Chapter 44 – Chapter 44- Treatment (3)

I don’t remember very well when I was very young.

Maybe that’s why, I can’t even remember when I realized I didn’t have parents.

Maybe it was because I saw other kids walking to the playground holding their parents’ hands.

Or, I don’t know if it’s because I saw the parents comforting the crying kids.

I guess I just realized.

There is no one who thinks so preciously.

A big room, there were people who raised me in that house, but they were different from my parents.

Unlike the way parents stroked their children with loving expressions, that person was afraid of me.

Sometimes I couldn’t control the sound, and I said it was okay when I froze the furniture, but I could see the reluctance in my eyes.

Craving for warmth, when I stretched out my hand, I naturally stepped back.

From then on, I think I thought.

That I am different from others.

When I entered kindergarten, my day was always the same.

In the morning, the teacher came to learn how to handle Yin, and in the afternoon, they played in the playground.

When I sat in the sand and patted the sandcastle, sometimes the kids would come and talk to me.

‘It’s cool, it’s well made.’

Satisfied with that one word, I was always diligently building sandcastles.

However, a jealous guy sneaked up on me and destroyed my sandcastle.

In my anger, I touched him.

The boy cried and called the teacher.

From then on, the guys I used to approach often started avoiding me.

I cringed involuntarily at the sight of him conscious of the white aura spreading around me.

In the evening, the parents came and took the children one by one.

I burst into tears as I was making a sandcastle in a sandy field left alone.

I wished the tears dripping down my cheeks were the same as others.

My tears froze as they flowed down my cheeks and fell to the ground.

Sparkling ice crystals.

I collected them that had fallen on the sand and buried them in the sand.

In order not to be found out that I cried, and not to cry any more in the future.

Since then, I naturally distanced myself from everyone.

The caretaker at home, the children in kindergarten, and even the teacher.

Everyone was relieved to see my changed appearance.

Realizing that my choice wasn’t wrong, I started to push people away even more.

There were often people who approached me, but when I forced myself to spit out their anger, they withdrew on their own.

My heart was throbbing, and the tip of my nose was sore, but it got better as the experience gradually accumulated.

No, I could have misunderstood that it was okay.

So, there you are.

I stepped out slowly.

As I walked through the hallway made of white marble, I caught my heart beating.

It wasn’t my intention to push you away until now.

A man came into my mind.

I always greeted him first, and I thought of the man sneaking up on me.

Kang Joon.

A strange man who doesn’t mind even when touched by an aura overflowing with negative energy.

A foolish man who always approaches me even if I get angry or push him away.

He’s usually smiling, but at other times he’s extremely serious.

I remember the way he stretched out his hand toward me, dripping with his blood.

Unlike me, who always pushed me away, Kang Han-joon always reached out to me.

From beginning to end.

Recalling that consistent action made her heart ache.

I don’t know why, but my stomach was thumping.

Before I knew it, I took a deep breath in front of the door.

As I opened the door with a pounding heart, a man caught my eye.

Kang Han-jun, who greeted me with a noticeably emaciated face, greeted me first as always.

“Seolhee, hello.”

“… Hi.”

Not satisfied.

I wanted to answer as brightly and brightly as possible.

As I had always done, I answered in a cold tone without even realizing it.

However, as if Kang Han-jun didn’t care, he grinned.

“Why, what did you come for?”

“……”

Without answering anything, I approached Kang Kang-joon’s side.

As I slowly approached him, it seemed that he had been drinking milk before I came.

A savory scent lingered around, and white liquid spilled on the T-shirt and bed linen.

I picked up a towel lying next to the desk to wipe the milk off.

The moment I tried to wipe Kang Han-jun’s body with a towel, I was taken aback at the thought of being too close, and Yin energy flowed out.

Shit.

The towel is frozen.

I did it.

As I closed his eyes tightly and hurriedly pulled his body back, Jun Kang grabbed my wrist.

“It’s okay.”

As if nothing was wrong, Kang Han-jun touched my towel.

Kang Kang-joon smiled and let go of his hand, saying that it was enough.

Pounding, pounding.

His heart grew cold

His whole body felt like it was going to explode, and this feeling of his heart being constricted was so unfamiliar.

But I knew instinctively what it was.

I thought as I wiped the bedspread with trembling hands.

Don’t dig any deeper, Seolhee Yoo.

Because if you dig deeper than this, you can’t stop.

Looking at Kang Kang-joon smiling kindly, I thought to myself once again.

* *

My physical condition has improved considerably.

After receiving care from the store manager for a few days, I definitely felt that I was getting better.

