Chapter 56 – Does He Have Separation Anxiety From Me Now?

‘······Ugh, ugh. ‘Ugh.’

Meaningless sounds that cannot be made into language leak out of my mouth, and I cannot come to my senses due to my blurred consciousness.

The feeling you get every time you wake up from a faint, as if you’re swimming in sticky tar.

In order to wake up from the sticky darkness of consciousness, one must constantly struggle until one’s sanity returns.

‘Ugh, ugh. How did I lose my mind this time…?’

Since it was already May Ruina’s third fainting climax, she was somewhat accustomed to the feeling of returning to consciousness with only her mind remaining.

She knew that the quickest way to come out of this stupor was to recall the events just before fainting, and because she had not yet woken up from the faint, she forced her head, which was not moving well, to recall the events just before fainting.

‘······Ugh♥’

As I continued to force my head to move in a foggy state, the first thing that came to mind was Stay’s voice.

‘Stay said he will only call me by my first name from now on…’

To be exact, it was Stay’s voice speaking informally to Mei Ruina and calling her only by her first name.

Stay, who always looked after May Ruina at every moment with a considerate voice and touch.

However, May Ruina was feeling dissatisfied with Stay’s consideration and kindness.

This was because she thought that only she had a line that was not drawn between Dain Adamas, who spoke informally, and Mir Ryuin, who mercilessly hit her ass.

The other two people were doing things that no one could see unless they were friendly, but all he could do was massage their breasts and return their nipples.

Because this was clearly discriminatory treatment, Mei Ruina disliked Stay’s kindness, kindness, and consideration toward her.

‘Just leave without saying a word, without even asking, and punch me in the chest…

However, the kindness that seemed to draw a line disappeared completely as soon as Stay used the treatment just for Mei Ruina, and for the first time, she was able to face him not caring about her.

‘Oh, please speak informally to me… Ugh♥’

For her saint, Mei Ruina, it was natural for her to be kind, gentle, and considerate of others. She was originally a person who did not know anything and looked down on those who did not care for herself.

However, drawing a line under the guise of caring for her stay completely changed Mei Ruina’s values, and when she faced him, who completely lost her consideration and spoke only informally to her by calling her by name, she was shocked as if lightning was running through her whole body.

‘May, you just called me by my first name, like you would a very close person, without even adding a last name…♥’

Mei Ruina had only allowed others to call her by her last name, so she felt like she would be angry when Stay, who was only an F grade, dared to call her by her name.

Even Dain Adamas and Mir Ryuin, who can be said to be on the same level as him, speak informally but call him by his full name when calling him by name. How dare Stay do such a rude thing.

Mei Ruina, who decided in her head that she needed to get her discipline right away, opened her mouth to get angry at her stay.

‘Originally, I should have gotten angry right away… Ugh, how can I not get angry?’

Unlike her head, her heart that was happy about her stay’s inconsiderate treatment immediately nullified her anger.

‘Well, then… ♥ Haha ♥ Just for me ♥ He treated me with great care, using a treatment just for me that neither Dain Adamas nor Mir Ryuin could receive… ♥ ‘

When she recovered to this point, Mei Ruina’s mind was almost completely clear.

But she wasn’t fully awake yet, and Mei Ruina’s not-quite-awakened brain clearly recalled what happened during the treatment just for her, following her instructions.

‘Well, he looked at me and called me a perverted bitch… Ugh♥ It didn’t stop with just that, he even called me a perverted fetish majobo… Pussy bitch… ♥ This, of course, again. It’s too much to think about♥ No matter how many times I asked you to stop saying dirty things, there is still such a thing as average!’

If Mei Ruina was in a fully awakened state, her mental defense mechanism due to her shame would have activated first and filtered out the dirty words she heard from her stay to some extent.

However, her mind had not yet fully recovered from the aftereffects of her fainting spell, and she was finally fully awake, recalling with complete clarity what Stay had said to her.

After Mei Ruina fully woke up from the lingering effects of her fainting climax, the first thing she decided to do was one thing.

