Chapter 89 – I Lay in Bed and Closed My Eyes, but I Couldn’t Hear Mr. Stay’s Voice.

“Ha, ha, huh. Pole. Hehe.”

Torn blanket, burst pillow, bed split in half, feathers flying.

Not only was each piece of broken bedding extremely expensive, but it was also a limited-edition item that could no longer be obtained, but nothing like that was noticeable to Mei Ruina today.

This was because her mind was so full of one man that there was no space left.

“S, stay siiiii…”

Mei Ruina, a saint who arrived at earth for the first time in hundreds of years, a hero who sacrificed herself to save the world.

Within the Vatican, which is made up of the Pope and his dogs, she is the only person who can keep the Pope in check with only her personal power and innate political power. She does not show the slightest weakness, to the extent that the opposing forces are sick of her natural ability and call her the ‘Saint in the Iron Mask’. She was crying like a child now.

Even if no one is watching because she is in her own room, Mei Ruina, who always does not show her emotions, shows her emotions to this extent and the sight of her squirming makes anyone who knows her doubt their eyes first. It was such a ridiculous thing to do.

“Stay siiiii… Sigh, huh, huh!”

And the cause of that ridiculous thing is the man whom Mei Ruina is crying out for incessantly right now, Stay.

May Rui is the person who freed me from her curse, and just a week ago she said in her own words, ‘Well, a month at most? If you can endure that much, I think you will last a long time. He was the person who said, ‘I will be waiting happily for you to be ruined with so much regret that I am not around.’

“Bo, I miss you… I want to meet you…”

And when a week passed, it was Mei Ruina who hit her.

“I thought it would be okay… But I’m not even in a vegetable state anymore. I thought I could survive even if Mr. Stay was gone for a while, but eh…”

Until the first day of being released from the curse, that is, the day she went for a walk in Liberty Park on a nice, sunny day, Mei Ruina had thought that it would be Stay who would regret it.

Because she is a saint, and she can’t just show her emotions to people, but she is the ultimate hero who can do anything she wants.

May Ruina, a saint whom everyone reveres, respects, and praises.

That’s who she was, and that’s why Mei Ruina thought that her unlucky side would be an F-class stay where she wouldn’t even be treated well no matter where she went.

“Chi, even when I lay down in bed and close my eyes… I can’t hear Mr. Stay’s voice.”

But it didn’t take long for her to realize that this was a ridiculous idea.

On her first night free from her curse, the moment she lay in her bed and closed her eyes, Mei Ruina keenly realized the absence of her stay.

“Well, since Stay isn’t there… He disappeared without even leaving a trace…”

The past month and 10 days with Stay were enough time for Mei Ruina to imprint on her body and mind how warm, cozy, and pleasant the warmth of others, or rather, the warmth of Stay, was.

“Originally, you should at least hear your voice… You have to come here once every three days…”

The cycle of treatment established through her encounter with the lion and the voice of Stay heard through her speaker were already as natural to Mei Ruina as the rising and setting of the sun, even if it was not her own treatment.

However, even when she lay on her bed and closed her eyes, she could not even hear his voice, let alone feel his touch, and this brought on the greatest pain she had ever experienced in her life.

Overwhelming loneliness.

Before meeting Stay, the month I went through after being cursed and becoming a vegetable.

The feeling of being immersed in pitch black, unable to see anything, unable to communicate with anyone, as if she had been cut out of this world alone, was the most terrifying thing Mei Ruina had ever experienced.

“Huh, huh. No, I can’t close my eyes… “I keep thinking about it…”

It was Stay that liberated Mei Ruina from the terrible and overwhelming loneliness.

Stay’s treatment, physical contact with warm and delicate hands and a friendly voice, instantly healed May Ruina’s spirit, which had been deeply wounded by the despair caused by her loneliness.

Through the warmth of her stay, she was able to realize again that she was not alone and that she was still a member of this world.

“Originally, Mr. Stay was the one who spoke to her. Sigh. Please call me May, May. You should praise her for being nice… And cute, and also pat her on the head…”

When May Ruina lay down on her bed and closed her eyes, it was only natural that she remembered the despair of her loneliness in a reality where she could not feel anything of her stay.

