Chapter 274 – Sister Ijega (1)
Negative at first.
Anger afterwards.
Negotiate next.
And now I’m wandering through the stages of depression. The story Jin So-yoon gave me was just as shocking.
This isn’t just a matter of family feud.
It was ‘extreme poison’ that could end the relationship at once. Because of that, I didn’t believe it at first. Jin So-yoon was telling an outdated lie, so he overheard it and didn’t take it seriously. But, isn’t it?
“Whoa…”
Would you believe me if I told you that her wife planted ‘fake love’ in me by ‘gaslighting’ me from the day we first met until now? So I didn’t believe it He said that it was ridiculous and that he was out of his mind, and left the place.
I knew from the beginning that Seoha was a bit strange.
It’s because there are a lot of similar girls around me, and Seoha also had a formidably strong obsession and stubbornness. No, it was worse. She has been confined to the house for more than a month and has been confined.
It was fine though.
It could all be done with just one ‘love’.
Above all, it was meaningful because it was the love that I ‘chosen’.
She is the only woman I love with all my will. That’s what it’s like
However.
No?
It didn’t make sense. No, it had to be nonsense.
Even if my childhood memories are vague, I know it. I firmly believed that I was in a relationship because I liked it. Even though it started with Seoha’s own will, I believed that she chose it with my own will at the end.
But.
Seo-ha subtly avoids the topics of conversation and the evidence Jin So-yoon keeps sending to me. If you look back at the grounds that make you believe that it is the truth, all the evidence points to only one truth.
Seoha cheated on me.
I played with my life.
She was manipulated in her emotions, robbed of her freedom, and unilaterally made fun of.
Here.
Not even one.
I didn’t have a choice.
“…It’s a lagoon.”
Lying on the bed, muttering Han Seok-ho. I hoped. I never dreamed that I would be able to strategize like a lagoon. Seok-ho was the same as me. Because I was made fun of by Iarin in the same way, and I didn’t know that for the rest of my life.
Still, Seok-ho was different from me.
In the middle, the girl told her the truth, and she escaped from prison for a long time. In the end, she made a new relationship and started anew.
But not me.
Already married
Too late, too late. Legally, they were already family, and even had a baby.
“…No, the child can’t help it.”
The child is innocent
What’s wrong with our pretty daughter Younha? She cannot pass the blame on to the child. She’s a daughter and she’ll love you just for what she is. She couldn’t break the great proposition she had made up her mind for a long time.
But… Standing?
“…”
Who is the daughter’s mother?
The wife who played with my life, manipulated it from behind the scenes, managed everything, let alone one friend, and gaslighted my life?
A strong sense of betrayal lingers near my heart. The ‘love’ I’ve experienced so far wasn’t real. What I was chosen, not what I chose.
I was deceived.
Lips tremble in shame. I opened Pandora’s box. Her chest tightens as if she has a panic attack. I keep getting short of breath and my vision blurs.
Been fooled all my life
When I was tossing and turning in bed in a depressed mood, Seol-Ah suddenly passed through my head.
“…”
My heart, which was shaking with anxiety, calms down quietly.
Then what about Seol-ah?
How is Seola?
A fresh feeling rises up. The concentration was too thick to pass by like a dream. Still, one thing different.
…Wasn’t suspicious.
Because Seol-ah doesn’t do gaslighting.
She just genuinely likes me. She’s in-between spiteful, but she’s been cheating all her life and hasn’t played me.
Where is she? If you want, you will listen to everything, and if necessary, use magic to make it happen. The innocence that only looks at me, the consideration that refuses to play like pervert.
A love so deep that it takes your breath away, but a resoluteness that does not cross the line. Even devotion to a close relationship that seems like a friend but not a friend.
Dangerous.
Mind goes down
No, wait.
Dangerous?
…Not anymore?
Confusion gradually subsides.
Then.
“…Ah.”
If she cheated on me all her life.
This time.
…I.
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At the end of 4 years of waiting, finally.
Achieved tangible results.
I wanted to run around hugging my younger brother right away, but I couldn’t let go of the tension. Because I’m not sure yet.
Today we are here to check it out. Are they properly nailed, or less nailed?
