Chapter 58 – Mr. Mir Ryuin’s Jealousy. Cute.

“······Hmm. Wow, I slept well.”

I woke up in the very soft nighttime bed that I had become accustomed to, stretched once, and got out of bed.

I was always refreshed in the morning with neck and shoulder stretching, so I was able to wake up in a good mood.

After drinking a glass of cold water and getting ready to start the morning, I reflected on what happened yesterday one more time.

“Of course, it’s true that it’s dangerous even if you wake up and think about it again.”

An anxious mind that is at odds with a refreshing physical condition.

It was because of the incident that occurred yesterday, where May Ruina’s symptoms of separation anxiety were confirmed.

The moment I realized that her separation anxiety was caused by me, a huge obstacle appeared in front of my dreams.

It was nothing definite yet, just a vague obstacle created by my anxiety, but if there was even the slightest chance of that ominous future happening, I had to prepare now.

“It will be too late if you realize it later. “Right now, the three people are in a vegetable state, so I have to take action first when I have the initiative.”

The ominous future that has made the morning, which always started off refreshingly and pleasantly after taking on the job of a caregiver, full of anxiety and tension, is that three people may not want to leave me even after treatment.

When I thought about it in common sense, there was no way that the world’s best heroes would be interested in me, an S-class awakened person and only an F-class person, who had been used as a bread shuttle, used as an experiment, and treated as an emotional trash can, even after treatment.

However, I had to prepare for that ominous situation because I witnessed this aspect of going beyond common sense directly from May Ruina just yesterday.

“······After. Let’s keep this in mind once again.”

Last night, right before I fell asleep, I thought deeply about the topic, ‘Is my future nursing life okay as it is?’

Facing Mei Ruina’s separation anxiety, and facing the possibility that Dain Adamas and Mir Ruin could also experience the same separation anxiety as Mei Ruina, their future behavior had to change accordingly.

Many treatment options came to mind, and countless options came to mind about how to treat them now and how to deal with separation anxiety, but there was only one thing that was the most important.

“I am a person who values ​​my dreams much more than I think.”

It’s just that my desire for freedom is much greater than I ever thought. It’s incredibly big.

As soon as I turned 20, I became a debtor due to my own mistakes, and it was only after being completely robbed of my life and living only to repay my debt that I was able to understand the value of freedom.

When I became a caregiver for S-class vegetative people and thanks to Sangtae Chang’s ability, the freedom that was far away was suddenly within reach, and yesterday, when I thought that that freedom might be taken away by them, I finally realized it.

“I want to live freely. “It is better to die than to live without being free.”

My desire for freedom had grown to the point where I felt that the dream I had dreamed of while working as an emergency room attendant was more precious than life.

“Hmm, okay.”

Once I realized the magnitude of my desire for my dream, what I had to do next became clear.

It was like that before, but even more so from now on, I will do anything to make my dream come true.

Yes, anything.

“Let’s go in.”

With a firm determination to achieve my dream and regain my freedom, I opened the door to the hospital room where Mir Ryuin was.

Crash.

As I turn the doorknob and open the door, what I see is Mir Ryuin, the master of magic and the world’s greatest wizard with the now familiar jet-black, smooth straight hair.

Of the three people I was in charge of taking care of, he was the one I disliked the most and the one with the most accumulated emotions.

[Confirmation of user’s will. From now on, you can hear the target’s inner thoughts within a certain distance.]

I closed the notification that appeared in the corner of my vision without checking its contents, and listened to the voice of Mir Ryuin, who would soon come.

[Ah, here it comes…! Oh, no. Hmm. Are you here?]

A voice full of joy that cannot be completely hidden even though it is hidden to the point that anyone who sees it will think that he was waiting for me.

Feeling a subtle emotion that the day Mir Ryuin had been waiting so long for had come, I smiled and greeted her.

“Good morning. “Have you been waiting long?”

[Did you wait? I? Stay you? Not someone else, but me, the master of magic?]

In response to my question, Mir Ryuin answered her question with a question as if it was absurd, trying to express her own absurdity and at the same time let her know that my idea was fundamentally wrong.

[·················································································································································································································· To let her off the hook, you gave away too many welcome signs at first.]

However, her act of implicitly reminding us of the gap between herself and me ended up being an attempt on her part due to her own words.

As Mir Ryuin said, as soon as I came in, her voice was so bright and lively that I could imagine a puppy greeting its owner.

She acknowledged her pleasure, probably because she knew it herself and decided that it was useless to hide it.

[After experiencing the same thing more than once, you have to get used to it, so it’s normal, but why? Stay, the time waiting for you always seems so slow. Unlike the last time, when there was nothing to spend time with, this time I even placed a speaker by my bed, so I could hear Stay’s voice.]

At Mir Ryuin’s words expressing doubts about herself, her body suddenly trembled and her hands and feet tightened.

