Chapter 52 – Nothing
My heart is pounding.
Whenever we have sex, the feeling of ‘I like’ Kim Tae-ho rises to the top of my heart.
“Ha…”
I buried my face in the pillow and lost myself in thought. I’m sure. No, I’ve known it for a long time.
I am now ‘loving’ Kim Tae-ho.
Really, stupid. I have a boyfriend… Having sex, hugging the princess… And even carrying her on her back. Damn, my mind has gone.
An endless sigh comes out.
When I see Kim Tae-ho, my heart beats as if it hurts, and when our eyes meet, his face heats up. Automatically avoid it. At such times, the guilt that has lain in his heart breaks through the shame and soars to the sky.
Yes, but I… Have a ‘boyfriend’.
I like Kim Tae-ho… No, he says ‘I love you’. Sex, that’s fine as long as you don’t get caught, just… Said.
“Huh…”
Going crazy.
He removes his pillow and pulls his phone out of his pocket.
No news yet.
The ordering of that ‘artifact’ must be stopped.
I’m making several attempts on my own, but… I don’t have anything to say it’s a success. In the first place, it is also affiliated with the Null group, and even if you find it… I don’t know if you can stop it.
Pop-
Turn off your cell phone
My face is reflected on the black screen.
Red-hot cheeks.
Again, the memory floats above my head.
“Huh…”
Beyond denial, it is now unavoidable.
Apparently, I really- love Kim Tae-ho. Feel In my heart, my boyfriend is getting smaller and Kim Tae-ho is getting bigger. Unstoppable.
Why do you feel that you love Kim Tae-ho more than your boyfriend?
Hug the pillow tightly
Personality?
No.
Because Seok-ho is nice and Tae-ho is nice too.
Friendly?
No.
Although we’ve been a little distant lately… Seok-ho is closer.
Then…
“Huh…”
Body?
The lower half of the body is tingling. Slowly, an undeniable truth approaches me.
I think of a lagoon in my mind.
Fragile body. Little dick. A ‘weak’ person that I have to protect.
I always thought that there was nothing lacking in sharing ‘love’ with just one ‘spirit’. But why now?
Are you attracted to Kim Tae-ho’s strong and dependable ‘body’?
More than a pillow. Hug tightly
“Ha…”
Just one ‘heart’.
Was it lacking?
Couldn’t you be ‘satisfied’ with just one ‘spirit’?
Gradually, in my theory. It starts to crack.
September summer.
Midnight.
In a deep sigh, as if the ground had gone out.
Eyes slowly close
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Cushion of thorns.
“How is it? Puppy. Doesn’t that look interesting over there?”
No running sedan.
I swallow the curse to come out. What kind of situation is this? My head is dizzy.
Han Ye-rin slowly sticks by my side.
Cold sweat runs down her head. She slowly turns her head to the side, and Kim Seok-hyun awkwardly avoids her gaze.
“Aren’t you excited? This is your first time playing together, right?”
He nods awkwardly.
No? Aren’t you excited? It seems crazy. It is a cushion of thorns. No, not at the level of a cushion of thorns. It feels like kneeling on a heated iron plate. Dizzy It’s too sudden.
“Are you excited? I’m excited.”
Han Ye-rin looks at me and smiles.
She quickly forced a smile on her lips. Mind, mind control. I’m happy right now… So damn excited and happy. If you hate it, you die. Only that thought Unleash a full-on performance.
“Joe, isn’t it good? Today, before we play, we’ll go over there.”
Han Ye-rin points her finger out the window. Do you follow her fingers.
“What…”
It looks like a great restaurant.
“It’s a place I go often. The puppy has never been there before, right?”
Han Ye-rin takes my hand. Eyes meet.
“Eat first, then play together.”
A sedan pulls into the parking lot. Feeling suffocated. It feels like being sucked into an abyss. Park and get out of the car.
“It’s on the 16th floor.”
Riding the elevator, it goes up at high speed. But, isn’t this a bit dangerous? I’ll be buried in your gaze Han Ye-rin taps my arm. Turn her head
“Don’t worry about people.”
Han Ye-rin looks at me.
“Because I rented the entire building.”
…What?
“All you want. You can take anything you want. Don’t mind the money.”
I’ll pay for everything.
After saying that, Han Ye-rin awkwardly avoids her gaze. She tucks her hair behind her ears and wiggles her fingers.
“That, um, hmm…”
All… Paid?
