Chapter 38 – Joint Mission (3)

『If the male partner succeeds in the mission, the female partner will receive 100 coins.』
『The male partner did not receive any compensation because the female partner failed the mission.』
『She didn’t get any additional rewards.』

I succeeded and Seunghee failed.
However, Coin receives only Seung-hee.

I mean, this is another weird system.
Are you trying to get your partners into a fight?

“Eww…”

Seunghee groaned in embarrassment.
It’s just me that’s really unfortunate.

『Additional rewards were 100 coins each and a couple underwear set to help increase stamina. It’s a pity, but please aim for the next opportunity.”

“I don’t need that!”

For some reason, Seunghee seems to have gotten more picky after I got the quiz right.

“Do I need it?”
“Ugh… !”

Seunghee glared at me resentfully.
Even if I tried to be rough, it only looked cute because it looked like a kitten purring.

By the way, the bonus item was stamina enhancement underwear.
Seung-hee said he didn’t need it, but in fact, it might have been a rather important item.

Improving stamina means that the chance to get coins soon increases.
In addition, there is also a semen concentration bonus, so even if you do the same number of times, you might have been able to get more bonus coins.

… It’s a waste.
Well, it’s useless to hold on to a mission that has already failed.
Let’s quickly forget the past.

Energy is overflowing even without items.
If it’s not enough, I just have to try harder.
The mission is to succeed again next time.

Fortunately, Seunghee seems to have a mind to do it too.
I had a hunch that I would definitely succeed next time.

“Then.”

After roughly organizing in my head, I got out of bed.
Then, Seung-hee, hiding like a snail under the blanket, trembled as if in surprise.

What are you so nervous about? It’s not like anyone’s eating it.

“I’m going to take a shower and get some sleep. Seunghee, what about you?”
“… What do you think?”

Seung-hee asked in a pout.
The eyes that looked at me were still full of vigilance.
… This just makes me want to play more.

“Would you like to take a shower together?”
“Are you crazy?!”

Following the bikini bra, bikini panties came flying this time.

“Oh.”

I catch the panties that flew in front of my eyes with my hand.
These are the panties the girl in front of me was wearing a while ago.
I deliberately unfolded my panties and looked inside.

“Huh? A stain on the inside.”
“Aww! This pervert! Kyaaak!”
“Shh. Mother will wake you up.”

Seunghee, wrapped in a blanket, rushes in and snatches my panties from my hand.
There was such a little commotion, but fortunately my mother did not wake up.

“Ugh… Pervert…”
“A boat? Aren’t you hungry?”
“… I have no idea.”

Seung-hee, who entered hypervigilance mode, answered with a sigh.

“It’s a little hard to make something to eat right now, so if you’re hungry, buy some bread with coins and eat it.”
“… I’ll take care of it.”
“Okay. Then I will wash, so call me if anything happens.”
“… Yes.”

For some reason, Seung-hee’s answer, which sounded sullen again, bothered me.

… Hmm.
I don’t know. I’ll take care of it.
It’s not like I’ll take care of everything. I am not even a guardian.

I left Seunghee and headed for the shower.
I washed away the traces of the day on my body with cold water.

The faint smell of blood, and the smell of gunpowder.
They reminded me of the moment Seungpil and his wife died.

“Ugh…”

Crying. Nausea rises.
I vividly recalled the sight of Seungpil dying and the scene of the woman’s head exploding.

However, the time that such disgusting memories lingered in my head did not last very long.
It was because the scent of my mother that remained in my body covered the smell of death.
The disgusting memory also changed to a scene of making love with my mother.

“… Whoa.”

Catch the spirit that wants to be weak.

I’m still alive.
And mother too.
There is also a way to save Seungpil.
I haven’t lost anything

“Are you okay.”

Read yourself over and over again.

All alive
You just have to get out there alive.
Then I will win

*

I came out after taking a shower.
It was still dark inside the cave, and only the mother’s quiet breathing could be heard in the darkness.

“Is Seunghee sleeping?”
“…”

Even after talking, there was no answer.
Doesn’t look like sleeping.

Hmm. There are times when you don’t want to answer.
I pretended not to know and went back to my mother’s bed.

“Huh…”

Get into bed carefully.
My mother tossed and turned slightly, but fortunately she didn’t break.
I lay quietly next to my sleeping mother.

“…”

It was a strange feeling. To lie side by side like this on the bed where my mother sleeps.
And that’s because the mother is naked under this blanket.

… Maybe I’m dreaming right now?

Maybe all of this is my delusion.
A delusion drawn by me who went crazy over boring military life.
Such a vague feeling of uneasiness suddenly came to mind.

He felt her hand for her mother’s body temperature. Like a ephemera chasing warmth to live.
Then, I gently held my mother’s hand that had touched my fingertips.

… It was warm.
Was the mother Its warmth and softness.
It was not a dream. It wasn’t even delusion.
Mother was a real mother.

The dreamlike time I had just spent with my mother was all reality. The faint smell of my body on my mother’s body proved that fact. I really connected with my mother.

Warmth comes through mother’s hands.
Warmth returned to my cold hands. The vague feeling of uneasiness soon disappeared.

“…”

… When the anxiety disappeared, sexual desire came.
I wanted to feel mother’s tenderness, warmth, once again.

The wall of stepmother and stepson.
The wall that seemed like it would never fall, but once it fell, it became no obstacle. Through that crack, my desire flowed in without stopping.

… However, that shouldn’t be the case.
I suppressed it by squeezing the cock that was about to get another erection.

I want to be an adult equal to my mother.
I want to be a man who suits my mother.
So we wanted to love each other.