“Even when I close my eyes, there’s no one… It’s so, so hard…”

That’s how May Ruina received her breakup from Stay. From that night until now, a week has passed since then, and she hasn’t been able to sleep even a wink.

If she touches her breasts, which Stay trained thoroughly, she massages her breasts, wondering if she can at least feel a fragment of his traces imprinted on her body. What she gets is something that is completely comparable to Stay’s touch in her memories. My own lousy technique.

Mei Ruina, who was developed through the techniques of Stay, a genius who is jealous of even the heavens who have surpassed the realm of the supreme and the human realm, has now become a body that cannot be satisfied alone.

When she tries to sleep, she feels the reality of Stay’s absence so vividly that she wakes up feeling anxious, and in order to soothe her growing loneliness, she massages her chest, only to end up missing Stay, a vicious cycle that continues.

That vicious cycle continued for seven days, and today, after a week without being able to sleep, Mei Ruina came to a realization.

“I, of course, can’t do it without Mr. Stay.”

I have become a body that can no longer imagine life without Stay.

“Ugh, go, I have to go. “I will go and meet you.”

If you realize it, all that’s left is to act. Mei Ruina has lived with the keen sense that the bigger the gap between decisions and actions, the greater the loss. So even though it was the middle of the night, she got up from her bed and started getting ready to go out. 〈 Br〉

Still not paying attention to the completely trashed state of the bedroom, she quickly walked to the closet and picked out her clothes.

As May Ruina believed that the gap between decisions and actions should be kept to a minimum, it was true that she wore whatever she could find and went out, but her hand in choosing her clothes was more careful than ever.

“No saint’s clothes. It’s certain to attract people’s attention… And it’s an outfit that brings only bad memories to Stay, so wearing it will only make a bad impression.”

Choosing what to wear when meeting Stay was an important matter.

It was a week. I was going to meet Stay after a very long week.

But at such an important moment, you just randomly pick up clothes and wear them? It was something that could never have happened to Mei Ruina.

“No clothes that are too expensive or clothes that look luxurious. You will definitely feel pressured. Because Mr. Stay is ordinary. “You shouldn’t feel any difference in class when you look at me.”

These were not words that came out of Mei Ruina’s mouth, as she never once mentioned the difference in status when talking to or thinking about Stay.

“I choose and wear ordinary clothes that don’t show that I’m a saint, but aren’t expensive and don’t look luxurious, and wouldn’t look strange at all even if I was standing next to Mr. Stay. “I have to go.”

After struggling for about three hours, May Ruina was finally able to find the clothes she wanted and wear them.

Black hoodie and jeans. A very ordinary outfit that no one would think of as a saint.

For a moment, the anxiety of ‘What if she doesn’t look very pretty when Stay sees her’ hardened Mei Ruina’s expression, but when she thought about it again, she was a saint.

“There’s no way I’m not pretty, right? Stay also told me I looked pretty every day! It’s rain! It’s rain! Mmmm!”

Even though she was completely broken without her stay, her true nature, her sky-high self-esteem and her top-notch skills to back her up, did not allow anything to be negative about her. Br〉

“In the first place, there’s no way Mr. Stay wouldn’t like it if I do it myself, right? It’s natural to jump out with socks on! Ugh, what would they think if I suddenly came by? Just imagining that look on their face makes me laugh!”

Until three hours ago, you would never have thought of Mei Rui as someone who was tired of feeling lonely and tired because she didn’t have a stay, and her natural scalpel power was radiating all over her body.

“Even when I was lying still and couldn’t even react, I was praised for being pretty, cute, and kind, so I approached her with a big smile on my face. “I can seduce Stay, who is single from birth, in one go!”

So, armed with her groundless confidence, the day after she broke up with Stay, she followed his footsteps, which she had extorted through the Central Intelligence Agency.

“You are honored, Mr. Stay! Because I am the first to protect Mr. Stay!”

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“······Uh, what should I do? Now that I think about it, Stay, you said you hate me… If you just go in like this, you will definitely be hated…”

May Ruina remembers his last words before entering Stay’s café!!!