No, I never wanted a situation like this in the first place. Burden. Han Ye-rin slowly approaches me. Han Ye-rin takes my hand. The elevator. She gets to the top floor. The door opens and you come inside.
“Is there anyone…?”
Not a single ant is seen.
It’s empty, even creepy. Yerin Han slowly puts her arms around me. A cold sweat runs down your forehead.
“Even the cooks were all taken out. It’s a little troublesome if someone sees it in the middle, right?”
Three slowly Take a seat.
“That’s the reason I brought my boyfriend. At least the three of us should play together, so the media won’t burn up later.”
Han Ye-rin lets out a short sigh. After roughly placing her luggage on the chair next to her, she gets up.
“First… Let’s eat?”
Han Ye-rin grabs my hand and pulls it off.
My mind… Gets distant.
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What do dogs like?
Have never thought about it.
Just a puppy is a puppy, and it’s not that kind of affection. Because I didn’t feel But as I mixed my body properly… A little bit, I wanted to get to know the puppy.
Exactly…
I wanted to get closer.
How can I get closer? What, give me some money? I was worried. I do not know. I know. The puppy prefers to be separated from me now. But even so, if you really do, it won’t do anything.
Han Seol-ah
The presence is too great.
If you stay still, you will be taken away. I can’t stand that much. Impatient Carrots should be given quickly. I have to give…
I don’t know what dogs like. Really. Not even one.
Bring food and take a seat.
When you make eye contact with the puppy, you awkwardly avert your gaze. I really don’t know. Going crazy. I have to do something that the dog will like somehow, but I can’t even get a feel for it.
So, just, first.
Came to the restaurant.
If you eat something delicious, that, anything will get better, right?
So I chose. In some cases, people are also all. Because I don’t want to be disturbed. Look down and see the food the puppy brought. There is only meat, meat, meat.
“Dogs…Do you like meat?”
Eyes meet. The puppy nods awkwardly.
“Okay, okay?”
Puppy holding a knife and fork, slicing her steak.
Put it in your mouth and chew it. Feeling out of breath. She needs to add something, talk, but the words just don’t come out as if her throat is choking.
At least, uh, I felt like we got to know each other a little bit while having sex… But when I try to talk outside like this, her head doesn’t turn.
I’m embarrassed.
Like an idiot, food doesn’t go to your mouth. Desperately come up with a subject. I like meat… I have a lot of muscle… I like exercise… Exercise?
“Um, maybe a dog. Do you like sports?”
“Exercise?”
The puppy’s body is slightly twitching. Do you dislike no, do you like it?
“I like it.”
The puppy nods.
Because her body was also raised that way. Would you like it? It’s a little bit on my face, but the color is turning. Now is the first step. What sport do you like? A memory flashes through my head.
Seoul Public Gymnasium.
There is table tennis!
The news, the articles, the internet, and all of that table tennis.
I know from watching the video. At that time, the dog, she was really enjoying table tennis. Then.
At least together. Will it get closer? No, I’m sure you’ll hate it. Still, at least a little bit. Could we make friends?
You have to overcome Han Seol-ah. I make up my mind and look at the puppy with a smile.
“Puppy. At the Seoul Public Gymnasium, would you like to play table tennis? Together.”
The puppy startled and shuddered at her. Do you like it
“That, uh, yes?”
Everyone, are you upset? Is not it? Do you dislike You shouldn’t hate it… It’s a little bit, but I’m depressed.
Dog and eye contact.
“Oh, oh- so good!”
The puppy nods her head. Me really? Her face unravels
“Then let’s eat quickly and go to the gym.”
A smile is made.
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Han Ye-rin’s expression sank.
A feeling of dread prevails. If you say it wrong, you’re screwed.
“Oh, oh- so good!”
She quickly nods her head.
“Then let’s eat quickly and go to the gym.”
Han Ye-rin smiles.
A cold sweat runs down your forehead. What? Let’s play table tennis?
To be honest, I don’t want to play table tennis anymore. No fuck
She played ping pong with Arin and had sex with her, saying that she sold her face, and she was even threatened…
There is no way the racket can be held in her hand.
But when Han Ye-rin saw me and asked me to play table tennis with her, she gave an ‘order’.
Why the fuck are you doing this to me
Just fill your stomach and come out.
After that, I had several conversations with Yerin Han.
Most of the content was about what do you like, what do you need, and so on.
With tears in his eyes, he gets into the sedan.
“That, that, that puppy. It’s good, right? I’m going to play table tennis!”
