Chapter 71 – Confession (2)

[······Huh?]

Although she heard her words, Mei Ruina seemed to not be able to process them in her head.

If she had been the May Ruina I knew, who treated me like an emotional trash can, the moment she heard my sincere confession, she would have been furious and asked, ‘Can you handle those words? ‘Stay?’ She would have destroyed me with her power and power, but that kind of appearance was not found in the current May Ruina.

[Uh…?]

She’s just embarrassed because she can’t accept this situation.

Mei Ruina’s completely dumbfounded reaction made me unable to stop the corners of her mouth from rising.

If Mei Ruina had gotten angry when she heard me say, ‘Actually, I really hate you,’ my best plan to not even have a disagreement would have failed from the start.

The reaction Mei Ruina is showing right now is proof that my plan has a high probability of success. After all, this plan is the only way to allow me to live as my whole self.

Now that we’ve brought out May Ruina’s embarrassment, which is a prerequisite for executing the plan, all we have to do is get started.

When the situation was going according to plan, I lowered the corners of her mouth, hid my joyful feelings, and stretched out both of her hands and cupped her cheeks with my palms.

[······Huh?]

May Ruina was probably still in a state of panic, so she reacted a bit late to my sudden skinship, and after waiting for her to fully react, I brought her face closer to where our noses were touching.

With a face small enough to fit in the palm of one’s hand, with the eyes, nose, and mouth positioned in perfect positions, there is no one in the world with a truly perfect beauty and an appearance so fitting for the name saint.

I can’t believe that such a perfect person has special feelings for me. When he wakes up, and I’m not there, he’s so obsessed with me that he immediately starts crying.

I would have felt perfect if the other person wasn’t Mei Ruina, but unfortunately, the girl in front of me was Mei Ruina.

So, after shaking off my regrets, I spoke with a clear pronunciation and voice to Mei Ruina, who had her cheeks wrapped in the palm of my hand.

“May, don’t act like you didn’t hear. Listen carefully. “I hate you.”

[Ugh······.]

When I spoke to her face at such a close distance that her breath literally touched her, Mei Ruina’s voice seemed different from before, as if my words had been properly conveyed.

The honest reaction that comes out without me knowing when I’m hit on the spot, when words I never want to hear touch my heart.

Mei Rui, who let out that sound, seemed to have realized that she couldn’t move on anymore. She hesitated for a moment and then asked me in a watery voice.

[Why, why suddenly… Why are you saying such harsh words…?]

A dangerous voice that looks like it might burst into tears at any moment.

May Louis I thought she was used to my crying because she had heard it so many times, but it seemed like she had made a rash judgment.

[Well, I… Sigh. S, I didn’t want to hear those words from Mr. Stay…]

“······.”

It was because I was so shocked by Mei Ruina’s sad voice full of sadness that I forgot what I had to say.

The person in front of me now was no one else but Mei Ruina.

He is the incarnation of a scheming man who rose to the position of highest-ranking priest with only his own abilities in the Vatican, known as the true battle of fortune in modern society.

A woman with the greatest vitality in mankind, who would recover immediately even if stabbed with a knife, came to me on the verge of crying after hearing my dislike. When I imagined her, I thought she would just feel a little better, but this… ·····.

“······Under. “You look so cute when you cry.”

Sincerely. Really. It felt so cute.

It was no exaggeration to say that having Mei Ruina feel this way was a shame that would remain in her life forever.

[Huh? Quickly. What, what…?]

May Ruina must have heard my sincerity that came out inadvertently. She wiped away the tears that were on the verge of bursting out in surprise and asked me in a voice that was still slightly wet.

I wanted to build up a little more, but I felt like if I listened to May Ruina’s crying voice more, things might get really weird, so I had no choice but to start right here.

So I gathered my emotions again and entered into the most important stage of the best plan that would eliminate the need for disagreement.

“It’s cute. What it looks like now. “The sight of him crying because of me, feeling anxious because of me, and listening to me without crying when I say he’s cute is so cute that I don’t know what to do.”

The most important part of this ploy was that I had to mean every word I said.

Pure sincerity touches people’s hearts, and the plan I came up with was to fail the moment it doesn’t touch people’s hearts.

Therefore, everything I am saying right now was 100% pure and sincere.

[W-what do you mean…? Well, that doesn’t mean he doesn’t like me…!]

“No. No, I do not want. I really hate it so much. If possible, we would like to erase each other from our memories. To that extent, you are the worst person to me.”

[Hibb·······. You are too much… There’s no need to say that…!]

Of course, cute is cute now, and my dislike of Mei Ruina is something else.

After immediately correcting Mei Ruina’s nonsense, I continued my sincerity by gently stroking her small, soft cheek that was wrapped in my hand.

“That’s right. I don’t need to say this to May Ruina, but other than my heart being relieved, there’s nothing good about it. In fact, the disadvantage would be much greater as it would only make Ruina May feel bad. “Why am I saying this to you now?”

[······Yes? Well, what does that mean?]

The climax begins now. It is the most important part even in the most important stage.

“Seup. Phew.”

It was a situation where even the slightest shaking was not allowed, so I took a deep breath and opened my mouth to May Ruina, using my dream of living a free life as my cause and my desire to achieve my dream as my driving force.

“It’s because I don’t want to hate you anymore.”

[······Huh?]

It was sincere.

Disliking someone takes a lot of mental energy.

When I see a person I dislike, I feel stressed, when I think of the person I dislike, my heart sinks, and when I hear the voice of the person I dislike, I feel disgusted to the point where I frown.

That’s why it was very difficult to hate someone, and I didn’t want to make it any more difficult.

“So I didn’t sleep last night and thought about it a lot. What should I do to stop hating May Ruina? I really thought about it a lot, but there was no problem for me. Because I was a one-sided victim. Then, in the end, there is only one answer.”

And the answer to this problem was very easy, and it became the only key to solving my worst problem of being obsessed with S-class awakened people.

“May Ruina just needs to change. In a way that I can find cute and pretty like just now.”

This is the answer I have come up with, the only solution to the worst problem we are currently facing.

“What do you think, May Ruina? Do you want her to continue to live like that and be hated by me for the rest of her life? Or will she turn into someone who can be loved by me?”

The name of the operation was ‘Rewriting the crazy bitch.’

“For your information, I want Mei Ruina to become a better person, so if she would change for me. I will really, truly love you. You don’t like Mei Ruina either, right? Being hated by me.”

[Ugh, ugh······.]

This was a ridiculous plan that could only be implemented under the assumption that Mei Ruina had a crush on me, and had not the slightest chance of being realized when considered realistically and objectively.

However, the time spent with Mei Ruina and her through treatment so far has shown me that she has unusual feelings for me, and that is why my voice does not even tremble while doing these ridiculous things.

Mr. Ha, is this okay? Should there have been a little more build-up? If you get offended by what I say and throw it away, you’ll be really screwed. Other S-class people are also listening to what I’m doing now, so I really need to succeed. If Mei Ruina refuses, the other bitches will also refuse unconditionally, saying it’s right.

Of course, not only was my voice trembling, but my heart was shaking tremendously, as if there had been an earthquake.

It is truly a decision of a lifetime, a battle that risks one’s life. Betting all in with your life…!

Mei Rui kept my blood drying as I wondered what on earth she was worrying about, and then she slowly spoke to me.

[Me, please call me Mei… Ma, if you let me talk… I will try to change. As Mr. Stay wants.]

“······Haha. Yes May. If you’ll be a good person for me. “I can listen to that as much as I want.”

Done!