.

I love Taeho so much.

‘I love you… I love you, I love you Taeho…’

I love you so much

Because of Taeho, I was able to become a human being. Thanks to Taeho, you found me. Without Taeho, I would have lived as a monster for the rest of my life. I love you from the first meeting until now. I would go crazy without Taeho. Still.

Can’t go crazy

Then Tae-ho hates it. I’ll be patient now. Because I love Taeho. If we persevere hard… If Taeho comes back, if he chooses us in the end.

All, all.

All all all all all.

I’ll solve it for Taeho. I will give all this ‘love’ I’m holding back to Taeho. Everything, without exception. It has to be. I think I’ll go crazy if I don’t.

“Ehe…”

Oh.

Taeho held my hand.

…Happy.

After all, there is only Taeho.

It was fun dating Taeho. Well, let’s do it again.

From scratch.

Video begins.

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‘Is that really okay…’

I look at Seol-ah, who is lost in the video, with worried eyes.

I’m putting my whole heart into Seol-ah’s care now. As Lee Je-ga’s second daughter, she didn’t want to see her best friend ruined even if she died.

‘Sister…’

I made a request to Tae-ho. Sometimes, I always ask her to find my sister. Tae-ho did as he said. But it was not enough. ‘Sometimes’ was not enough to make up for the time my sister was away.

Her older sister is delusional. She mistook the non-existent existence for real, and gave it the name ‘Kim Tae-ho’.

‘I didn’t listen.’

The only time it returns to normal is when the ‘real’ Taeho appears. No other then I’ve tried everything else. All to no avail. He even resented Tae-ho for seeing him half-crazy while doing his household duties.

‘I can’t say anything.’

Even if the older sister died, she did not want Tae-ho to know about this condition. Just looking at Taeho would bring me back to my senses, so there was nothing I could do. And most of all, I’m on the verge of going crazy.

“Ha…”

Would you believe it if I said that underwear was made from fabric that smelled like Taihu Lake?

Unexpectedly, this level belongs to the normal axis. At least I’m staying sane. Some of it is because she is exceptionally strong in spirit, but some of it is because she is worried about Seol-ah and the number of ‘reasons not to go crazy’ increases as the objects she focuses on are divided.

Taeho has already finished all his convictions.

Seol-ah, Han Ye-rin, unnie, junior, and me.

The ‘confidence’ that not all will be poisonous and is killing us. And he was right. Even if we die, we won’t do anything Taeho would hate. If Taeho really ‘hates’ us. Because that’s the day my heart breaks.

Die mentally

It was better to go crazy than that. Worse than worst. We didn’t have a choice.

“…I have to stand up. Let’s go now. I’m going to eat.”

“I hate…”

Seol-ah throws me away and focuses on the video. She has no choice but to put a little of her magic stone in her hand and heads to the store alone.

‘Will the juniors be okay?’

She said she was coming back today.

When she heard that she was hurting herself, she was shocked. She sighs and goes down the stairs.

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Senior avoids me

It hurts so badly that I can’t breathe.

“Senior, senpai…”

A small amount of blood bleeds through the bandage on his stomach.

If it wasn’t for Yerin unnie’s help, I wouldn’t have stopped in the middle. Now I don’t have anyone except seniors, but I don’t want to feel the sense of being separated from seniors again.

There is none other than seniors.

Taeho sunbaenim only for me. Only senior

I decided to give my all

I gave you my heart and my body Senior keeps avoiding me. It’s so painful. I’m so sick I can’t breathe

Could it be that my senior doesn’t like me?

Me too, because I did something wrong…

“…Ah.”

I only made one assumption, but my head hurts as if it would break. Cells throughout the body escape from reality. It’s hard. It’s painful.

Old man was wrong

I’m sorry, old man. Sorry. Please.

Please don’t abandon me

Please.

A month of severance feels like an eternity. Everything about the senior was lacking. I don’t know how long it will take me to forget using a knife. Later, when you get used to it, you’ll find something else.

“Ah… Seo, senpai… Senpai…”

Dark circles around her eyes were already full. There’s no way that senpai likes me, but just by looking at her from this distance, she feels the pain that was gnawing at me just before melting away like snow. I always realize when this happens.

Ah.

Seniors are everything to me.

Without her seniors, she wouldn’t be alive even for a moment.

Without my senior, I was as good as dead. It was nothing different from the old days when I was mad at bullying. Without my savior, my senior, and the person I love, nothing has changed from those days.

I exist because of my seniors.

Just as there is light and darkness in all things, I was the shadow of my senior. The shadow of a senior who wants to stay close even to the point of threatening suicide and never wants to leave.

I am a shadow

My heart is beating wildly.

Even though I looked at my senior from afar, I couldn’t bear to get closer. I’ve done something to my senior, so if he rejects me again, I won’t have the confidence to live anymore.