Yerin Han awkwardly holds my hand. Fuck.
Unleash a full-on performance.
I’m not going to play table tennis now. I will go as a ‘clown’ who adjusts everything to Han Ye-rin.
If I fail, Yerin Han… Will kill my girlfriend out of shame.
Are you good? Ah! So good!
I love it so much I’m going crazy!
“Sure, it’s great!”
Han Ye-rin smiles and laughs.
Hey, I like Han Ye-rin! Han Ye-rin likes it, so I’m happy too. No, she has to be happy.
I’m so happy!
Our eyes meet Han Ye-rin.
Han Ye-rin makes a very happy expression.
“Go, puppy. I really like it. Yes, then…”
Han Ye-rin, she has a smile more than any I’ve ever seen. She has a bright smile
“Let’s play table tennis until night!”
What.
Fuck?
The smile nearly collapsed in an instant. Swallow saliva no, fuck Doing it that long? Wait, no, until what time?
“Um, until what time…”
“Hehe, until 10:00 at night! Isn’t it good?”
Ah.
Han Ye-rin smiles brightly. For a moment. That, no
Hold back the overflowing tears Forced a smile on her lips.
“…Great!”
Help me.
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Happy.
Puppy loves it!
I saw your expression. Let’s do it together with a big smile. Told me what? Can we be friends like this already?
Single single, a smile does not fall from the corner of your mouth.
Happy. Elevation fills her chest. In a fit of anger, I told him to play table tennis until 10:00. I can’t understand either. I just heard that it’s good to be together. My heart is pounding and a feeling of happiness surrounds me.
Her face heats up.
Turning to her side, the puppy is smiling. Weird. Seeing that smile makes me smile.
Puppy likes it.
Do you like dogs…
I like it too.
Take out her cell phone
Text and send quickly.
“Puppy. Don’t worry.”
Look at the puppy and smile.
“I borrowed everything. People will leave soon.”
Look out the window
Have you been running for a while? Soon we arrive at the parking lot. The sedan stops.
“Whoa… Shall we go now?”
Get off your seat.
Even when it’s crowded, it’s empty. A smile never leaves your lips It’s the first step now, but I’m happy to think that I’ve just gotten a little closer. Hold the dog’s hand She slowly walks towards the table tennis court. She has come all the way Now all you have to do is go inside-
Rattle-
“Huh?”
“Uh?”
“Hmm?”
Ominous sound.
The steps stop. I lowered my head and looked at the epicenter.
Manhole.
“Didn’t you hear something…?”
Look at the dog OK.
“Fuck the dog…!”
She wraps her magic ceremony around her right hand and fashions an iron spear. Uh? Huh? What? Am embarrassed. Her head doesn’t keep up with the situation. Why are you doing that-
Kwakwagak-Kang-!
“Kkeek, kkeack haak, sniff, gnaw, kek.”
With a creepy sound through a manhole.
A demon appears.
“That, huh? Huh?”
Am embarrassed. Is it still broad daylight? At the same time. From the end of the waist.
‘Fear’ begins to rise. It is a low-risk monster. No, wait…
Look at the monster’s back. Arms above the back. And.
Click-Clack-Chang-
A sharp, menacing blade. A slight but creaky body. Machine. Even if you can’t do that
Between low risk and medium risk.
Head.
It turns white
Stay still, he shouldn’t be there.
I roll my head desperately. Look around. The remaining people are panicking and calling. Screams are heard everywhere.
No, if you stay still. Can not be done. I am senior I raised my stiff hand and made a magic ceremony.
A strong, wind gathers all around.
With the condensed air, a single sword is made. A cold sweat broke out on his forehead. Still, I am an academy student. He is the person who will become a ‘knight’ in the future.
In fact, first practice.
At that level, you can win without incident. My legs are trembling. Really, it’s going crazy.
Still, my feet won’t budge…
“Stay still.”
The dog looks at me nervously.
“I’ll take care of it.”
The puppy gently pushes me to the side of her.
Puppy?
“Kek, geek, sniff, sniff, sniff, sniff-“
Kwagak Kang-!
The monster throws its disgusting body at the dog. She raises her head and looks out the window. At the end of the window –
Dozens of red magic circles rotated irregularly.
Kagagak-
Scratching the ground, the monster thrusts a blade at the puppy. At the same time, the puppy runs forward, forming a shield in her left hand and blocking dozens of blades.
The dog is slightly but pushed.
