Chapter 93 – Later Story – Saya

I’m out of breath.

Perhaps because of the tense atmosphere, the tongue blocked his throat. It was fixed so tightly that I wondered if my tongue had been rolled inside.

But you have to open your throat to breathe. It was a very natural process, but I swallowed several times and pierced the breathing hole with difficulty. At the same time, the strong smell of food caught my nose, and an authoritative voice also fell over my head.

“Eat.”

“…Yes.”

Feeling like I was going to be crushed, I forced food into my mouth. Of course, there was no way the digestion would go well, and he coughed and coughed naturally.

“Have you been?”

“No.”

“Take it slow.”

“Okay. I’ll be careful.”

“Then, eat more.”

“…Yes.”

I almost coughed again at the indifferent way of speaking that didn’t feel like humanity. However, I somehow held back and reached for the food again. I didn’t want to give in to this kind of pressure, but I couldn’t help it.

Having dinner with Saya’s father had that much weight to it.

I couldn’t figure out how to handle this situation. Am I eating with the elven chief or spending time with Saya’s father? Or are you here as a survivor of the human race?

I really don’t know. So the anxiety doesn’t go away.

Even when I tried to get a hint, he hadn’t said anything so far except to tell me to eat. I can understand that it’s because it’s awkward at first, but if it lasts more than 30 minutes, I can’t let it go like that anymore.

It’s hard to bear. So I mobilized the words around me and barely opened my mouth.

“Hey, Chief…”

“I am not the chieftain of your kind.”

“Then how…”

“Call me Father.”

“Yes.”

“If you feel sick, drink.”

The end of the conversation was the same as always. I literally felt my throat burn as I raised my glass. But then he first talked to me.

“So Lope.”

“Kheup…”

In a moment of panic, the water he was drinking gushed out of his mouth. But he didn’t care and went on with his words.

“How about the orchard?”

“Ah…Yes. I think I’m slowly getting used to it. The work is fun too.”

“You don’t have to force it. No one in this land needs to be entangled in work.”

“Yeah, I know.”

“There’s no need to force it to stop.”

“Yes…”

“Eat more.”

I felt like I was repeating a conversation that would never end. I mustered up the courage once again to break the chain.

“Here, father.”

“Why?”

“So, may I ask why you called me today?”

“I called for a meal.”

He dismissed all doubts with a very obvious word. Then he asked again, tilting his head.

“Is that not enough?”

“No. No.”

“It’s not enough. It’s not just one or two questions that arose after coming to this land.”

“I am…”

“How is Saya?”

This time, the next question poured in without a break. I couldn’t even give a rough answer, so I hesitated a little before opening my mouth.

“Yes. I’m doing well. These days, a lot of dark circles have disappeared.”

“Both body and mind. They must be comfortable.”

“Ah yes.”

“Do you sleep well?”

“Yes…”

“Is it still like that?”

“Yes?”

The more I listened to his story, the more confused I became. There was a clear intention in the question thrown at me, but I couldn’t understand it because I was stupid. I just swallowed dry saliva watching him continue to eat in silence.

However, he slowly put the tableware down as if he noticed my situation. And then, for the first time, I brought up a story I could agree with.

“It must be difficult to understand.”

“…”

“That’s right. There must be a lot of things you don’t understand right now. Why are you suddenly calling me and asking me questions like this? Why are you pretending to be interested in me now?”

“Jeon…”

“And why did I ask you to say hello to Saya instead of directly?”

For a moment there was remorse in his voice. He stared blankly into space as if searching for memories of his past.

“I wasn’t supposed to love humans. Being in a position to lead an entire race, I was wary of even showing personal feelings. But I ended up loving Helen, so you can guess how much I cared for her. .”

“It must have been something I couldn’t have imagined.”

“She was beautiful, she was wise, she was devoted. I felt like I could give my all for her. So I loved her that I shouldn’t have done and regretted that I didn’t have to.”

“I understand.”

“You won’t understand everything. He loved her wife so much that he couldn’t possibly love her daughter.”

The scattered eyes are sad. The elf’s voice singing her own sorrow pierced her ears without knowing the end. For some reason, it resembled the appearance of the dragon that roared desperately in the port that day.

“I felt from the moment she was born. That I would never love this child for the rest of my life. How could that be? I’ll watch and, like an idiot, try to find her again.”

“That’s why you treated me a little coldly.”