So, just be still like that.

I’m looking at you from afar…

“OMG…?”

Seniors gradually get closer.

It’s normal to be far away.

A senior

Gradually.

Getting closer

“Ugh, eh, uh… Ugh, Sher, Sher, Seanbat?”

The senior looks down at me with a slightly flushed face. Before the learned helplessness stabs me to death, the senior grabs my hand.

“Huh?!”

It’s been too long.

The skinship that has been in touch for the first time in almost a month makes the face heat up to the tips of the ears. Like a newborn baby bathed in heroin, unrestrained pleasure spreads from your fingertips to your head.

‘Uh, eh… Heh…’

My heart beats right before it really breaks. How things are going My head can’t process the information properly. I just held her hand, but the juice flowed out of her. Ugh, aha… This shouldn’t be like this…!!

Ai, if you spill baby juice, seniors hate it…

Ahe.

Ehehe.

I don’t know… Heh. I feel so good, I don’t know anything…

Ahehe.

“Whoa… Whoa…”

My senior brings me to the bathroom. My head is dizzy. I don’t know. I don’t know anything.

I can’t see the senior.

All gaze, touch, hearing, smell, and consciousness are focused exclusively on the senior.

I am disconnected from the world.

Only seniors, seniors, seniors, seniors remain.

“…”

The old man looks at me without saying anything. Poetry, I can’t even make eye contact. She just hunched over in anticipation of what was to come.

“Whoa… That, what is it… You…”

“Yes, what do you think?”

“Didn’t I tell you that if you call… You can use it whenever you need it?”

As soon as she hears that, her face heats up. Stand, senpai… No way, senpai…!

Ha, are you going to do it?

“…”

Let me nod my head without saying anything. Senpai pushes me against the wall, rubbing his fingers against my cunt. OK.

The extreme pleasure that I have never experienced before, my eyes go white.

“Ah…! Ah, ahe, heh…♡”

His legs tremble and he climaxes helplessly. I can’t even think of joy just by holding hands, right away, touching my pussy…♡ Ehehe♡ Ah, no… I can’t think of anything…♡

Other than senpai, I don’t know anything♡

“You can do whatever you want… Whoa… Gwa, are you okay?”

“Nehe♡ Four♡ Nehe♡ Everything, everything is fine, senpai♡”

Please.

Please write as you like♡

From head to toe♡ Please use everything as you like♡ I really don’t care at all♡ Whether you use your fingers, overlap your lips, or stick your dick in anything, I don’t care♡ Everything, everything, everything…

Because I am your property♡

Everything, no matter…

For a moment.

“Eh heh… Heh… ♡ Sss, ah heh ♡”

Now, wait!♡ Me, sss♡ I still have a lot of scars on my stomach heh♡ No… If you see me like this, senior, if you quit midway through the week…

I’m going to die.

I’m going to die

“…”

The senior takes off her panties without saying anything and inserts her index and middle fingers into her pussy. The oozing liquid of love spills over the bathroom floor. Every time her fingers enter her vagina and stimulate her erogenous zones, the whole world is filled with fresh color.

♡

I have to stop♡ I have to stop♡

The senior’s fingers move wildly. With her skirt up, she enjoys the senpai piercing her cunt with her fingers. Her eyes roll intermittently with excessive pleasure. I feel so good I can’t think of anything.

Opening her crotch like an idiot, seeing it the way the senpai wants is bound to make her feel better ♡

Squeak ♡

While clinging to the wall, she receives all the caresses from her senior. She couldn’t resist anything. I like seniors so much. I can’t do anything except spray fountains.

Ah ♡

“Hehe… Hehe♡ Ahehe♡ Heuuuuu♡”

At the senior’s hand movements, she climaxed with her head tilted back. Her head is blank with intense pleasure. Her hand holding her skirt trembles.

“Whoa…”

Senior Gets Her Fingers Out Of Her Pussy The floor is slippery from the love juice dripping down.

“…Will we do it now?”

“Come on, Jamkan Manhyo sun, baet…♡”

I forcibly raise my trembling body to resist the excitement. Ah, no, senpai♡

“Wait, wait… Heck♡ I’m going to have sex unconditionally! I-I’m not running away from this! I’m going to have unconditional sex with my seniors on campus♡ sss♡ Don’t misunderstand this! That, it’s because of that…♡ Heck♡ Well, there are birth control pills in the drawer♡ I’ll go get them! I’m not going out because I don’t want to have sex, so don’t misunderstand, sss♡ Don’t wear clothes!♡”

“Uh, huh? That, yeah…”

Hehe… Hehe…♡”

Runs out of the bathroom right away.

“Hihik♡ Heck♡”

Today isn’t ovulation, so it’s okay to cum inside♡

Treatment, treatment must be received…♡

Seol Ah senior… Seol Ah senior… Where is Seol Ah senior…♡