Chapter 26 – Sister (Ha-Eun) – Masochistic Constitution of Humiliation
* Older sister (Ha-eun) – Masochistic constitution of humiliation (2)
Some time later, after Ha-eun’s class was over, Jun-seo blocked Ha-eun’s path to the club and forcibly picked her up at home. But of course, Ha-eun screamed at her younger sister and told her she was going to her club, and Jun-seo somehow stopped her and took her taxi and went straight back to her house.
Perhaps it was simple fatigue, but as soon as she returned home, Ha-eun felt exhausted. She didn’t know what she was thinking when she saw her younger brother her her, but Yeo-won and Seo-woo came together and tried to force her to sleep, and in the end, Ha-eun had no choice but to close her eyes and she spent the day sleeping. It was rare to see three women sleeping while hugging each other, but she was surprisingly okay, and Ha-eun’s expression immediately showed her relief.
Literally a torrent of rain.
The three of us are cool.
That evening, Junseo slept so long that she filled herself with food delivered alone.
Unlike Jun-seo, Yeo-won and Seo-woo were able to guess why Ha-eun couldn’t sleep and why she looked so tired. As if she guess she was correct, the next day, Ha-eun’s condition returned to normal. What she tried to overcome by sharing the affection between her family and her surprisingly worked out well.
But is it because it was so good? Ha-eun’s condition when she woke up was a little strange. She even gave off a lez-like vibe while touching Seo-woo, which was unusual for her, so as a female member of the group, I had no choice but to give her a warning. It was only later that Ha-eun realized what she had tried to do, and with her face red, she regained her senses and started her day by listening to Jun-seo about what happened yesterday.
‘Ugh, is this person the grumpy guy Junseo was talking about… ? It must be awkward to have a brother of a different age in the same department… Normally I would just kick it and be done with it… ‘
After her consciousness returned, Ha-eun’s head was clear and clean. She blames herself for not being able to manage her condition. Not only did she cause trouble to her younger sister, but she also felt bad for causing her older sisters to worry, so she felt like it was her debt.
‘If I just dump him, Junseo will feel awkward when I’m with him… Should I finish it as smoothly as possible? ‘
A surprisingly sister-like idea. The problem was that she felt like she was in debt for what happened yesterday. As for Jun-seo, she could just dump her and end the conversation, but she didn’t know that, and she decided that it would be okay to meet her at least once and talk to her.
‘Sometimes it’s good to do things like a sister. And… ‘
Thinking that I was just doing her sister her her a favor her her her, I checked the profile picture on her app that led to the phone number I had been given. She was the type of person who looked outspoken, but Ha-eun narrowed her eyes as if that part wasn’t unpleasant.
‘It smells of violence.’
Can I have expectations from this man?
Wouldn’t this type of man be able to do it?
Perhaps.
She secretly harbored such expectations, but…
It’s been a week since I heard the unpleasant news that rascal, Kim Yu-dong, ended up meeting his older sister. It was a day when I was deeply concerned about Ha-eun’s taste in men, realizing that bad premonitions are always right, but that didn’t last long.
Ha-eun behaved kindly toward the man named Yoo Dong, saying that they should spend some time getting to know each other, and she said that she liked him as a idiot, but she behaved like a gentleman, which was not like her. She thought he had never really liked anyone until now, but Ha-eun was different. From her appearance her to her her behavior her her her, she was completely her her her her her her, so she couldn’t show off like she did in high school.
In the past, she would have boasted about fighting.
But she didn’t.
In the past, she wouldn’t have been particularly considerate.
But she was considerate.
In the past, if something felt awkward, I would have left right away.
However, even though it was awkward, she tried to endure it.
In the past, she wouldn’t have even seriously thought about love.
But this time I am sincere.
She tried so hard at Ha-eun that if Jun-seo had been watching her, she would have thought that she was really good, contrary to her appearance. But unfortunately, she was not lucky. Her needs and his efforts she were completely opposite. Ha-eun’s her body her she was completely masochistic, and looking at his rough attitude of her, she wondered if this man would be able to satisfy her her desires her her her, but he was so gentlemanly.