“Thank you for telling me a little bit. Because I’ve never loved him. That’s why I exiled him to the land of men with Helen. I thought that way he wouldn’t be hurt anymore. And I can forget a little bit too. I like it. But it was no use at all.”

“That…”

“I should have spent the rest of my time more preciously. And I should have loved Saya even if it was a lie. Of course, it’s too late now.”

“…”

“After her Saya dies, I will have to look at her children and try to find her traces.”

You are cruel. I wanted to say that. He didn’t even try to look at Saya’s heart because the sadness he was holding was so great.

I couldn’t criticize it for that. Because I can’t understand the feeling of living with the same person for a thousand years. So when his eyes met again, I stopped looking at him without avoiding him.

“Perhaps Saya has to go through a similar time. The same sadness. The same regret. Do you know how helpless it is to not be able to break the chain of repetition through parenthood?”

“So that’s why you said that. I hope you love your child.”

“It was a wish and a request. I wanted someone else to give me the love I couldn’t give. And that’s you. Do you love Saya too?”

“Yes.”

“Then love her as much as you can for the rest of her time.”

It was still a nonchalant voice, but this time I could feel the sincerity in it. He stared straight at me with his infinitely deep blue eyes.

“Do everything you can for Saya. It won’t be difficult. Just do what you want to do. Even if that child ends up regretting the rest of his life because of the afterglow of that love, don’t stop. A life of regret is not even for him. It’s worse than life.”

“…Yes.”

“It’s okay to be too much in the eyes of others. It’s okay even if it’s not enough. Just love as much as you want and as much as you can. But before that, it’s much more important to live a long and healthy life.”

“I know.”

“Then eat.”

Again, the conclusion emerged. But I didn’t tilt my head because I didn’t understand.

“You are too skinny.”

“…”

Only then did I realize his intentions and shut my mouth. I could understand now why he was so focused on feeding me.

Of course, my stomach was full and I was about to die. Even so, I grabbed a piece of bread in front of my eyes and forced it into it. As he said, it may seem a bit excessive to others, but I still wanted to do it.

…And it seemed like he wouldn’t let me go if I didn’t. In the end, I couldn’t get up from my seat until I had emptied three plates.

“Whoa…”

Perhaps it was because I was out of the suffocating situation, I threw myself on the sofa as soon as I entered the house. The aftermath of the conversation was replaced by extreme fatigue, and the eyes were pressed.

Is it so hard to have a meal with someone? I had such a trivial question, but even this was something I brought upon myself. To love an elf meant to choose the glass with an ordinary life.

Of course, I didn’t expect that elf to be the chief’s daughter. If this was a surprise gift that the world had prepared for me, I really didn’t know what to do.

“Ha…”

Anyway, today I am very tired. I don’t enjoy napping, but I felt like I needed to take a little break. As soon as I closed my eyes with one such mind, my body became languid and drowsiness came over me.

…

But these days, even sleeping at home wasn’t easy for me.

“Ummm…”

“…”

“Hmm…”

“…”

“…”

“…!’

As I was slowly sinking into unconsciousness, I heard a rustling sound from below. Along with him, the sofa seat was lightly pressed down, and someone’s presence came over the body.

As soon as the scent of forget-me-nots came over me, I no longer had to worry about who that person was. It was obvious what to do next, so I didn’t even bother resisting.

Soon, as I expected, thin hair fell on the bedside. And soft skin landed softly on my lips.

“…”

“…”

Instead of being surprised, I held my breath and savored the sensation for a moment. In the midst of such sweetness, I hugged Saya’s waist as it was.

“…!”

“Hmm…”

Saya twitched his hand a little, but did not part his lips. Eventually, after I slightly bumped my forehead, I carefully raised my head.

“Sorry. Are you awake?”

“I couldn’t even fall asleep in the first place.”

“Did you talk to your father?”

“Ah…Yes. Depends.”

I didn’t know what to answer, so I was vague. But Saya smiled awkwardly as if she understood everything.

“I understand. My father is not a good talker.”

“It was a lot harder than I thought. Maybe it’s because he’s an upright person.”

“Is that why you look so tired?”

“Yeah. It’s more tiring than I thought.”

“Are you… Tired?”

“Many.”

“Okay…?”

At my words, Saya gave a slightly pitiful expression. Then she buried her face in my chest and looked this way with only her eyes slightly raised.

As the days went by, it seemed that only her ability to act cute was increasing. Even after seeing it, I couldn’t speak ruthlessly.

