Chapter 32 – Meditation (1)

After the weekend of special training, I couldn’t focus on my studies. He said he was afraid of stealing, which he learned late, and it was because his body kept heating up. I wanted to spend a warm day with senior Yoo-jung this weekend, but I couldn’t because the training overlapped.

Even if I exercised or studied, this chattering thought did not subside. When I closed my eyes, I remembered Yu-Jung’s naked body, and when I opened my eyes, my sexual desire soared. I wanted to meet senior Yoo Jung.

However, on weekdays, I also trained, and senior Yoo Jung also worked, so it was difficult to fit the time. I made an appointment to see you again next weekend, but I was wondering if I could stand it until then. I trudged into the house again today, suppressing my seething heart.

“I’m home.”

“Oh yes. Haven’t you seen the nail clippers?”

My father was standing in the living room, looking for his nail clippers. I shook my head and said.

“No. I didn’t see it. Didn’t your mother take it somewhere else?”

“Okay? I get it. Are you going to do that meditation or something in your room today? Before you do anything, look for nail clippers in the room.”

“Yes.”

I had no intention of looking for it. Since I never cut my nails in my room, there was no way nail clippers were in my room. I just nodded, entered the room, and undressed. After training with the Almighty, my clothes were uncomfortable because my body was drenched in sweat.

After sitting in a comfortable position on the bed, I inhaled and exhaled repeatedly. I called the name of the Almighty in my heart and imagined myself standing there.

******

The Almighty Emperor’s chest was swaying like waves on a breakwater.

The omnipotent emperor aimed at her head, and she easily dodged her fist. She quickly retrieved her hand, which had cut her limp through the air, and rolled her body behind her. The Almighty trampled on the place where I was.

As she bent her back, the curvature of her chest was revealed through her sky-high dress.

She took another step and reached out her hand to me. Suddenly, a finger grazed in front of my eyes. The Almighty Emperor’s chest shook greatly.

She stopped extending her hand. I was on the verge of falling because I lost my balance. Today, I couldn’t hit Almighty even once, and Almighty almost killed me 5 times. She retrieved her hand and looked at me. I looked at the Almighty’s chest and took a deep breath. She said.

“You can’t concentrate.”

“Ah yes…”

“Tell me what is going on. If you have wandering thoughts, your training will never be complete.”

“That, that…”

I felt my face turn red. Because I couldn’t focus on my practice right now because of my sexual desire. I hesitated, not knowing how to explain this. The Almighty sat down on the floor and told me how to accept my hesitation.

My chest was still shaking a lot. She narrowed her benevolent face sternly and spoke in a soft voice.

“Come and sit down. It sounds like you need a conversation. A person can never grow if he clings to worries. Release me and find rest.”

“Ah, that…”

I hesitantly sat down in front of the Almighty. She smiled again and asked me.

“So, why are you unable to concentrate on your work?”

“Ah, that… Therefore…”

“Therefore?”

How am I supposed to explain this? ‘I can’t concentrate because I can’t have sex?’ ‘I can’t concentrate because I can’t release my sexual desire?’ After pondering for a while, he opened his mouth. Anyway, no matter what I said here, there was nothing to gossip about.

“That’s it. That…”

I started talking very carefully so she wouldn’t misunderstand. The first thing I did when I met senior Yoo-jung and decided to go out with him. And after her one time with her, she thought that she couldn’t focus on training properly. The desire to have sex does not subside even when water is removed by masturbation.

The Almighty was listening to my story seriously. I assured her I would hear her scolding. It was because, if she was the usual woman, she would definitely admonish me for my posture and concentration. She caught her breath and looked at me as if she was looking for something to say.

“Then, when that problem is resolved, can you focus on your meditation again?”

“Yes?”

“Well, when the problem is solved, you can focus on your practice.”

“Oh that… Yes. I think so.”

I nodded. And I started to get curious about how the Almighty was going to solve my troubles. Are you thinking of castration? She carefully leaned over and asked me.

“How can I do it?”

“Yes?”

I didn’t understand what she was saying. In response to her question, I had to ask it like this. Almighty said.

