Chapter 51 – May Ruina, Do You Like Me?

“Do you feel relieved if you do ‘Infinite Spanking Counter using the elasticity of a soft bouncy dog’ and ‘Full-body hug’?”

[Yes, of course! For the past few days, I’ve been imagining receiving those two treatments from Mr. Stay… Hot?! Ah, no, that means it won’t be resolved right away, and it may or may not be resolved once Stay’s sincerity is felt…]

Mei Rui, who answered my question immediately without any hesitation, suddenly started to look at me belatedly to see if her senses had returned, and I felt like she was in a daze.

No, aren’t things like ‘infinite spanking counter using the elasticity of a soft bouncy dog’ or ‘full-body hugging’ something that feels good when you get it? Why on earth do you say you understand as if you’ve been waiting like that?

This is what happens to me, who is nothing more than an F-grade handyman, so if I were to weigh my likes and dislikes, it would definitely be close to my dislike.

Of course, if I treat with my overwhelming talent of caress, I can make you feel the pleasure so clearly that you faint, but in fact, all of my treatment actions are permissible because they are literally treatment.

It means that you do not receive treatment from me to feel pleasure, but from me to be free from the curse.

Therefore, I couldn’t help but be confused when May Ruina burst into tears and demanded ‘infinite spanking counters using the elasticity of a soft, bouncy dog’ and ‘full-body hugging’.

When listing the three treatments – ‘pressing down on the nipple and slowly turning it clockwise’, ‘infinite spanking counter using the elasticity of a soft baby dog’, and ‘full-body hugging’ – it is the first treatment by my standards and May Rui. I thought the ‘squeeze the nipple and slowly rotate it clockwise’ method I made for myself would be the least embarrassing.

If you get spanked, you’ll feel shame that you’re only getting hit by someone like me, and if you hug her whole body tightly, you’ll feel shame that you’re only being hugged by someone like me.

However, pressing the nipple firmly and slowly turning it clockwise definitely felt lighter than the previous two actions.

The amount of contact and stimulation was clearly less compared to the other two activities, so from my perspective, I felt that Mei Ruina was receiving special treatment.

But I felt discriminated against there. I burst into tears because I couldn’t hear things like “Cute” Or “Pretty” That wouldn’t make me happy at all if I heard them from my own mouth.

I couldn’t understand it with my head.

······No, in fact, I could somehow understand it if the ridiculous assumption that I was trying so hard to ignore was so terrifying and terrible that even vaguely recalling it gave me goosebumps.

This is a home that brings terrible pain to the soul just by imagining it.

Doesn’t he like me?

It was such an absurd piece of bullshit that it made me want to kill myself even thinking about it.

However, as someone who has thoroughly experienced what kind of person Mei Ruina is, and not just anyone else, her words and actions are strange enough to come up with this assumption, I asked a question that could increase the probability that this assumption is true.

“By the way, May Ruina. Actually, the two treatments requested by May Ruina cannot be done at the same time. She has no posture. “Both are highly difficult treatments that require careful consideration, so you must choose only one of them.”

‘Infinite spanking counter using the elasticity of a soft, bouncy dog’ and ‘full-body hugging’ were treatments that were at the polar opposites of hitting the buttocks at an angle and hugging the other person using the whole body at an angle.

I was saying this to determine whether the ridiculous, terrible, and nauseating assumption I had come up with was true, but it is also true that two treatments cannot be done at the same time, so there was nothing strange about what I said.

[Is that so? Umm, then can’t you just take turns taking turns…?]

“If you get hit by either one, you’re sure to faint, right? Can Ruina Mei handle it?”

[Yes?! Yes, of course! Hmm. Of course······. Oh, I can’t handle being mercilessly spanked by Mr. Stay or hugging him with all his might…]

“Yes? So you have to choose just one.”

[Huiing······. I wanted to receive both from Mr. Stay… Well, then, instead of just doing one thing, you should really sincerely do it so hard that I can feel deep in my heart that Stay isn’t the only one who hates me?]

“······Sure. Of course.”

That’s why Mei Rui didn’t find anything strange about what I said, and after trying to be rude and objectifying myself in every word I said, she started to choose between the two.

Here, in order for the terrible assumption that May Ruina likes me to be more likely to be true, of course she must choose ‘full-body hugging’.

Because there’s no one other than a pervert masochist who would rather get spanked by someone she likes until she passes out than be hugged.