“Sister, I’m going crazy because it’s been so long, whoa… Whoa… Is this normal?”
“It’s normal, Ariana.”
Stroke your brother’s hair
Arin sits on her bench waiting for someone, shaking her legs. Her heart is beating wildly. She gasped for her excitement as she climbed and her face blushed, but there was no loosening of her mannequin-like hard expression.
The first time Taeho accepted my complex. When she hardened and eventually let go of her ugly expression, when she had a bad relationship with Arin. I swore she would give her all to him.
The only time my expression loosens up is when he is in front of me. There were no exceptions.
My only understanding
Just one word was enough to describe my relationship with Taeho. Understander. A husband who likes me the way I am, misunderstood as a psychopath. No, not my husband… Hoo, my junior.
“Whoa…”
My delusion was about to disintegrate again.
The past four years without Taeho were so hard that I couldn’t stand it if I didn’t do that. I had to work harder in the situation where I had inherited the position of the family head of Lee Je-ga… The pressure that oppressed me and the emptiness that came from Tae-ho’s empty seat were enough to make me lose my mind.
I persisted though.
The reason I was able to hold on was not Arin, her father, or her mother, nor the support given by many, many family members. Only my own understanding. I was able to hold on because I had the delusional conviction that Taeho would return someday.
“…”
So.
If this operation had also failed, I would have collapsed helplessly. Because there is no reason to live anymore, because there is no reason to continue living. With a broken spirit, it would have become a shell that only works like a machine. But no.
“…Huh.”
Stupid idiot.
Because his wife abandoned her husband with a lesser choice, the opportunity came to me as well. As soon as I realized that, I stopped ‘bread’ and exploded. It was a mixture of joy and absurdity.
I was at ease. Stupidly
Even though we were aiming at her husband like this, we didn’t notice anything. As we pretended to roll only the low side shell, ‘Enterprise’ for a while, a gap opened up, and we intervened.
I felt that my dying heart came to life.
I am also confident as I am.
His body was perfect, his heart was completely looking at him, and his strength was so full that even money and power overwhelmed the innocence of his virginity. More than anything, he was confident that he would never lose his heart for Taeho.
All four years.
Because he looked at him alone and endured. It was natural that he was superior to him in weight, size, and sturdiness. Like walking through an abyss by relying on a lantern, Taeho occupied an irreplaceable position for me.
Everything I own belongs to him.
It was nice to do whatever you want. He could have just enjoyed his body. I had the heart to handle it and the preparation to accept it. She had no intention of rejecting her husband’s request, being narcissistic like the stupid Yu Seo-ha.
Therefore.
‘…Too much for you.’
This man
It’s just that he’s not the man you can handle.
It was too much.
It’s because the bowl is shallow for you to monopolize such a kind, wonderful, and great man. I couldn’t lose Tae-ho to a guy who was only drunk on ‘love power’ and missed important things.
“Were you waiting here?”
“…Ah.”
Come.
It was two days later that I got a call from Taeho. Even over the phone, not text! For a moment, I thought I was going to pass out. I don’t know how many times I ran out into the family yard and ran amok with so much joy.
“Yeah. I’ve been waiting here… Hehe.”
“No, but it is… Who the hell did the idea of waiting in front of the house come from? Yes?”
I was in a hurry.
That, but… I can’t stand it if I don’t do it like this.
“Tae-ho, let’s go quickly!”
Arin stands up and rolls her eyes as if embarrassed. M-That’s right… Should we go soon? Arin grabs my wrist and pulls me up.
“Whoa… I don’t even know anymore. So, what did you decide to play with today? Socheon-noona, do you have a place in mind?”
“That, that’s…”
Taeho was especially easy-going with Arin and me. Treating her like a real friend rather than being nervous seems to be inferior to Seol-ah, but this was also very good in its own way. That’s because we’re comfortable partners.
“Tae-ho, do you want to come to my house?”
“Now?”
Taeho thought a little before nodding his head. When I peeked, I could see that he was still confused. I guess it’s because I still can’t believe it.
It’s okay though.
I will do everything in my power to capture it steadily.
He smiles and grabs Taeho’s wrist.