“You told me your troubles, but unfortunately I don’t know a clear solution to this problem. It is the wrong solution to tell you to put your worries into it and solve it with effort. As a self-proclaimed teacher, I am a little embarrassed, but I ask you. What can I do?”

I looked at the Almighty’s chest. Big, voluptuous breasts. And at the same time, senior Yoo Jung’s face came to mind. I asked.

“A-I-Are you really going to do anything?”

“Whatever you say, I don’t know what you want. Say what you want.”

“That is… Therefore…”

No matter how unreal she was in my mental world, I didn’t have the courage to tell her to touch her just once. It was also because she felt like she was cheating on Senior Yu Jeong, and it seemed like she was committing a sin to touch Jeon Neung-je’s chaste and beautiful appearance in this way.

“What do you want?”

“That, that…”

But I couldn’t let it go like this.

“Tell me.”

The Almighty Emperor kept asking me to vent her desires, and she was so beautiful. And this place was in the spirit world. In a way, this was like having a dirty imagination. Then wouldn’t this be the wind? If I was cheating every time I had dirty fantasies with another woman, then I was cheating every day.

So, this is not the wind. This is an action that is unavoidable for practice. I thought so and made up my mind.

“Yes. Almighty Lord… That, that… Therefore…”

“Tell me.”

“With your hand… If you do, I think what will happen.”

******

“Can I do it this way?”

Still, I didn’t have the guts to ask for sex. I decided to be content with just doing it by hand. We are now seated side by side in the corner of the white image. When I looked to the side, it was such a posture that I could clearly see the Almighty Emperor’s chest.

“Yes. That… Hold this with your hand like this. I think you can rub it up and down.”

“You mean like this?”

She carefully gripped my cock and slowly ran it down her shaft. Just the brushing of my weak fingers made me spit out pre-cum in excitement. I took a deep breath and said.

“Yes… ! He, please do it a little faster like that.”

“Will this be enough?”

The Almighty asked very slowly, scanning my cock. Even when her thin fingers squeezed my lower body, if I felt like I was in pain, she exquisitely let go of her hand to relax. Her fingers were thin and long, and it was as if a rope was entwined around and skimming my cock.

“Can I continue doing this?”

She has spoken her words into my ear. I calmed down and nodded her head. It’s been a long time since I’ve been in contact with a woman, and that alone made me excited. When I looked to the side, I could see the voluptuous white breasts of the Almighty. I said.

“That… I would appreciate it if you could bend her back a little more.”

“You mean like this?”

She bent her back a little. Thanks to that, her breastbone came into my field of vision more clearly. She said.

“Will this really be enough?”

“Whoa… ! Yes… Rather than that, Joe, please move a little faster.”

I nodded and took another deep breath. With each quick little movement of her hand, I felt my thighs shrink and my legs tremble. Without realizing it, I grabbed the hem of the Almighty Emperor’s clothes and exhaled roughly. The appearance of the Almighty Emperor was blurring.

The entire imagery world was blurring. I was startled and said to the Almighty.

“Hey, Almighty! My eyesight is abnormal… After… It’s strange… !”

“It’s because the pleasure is breaking your concentration. Do not worry. If you cool yourself down a little, come to your senses and call me again, I will be here.”

“I, Almighty Emperor… ! I… !”

Her hands were moving little by little faster. Her eyes closed tightly as she experienced her hair turning white. I felt my suppressed desire explode like a fountain. I couldn’t overcome the pleasure and let out a sound.

“Oohhhhh!”

In that moment, I felt a return to reality. The door burst open and my father entered. My father scratched his head and said to me:

“So there are no nail clippers in the room…”

View! Few! Beautiful! Few!

Semen gushed upward like a fountain. A white liquid rose to the height of my head. Sweaty body. Father looking up at me. We saw white liquid grains flying around, as if we had encountered them in a snowy field.

“Uh, uh, that…”

My father looked at me wordlessly, then cleared his throat and grabbed the doorknob again.

“…I was busy, but you interrupted me.”

“No, Father! Wait a minute! Father! This is it! That is!”

Clap!

“Father! Listen to me!”

The door is closed. I couldn’t help but cry out out of breath.

“No, I was obviously meditating!”