“…Okay. Then just do a little bit.”

“Yeah. Thanks Lope.”

“It’s just a little bit.”

“Just a little bit. I get it.”

Saya smiled brightly and lightly bit the hem of my clothes. Then, waiting for me to close my eyes again, I climbed over them like a squirrel.

So again, Saya’s lips landed on me. It didn’t happen once or twice, so I naturally corrected my posture. I wanted to do my best, but I was too tired.

I slowly relaxed to fall asleep again. Then, feeling the weight of the comfortable hug, I buried myself in the sofa.

“…”

“Town…”

“…”

“Yes…”

“…”

“Ha…”

“Hmm…”

But the kiss, which had been promised to be brief, showed no signs of ending. When he avoided his lips pretending to be drowsy, he pulled her up and buried her face. I couldn’t sleep because of the scent of Saya that accompanied him.

Eventually I opened my eyes again. And said in a low voice.

“Buy it…”

“Sorry. Just a little more.”

“It’s been almost an hour.”

“Still…”

“Because I want you to stop.”

“Wook.”

I finally raised my arms and hugged Saya’s head tightly. I struggled with his arm as if I knew I had done something wrong, but there was no further resistance.

But that didn’t stop Saya. The unquenched thirst dug deep into his flesh, leaving a dark lip mark on his chest this time.

“Ummm…”

“Saya. It’s itchy there…”

“Huh…”

“Wait… Buy it…!”

The relationship of power reversed in an instant gave a hot tickle. I couldn’t even get rid of the penetrating Saya and just struggled.

“Saya. Calm down.”

“I don’t like it. I put up with it a lot.”

“Has it been three hours since you left?”

“…”

Now there was not even an answer. It must have been an ambiguous rebellion, inciting suppressed desires. As if to release the sadness she had endured, Saya hugged me tightly and did not let go.

A lethal dose of tenderness pressed down on his entire body. At that point I couldn’t stand still any longer. In the end, the contagious desire passed through her fingers and slowly began to burrow into Saya’s clothes.

The moment her fingertips touched the tips of her nipples, her lips rose again on top of mine.

“Town…”

“…”

At the same time, a hand that had been wriggling from below gently pulled my pants down. A slightly awkward hand held the lower dance, and tension rose quickly. And on top of that, naturally moist bare skin was rubbed.

It was a sensation I had experienced every day since the day I arrived on the island, but I still felt an unbearable sense of pleasure. I deliberately opened my mouth to calm my labored breathing.

“If you don’t take off your clothes, they’ll get dirty quickly.”

“It’s okay because I’m going to wash it anyway.”

“Shall we go to bed now?”

“No. Later.”

What time do you mean after that? I wanted to continue the conversation, but now my hands are too busy to open my mouth. I massaged the flesh in my hands, and Saya was also busy enjoying my body.

“Ugh…”

Then, as my thumb passed over the end of the hole, I let out a moan. The moment Saya heard that voice, she couldn’t stand it any longer and stood up.

“Ha…”

Underneath the unremoved skirt, her undergarments were dangling between her legs. He raised his hand to remove it, but before that, the tip touched between the slightly open genitals. Naturally, the overlapping flesh dripped hot love juice.

Saya’s waist trembled slightly at the instinctive anticipation. And the moment it fully sat down, she let out a deep sigh with the sound of her flesh rubbing.

“Ah…”

“…”

“Haaaaa…”

“…Ugh.”

“Rope…”

Saya kissed her lips and slowly began to move her waist. At that time, the buttons dangling from the hem of her shirt jingled at her every time, bouncing up the midday sunlight. A deep kiss ensued in the hot feeling of ejaculation.

“Haha…”

“We… Have to go out in a little while, but let’s buy it. To the orchard…”

“There’s still time. A little more…”

“Can you really do a little?”

“Ahhhhh… Good…”

I feel a bit ashamed of her feelings for being honest with her instead of answering. Paradoxically, Saya, who had been hit and tainted by her turbulent world, reappeared her former innocence when she crossed the stairs of her adulthood.

So she wondered if she was still mixing her body with her clothes on. In any light of hers, Saya was very embarrassed to reveal her naked body.

Sometimes she was so shy that she would deliberately leave the hem of her dress aside. Even now, as I slightly loosened her top, I pressed my hand to her breast and frowned.

“Don’t do it because it’s embarrassing…”

“But I really want to take it off.”

“You really…”

“Aww…!”