‘I need to get an apology! No matter how much I allow you to say dirty things, do obscene things, speak informally, and only call you by your first name! Still, people have degrees! From Mr. Stay’s words, I crossed a line a little in this case. You will have to hear this!’

It was to receive an apology from Stay for what happened right before she fainted.

In fact, after receiving an apology, I thought, ‘If it’s going to end with me making a mistake and apologizing, then why are there police, and why are there laws? ‘I think it will be difficult to receive that apology until you prove Mr. Stay’s innocence and guilt towards me.’ After saying that, I received an apology ‘full body hug’ and my name was called in a soft voice with my mouth next to my ear. This was Mei Ruina’s true purpose.

‘While being held tightly by Stay…♥ May♥ I’m whispering sweetly…♥ Hehe♥’

The experience of being called by someone else’s name for the first time in her life was very sweet for May Ruina, who had survived in the Vatican where there was a lot of conspiracy and took it for granted that she would put up a wall to others.

The shock was doubled because she never expected it to be this good, and so she smiled sinisterly and waited for her timing to receive an apology from Stay.

‘······.’

However, as one minute passed, two minutes passed, and three minutes passed without even a hint of popularity, the smile disappeared from Mei Ruina’s lips.

‘·····Uh? S, Mr. Stay? Well, what is it? Uh, where did you go…?’

Her voice, which had been half-dissolved in her happy imagination just before, froze and trembled, and thanks to hearing Stay’s voice through the speaker while waiting alone for three days, the loneliness and despair that she had forgotten for a while began to surround her mind. It has begun.

‘Why, why aren’t you there? Uh, where have you been? S, Mr. Stay? Stay Mr!’

It was only 3 minutes, including the time it took to wake up from the aftereffects of her fainting climax, and it was only 5 minutes since she last heard her voice, but Mei Ruina was more urgent than ever.

It was the first time he disappeared without saying he was going, and since she always said goodbye and said she would see her at the next treatment, Mei Rui felt so unfamiliar and scared of his disappearance, which I had never experienced before.

‘Ugh, sad. S, stay ciii… Stay siiiii······.’

Saint, S-class awakened, 3rd place in world hero ranking…

There were many other people praising her reputation, but the one who burst into tears because she couldn’t hear Stay’s voice for just 5 minutes was Mei Ruina.

Not a saint or anything, she is Mei Ruina, a vegetative patient who cannot do anything on her own.

If she were with Stay, at least if she could hear his voice, she could forget. Her helplessness, her loneliness, her fear of despair had turned her into the normal human May Ruina she was. 〉

‘Huhhhhh… Uh, where have you been… Please don’t leave me alone… Oh, I’m lonely. Loneliness makes me sigh, sigh. Hehe. ‘I don’t like being lonely.’

Mei Ruina cried like a child who had lost her parents due to the irresistible fear that the only person who could share her relationship with her had disappeared without warning.

‘For now, just as much as now. Hehe. I can’t do it without you, Su, and Stay…’

Wow-

A sense of soul-to-soul connection that is always awaited and always welcomed.

Mei Rui, who had been crying so sadly just moments before, felt so relieved that her heart was connected to another person that she stopped crying and spoke quietly into the darkness.

‘Sniff. Mr. Stay?’

Just one second to wait for the answer to the call thrown into the air.

That one second was longer for Mei Ruina than any other second she had ever experienced, and she wondered what if there was no answer again? She swallowed dry saliva from anxiety and her body trembled.

“What, May Ruina, are you crying just now? No, why are you crying? She went to the bathroom and got some water because she was thirsty. It must have only taken her about 5 minutes? “Did you have a nightmare or something?”

And when his voice, which she had been waiting for five minutes of despair without a stay, reached her ears, May Ruina spoke in a very bright voice, even forgetting her firm and insidious plan to receive an apology.

‘I don’t like being called May Ruina by Mr. Stay! Please call me May!’

Stay was momentarily taken aback because it wasn’t the right answer to the question, but he could tell one thing from the deep longing in her voice.

······Does he have separation anxiety from me now?