‘You’re so kind. It’s completely different from what you think. I’m an acquaintance of Jun-seo and I thought it might be okay at least a little, but I really don’t know. This man is out.’
Finally, a week later, my patience ran out that night. I liked her appearance and had a sense of her past, so I delved into that part, but she dismissed it by saying, “I don’t do that anymore,” So I couldn’t find anything worth looking at. To put it in Ha-eun’s way, “If I had pushed her like crazy, as if I was in heat, he would have looked at me favorably.” I thought he was a violent man, but he was a man who was good at controlling the opposite sex in front of women, and Ha-eun couldn’t relate to him at all, so she ended up confessing to him.
“Over there.”
“Yes?”
“Can I ask you one question?”
“Yes yes yes. “Please speak.”
Yudong stops in the night street and looks down at Ha-eun. We met for a short time for a week to get to know each other. Yu Dong also stood up straight and was cautious in his tone of her, as he seemed to be drawing a conclusion from Ha-eun’s side of her. First of all, since Ha-eun was her older sister and senior, it was a natural behavior, but even that attitude did not resonate with Ha-eun at all.
“If you get angry, can you hit a girl?”
That’s why I gave you one last chance.
No matter how you look at it, Ha-eun loads and fires questions that are not common sense.
It was as if the air froze.
“Yes?”
Yudong’s face hardens as he wonders how he received those words.
I had no idea what the intention was.
Usually, in times like this, everyone gives a similar answer.
“No? Anyway, how can you really beat a woman?”
But, that’s the last one.
“It’s a waste.”
“Yes?”
Unlike Ha-eun’s grinning smile, her mouth was closed.
“… … “
His first love ended here.
* Older sister (Ha-eun) – Masochistic constitution of humiliation (3)
I was dumbfounded after hearing that series of stories.
After sharing this story with Yoo Dong at a comic book store where I was renting a private room, I was completely dumbfounded.
“So, you’re whining at me because you got dumped by Ha-eun?”
“Ongya… “
First of all, we exchanged phone numbers and talked to each other through private chat. Maybe because of my sister’s problem and because we talked almost every day for a week, we became closer than last time. I still didn’t like my brother’s style, but it wasn’t as uncomfortable as when I first saw him, but it was hard for me to accept what he said.
“It’s a waste to sleep… I don’t know why you asked that question… Is your sister a feminist… ? ? I think they totally ripped me off with that… “
“No, what? My sister doesn’t do that. “I think it probably had a different meaning?”
“I was asked if I could hit a girl and I answered no and then they dumped me, but what does that mean, man… Oh really… Really, really, really, really, really, really, really, I liked it… Damn it, I’m so frustrated that I’m really going to search… “
Yu Dong-hyung is venting his anger by banging his fist on the table in the room. He said that despite his appearance, it was platonic, but he did not respond to what I said and continued to pound the table in a snarky voice, as if he was truly aggrieved. It was so loud that I was worried that the outside world might hear it. But the younger brother couldn’t listen to me and just whined.
“No, is it just your brother who is frustrated? Is that why you called me? It’s difficult for you to take your anger out on me. To be honest, I’m not that close to you, and this is awkward.”
“I know! I know that! Why should I take my anger out on you?! It’s not an expression of anger! More than that! Ma, are you, by any chance, no? Isn’t that okay? Can I send a message to Ha-eun and get the answer? I got dumped yesterday, so I can’t send messages without permission! “I’m so embarrassed that I’m crying!”
“Well, I’ll let you know.” If I ask that, it will be obvious that I was talking about what happened yesterday with my brother. “I won’t be embarrassed, but my brother will be embarrassed, so you know that, right?”
“What a mess~! Just a little~! Just give me some food~! Huh?!”
“Why are you fucking with me? Ana, fuck, you got that snot on your hands?!”
“Junseoyaaaaahaaaaa while at while at while at while at while whilst at at at at at at while at at at at close at at at centre?
