Chapter 5 – NTR Book of Memories (2)

The fast-paced bookshelf stopped at a certain page.
The contents of the ‘NTR Book of Memories’ were divided into paragraphs by date, and the book recorded the events of the day in detail.

Of course, as this book itself contains memories of NTR, I couldn’t help but look at the uncomfortable parts, but apart from that, I was shocked to recall what happened that day.

It was simply because another person was appearing heavily in the record of the day that I thought Seulgi Lee and Jonggil Park were the main characters.

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Choi Seong-gyu tilted his head as he looked at his cell phone.
It was because her girlfriend Seulgi Lee had not been in touch for several hours.

It was hard to believe that this was rare, but today was the day I decided to go see her movie with her.
He sang for a whole month saying he wanted to see that movie.
When the viewing date came, I couldn’t get in touch.

There were only 30 minutes left until the start of the movie screening, and if you hurry, you can barely be late and make it on time.

If it’s a ticket, cancel it and that’s it.
But she could make a decision when she knew for sure what was going on with Seulgi.

“What the hell is going on…”

As he sighed, there was a voice talking to him quietly.

“Excuse me…”

When Choi Seong-gyu turned his head, there was a familiar woman standing there.

Her name is Hyeyeon Shin.

She was quite close with Lee Seul-gi, so she had a few greetings and conversations.

Somehow today she seemed very uneasy.
Even though she started talking, she couldn’t continue the next word and continued to hesitate.

It was a girl with long hair and an innocent look.
Her height and elongated limbs gave her a model-like feel, which made her popular among male students.

However, Choi Seong-gyu had no time to think that her blushing, white jade-like face was beautiful.

All she could think of was the fact that she was close with Seulgi Lee.
Judging by her anxious expression, she wondered if something had happened to Seulgi Lee.

If so!

“Why? What happened to Seulgi?”

Choi Seong-gyu grabbed Shin Hye-yeon’s arms and asked.
Shin Hye-yeon was taken aback by his actions.

She said, stammering, her face flushed so much that she wondered if it might explode.

“That, that’s not it…”

She still seemed hesitant to speak.

Choi Seong-gyu was frustrated.
Already, to some extent, he was convinced that something had happened to Seulgi Lee.

It was the so-called intuition that worked, and he tended to develop this kind of intuition.
Because of the many shocks I’ve experienced in my life.
Whether he himself is aware of it or not.

“Ah, it hurts…”

Shin Hye-yeon frowned slightly.
Only then did Seong-gyu Choi realize that he was holding her arm too tightly.

He was a hunter
It was the same for Shin Hye-yeon, but anyway, grabbing someone’s arm this hard wasn’t a good move.

“Sorry…”

Choi Seong-gyu quickly let go of her arm and apologized.
More important, though, was hearing about Seulgi Lee.

Shin Hye-yeon wanted to look at her bottom for a while, and then she seemed to have made up her mind, “Huuuuu…” She sighed.

She said while looking straight at Seong-gyu Choi.

“Classroom 201. If you go there, you will be wise.”
“Room 201?”

Why is Seulgi Lee, who was supposed to go to the movies with her, in the classroom?
Choi Seong-gyu’s heart seemed to explode with worry.

She ran past her to her department building, forgetting to even say her thanks to Shin Hye-yeon.

Shin Hye-yeon looked at Choi Seong-gyu’s smaller back.
She remained alone and whispered in a mournful voice.

“I like you…”

She knew what Seulgi Lee was doing against Sungkyu Choi.
Having an affair with Park Jong-gil.

She was proud of it, and she had told herself several times before.

In fact, it was Shin Hye-yeon who first confessed that she seemed to have a crush on Choi Seong-gyu.
After Seulgi Lee heard that, she appeared shortly after with Choi Sungkyu’s arms crossed.
It’s the 1st day from today.

Shin Hye-yeon was shocked by the collapse of the sky.

It was her first unrequited love.
She fell for Choi Seong-gyu so deeply that she couldn’t even understand.
He had a handsome appearance and a tall physique.
There were many female students who adored him because he was kind to everyone and always sincere.

She used to think she was just one of them.
But when Lee Seul-gi appeared with Choi Seong-gyu’s arms crossed, she realized that she had been mistaken.

His heart toward Choi Seong-gyu was not just admiration.
How can I express this other than love?