[Still, time flies quite quickly when I hear your voice through the speakers. It feels like my chest is clogged, but when I hear her voice, miraculously, it feels better. The anxiety also disappears. Is it because your voice lets me know I’m not alone? It’s only after becoming like this that I finally realize that I am a social animal. It’s not for nothing that people say they don’t know what’s going on in the world.]

After hearing Mir Ryuin’s words, ‘When I hear your voice, my anxiety disappears,’ her separation anxiety, which she had only thought of as a terrible possibility, became a semi-certainty.

A cold chill ran down her spine at the thought that even Mir Ryuin, the least likely of the three, felt her separation anxiety because of me.

[By the way. Stay, when I hear your voice, I feel more at ease, but it also makes me feel even more annoyed than the comfort.]

“Yes?”

[For example… When I realized that Stay Nedain Adamas and Mei Ruina hugged me with all my might while I was only hitting my butt, or when I heard your sweet voice afterward, I was like, When I felt that it was directed at other women.]

At the same time, Mir Ryuin’s words, which completely confirmed the possibility of separation anxiety, which was only half-certain, pierced my ears.

[I guess it was good. Especially when I hug Mei Ruina. After all, he only called me by his first name, right? He even speaks informally. Like, a lover… No. It’s like we’ve become such close friends that we can’t even be friends.]

No matter who hears it, Mir Ryuin’s words can only be seen as jealous of the treatment I gave to Mei Ruina yesterday.

Of course, since I’m the only one who can hear her voice right now, it may be just the gloomy Mosolada’s typical crazy excitement, but even if this is excitement, it doesn’t change the fact that I’m in a very big crisis right now.

[When I think about it, it’s natural for me to feel this discomfort. From the beginning, I spoke informally to Dain Adamas, and as a treatment, I pressed her lower abdomen and hugged her tightly. To May Ruina, he gently pressed her nipples and massaged her breasts, but yesterday, he only called her by her name when speaking informally to her, and she even hugged her tightly. On the other hand, the only thing you do for me is spanked my ass, right? It is the common sense of an ordinary, normal person to be angry at such blatant discrimination.]

Mir Ryuin’s tone of voice was constant to hide her emotions, but that consistency alone did not hide all of her emotions.

The dark, dull, and sticky feeling of negativity that flowed through her voice crept up and tightened around my throat.

Even though she was a vegetable, unable to use any physical power, she was Mir Ryuin, the master of magic, and the first human to be given the nickname dragon.

It was natural for an F-grade handyman like me to be able to make someone feel the pressure of being suffocated just by putting emotion into their voice.

[Even though I knew for sure that I could hear voices through the speakers in the first place. The fact that you did things like giving me a hug, calling me by name, or speaking informally to me so openly without any hesitation is not strange at all if I take it as if you are ignoring me, right? Yes? If you have a mouth, why don’t you come up with an excuse? Of course, making excuses alone will not solve this situation at all.]

She is out of breath, her hands and feet are tingling because the blood is not flowing properly, and in front of her is Mir Ryuin, who is feeling jealous and angry at the discriminatory treatment.

But even though I was in this situation, I wasn’t so embarrassed that my hair bleached white like it did yesterday.

“Mir Ryuin’s jealousy. “It’s cute.”

[······What, what?]

Because although this situation itself was so terrible and dangerous, it was within the expected situation.

“Why are you so surprised? Are you surprised because you hit the nail on the head? In the past, I was a person who would never show this embarrassment no matter what happened, but now that I am in this relationship, I seem to see him panic a lot.”

It was so terrible and dangerous that I honestly didn’t want it to happen in reality, but it was still a very suitable situation for my plan to proceed.

[What are you saying now? What are you doing? I-I’m angry now! Can’t you see I’m angry? Stay, you have no skills, no connections, no money, no luck, but one of your few strengths is that you are much quicker than others! If you take on such a shameless attitude even after seeing me so angry right in front of you, the biggest of your few strengths will disappear…]

“That’s a lot of gibberish. “I guess I was really embarrassed.”

Even though he got angry by openly saying that he felt uncomfortable, I showed no reaction and tried to respond shamelessly, but Mir Ryuin broke a plate and hid it, then became restless like a child facing his parents and could not even speak properly.

Seeing Mir Ryuin like that, I was convinced that my plan wouldn’t be that difficult, so I grinned, stroked his smooth jet black hair, and spoke in a whisper.

“Why are you whining so much? “Did you want to be spoiled like that for the three days I was gone?”

[Wh, mumumumuwhat?!!]

That’s the plan. Reconstruction of the relationship between me and the S-class people who became vegetative.

It was a preventive measure in case one of the three did not go away with separation anxiety even after treatment and became obsessed with me like they are now.

“You don’t have to make a fuss like that. If you want something from me, you can say it comfortably. ······Mir.”

[Uh?! Ji, just now, he called me by name…]

“Why. Do you hate it when people call me Mir? “If you don’t like Mir, I’ll stop.”

[Oh, no! Far from hating it, I really like it… It’s okay! Yes! You can call me Mir!]

And the first target of relationship change was Mir Ryuin.