I told him to get out of the way and pushed the guy who was clinging to me with his foot, forcing him into a corner. Maybe it’s because we’ve become closer to each other than when we first met a week ago, so my brother doesn’t feel pressured to touch me and I don’t hesitate to swear. In some ways, you may think that you have made good friends within the department, but this sense of distance is a bit troubling. If you hated me, you would already be treating me like your little brother.
“If you live together, you will feel something! Do you have any idea why he said that?! Really? Not even a little?!”
“No shit, how do I know that?”
“Haeun, did you have a fight with anyone recently? With a girl from the same department? I wonder if she said that because she wanted a man to beat the damn bitch for her?! I think it’s Eva, but don’t you want a reliable man like that?!”
“What do you think of my older sister? “If I hit it myself, it would hit me.”
“But if you think that way, Adari is right about why you asked that question! I think so?! “If I had said I could beat you up then, wouldn’t you have given the OK right away?”
“Your delusions are at Hitomi’s level. “If you’re so confident, you can just send a message to your sister and ask her to reconsider. Why on earth are you fucking with me?”
“Jeppal, jebaal, just once for me! Just give it a shot! Really!”
“Useup… “
I stepped back, soothing my brother by saying he I understood. To summarize what Dong Dong-hyung said, it is as follows. Ha-eun’s intention in asking such a question was, “Can you beat up a woman for yourself?” He asked for a man who would do anything for him, but he said no without even noticing it. So he’s saying it’s his fault. To be honest, I wanted to tell you to limit your delusions, but if you think like that, Adari is right and you are the only one who convinces yourself.
But I am different.
Since I am a member of the pervert family, I can already feel it.
‘Our Ha-eun sister… Maybe you just have a taste for bad guys… When I think about it, all the men I’ve met so far have been the type of popular men who don’t get along with Asa-in at all… She never hangs out with guys who seem to have similar tastes to her… ‘
All the women in my family have a strong sense of achievement, so if you apply that to Ha-eun, the question becomes understandable. If I think about it now, wouldn’t that signal mean “If you can beat me here, you’ll pass?”
‘Wait a minute, maybe I was overthinking that… ‘
It’s not the typical pattern of a certain punishment drama, and it’s a funny story that you pass if you hit it.
‘Is it because my stepmother and older sister Seowoo’s tastes are so strong… ? To think that Ha-eun would do the same… But Ha-eun is also hiding something… Yeo-won’s mother and Seo-woo’s sister both said that Ha-eun was the worst… ‘
The doubts do not go away.
So I ended up opening my mouth.
“Brother, bro, then let’s do it this way. I will come back today to look into it for you, so please don’t ask me these things and don’t even ask me for favors. It’s a bit rude to get involved in other people’s dating situations, but if I ask my younger brother how to date my older sister, it’s really awkward and I’m going to look around, right?”
“Oh, of course, if you ask this time, I won’t do that again! So please do me a favor! Huh?!”
“I’ll ask you and send you a text message as soon as I get home, so let’s calm down.”
“Oh, okay! Thank you! Thank you!”
Fortunately, Yu Dong-hyung soon left the room and headed to the counter, saying he was going to buy something to drink. I picked up a few comic books on the table and pretended to look at them, wondering how I would recognize my sister’s wall today.
‘You can just act like you don’t know… I feel sorry for my sister, but I guess I should go a little bolder… If not, you can just hit the flame and apologize… ‘
If Yeo-won’s mother or Seo-woo’s sister had told me, I wouldn’t have had to do something like this. But those two people didn’t tell me, and I’m the type of person who can’t resist being curious. Moreover, if there is a landmine in the same house that I don’t know about, isn’t it natural to want to find out its identity first?
‘Let’s make it easy to understand. Because Seo-woo happened to make something.’
To do so, I sent a text message to check Ha-eun’s schedule.
To find out if Ha-eun really likes that kind of thing or not.
We decided to act out of spite and do something that would hurt each other’s feelings.