For a moment, her lower back sat down deeply and felt as if it had touched the inside end. It must have been the intention to end it early, but it was Saya who was stimulated. Saliva dripped from the corners of Saya’s mouth as if something had triggered her.

“Haha…!”

“Eww…”

“Lophee… Haa…”

The movement of the agitated waist gradually began to accelerate. The thick juice made a rustling sound with the damp hem of his clothes, and with each swipe, his reddened skin bounced back. Meanwhile, the inside of her was only getting tighter and tighter.

Saya’s innocent sigh. When she added the graceful movements unique to elves, she thought she couldn’t stand it any longer. Her fast-approaching climax pounded the control strings in her head and her vision began to fade white.

“Haa… Buy it…”

“Okay… Lope…”

“Haha…”

“Haaaaa… Now… No more…”

“Ugh!”

At that moment, the last control string suddenly snapped. The thin sunlight peeked through his tightly closed eyelids.

As I could not stand it and relaxed, the sticky semen rushed into Saya like a dam collapsed. As if she didn’t want to let go of it at all, Saya hugged me tightly and pressed her lower body deeply.

Every time I brushed off the bodily fluids, Saya trembled at his waist and continued to climax. Regardless of his will, his trembling hands kept scratching my back.

“Ah…”

“Whoa…”

“It’s hot…”

“…”

Saya slowly lowered her head and eventually buried her face in my neck. Naturally, my lips coveted the nape of my neck, leaving a mark, and I took a deep breath and raised my hand.

I don’t know why, but before I knew it, even the sleeves of my clothes were damp. I murmured a word while feeling the refreshing breeze blowing through the window.

“It all got wet after all.”

“…”

“Ha…”

“…Town.”

The uncontrollable desire ended with another kiss. Then, the sour taste of freshly harvested apple spread on the tip of the tongue. It seems that someone dropped a drop of fruit juice at the end of this moment.

Meanwhile, Saya was still fiddling with my bare skin. She kept fiddling with the scar on my belly before muttering her words.

“Let’s do it one more time…”

“…Haha.”

I laughed awkwardly because I wanted to pass it off as a joke. Then Saya stroked my cheek as if she understood.

“You’ve worked hard, Lope. Forcing yourself to talk to my father.”

“I didn’t force the conversation. I also wanted to meet you someday.”

“You didn’t bother me? You bullied me.”

“Not at all. He was rather nice to me. And I don’t know if it’s just a greeting, but he told me to come with you next time.”

“With me?”

“Yeah. If something happens, come find me. That’s what he said.”

“Hmm…”

At my words, Saya’s tail stretched. She said that for her, her father’s existence is like that. As long as the link between her mother and her mother is gone, the relationship is bound to become cold beyond awkwardness.

As such reactions had continued over the past two months, she knew that this time too would end in a bittersweet way. However, Saya raised her head and threw out an unexpected response.

“Then do you want to go tomorrow too?”

“Huh?”

“Because something seems to have happened.”

“Nothing happened. What…”

“So that’s it.”

Suddenly, Saya raised her body and looked at me with strange eyes. Then she opened her mouth in a meaningful voice.

“I think something happened.”

“Huh?”

Finally, the hand that was freed from my body slowly headed downward. And when it was placed on top of the boat, Saya and I looked at each other at the same time speechless.

“…”

“…”

No matter how much I thought about it, I only learned useless things at the human academy. It would have been nice if you could have told me how to react in times like these.

Saya also stared at my face to see if she was thinking the same thing. The delicate eyebrows kept flickering over the eyes that sparkled like sapphires. If I stayed still, I thought I would suffocate again in this situation, so I gathered my words around and barely opened my mouth.

“Should I kiss you?”

“Huh.”

The answer was, of course, yes. I tilted her head towards her and this time I put her lips together first.

“…”

“…Poof.”

At that moment, Saya let out an incomprehensible laugh. I felt a sense of accomplishment there.

If you told this story to your father, what would he say?

I don’t think I’m going to get angry if I’m doing everything I really want to do.

My heart started beating at the thrill of fear. I deliberately pressed closer to cover the sound with the sound of Saya’s heart.

Then the two hearts began to beat slowly. And with that, another clock hand moved in my head, announcing another start. Not towards the end this time, but towards the opposite.

How long will that time be this time? I tried to count it with my insignificant head, but gave up and closed my eyes. And with all my might, I embraced the lives that were tossing in my arms.