Chapter 41 – I Don’t Care.

“Do you know which hospital Seulgi is in?”

I knew Shin Hye-yeon would ask this question.
No matter what happens, Shin Hye-yeon is Shin Hye-yeon.

“No. I don’t know. While taking Park Jong-gil with him, Seul-gi Lee could also be receiving treatment there.”
“Do you heal people in an underground guild? Isn’t that more dangerous?”
“Rather, the technology of the underground guild is better. Items are handled more freely. It’s because there are a lot of restrictions in Yangji. Instead, it’s just dangerous. Still, Seulgi will have nothing to worry about. Because she has no reason to harm an F-rank Hunter. I will treat it and charge Park Jong-gil for the cost.”

Cold, but true.
Because from their point of view, F-class has no value.
I heard that some superstitious countries buy hunters’ bodies at high prices, and some even have skills to extract mana from hunters, but neither of them were applicable to Seulgi Lee.
In other words, it’s too weak, so there’s nothing to worry about.

“…”

I stroked Shin Hye-yeon’s hair.

“Don’t worry. I’ll take care of it. If anything happens, I’ll let you know right away.”

Shin Hye-yeon would not let go of her worries if she did not say this.
She ended her relationship with Lee Seul-gi as her friend, but anyway, it was Shin Hye-yeon who was so stupidly nice.
I love Shin Hye-yeon like this.

She kissed her on the lips.
Her soft lips were touching, and just as they were about to part, Shin Hye-yeon pulled her body back.

Shin Hye-yeon asked, when I was embarrassed to think that I was trying to slow myself down too much.

“He…”
“Yes? Who?”
“I mean Eunha.”

My heart sank.
In fact, I thought Shin Hye-yeon would bring up the story of Park Eun-ha at any time.
As for this problem, I didn’t know how to deal with it either.
Shin Hye-yeon and Park Eun-ha also have 100% liking for me.

They say they will never betray me or leave me unless I deliberately throw them away.
Anyway, I was feeling responsible for it.

Not because of the fact that Park Eun-ha has loved me alone, but because of the help she gave me behind her back.
No matter how much I declared that I would like it alone, regardless of me, the human heart couldn’t be easily cut that way.

“Yes…”

Shin Hye-yeon’s tone became cautious.

“You like Sunggyu, right?”
“…”
“How is Seong-gyu…? What are you planning to do with Eunha?”
“How do you do it… I’m dating Hyeyeon.”
“…”

Shin Hye-yeon shut her mouth.
She seems to be thinking about something all by herself.
No, he had a conclusion he had made himself, but he seemed to be contemplating how to convey it to me.

“If you have something to say, do it. Because it’s okay.”

Working with Shin Hye-yeon and Park Eun-ha was difficult for me to conclude on my own.
If so, listening to Shin Hye-yeon’s opinion would have been helpful.
It’s an unusual situation, but now that it happened, there was no turning back.

“I am…”

Shin Hye-yeon scratched her cheek.

“I hope I don’t misunderstand…”
“Yes.”
“I think it doesn’t matter.”
“What?”
“Even when I was dating Seulgi, I always liked Seong-gyu. I thought then. Ah, I really can’t help but like someone. I think the same goes for Eunha. If I push him away unilaterally, I feel very sorry for him.”

Oh my god.
Can you be this nice?

Even though you love me and date me, you are considerate of another woman who likes me.

But Shin Hye-yeon was never an idiot.
She was just being honest and not turning a blind eye to reality.
If she was stupid and stupid, how could she have had such a reputation in her previous life?
An A-class hunter with an S-class rating.
It also quickly raised her own guild to the top of her ranks.

“You still can’t do it. I’m already with Hyeyeon…”
“If Seong-gyu is okay, I’m fine too. I thought I never want to miss this happiness. Without Sunggyu, I would live a half life. Many couples in the world fall in love at first but eventually break up. This is especially true for couples who started dating when they were 20 years old. If I want to lead this love forever, I think there is only one way. To understand Mr. Sunggyu infinitely. For me to embrace Seong-gyu to infinity.”
“That is…”

I touched my forehead.
I never thought that such words would come out of Shin Hye-yeon’s mouth.
To embrace me to infinity
To put this differently, it meant that she would understand if I met another woman.