Drinking milk every morning, having ejaculation management, and having lunch.

After talking with Miho, Cha-Ryeok Kim, and Seol-Hee, who came to visit during lunch, he manages the situation again.

After school, I spend time with the people who come and have dinner.

Eating dinner. Ejaculation management in the late evening.

After spending a few days like this, I felt that my yin energy was replenished.

As Kim Ji-hye said, after writing the yin-yang reversal, I could feel a small, heterogeneous sensation inside my body.

It was because every time I did it with the manager, it was revealed that that small sense grew bigger.

However, as the number of times increased, the yin energy that could be obtained from the manager definitely decreased.

Eventually, after today’s lunch, I decided to finish managing the circumstances with the manager.

The last one was at a level where I couldn’t get the sound.

I was afraid of the late wind, and I, who had lost myself in the pleasure of sex, vomited my ejaculation to the manager several more times.

Big ass, bouncing milk breasts.

It was because I never got tired of holding on to these two and spitting it out no matter how many times.

“Huh… Heh geueug! It’s not supposed to be like this…?”

However, the store manager, who always longed for my semen, pushed my body away slightly in the last ejaculation.

It was only a slight push, so I ejaculated inside the vagina.

When I asked ‘why’ in response to the reaction he was trying to dissuade me from, the manager replied.

“I received too much semen at once today, so I couldn’t absorb it at the end.”

Gently rubbing his lower stomach, the store manager blushed.

“Anyway, Han Jun-ssi’s yang qi must be so rich.

“…Yes?!”

I was startled.

The store manager laughed and added that it was a joke, as if I thought I was cute.

“It’s okay, Hanjun-sshi isn’t old enough to take responsibility yet. I have to use birth control, because it’s still… Not yet.”

At the end, the store manager strangely emphasizes ‘not yet’.

With her scarlet eyes shining brightly, the gaze gazing at my lower body… As if I wasn’t getting tired of it, a reaction arose from my lower body.

However, if I continued here, it was clear that I would move my back like crazy until the end of class soon.

After restraining myself with superhuman patience, I was discharged from the hospital room while being seen off by the store manager.

“Ha.”

It was still class time, so few people were seen walking around the school.

As I was walking blankly through the quiet campus, I was reminded of the past.

Most of them were only memories of pleasure with the manager, but a few were quite noteworthy.

Yoo Seol-hee.

It was that she, who had always coldly pushed me away, was starting to come closer to me little by little.

In addition to visiting me all together, there was a time when I was almost caught up in my relationship with the store manager thanks to Seolhee Yoo who came to visit me alone sometimes.

Usually, when Yu Seol-hee visits me, she just sits next to me and looks at me.

She trembles with a grave expression and reads a book quietly.

Yu Seol-hee, who spends her time, gets out of her hospital room when it is time for dinner.

When she thought of that cute figure, she naturally thought of Miho.

Lately, Miho might have noticed a change in her Seolhee Yoo, and she used to look at me and Seolhee Yoo with her suspicious eyes.

It looked like a possibility rather than a suspicion yet, but what should I do if my relationship with Yu Seol-hee deepens?

“… I have to tell you.”

I let out a deep sigh.

It’s a problem that I always think about, but the answer always doesn’t come out.

After all, I put off the answer today, and I turned my head to the problem that I had to do in the future.

‘Sex with Miho.’

In order to make up for the lack of yin energy, I had to have sex with Miho within this week.

“Shouldn’t we schedule a date for the weekend?”

Just as I was thinking of making an appointment to go downtown, I saw a convenience store next to me.

‘If I keep pouring it… Will I get pregnant?’

Suddenly, I remembered what the manager had told me at the end.

This weekend, I only had two days.

I had to ejaculate dozens of times as I had to get Miho’s vagina within that time.

After looking at the convenience store for a while, I slowly moved into it.

“Welcome~.”

A pretty pretty female ghost part-timer greeted me.

I sighed and looked around.

“What are you looking for?”

The part-timer asked me with a kind smile.

“Oh… It’s okay.”

I hurriedly got out of the spot and entered the corner.

After looking around for a while, I saw the item I wanted.

‘0.02 ultra-thin condom’

Gradually, I picked up a condom and approached the checkout counter.

Hesitantly, as I put the condom on, the part-timer looked at me with strange eyes.

“Huh?”

As if it was interesting, the part-time worker who was fixing the condom smiled and said the price.

I hurriedly paid and left the convenience store.

At the end, the part-time job chasing me with his chin on my back bothered me, but somehow the preparations were finished.

This weekend.

Ready to fight with Miho.