It shouldn’t be a one-sided relationship where I ask for it and my mother accepts it.
That’s why it’s just an extension of the quasi-mother and child relationship that has continued so far.
In order to change this relationship, I had to change first.

“… Ha.”

So how do you get rid of this soaring sex drive?

My reason was on the verge of collapsing at the scent of a woman I could feel from my mother. I didn’t want to get away from this happy space either.

Apparently, I will be tossing and turning in bed for a while.

“… Ugh.”

Suddenly, a small sound caught my ears.

Sound.
Perhaps I held it in as hard as I could, but a very faint sound that barely escaped with my breath.
But I couldn’t fool my sensitive senses.

“Black… Sniff…”

It sounded a little clearer this time.
Should I say it’s the feeling that I can’t stop the crying that I’ve been holding back once.

The source of the sound was obvious.
Because there is only one person in this space besides me and my mother.

Seunghee Han.
Maybe you’re crying alone

“Oh… Ugh…”

Even as a man, I feel helpless, but Seunghee, who grew up like a flower in a greenhouse, can’t help it. Besides, my brother, his only guardian, died right in front of his eyes. If you’re lying alone in an empty bed, you’ll think of it even if you don’t like it.

“… Mom… Oops…”

A cry was added to the soft voice.
A quiet voice so that no one else can hear it.
But to my ears, it sounded like someone asking me to find out.

… Under.
Can’t help it

“It’s Seunghee. Can’t you sleep?”
“… No. Cool.”

It was a snoring sound.
It seems that he has no intention of hiding his crying. It won’t even be hidden.

I sighed lightly and got up from the bed.
Did it go well It was because my ability to tolerate sexual desire had gradually reached its limit.

“Oh, don’t come.”

As I approach, Seung-hee covers herself with a blanket and hides in the corner of the bed.
I laughed and climbed onto the bed.

“There is nothing to run away from. Who is eating them?”
“Eww… Sniff.”

I see a white face glaring at me with a tear in the dark.
It was like a kitten crying for its mother, but showing its teeth to those who tried to save it.

I pulled Seunghee with the blanket to lay her down next to me.

“Ah!”

Seung-hee gives her strength as if she is trying to resist.
However, the power coming from that small body was obvious. Seunghee quickly collapsed onto the bed and curled up in her arms.

“Are you okay.”

He hugs Seunghee with the blanket and strokes her hair.
He doesn’t know how to say good things to comfort a crying woman. Although her body might be able to comfort her.

“Are you okay. Everything will be alright.”
“Eww… Oops…”

What’s going well, what’s going well.
But it was really irresponsible.

However, did those irresponsible words touch Seung-hee’s heart?
The kitten, which had bared its teeth a moment ago, was now burrowing into my arms, hoping for protection. Of course, the blanket is still wrapped around the body.

“Black… Ugh…”

Seunghee cried silently for a while.

“Yes, yes. Are you okay. Don’t worry.”

In the meantime, I pat the back on the duvet or stroke the hair.
He gave me comfort that was not like that.

How much time has passed like that
Did you cry enough to cry, or did you get tired of the consolation that wasn’t like me.
The sound of Seunghee’s sobs could not be heard.

… Did you fall asleep
Mmm. I can’t. Shall I sleep too?

It was still early to go to bed, but I was tired physically and mentally.
Because there were too many things today.

The first fight that kills and kills each other.
A friend dies right in front of your eyes.
I also share my body with my mother for the first time.

Today was a series of things that are hard to experience once in a lifetime.

I wanted to close my eyes once and refresh my mind.
However, the adrenaline that exploded once did not subside easily.
If you try to force yourself to sleep, you’ll probably end up tossing and turning for quite a while.

“… Hey.”
“Ok?”

As I was lying still and bruised, words came from my chest.
Seunghee’s voice was now quite calm.

“My wish was to live a normal life like my friends.”
“Ok… Ok?”

Suddenly, a self-introduction began.

Hmm… What is it
I don’t know, so let’s give it a rough guess.

“I go to school normally like my friends, and I have a normal boyfriend.”
“Yep. Yes.”
“Then I graduated normally, got married, and had children. It was my wish to live a normal life like that. I just wanted it to not hurt.”
“I see.”
“Such a strange… Something like a movie… I didn’t want to.”
“I guess so.”
“Honestly, I don’t know yet. Why did this happen to me? What to do next…”
“I guess so.”
“… Are you listening to me correctly?”
“I guess… Then. You are listening properly.”
“… Tooth.”

Reel? Are you laughing now?
Hmm. I don’t know what it is, but the mission to comfort the crying woman seems to have succeeded.

“… Hey.”
“Ok.”
“Why me… Please be nice to me?”
“Ok?”

Did I treat Seunghee well?
I think there are more painful memories.

Hmm… You did a good job though.
All right
Craving is all about craving because there is affection.

“Uh~ Because Seungpil is your younger brother?”
“… If that’s the case, don’t be nice to me.”
“Ok? So you like being bullied? Maybe that’s what you like?”
“Kid! It’s not like that!”

Seunghee’s fist beats on my chest as if protesting.

Uh huh What is this?
It’s like you’re cheating on a man with a heart.
Plus, his voice got brighter.

“Ah…”

Seunghee’s eyes met again.
The red face gets even redder.

Eyes red with tears. What you see there is a shy and fresh emotion.
I’m not so stupid that I don’t know what that means.

“Uh, uh, there…”

Embarrassed, Seung-hee tries to say something.
I kissed those lips, silently.
Seunghee also closed her eyes and accepted my kiss.