Park Eun-ha said the same thing.
No matter how many women I meet and how many women I have sex with, he will continue to like me.

‘I thought this was the meaning of blessing.’

The system also made it clear to me.
One hundred percent likeability.
Those women never betray me.
If I had been betrayed with a hundred percent probability in my previous life, that curse didn’t completely exist in this life.

“Wouldn’t that be hard?”
“Ugh~”

Shin Hye-yeon shook her head.

“Strangely, I don’t think so. It’s normal to be jealous. All I can think about is that Eunha is not good enough. Are you… Disappointed? Because I’m not jealous?”
“It can’t be.”

I hugged Shin Hye-yeon.

If you break the conventional wisdom of the world.

I really thought that this might be true love.
Understanding whoever you meet, and just enjoying the time you spend with each other 100%.

‘It’s not like that.’

If this relationship was going to be perfect, I had to think the same way.
Even if Shin Hye-yeon and Park Eun-ha meet other men, they should understand.
Even if I saw them having sex with other men, I had to let it go.

‘It’s impossible.’

I never wanted to show tolerance to such things.

‘That’s not fair.’

Both the cursed life in the previous life and the blessed life in this life.
The balance had collapsed.
In my previous life, I suffered endlessly, and in this life, the girls who like me had to be tolerant.

‘But if you don’t find it painful…’

I didn’t know if I should change my thinking.

If that’s really possible, basically everything I have to worry about disappears.
I had to carry out quests in the future, and there was a high possibility that a new woman would become entangled each time.

To live such a life without limits…

I decided to stop thinking.

All I can think of right now is that the woman next to me is unbearably lovely.
For now, I just wanted to pour all the love in me into this woman.

I wrapped my arms around Shin Hye-yeon’s waist.
She came gently into my arms.

I was staring at the beautiful face, and I closed my eyes, dyeing my cheeks red.
I kissed her on the lips.

It feels like a dream every time.
There was no room for anything to intervene in my head and emotions at this moment.

We climbed onto the bed together, no matter who said it first.

#

Next day.
It was lunch time and Shin Hye-yeon and I were on our way out to eat.

A man appeared before us.
Courtesy A woman in an all-black outfit.

It was different, if not the usual, that she wasn’t wearing sunglasses, but she went straight ahead.

Yesterday, I talked about Park Eun-ha with Shin Hye-yeon.
Maybe that’s why I felt more formal and awkward.

“Hi.”

I reflexively said goodbye.
Park Eun-ha glanced at me, and instead she greeted Shin Hye-yeon.

“Hi.”
“Oh, hello.”
“You’re the same age, what kind of respect are you talking about? Do it in half.”
“Oh, hello…”
“Where are you going?”
“To eat.”
“Hmm…”

Park Eun-ha looked at us as if she had something to say.
Rather than that, she would rather stand out and talk to me, but it looked like she didn’t know what to say.
If she was going to do that, I thought about what it would have been like if she had just pretended not to know, but if this kind of side was Park Eun-ha, she was Park Eun-ha.

“Seong-gyu, I have an appointment, so I’ll go first.”
“Yes?”

Until just now, Shin Hye-yeon and I were talking about what to eat for lunch.
Therefore, there was a high probability that Shin Hye-yeon’s words that she suddenly had an appointment and tried to fall out were false.
The point is, why are you lying?

“Let’s talk the two of you.”

Shin Hye-yeon waved her hand at me and left.
She gave a queer glance, but it wasn’t hard to spot.
In short, she let me be alone with Park Eun-ha.

She questioned why she wanted to fall for her when she was my official girlfriend, but Shin Hye-yeon definitely had a different way of thinking than I did.

“Did you miss that on purpose?”

I don’t know if Park Eun-ha is quick to notice her, or if Shin Hye-yeon is bad at her acting.
Probably both.

“Why?”

Park Eun-ha, like me, wondered why Shin Hye-yeon had fallen for just the two of us.
I shrugged.

“I don’t know.”
“Hmm…”

Park Eun-ha looked at her empty space, and she seemed to be thinking about something.
She then told me that she felt meaningless.

“Come on, let’s go eat. I’m hungry.”