However, on the other hand, it is quite obvious that Ruina Mei does not like me, and if we are to consider the effectiveness of her curse, it is right for her to choose ‘infinite spanking counter using the elasticity of a soft and bouncy pancake.’

Since her life was not as lonely as Dain Adamas’, she would not know the warmth of others, so if May Ruina were to be embraced by someone she did not like, her curse level would not rise quickly.

“······.”

[Then I…]

It’s truly a breathtaking either/or situation.

Please God. Please let the assumption I came up with remain as a piece of nonsense. Just please convince me that I was thinking like that because I was going crazy during the hard days of treatment and was suffering from an incurable disease!!!!!!

I focused all my attention on May Ruina, sending prayers to anyone who could help me and hoping that my assumptions would be proven wrong.

[I like this as expected!]

Mei Ruina, who didn’t even try to notice my desperate wish, spoke to me in a very bright and cheerful voice, as if she had decided on the right answer from the beginning.

[Please give us a ‘full-body hug’! With real power! With all my heart! If you give me a hug, my hurt feelings due to my discrimination will be able to heal at least a little, so you have to work hard!]

“Huh.”

······It’s over.

I felt like I could understand now how the main character felt when he was told by the final boss that he had already broken it in the future just as he was about to use the super special move he had forged for the final battle that he once saw in a cartoon.

I felt like I was falling into an abyss that was more desperate than when I was in debt, and I couldn’t see an inch ahead.

May Ruina likes me. My life is ruined.

When you fall into the water, your remaining breath reaches its limit and right before you lose consciousness, at the point where you can rise to the surface with just one splash of water, the sensation of being grabbed by something and being dragged back below the surface takes over your whole body. Yes.

Is that why? Words that she would never have uttered with a normal mind came out of her mouth.

“······May Ruina, do you like me?”

[······Huh?]

“Huh?”

What did I just say? No, what have I done now?

No matter how despairing you felt, as if your eyes were filled with darkness, no matter how close you were to the certainty that your life was ruined, it was something you should not say.

The opponent is Mei Rui, an S-class saint who cannot even be considered an F-class person like me, and whose name is also high.

Moreover, his nature is such that he is a character destroyer who treats people like emotional trash cans, and now I have said something that I should never have said to someone who should be careful even to look at me like that.

No, why did you say this? What are you going to do if you get the answer that you like it? Are you going to be honest and say, ‘I really hate you?’ The moment you say it, your life will be ruined, right? Otherwise, are you going to lie and say, ‘Actually, I liked it too,’ just to survive? You can’t even kill yourself with that kind of bullshit!

I felt resentful of what I had just done to the point where I thought I might have split my ego.

For me, who had been in debt and living as an emergency room attendant for four years, dreaming only of getting back ‘my’ daily life and ‘my’ life every day, the fact that there might be a very high probability that May Ruina liked me hit me like a bolt from the blue.

After losing my life, I had spent all my time dreaming of regaining my normal life. There was no way I could dedicate my life to May Ruina, who I disliked, by saying that I liked her without even thinking about it.

Anyway, if I can’t treat Mei Ruina, my life will end like that, being trapped in this hospital and living as a caregiver for an S-class awakened person who has become a vegetable.

Therefore, the only option left to me is to confidently convey my true feelings, ‘I hate you,’ and then finish her treatment and immediately have her life destroyed by this personality-destroying person who is enraged by her shame and humiliation.

AC, I’m tired of this.

I couldn’t pick up what I said anyway, and since my life was ruined like this, I thought I’d just say what I wanted to say and waited for May Ruina’s answer.

[Well, can that be possible?!! Jejejeje why do you like Mr. Sussssstay? Hey, make sense! Because I’m really about to get angry!]

“······Oh?”

[To begin with, Stay and I are in different levels! There are owners who want their pets to be affectionate, but there are no owners who feel sexual love for their pets, except for mental patients! The fact that I asked Stay to give me the treatment that the other two people received was similar to what I mentioned earlier, but I never, ever, ever felt jealous of Stay because I had rational feelings for him! Because no?! What the! That’s not even funny! If you were planning to make me dumbfounded and then suddenly angry, you succeeded! I might get furious at Mr. Stay’s ridiculous words, so please give me a ‘full-body hug’ quickly!]

“Oh?”

Did you live this?