However, it was impossible for her to continue to have feelings for him, who had already become her friend’s lover.

So I gave up.
Even after giving up, my heart toward him never diminished.
On the contrary, it grew bigger day by day…

“You know~ That kid really looks like an idiot.”

These were the words Seulgi Lee said one day.

“Sick? Who?”
“Who is who? Sungkyu.”
“Seong-gyu…?”
“Ehh~~ It’s not fun dating her, I’m dying. A man must have a taste of being pushed around. What would you do if you were fine? There is no fun in dating~ He is.”

Shin Hye-yeon hated hearing Choi Seong-gyu’s gossip, but at the same time she felt a ray of hope.
Because Seulgi Lee talking about Sungkyu Choi in that way was like expressing his intention to give up on him.

She felt sorry for Lee Seul-gi, but if she broke up with Choi Seong-gyu, she would have a chance for herself.

“So~~”

Seulgi Lee smiled and continued.

“I’m trying to put some fun into this relationship.”
“Are you having fun?”
“Do you know Park Jong-gil?”
“Park Jong-gil…?”
“Yeah~ There are kids in the same class as us. I always sit at the back of the classroom. What can I say? Should I say that his expression is a little sullen?”
“Ah, I remember. Why is she?”
“I am dating him.”
“Huh?”

Shin Hye-yeon did not understand.
What does it mean to meet the great joint?
If what she understood was correct, Lee Seul-gi meant that she was dating Choi Seong-gyu and meeting Park Jong-gil at the same time.
Of course, they weren’t meant to be just friends.

“I had sex with him.”

“Whoop whoop.” Seulgi Lee hugged her pillow with her guilty-free face.
He put her pillow between his crotch and licked her upper lip.

“He was really good~ After all, a man should be good at sex. Is not it?”

Seulgi Lee looked at Hyeyeon Shin with shiny eyes.
Shin Hye-yeon could not read the psychology in those eyes.
She was stupid, because she was no less than Choi Seong-gyu.
She wasn’t the type to doubt her friends.

But what I heard now was shocking enough to feel the confusion of values.

“You and Jong-gil… Had sex?”
“Yeah~ Actually, it’s been a while since we started having sex. Sunggyu That stupid bastard didn’t even think of touching me. How many times have I signaled you, but you don’t understand something like an idiot? What can you do? Sexual desire builds up and I need to release it. Whoop whoop. Ah, since you are a virgin, do you not understand what I am saying?”

Kim Iseul rubbed her own pillow between her legs, rubbing it deep within herself.
The way she closed her eyes and let out a light moan seemed to remind her of the time she had sex with Park Jong-gil.

‘Unbelievable…’

Shin Hye-yeon was shocked.
The friend she had known so far, the friend she thought was closest, had a completely different face.

…

The worry was long.
Shin Hye-yeon couldn’t stand it and eventually she decided to tell Choi Seong-gyu her truth.

I didn’t want to see him suffer any more.
And it was so painful for her that she was also a shaft in this twisted relationship.

Decided to finish it all.

Let Choi Seong-gyu know the truth.
And let’s leave here

Shin Hye-yeon stood blankly looking at the place where Choi Seong-gyu had disappeared.
She stayed like that for a while and then turned around.

“Hi…”

There was no regret now.
Love too,
This country too,

Now was the time to start all over again.

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What followed was something I was familiar with.
Witnessing Seulgi Lee and Jonggil Park having an affair in the classroom.

What I still wonder is why Seulgi Lee was in the classroom at that time.
Did you forget your promise to me?
Or did he just want me to discover himself?

【Want to hear the answer?】

“Huh?”

【If you look at the book, you will find the answer. But to save you time, I’ll give you an answer.]

“Answer?”

【It was Park Jong-gil’s design. Dew Seulgi later joined in, knowing everything. It was deliberately concocted to cause you pain.]

“Ah…”

The message couldn’t lie.
There was a feeling that he was deliberately trying to get me into the NTL path after entering my second round of life, but there’s no reason to lie about that.

‘Shin Hye-yeon…’

Her ‘NTR Book of Memories’ covered her in detail.
Her heart felt as if it could be held in her hand.

“Ah!”

At the end of the reading, Shin Hye-yeon hinted that she would leave Korea.

After knowing that, a memory suddenly came to her.

‘I’ve seen it…’

I met her long after I graduated from her school.