The monster struggles like crazy and tries to eat the puppy. It pushes the puppy away, making a terrible sound like a keruk keng.
Can not be done. If you stay still
Hitting his trembling legs, he forced himself to move. Puppy raises shield. Dozens of knives are trying to slice the puppy, making a creepy sound. It’s a little bit, but the dog is hurt.
Get rid of the knife Create a magic circle with both hands and collect the surrounding air.
Over my head. Several transparent windows are created. A spear made of wind that rotates violently.
“Whoa… Fuck…!”
The puppy strikes her shield high and raises her blade.
The center of the monster is in an instant, but it collapses. She quickly picks up her chest and aims her spear at the monster. After a while
Tung-!
With the sound of cutting through the air. The spear pierces the body of the monster.
“Kkeek!? Kkeack, kkeak, kek, kek- Gyaak, ak!”
At the same time.
Kuquaga River-!!
The puppy doesn’t miss her break. Hits a monster with dozens of explosive magic. At the shock, the ground was slightly dug.
With overwhelming force, completely destroy one monster. Smashed it
“Whoa… Ha…”
The dog wipes the sweat from its forehead as if it were tired. Then, she turns her head and looks at me.
“…!”
Weird.
My heart beats like crazy. Avert your gaze quickly. Hide your blushing face. The puppy slowly approaches me.
“Are you okay? No, are you okay?”
Although the dog is a little bit. He looks at me like he’s worried.
No, it’s strange… There’s no way the puppy, me, is worried. She nods her head briefly. Her head can’t keep up with the situation. Just the heart. Beating like crazy so much that it hurts. Wait, come to think of it, what about your boyfriend? Turn her head
“Haa… Haa… Haa…!”
Lying on the ground
Just do nothing dumb like an idiot
“I-Are you okay?”
The dog slowly approaches my boyfriend.
He grabs her hand, lifts her up, and shakes her ass. Boyfriend nods her head to the puppy in thanks.
“…”
What is this feeling?
Slightly, but If you see something like that
My heart goes cold.
The pounding heart quickly subsided.
Shortly, a sigh comes out.
“Ha…”
How.
Why.
Didn’t do anything… Did you stay still?
That, no…
Just close your mind
“Sukhyun-ah… Is it hard?”
Approach your boyfriend slowly. Slightly, but disappointing.
The dog fought so hard.
You just
Nothing.
“Uh, huh? It’s okay!”
Boyfriend smiles shyly yeah, that’s fine
Slowly turn your head to the puppy.
“Are you okay with your injuries?”
Approach the dog slowly. If you look closely, there are many small wounds. On the other hand – my boyfriend.
Without any injuries.
It is clean.
…Ha.
“Are you okay.”
The puppy smiles sarcastically. She shakes her hand Are you okay?
“Ha…”
Thank god.
The slightly tense mind is quickly relieved and goes back to normal. First of all, you need to pick up.
“Let’s go back to the car for a while.”
Slowly hold the dog’s hand. As I am walking in the sedan, a small question crosses my head.
Although there are a lot of funny things about the puppy today. Why, I’m sure she hates me.
You approached me first to ask if I was okay, and even worried about you?
Again, the memory comes back and my cheeks feel hot.
No. Erase the question from your mind.
Because it’s good… It’s good.
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I had no choice.
If you run away without saving me, leave everything else aside. Only one.
You can’t enter the ‘Byeoldongdae’.
Because, the leader of the detached unit. Han Ye-rin’s older sister, ‘Han So-jeong’.
Because I want a crazy little brother.
“Ha…”
There is already a precedent.
One of the 3rd year seniors is trying to enter the Byeoldong University. Just once, it was mistakenly taken by Han Ye-rin, and it went into her sister’s ears.
I heard that you weren’t even given a chance, let alone a byeoldongdae.
Don’t forget.
Everything in ‘Byeoldongdae’ revolves around the ‘leader’. If you hate the leader, you can’t do anything.
But damn, Han Ye-rin is suddenly in danger. I don’t do anything
I can’t reach my goal in my life. Because Han Ye-rin is going to stab her sister. Fuck shit.
As much as that, you can’t even die.
The reason why I came to you with some worries… Is because of this.
Take even the smallest possibility, if Han Ye-rin says ‘good words’ to Han So-jung in the future.
After graduating at the top of the class, you get the ‘qualification’ to enter the detached college, and it becomes easier to get extra points in the exam.
“Whoa…”
Like you
Don’t ‘worry’
Fuck you.